if i made any mistake let me know

so if there’s one single trope i’m always down to fight it’s the animal bride (folklore motif 402??) which a lot of you are probably familiar with as the selkie - the fisherman either falls in love, steals her skin to trap her on land/gain power over her, or they fall in love and THEN he steals her skin to keep her from leaving, and either way she spends a lot of time gazing sadly out to sea and then she or her child finds the skin and never returns again.
and that’s awful on a whole lot of levels - it’s not love, it’s control.

BUT. but the thing is. you how selkies/seal women was a pretty common variation of this? another really popular one was swans.

i just want you to think about that for a moment. swans. like…I get it, they’re pretty, graceful birds, certainly it’s easy to imagine them magically becoming pretty graceful ladies? but have you ever fought a swan. swans are awful. swans are the devil’s geese. imagine seeing a pretty magic lady and being absolutely enchanted by her, and stealing her magic feather cloak, and then you go up and say ‘hey i’m in love with you, let me make you my queen, it will be great, we’ll be so happy’ and she just looks at you for a moment and…

you know i was going to say maybe she just shouts for her sisters and suddenly you’re realizing you’ve made a terrible terrible mistake bc you’re surrounded by big fucking birds who are all hissing. but honestly if this swan lady is as aggressively down to brawl as any other generally unhappy swan, then she’d straight up fuck you up on her own. she’d just deck you roundhouse, honestly. you don’t fuck with swans. why does this trope exist

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Malec!AU: Magnus becomes a famous beauty vlogger on Youtube after posting a video about guys wearing make up. Alec plays bass in a band with his siblings and their label think more exposure on social media, so they make a deal with Magnus to post a series of videos featuring their band. After Izzy set them up on date, they become the cutest couple on the internet. 

based on this AU by @isabellebiwoods

“I need you” Sentence Starters

aka my life and yours are two parts of a whole

  • “I can’t do this without you.”
  • “Don’t let go of my hand through this, please.”
  • “If you walk away everything will fall apart.”
  • “All I want is your lips against mine right now.”
  • “It wasn’t just a one off for me; it was me hoping you’d see the connection.”
  • “We’ve been through everything else together.  This is no different.”
  • “You’re my other half.”
  • “There’s no one else I’d rather have with me than you.”
  • “You need to help me, I can’t do this alone.”
  • “I’ve never felt alone since you came into my life.”
  • “What am I supposed to do if you walk away?”
  • “This distance is killing me.”
  • “Don’t let this distance tear us apart.”
  • “I need you as much as you need me.”
  • “Letting go was never an option.”
  • “All the time did was make me realize that you’re supposed to be with me.”
  • “I’ve made so many mistakes, but you’re not one of them.”
  • “I need you to help me reach the top shelf.”
  • “Two people aren’t this made for each other so easily.”
  • “You’re worth any fight.”
  • “I’m crying on the floor and nothing’s right, but I know you can make this better.”
  • “I’m way too drunk to be driving, so I was gonna walk home– stay on the phone with me, okay?”
  • “There’s this couple’s contest, and I know we’re not dating, but the grand prize is this big ass load of food– help me.”
  • It doesn’t matter if you need me; you broke everything.”
  • “Everything’s really shitty right now.  So how about you get in this car with me and we drive to wherever for however long?”
  • “I’ll go if you go.”
  • “I’ll only do this if you help me.”
  • “I can’t depend on anyone else, just you.”
  • “Thank you for always being here for me.”
  • “You could call be at any time and I’d drop anything if you needed me.”
  • “All you have to do is show me that you feel the same.”
  • “I know that I need you, but sometimes the feeling doesn’t seem reciprocated.”
  • “I’m pathetic, because I go to you for everything, but you’d pick someone over me any day.”
  • “Can you give me a ride?”
  • “I didn’t tell anyone else I was leaving… You deserved to know though.”
  • “I’ll still be here when you get back.”
  • “Isn’t in terrifying that we both couldn’t go without the other?”
  • “This ring proves that I’m always here for you.”
  • “Come here, let me give you a hug.”
  • “My date stood me up, can you come with me to egg his/her car?”
  • “My date stood me up, can you come pick me up?”
  • “The lights don’t shine as bright when you’re not here.”
  • “I can’t deal with us drifting apart anymore.”
  • “I feel like I’m gripping with all my might and you’re not even lifting a finger.”
  • “My friend locked me outside naked.  Help.”
  • “My friend needs to see I’m dating someone so they’ll stop including me in blind dates–yes, I know we’re not dating, but still.”
  • “I don’t call you my partner in crime for no reason.”
  • “Can you come over so I don’t feel so alone anymore?”
  • “You ran to get here this quickly?!”
  • “I need you.”

Send a name and a sentence xx

The New CATCO Magazine is out NOW!! 

WE ARE GOING TO JAIL!

(Special edition of the next episode 2x12)


This is a non-profit fanedit. If you like, let me know! That motivates me. Also tell me if there is any mistake, because I am Spanish and I do not know all the expressions. And if you use it, please credit me whenever possible :)

        More issues of CatCo magazine (made by me) here.

Consider The Coconut - Lin Manuel x Reader

Request: If requests are open, can you write a fic where Lin gets too used to stealing y/n’s chapstick and then he accidentally uses it when it happens to have a color tint to it. I’m sorry if that was confusing! But I hope that made sense and that your day goes wonderfully!

Word Count: 1585ish

Author’s Note: Sorry this request took so long! I hope whoever the anon was who submitted it enjoys it! Thanks to @secretschuylersister, she’s the best and helped me a lot with this one.  #bestofwivesandbestofwomen Also, this video is important. And as always, let me know if you see any mistakes. 

Warnings: Fluff

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i’m sorry i can’t get over this / i’m sorry i can’t let you go / i’m sorry to all of my friends who had to listen to me drunkenly sob over you / i’m sorry to my parents who don’t even know you’re still in my life / i’m sorry i’m being such a disappointment, i just don’t know what is right / i’m sorry it’s been two years and i still haven’t learned my lesson / i’m sorry i tell you i love you and then ignore your text messages / i’m sorry i still picture you with your hands on her breasts / i’m sorry everything you say is a trigger warning and suddenly, i’m a mess / i’m sorry i’ll never let you forget all of the mistakes you made / i’m sorry the more times you tell me to leave, the more i stay / i’m sorry i haven’t mastered the art of being just friends / i’m sorry i’ll always want to be more in the end / i’m sorry i hold you to such high expectations / i’m sorry you’ve always been the target of my accusations / i’m sorry because i know you never asked for any of this / i’m sorry i try to destroy any bit of your happiness / i’m sorry i make everything tough / i’m sorry because i know you’re trying but you’ll never be good enough
—  apologies
What Just Happened

(Jughead x Reader)

Summary: You and Jughead have been at each others throats for years. But after a drunken night you barely remember, you’re left confused on where your relationship stands.

Word Count: 1,616

Warnings: language, mentions of sex, drinking(?)

A/N: I just really love a good love/hate relationship and haven’t seen many Jughead x reader versions, so I made my own. (I also didn’t proof read it so let me know if there are any mistakes) Please send feedback! Constructive criticism is appreciated! :)

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Today you can download a new version of the season enabled skylines. As you can see from the version number, it’s not a huge update. Here’s the changelog:

- The desert skyline texture does not clip anymore (thanks @simnopke for the report!)

- All skylines & all seasons are now compatible with SkyFix 2.1

Skybox & clouds by @lowedeus

- The tropical skyline now has a summer and winter texture

You can download the skylines in the original post I updated. Delete the old skylines or replace the files!

DOWNLOAD

All files are compressed. Please let me know about any mistakes I made!

Todavía vs Ya

[requested by @misskitten4 ]

okay so some spanish learners get confused about when to use todavía and ya so im going to try to explain it to the best i can!

todavía means “still” and expresses the continuity of an action. It implies that something was happening in the past and it is still happening in the present. When used in the negative“todavía no”, means “still not/don’t” which implies that something hasn’t happened in the past or present but you’re planning to do it in the future.

“Todavía tengo sueño”

“I’m still sleepy

“Todavía no tengo trabajo”

“I still don’t have a job”

ya means “already”& “now” but depending on the context it can have multiple meanings. it expresses something that is complete and final.

“Ya te hice la comida”

“I already made you the food”

“Ya lo había oido”

“I had already heard it”

“¿Ya te puedo llamar?”

“Can i call you now?”

“Ya tengo un perro”

this sentence can mean “I already have a dog” or “I now have a dog” depending on the context

when used in the negative, “ya no” means “no longer” and “anymore” & it expresses a change in the action. It implies that you had or used to do something in the past but not anymore in the present

“Ya no tengo dinero”

“I no longer have money”

“Ya no toco la guitarra”

“I don’t play the guitar anymore”

ya actually has a lot of meanings depending on how it is used so if anyone would like for me to go more in depth please let me know!! and i hope this was helpful!! & pls let me know if i made any mistakes :)

alright i finally have time to write this post, ive been so busy lately with living off in dorms and with this program that i didnt even realize that I hit another milestone! ALL I GOT TO SAY IS THANK YOU GUYS SOO MUCHHHH!!!

I started off as a small blog with hardy making post and you k now trying really hard to go out and talk to people more <——idkkkk what im saying here xD but what i mean i don’t know, I guess all i want to say thank you, thank you to the people that have stuck with me since I began this blog, you guys are trully amamzing and wonderful people to have around (ignore my typos) i still have a long way to reach my goal but I know i will reach it someday, maybe not today or maybe not tomorrow but someday I will

Whenever im feeling down, I go on here and I express myself and you guys make my day soo muchh bettter so becuase of that i am writing this post for you guys

Oh AND THANK YOU TO BTS FOR ALWAYS MAKING ME SMILE WHENEVER IM FEELING DOWN, I KNOW THAT I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON THEM TO BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY! Thank you BTS and ARMY!

okay so i have these wonderful and awesome followers that I follow, most might or might not be following me but oh well I still wanted to include you on here 

Bold= mutuals

Italic= favs


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@02jhs  @1800hoseok @1chaes @1rapmon @21centurygirlbts @2suga
@7ongin @97lov


A-C

@a-suga-cube @agust-d-mp3 @agustboy @aguxstd @akookieforhobi @army-author @armyqueenjessi @astelis @aurorakook @badass-bangtan @badpsae @baekcareful @baepsaeveme @baepsaybts @balloongi @bangbangbangtanx @bangtan-infires @bangtanbluee @bangtancutechim @bangtanofarmys @bangtxnn @bantangtae @batbangtanexotic @bbod @bbwi @beepsaets @biae @blondejiminah @bngtanbomb @bonappejin @btaess @btscasestudy @btsfiree @btsndjjk @btsshortie @btswreckedme @btsxnshine @btsyoongiii @budapestalloveragain @bultaoreuntae @bultoareune @bun-koook @busanochu @bwiiikook @calamitae @carrotjiminie @caughtinjimin @chemistaery @chenkbones @chenkhyun @cherryblossoms-bts @chimcooki @chimeyesmiles @chimstaekook @chinggudeul @chttpn @conderfin @cringeytae @cutejhoseok @cypherr


D-F

@da-jibooty @daegooboy @darlingjeon @dearkook @doolyjiminieee @doona-baes @dorkykooks @electraseok @evilkookie @evilnochu @extrakimtae @fightminyoongi @floralseokjinnie @flrstlov @gangbangbangtan @gguked @gldhoseok @glitchyoongi @goldenkrook @goldenmaktae @goldensmaknaes @goodshitjungkook @guanmint @gukkiebuns


G-I

@halcyonhobi @hashtagbts @highfire123 @hiiitsuji @himawari-jpg @hit-the-bangtan @hobisunset @hoebihoeshi @hollyjjangu @honey10love @hopejinji @hopetheral @hoseokhoe @howlovelyarewe @ilubjaebum @ilyjngs @ilykimtae @ilysbjk @imfarawayfromearth @imsugafree @infiressuga-nj @ino-song-chu @itsparkji-min @ivkookie


J-K

@j-j-hope @j-obi @je0n @jeon-jung-cock @jeonbia @jeoncinnabun @jeonhyunrin @jeonkook97 @jeonnguks @jeonnings @jeonrude @jeonseouls @jeonshine @jeonslap @jeonslytherin @jeonsshi @jeontales @jeonutt @jgukk @jhobisunshine @jhopeimyourhope @jhopeismysunshine @jhopemyangel @jikoo-k @jikookaesthetic @jikookielove @jikookruinedmylife @jillemy @jimin–neutron @jimin-to-my-ship-we-got-kookies @jiminiefloof @jiminiejiminie @jiminiextra @jiminifying @jiminjjang @jiminndi @jimins-laughs @jimins-nose @jiminsthot @jiminty-choco @jimjxms @jinbaby @jinhope @jjeoncookie @jkookook @jnqkook @jungkookbiasedbts @jungkookbiasedbts @jungkookiiees @jungkookio @jungkooksbaggypants @jungkooksidehoe @jungkooksknee @jungkooksmainhoe @jungminnie @jungoogii @jungpup @jungshookied @justkookiesbitch @justtaehyungtrash @jvngk-k @jvngkookss @jxminni @kaylasr @kimmonstergodrap @kimstaehyungs @kimtaekookmin

@kingparkjimin @kingpjms (im jintrash because of you) @kstopping @kookieeeluv @kookiejck @kookiemoments @kookies-shook @kookiesfault @kookieshookme @kookonat @kooks-gf @kooksmini @kpopkimchi @krusty-kookie


l-N

@leafhobi @letterstokook @littlejiminnie @livunnie @looneyjoonie
@louissocoollike @lovelygguks @lujinnie @lunaticdboy @maknaesquad
@mausamkamdar @mercurii @miiinghao @miinyooongii @milo-gin @mingkeymouse @minsbf @minsuqaa @mintsugakookies @mintyoongi17 @mnnyoongi @mochifairyjimin @mochimy @mon-army @mongseol @monstajaebum @needhobie @nepetalias @newtobts @noclhu @notaspringday @nutellate 


O-R

@onedbangtanb @onlytaekook @panekook @parkchi-m @parkim @parkjiminbiased @parkjiminiechim @parkjimnin @parkjmnsz @parkmochi @pastel-yoongs @pcrksjimin @peachyyuha @peaseok @penguimin @perfectionpjm @pink-eatjin @pinkjamjam @pjminis @pjmksj @pjmsbooty @prettyblueboy @pseudotaehyung @pugseok @pwarkjimins @r4pline @radiant-jungkook @rainvkook @rapmoncutie @rapnamu @rappertae  @riseofbangtanboys @rmonie @rudetae


S-U

@seok-lit @seokjintastic @sgbts @sillyjimin @so-far-away-agustd @sobicult @softjiminstan @sopegf @soundshobi @sprklyjim @starryyoongi @stoppjm @sugaa @sugacakes @sugas-noona @sugasyoon @sugatheyoongi @sugavbi @suugas @svthansols @sxkurx-fxlling @tae-taeee @tae-with-kookies-n-suga @taechimie@taehxpe @taehyungieluv @taehyungsir @taejaeluv @taekim-v @taes-nose-mole @taesflower @taesqueen @taetastics @taeyeonone @tajamin @takuhsin @tcehvung @teenage-sihlouettes @the95liner @the9397 @thebottomofyoongisshoe @thisspringday @tkwns @twerkmasterjungkookie @txehvung @txkook @ughjiminie @uranusyoongi


V-Z

@vixx-n-somniac @vmaknae @vmin-trash @wheresjhope  @whitetvlips  @whyparkjimin @wonhosflowerboy @worldbts @wtfbangtansrsly @xbultaoreunex @yoonem @yoongi-iology @yoongiiiiii @yoongisgaybff @yoongishappiness @yoongminii @yoonmincray @yourbyutae @youthkth


AND I WANNA GIVE A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THE NETORKS I AM SO PROUD AND BE A PART OF

@busanboys-net @armiesnet @kimtaehyungnet @taehyungnet @bangtanbudsnet @yoongi-net


THANK YOUU GUYS


LET ME KNOW IF I MAKE ANY MISTAKESS

       Traits & symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder in Bum

Hello there! I’ve been meaning to do this post for so long, but decided to wait for the season to end instead.

Since so many people have their doubts on whether Bum has an accurate portrayal of BPD or if he even has that disorder, I’ll try to explain that over here as best as I can, coming from an actual person diagnosed with BPD and a psychology student.

We are gonna go through the DSM V criteria along with other traits that I consider worth mentioning.

Please bear with me!

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Convention Spending Tracker
Sheet1 Table, Badge, Flight, Hotel, Printing, Misc., Misc., Total Expense, Amount Made, Total, Profit,

I posted this to Twitter earlier this week and it kind of blew up, but I want to post it here too. Just a little something I use to help myself keep track of spending during convention season, made into a rainbow because why not make more things rainbow?

Whether you’re tabling or just attending for fun, conventions can get expensive - especially when you include travel costs! I’ve used this sheet for about three years now, and helps me make decisions for future conventions. Sometimes it turns out I did better at a con than I thought I did! Or maybe I didn’t do so great compared to last year and need to think about coming back again. Oh, and everything listed are purchases that you get e-mail reminders about, so if you can’t remember the cost of a table or flight, it’s probably somewhere in your e-mail. I try to fill mine out as I buy flights and order prints, but sometimes I’m digging up old e-mails after the con is over.

Some things worth considering that are not on this sheet: food costs, gas if you drive to cons, baggage fees, and shipping if you ship your supplies in advance. Please feel free to download and edit this sheet as you see fit for your own needs! I hope it helps. And let me know if you have any questions, I’m happy to answer them!

EDIT: HOLY SMOKES, lenalibrarian on Twitter took my convention spending tracker and made it 100x better!!

–> SMART CONVENTION SPENDING TRACKER <– (original link edited too!)

It now calculates your costs and total profits AUTOMATICALLY!! Which is super useful for someone who’s terrible with numbers like me. I just finished importing all my 2017 convention spending so far, and this smart sheet caught a few mistakes already. I’ll be using this sheet for years to come, thank you lenalibrarian!!

How to make this graphic:

Tutorial originally posted on Looksgreat, my tutorial blog - in portuguese. Like or reblog if you liked. Don’t repost. If you feel like translating it to another language, please let me know before you post. Click “keep reading” to follow this tutorial ♥

* English is not my first language, so I apologize for any mistakes I made. I hope I made a good job explaning everything. If by the end of this tutorial you have any questions, please leave it on my askbox!

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gym session

genre: kinda cute and there’s making out so!

a/n: HI long time no write i apologize lmao i’ve been on break so i wanted to take some time to myself but here’s a little drabble that goes with my boxer!jimin au “into you” go read it if you want :) sorry for any mistakes i”m tired lol anyway you can leave requests! let me know if you like this x 

word count: 761

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Inconclusive

“Hi! Can you write one where you and Jax recently broke up and one day you see Jax taking Ima to his dorm at a club party and you go home and later try to move on from him, but Jax finds out then gets jealous and tries to win you back? I’m sorry if it’s too long. It’s okay if you don’t want to write it! Thank you!”

“This is a bad idea, Chibs.” you warn, pulling at your black lace crop top, a pair of leather shorts showing off your shapely legs. Chibs takes a final drag from his cigarette, dropping it on the floor and putting it out with his boot.

“He misses you, lass, and I can tell you miss him.” You can’t deny his words, these past two weeks being the hardest ones of your life. “You look amazing, sweetheart. If he doesn’t take you home, I sure will.”

Smiling, you gently bump your shoulder with the Scot’s, thanking him silently. “Alright, I’ll take your word for it.”

“Thatta’ girl. Come on, let’s get you a drink.” Chibs throws his arm around your shoulders, leading you up the lot and into the clubhouse, party in full swing. You smile at the croweaters that catch your eye on the way in, them returning the smile and waving kindly at you.

While Chibs gets you and him a drink, you scan the room, not sure how to feel when you don’t spot your ex boyfriend. Tig grins when he sees you, pushing the lady off his lap and walking over to you, throwing his arms around you. “If it isn’t my favourite girl.”

“Hi, Tiggy. Sorry I haven’t been around, everything is a bit of a mess right now.” you explain, his eyes slightly glassy as he watches you, the smell of whisky lingering heavily on him. You’ve always gotten on well with the other MC members, the older ones and younger ones all treating you like family.

“Don’t sweat it, doll, just glad to see you.” He places a sloppy kiss on your cheek, before going back to his woman of the night, sadness covering you as you realise how much you miss this club. The atmosphere, the people, the family. You knew that if you didn’t get this shit sorted with Jax, you’d probably never have it again.

“Here ya are, love. Get that down ya.” You take the beer from Chibs, taking a few swigs, the cold liquid fizzy as it passes down your throat.

You’re listening to Chibs flirt with some croweater when your gaze is pulled to the other side of the room, Jax entering from the apartments. It’s always been the same with him, a magnetic pull that somehow tells you when he’s around. It’s surreal, but he must feel it too, his eyes instantly breathing you in, surprise evident on his face.

You just stare at him, not knowing how he’s going to react. Is he going to be pissed that you’re here? Glad that you’ve come back for him? Upset?

Your questions are quickly answered, Ima surfacing from the same place Jax did, her hands pulling at her shirt, that famous fucking smirk on her face.

Her arms slip around his waist, him being pulled out of his trance. She leans up, whispering into his ear, his eyes remaining on you the whole time. Your heart feels like it’s literally breaking, regret written all over your ex lovers face as you crumble in front of him. He doesn’t correct it though, letting Ima pull his face to hers, her lips claiming his in a messy fashion.

“I think I’m gonna be sick.” you whisper, slamming your half drunken beer on the bar and storming out, leaving a very confused Chibs by himself. He looks across the room as you leave, noticing the very reason for your upset. Shaking his head at his younger brother, he turns his back on him, letting him know just how he feels without even saying a word.

It’s been three months since that dreaded day. The day you lost the last shred of hope you had left for your broken relationship, for the broken man you left behind.

“You ready to go, babe?” Liam calls, his voice travelling up the stairs. You had to move on, you deserve to at least try to be happy, even if deep down you know you’re aiming for a unreachable goal.

“Two minutes!” you respond, throwing your phone and lipstick into your bag. You’d met Liam about two months ago, a sweet boy who asked for your number at your work place. You said yes, met up for lunch one day and hit it off, and you’d been dating ever since. Things were pretty serious between the two of you, but throwing yourself in the deep end seems like the quickest way to get rid of the outlaw biker who refuses leave your mind.

Leaving the bedroom, you jog down the stairs, meeting your boyfriend at the bottom. You were about to go to meet some of Liam’s friends, the four of you going on a double date to the new diner in town. If someone would’ve told you a few months back that you’d be going on double dates and spending time with a completely different set of people, you never would’ve believed it.

“I’m just gonna fill up before we go get Tyler and Abby.” Liam turns into the gas station, pulling up at an available pump and stepping out to fill up the car. “You okay to go pay?”

You nod, grabbing the bills from Liam’s hand and undoing your seat belt, heading inside the store. Once you’ve paid for the fuel, you turn around, slamming straight into a hard chest.

“Sorry, love-” You look up, smiling shyly at the man, shock on his face once he realises who you are. “Jesus, (Y/N). If this isn’t fate, I don’t know what is.”

“It’s nice to see you too, Chibby.” You reply, letting the Scots man wrap you up in his arms, the familiar feeling making your heart clench. You pull back, your common sense kicking in. “Wait, is he with you?”

Before he can reply, the bell above the shop door signaling that someone has just walked in. You hear his voice before you see his face, a thousand and one emotions running through you. “Tig just called, he’s just been to-”

Jax finally reaches the two of you, his voice dying in his throat as he sees who his brother is standing with. His mouth opens and shuts as he stares at you, completely caught off guard.

“Hey, Jax.” you say calmly, hoping that if you act like you’re unaffected, it’ll convince the two men in front of you, even if you can’t convince yourself. “It’s good to see you.”

“Yeah, it’s good to see you too.” He smiles at you, your knees just as weak as they were the day you first caught a glimpse of that smile, the smile that could bring you so much light, even on your darkest of days.

“You alright, (Y/N)?” You scold yourself for forgetting about your company, your boyfriend now making his way over to the three of you in concern. Once he reaches you, he stands by your side, slipping his arm around your waist, claiming his property like some kind of animal.

“Yeah, I’m good.” you respond, part of you wanting to rip Liam’s arm from around you, the expression on Jax’s face one of defeat, heartbreak. The same look you wore just months ago. “Pass my love on to everyone. See you around.”

You leave too quickly to receive a response, your partner trailing behind you, your mental state not feeling up to answering the pile of questions you’re bound to be asked once you get in the car.

You look back at the lost biker in the store, his eyes locked on yours as he watches you walk away from him, again. Only this time, he knows he has to bring you back to him, no matter what it takes.

You sigh in content as you sink into the bubbles, music playing lowly in the background as you take a well earned bath.

Today has been a long day, or at least it feels like it has. After bumping into pieces of your past life, the life you were trying to move on from, you had to deal with a relentless Liam, who wanted to know what your connection was to the murderous bikers in town. This then led to the two of you having a full blown argument. You’d jumped out of the car about thirty minutes out of town and refused to get back in, walking all the way back home.

You massage your temples as you soak, silently begging for your head to stop pounding, the pain making you feel physically sick. All you wanted was five minutes of peace from your overactive brain.

You feel like screaming when you hear the door knock loudly from downstairs, closing your eyes and deciding to ignore whatever company had decided to bother you.

After about fifteen seconds, you hear another series of knocks, more urgent this time. Cursing under your breath, you pull yourself out of the soapy water, quickly wrapping a towel around your body and heading downstairs, ready to release your wrath on whoever was behind the door.

Yanking it open, you see the last person you expect to be at your house. “Jax?”

He moves his sights up and down your body, you wishing you would’ve grabbed your dressing gown rather than a towel that barely reaches midthigh. Once he meets you eyes, you raise your eyebrows in question. “Is everything okay?”

“No, it’s not.” he sighs, running his fingers through his undone locks. “Can I come in? Just give me five minutes. Please.”

Going against your better judgement, you hesitate, pulling the door open widely and letting him step inside. He smiles thankfully at you, a smile that doesn’t quite reach his eyes, before he walks inside.

“What are you doing here, Jackson?” you ask stiffly, wanting the man in front of you to know that you’re not going to take any shit. You’re not the same woman you were three months ago, and he can’t just turn up at your place and expect everything to be okay.

“I miss you, (Y/N).” he confesses, your eyes going as big as saucers as you debate whether you even heard him right. “I made the biggest mistake of my life letting you go, and watching you walk away from me today-”

“Are you serious right now?” You watch as he swallow nervously, enjoying his discomfort. He looks down at the floor, sighing and shrugging his shoulders, like he knew that this was how you’d react.

“You didn’t seem to have a problem with me walking away from you when you told me I wasn’t strong enough for this life.“ you spit, all your pent up anger slowly making its way to the surface. “Didn’t care the second time when you humiliated me in front of the club by fucking that whore!”

“Babe, please just let me-” He knows better than to try and make some bullshit excuse, his sentence stopping once he sees the rage on your face.

“It wasn’t me walking away that got to you yesterday,” you seethe, “it was the fact that I’ve moved on. Found somebody beyond the one and only Jax Teller.”

He stand silent, his eyes heavy with unshed tears as you unload the pain and suffering you’ve had to hold in. You shake your head at him in disbelief, chuckling humourlessly. “You let me go, Jax. You broke my heart, and that’s all on you.”

Silent years slip down your cheeks as you hold your towel close to your chest, the fluffy material moving between your fingers and acting as some sort of security blanket, stopping you from completely falling apart.

“I know I don’t deserve you, (Y/N). I know it, hell, everybody knows it.” he says timidly, breaking the tense silence. He sniffs as you look at the floor, your tears falling as you refuse to meet his gaze. “But you’re the only girl I’ve ever loved, the only girl I will ever love, and I hope that means something to you.”

Your bottom lip quivers as you try to hold in your sobs, the ache in his words chipping at your ice cold exterior, bit by bit. His white trainers step into your view, his figure so close you can smell his intoxicating scent. Just one whiff of him makes you want to forget everything and throw yourself in his arms. But that would be naive.

“I pushed you away, because I don’t want to see you end up like everybody else I love. Broken or dead.” He grabs your face in his large, rough hands, the image of him blurry as you try to blink away your tears, clear your view. “But without you, I see no end to this, (Y/N), no reason to carry on, to fight.”

His thumbs gently caress your skin, your body feeling more alive than it has in months. “I know it’s selfish, I’m a selfish man, but you’re the only thing that I’m certain about in this world.”

You feel like the air has been released back into your lungs when he locks his lips with yours, his hands fiercely cradling your face as you come alive under his touch. You’ve never felt something so passionate, so raw , in your life, his tongue slipping past your lips and exploring the place he hasn’t been allowed to go for months.

You’re both breathless as he pulls away, your heart begging you to join your lips back with his and never break apart. He presses his mouth against your forehead lovingly, one of your favourite things that he does, before he begrudgingly let’s you go, moving towards your front door.

“I’ll always love you, (Y/N). You know where to find me if you feel the same.”

Originally posted by geezerwench

A/N - Decided to end this on a bit of a cliff hanger/make up your own ending?! Thought it’d let you guys make your own interpretations individually :) hope you liked!! Xx