if i knew this was happening

Falling in love with my best friend, which, you know, Laurel’s best friend was Wes and she was always looking after him and I never thought that that they’d become a couple but it made so much sense when it happened. Little by little we sold a very deep relationship with very few scenes. I knew…I personally knew, when I was pregnant, I knew it was gonna be Wes under the sheet, unfortunately. I was like ok, I see where this is going and this is super sad but I only have a few more scenes with his guy and… he’s my best friend in real life as well. We were both aware of how important these little scenes were. I remember the scene in the bed me taking off his watch, little things like the tub scene, the flashbacks, like all those scenes were so important because we knew we weren’t gonna have much more. That scene where she goes to Wes’ apartment and she opens the door and there’s a shirt there… I didn’t know how they were gonna place the shirt… so grabbing the shirt and feeling like I was holding his hand but, you know, his hand was no longer there. I could relate to it because, I’m also losing… I mean I know that he (Alfie) is still alive and bless him but Alfie’s a person that’s changed my life. Like as an actress, as a person, and him leaving is so sad for all of us so it was very easy to connect to the emotions of that. And I’m gonna miss him, tremendously. I still hope that it was really his twin. Hashtag it wasn’t really Wes it was his evil twin from Haiti. Alfie and I literally would spend hours in our trailers rehearsing the scenes that we had together. I don’t know if it’s also the Spanish aspect… the fact that we share Spanish and French heck. I sent him to Mexico to spend time with my family and I didn’t even go like thats how close the guy is. I feel like I can bring anything up even things that I wouldn’t dare to bring up to anyone else I would bring it up with him. When you feel that safe with someone i think the acting also becomes something a lot realer, more honest.

anonymous asked:

Hi Flock. Can you explain the difference/significance of walking solo vs. together with your partner or a friend in HW? How does all this play into what happened last night? S knew he posed with this woman and that the photos would be released all over so why the separate entrances and things? What I really don't understand is why isn't he just posting them on his IG or twitter as we've all seen them now and so have others outside the fandom? Thought you might know about inner workings in this.

I’ve always thought that nobody is claiming anyone publicly so they don’t have to backtrack and be thought a liar later on when it turns out certain people are only friends and not a romantic attachment. I said the other day innuendo is powerful in that it creates certainty through perception. He doesn’t have to splash anyone on IG in order to sell a narrative. He doesn’t have to assign a title to anyone. He just has to be photographed with someone and the story writes itself. Remember the model girlfriend who came out later as a friend and not model? People believe what they want and (no offense) but fandoms collectively are easy to lead and manipulate.

there’s a huge storm suddenly in my area! it happened before i even knew about it, i rushed out to put a bowl out for rainwater, and i got a bit wet from the rain, but that is such a cleansing and energizing feeling!!  🌩 ☔💧

@genuinesoftboy submitted:

(I read the McHanzo prompt you reblogged and just slapped my keyboard a bunch and this happened pls don’t judge I haven’t written anything in foreverrrrrr)

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“I don’t know what makes you think I have time to engage your strange behavior but I do not.”

The silence that follows wasn’t uncommon. It normally followed Hanzo’s cold piercing words and he had learned to find comfort in it. However, it was less akin this time to swatting away an annoyance and more so stepping on a child’s toy. He knew he shouldn’t be he glanced over his shoulder anyways, preparing a harsh glare. However, the sight of McCree’s abashed and downtrodden face made his glare more a mirror to the discomfort snaking through his stomach.

“Aw shucks, archer. Didn’t mean to bother ya… I’ll stay focused on the mission, alright?” McCree tried for a half smile but it wasn’t fairly evident how much of an effort it was for him to try that. His face was burning with an embarrassment that only came from being shot down and he was more curled inwards, less of his usual posture of chest out and legs wide. It was…pathetic, truly. Hanzo snapped his head around, furrowing his brow more, lips pursuing out in a sort of pout to himself. He didn’t prepare himself for the idea of the handsome gun slinger actually listening to him and taking his words to heart. He felt a weird surge of relief he didn’t choose any meaner words for fear the man might’ve cried. He was far too soft for the job he boasted. His hand gripped on his bow tighter before loosening slightly in defeat. Hanzo couldn’t help but admit to himself that happiness and innocence was endearing and he knew if he left the guilt to chew on his insides, he would not perform to his standards all day.

Right as a countdown began overhead, he turned on his heel to face the sulking McCree. “I lied. You may continue with your…ridiculous compliments. They’re endearing, like a small dog. But do not distract me from my work, understand?” Gods, he was blushing now too?! This was silly! School children responded this way! They were two adults here, just being honest, why was he reacting so strongly to his own blunt sentences?!

McCree fumbled a bit, lip quivering before snapping shut to catch the cigar starting to lean out of his mouth. His eyes were held wide open and Hanzo averted his gaze immediately. “Well! If you say so, honey suckle!” He said, the smile in his voice contagious and pulling a small half smirk from Hanzo. Maybe he could get used to this strange man verbally adoring him for a little longer.

I[’M HOWLIN THIS IS SOO GAY I[’VE BEEN FUCKIN BLESSED TONIGHT

I rewatched Soshitsu

You know how this goes, I posted a ton of tweets with my reactions. Will do a more serious analysis later on.

Here are my reactions for Saikai, Ketsui and Kokuhaku.

  • i rewatched those 5 first minutes and oh my God if I had been Maki I’d also be PISSED AS HELL 
  • I wonder what happened to the other 3 original Chosen Chikdren
  • Also Daigo x Maki are the original Takari
  • Pyocomon really go super pissed when Sora stepped on her leaf
  • Tokomon is super cute I want to have it for breakfast
  • I love Jou he’s the best in this OVA can someone give him a medal
  • SORA’S HEART IS SO BROKEN, SEEING EVERYONE BONDING WITH THEIR PARTNERS IS SO HARD
  • In Adventure the Digimon knew those kids were their partners, they were waiting for them but after the reboot they have no clue of who they are.
  • Meicoomon has to be killed who are we even kidding
  • MIMI SAYING SORA WILL BE A GOOD WIFE AND SORA NOT TAKING ANY OF THAT SHIT AYFIWBF
  • Koushiro’s such a nerd talking about the Oolong tea I love him so much
  • Motimon really wanted him to stop talking LOL.
  • Tokomon’s teeth are so dangerous
  • How did Mimi turn out to be a chef again
  • Koromon is such a fatass I love him so much
  • WHEN TAICHI THREW KOROMON TO THE SKY HE BASICALLY THREW IT TO THE SUNNN
  • Now we know why Sora was carrying two bags, one was mainly for the food
  • Sora really is pissed about the reboot not working out with Meicoomon
  • Can Jou’s girlfriend appear already
  • How can the Digimon not know their own names
  • After Mimi openly stating Palmon was ugly it’s nice to see her saying she’s pretty
  • My brother just really wants Meiko dead LMAOOOO he has no idea
  • Whenever Meicoomon’s angry the infection reappears this is something
  • MY TAISHIRO’S BACK I LOVE MY KIDDOS SO MUCHHHH
  • In 1999 they didn’t have phones life was simpler
  • TAKERU AND TAICHI TEAMING UP JUST TO TROLL YAMATO I’M HERE FOR THIS
  • Taichi and Yamato sharing looks because they know Sora’s unstable
  • TAICHI AND YAMATO LITERALLY APPEAR IN 5 SECONDS NEXT TO SORA AYCIABG
  • Taichi really tries his best to make Sora feel better and Yamato wants to get closer but they really are clueless
  • LMAO AGUMON WHY DID YOU HAVE TO APPEAR I HATE TJIS AYVIEB
  • Maki’s computer has a DigiWorld Google Maps
  • Taichi is the worst he never knows when to SHUT UP
  • Sora really exploded with Taichi and Yamato, perhaps because they’re the closer to her. Calling them selfish, and they really are
  • THAT FLASHBACK WITH PIYOMON WAS REALLY UNCALLED FOR MY POOR HEART
  • Can Taichi, Sora and Yamato openly get in a polyamorous relationship already
  • I wonder what would’ve happened if Taichi and Yamato hadn’t gone looking for Sora
  • What did the rest of the gang think when the golden trio came out of the woods how kinky
  • Sora really closes herself when she’s bad with Piyomon yet she doesn’t stop caring for her at all
  • Maki made the reboot her final goal in life, she got obsessed
  • DAIGO’S LOVE DECLARATION WAS SO SMOOTH SOMEONE GIVE HIM A TROPHY
  • I wonder if Meicoomon opened portals in the distortion so the kids would survive
  • Piyomon is stone cold how many times must she make Sora CRY
  • Will they ever let us know how did Meiko get to the DigiWorld
  • Hikari is so pure so graceful she was simply taking a nap next next to a tree
  • ELECMON YOU WERE MISSED
  • The kids appeared in iconic places i wish they had done more things there
  • Meiko is a girl scout this is canon
  • EVERYONE WAS WORRIED ABOUT MEIKO BUT NO ONE WAS WORRIED ABOUT SORA AND SHE KNOWS IT
  • What kind of drugs did Hackmon use on Daigo oh my GOD
  • KOUSHIRO SHOWING GOMAMON AND AGUMON SLIDESHOWS CAN THIS KID GET ANY NERDER
  • Palmon is a better artist than Taichi
  • Piyomon sleeping next to Meiko instead of Sora was too much WHY TOEI WHY
  • The train was coming after Koushiro and Yamato and the Digimon wouldn’t move AT ALL
  • Everyone loves trolling Yamato let’s make an OVA where everyone trolls him 10/10 would watch
  • Hikari saying they should accept their partners as they are now was such a nice thing to say, plus she knows Nyaromon didn’t get to suffer this time around
  • I’m glad Meiko was there to comfort Sora tbh she really needed to be listened
  • Sora saved Meiko’s ass
  • I wonder if the Mysterious Man gets to control whoever he wants
  • Meicoomon opened tge portals so the rest of the gang could go help them out
  • Sora throwing rocks at the MM is so iconic I want this in every fanfiction
  • THE MYSTERIOUS MAN LICKING SORA’S CHEEK WAS SO UNCALLED FOR I WILL FOREVER HAVE NIGHTMARES

The Mysterious Man: licks Sora’s cheek 

Sora: does nothing 

Mugendramon attacks Piyomon. 

Sora: PUSHES THE HECK OF THE MYSTERIOUS MAN FUCK HIM 

  • Will forever fangirl at the fact Taichi and Yamato got into the PORTALS TO SAVE SORA 
  • I wonder if the gang saw Gennai/the MM harassing Sora like shit 

Taichi: are you okay, Sora? 

Sora: I DON’T THINK SO 

  • Gennai on full sith mode is scary as fuck 
  • How powerful can Plotmon’s attack be 
  • Joe saying the bad guy is Yg whatever he’s called ayfiebf
  • Koushiro typing random stuff in the laptop and everyone getting his plan is too funny
  • Leaving Meiko alone was a badddd idea y'all
  • Sora’s eyes when Piyomon called her by her name <3 <3
  • JOU ATTACKING THE MM IS MY FAVORITE PART OF THIS WHOLE FILM
  • HUGE TENTO IS ADORABLE
  • Yamato!!!!!!…… kun
  • How did Maki know where to find Bakumon exactly
  • Maki really went full cray cray
  • What was that underwater scene where Taichi and Yamato die it was so weird
  • Was the lake frozen or how did they manage to stand now
  • Palmon saying Tentomon got shrunk is so CUTE
  • what kind of food does Sora eat to make her bones so strong
  • Yeah, don’t mind me here I am about to die yet I want to talk about meatballs
  • I love Hououmon’s sparkly feathers
  • HOW CREEPIER CAN GENNAI GET
  • JOU SAVING SORA GIVES ME SO MUCH LIFEEEEEE
  • Seraphimon and HerkulesKabuterimon really were unnecessary imo
  • 20 minutes of evolution sequences later
  • Pyocomon’s de-evolution sequence was super cool okay
  • So Jou did notice Piyomon and Sora weren’t getting alone
  • I never knew how much I needed a Star Wars x Digimon crossover
  • The first thing that Sora says to Taichi and Yamato is asking them if they got hurt I adore this woman so MUCH

Taichi: hits Yamato so he’d talk to Sora 

Yamato: hits Taichi so he’d talk to Sora 

Sora: bakas

  • Meiko is like super dead but not really.
  • My brother can’t stop laughing at the fact Seraphimon appeared just because lmao 
  • sooo…. Hackmon is with Homeostasis and Alphamon is with Yggdrasil
  • What I still don’t get is why Gennai needed Ken’s for to get into the Real World when he already could get into with his Digital form

I still feel like I have to watch it one more time to fully appreciate everything… but this definitely was something.

I really enjoyed seeing Sora have the spotlight, I didn’t enjoy all the time lost with evolution sequences, but what to do.

Also, that cliffhanger?? God knows when will OVA number 5 will come out.

“Did you block me lol?”
That was the last messages I sent to my best friend from high school before I knew she had blocked me everywhere. I didn’t know if it was a mistake but then she just stopped talking to me. She ghosted. We didn’t even have a fight and she just left. I asked my friends if she was mad and they said she told them that we ended our friendship. What hurts the most is the fact she never told me what happened or why she did it, and to this day it hurts because she was my best friend

OOOOOH, IT’S TRUE. IT’S TRUE, IT’S TRUE. IT’S GOING TO HAPPEN. HAHAHHA I KNEW IT. MY HUSBANDS AREN’T ON THE SAME PAGE. IS IT BECAUSE BOTH OF THEM HAVE SIDE GROUPS WITH THE BUCKS? AND THEY BOTH HAVE TERRITORIAL LEADING ROLES? HAHAHA ARE THEY FIGHTING OVER ME? WHO KNOWS. STAY FUCKING TUNED. IT’S GOING TO BURN, AND IT’S GOING TO BE A SLOW BURN, AND IT WILL BE PAINFUL.. THERE’S NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT COULD PREPARE ME FOR THE HEART BREAK THAT IS DOOMED TO HAPPEN.. BUT LET’S SEEEEEE.

anonymous asked:

HELLO I LOVE YOUR WRITING!!!! basically i was wondering if you knew of any good liam dunbar fanfics because i am deprived of them and i have legit read every single one before and i need some new fanfics so ya❤💓❤💓❤💓

helloooo and thank you my love!! i do happen to know quite a few fics, so i’ll link some of them below. 

BITTEN CONSEQUENCES by @xotwsm

YOU DON’T SCARE ME by @teen-wolf-imagines-for-the-soul

LAST NIGHT by @imagine-of-anything

MONSTER by @imaginefan

RESILIENCE by @closestrangers

@wolfiefictions have some 

GAME NIGHT SWITCH by @aworldinsideaperson

@wolfiehunters has a couple and she’s so lovely !!

@teenwolf-imaginess have some

@lifeasateenwolffangirl have tons!!

i know there are loads more out there, so if you have any suggestions, link them when you reblog this post. 

if you follow me you should already know 1) that I have very little patience for bad and dangerous opinions about ~~urban blight or whatever and I expect you to operate at a higher level and 2) I am from Flint and the water crisis impacted me directly and is continuing to impact me directly, and not only because I am faced with the reality that my hometown, that I always imagined myself returning to, is being absolutely gutted even more than ever, it’s being treated by so-called allies as unsalvageable and whenever I open my mouth about it I’m reminded that in the Era of Trump the REST of America Has Problems Now and I Should Step Back, I mean also because I maybe lost my only actual family as a consequence of it and it’s impossible to even get any answers about what happened to her because, in part, local hospitals maybe-intentionally dragged their feet in testing for a virus they knew they were seeing an outbreak of with because it could implicate them, so now… there is probably no record of what happened and I’m forever in limbo about it meanwhile I have people asking me dumb insulting shit about my pathetic hometown nonstop while also sassing me to get attention because There’s Unclean Water Everywhere Sweetie, why do I have to do this SO MUCH

Now is not the first time I’ve caught tears falling on my cheeks on this street,
I’m almost disappointed in myself
I promised that this wouldn’t happen again.
But now, here I am…
In the middle of this street, walking swiftly amidst the rain that only falls on my cheeks.
I don’t think he knew what this meant to me,
I don’t think he knows what his words meant to me
And I’m not sure I know what these became to me.
I trusted again, let go again, loved again
But now, here I am…
In the same place I was years ago,
A place I’d rather forget,
A place that reminds me that I’m not ready for love.
—  exodus.king
Bambam Imagine - Confession

A/N - A little imagine requested by a lovely anon~ It’s not too long but I hope you all enjoy it anyway!

I noticed there hasn’t been many requests for Bam Bam scenarios. Could you maybe do one where Bam Bam confesses to a girl but gets friend zoned. Not the typical fluff scenario but I thought this could be fun! 

Today was the day. Bambam was finally going to confess his feelings to her. The months they had known each other and been friends, he had always wanted more. She was amazing in every way imaginable to him and he just knew he had to have her. Despite having such strong feelings towards her, he was nervous. What if she turned him down while laughing at him? He had to convince himself that wouldn’t happen and that everything would go well. He checked his phone, seeing that it was almost time to go out and see her. They had arranged to go out for coffee and Bambam planned to use that rare time alone to confess. 

 When he arrived at the coffee shop they agreed to meet at, he could see (Y/N) already sat down. Taking a deep breath to calm his nerves, he made his way over to her. 
“Hey, (Y/N),” he greeted as he sat down opposite her. 
“Hi, Bambam. I waited for you before getting coffee. Want me to grab something for you?" 
"I’ll pay,” he said, wanting to seem gentlemanly for offering to pay. He was really trying hard to impress her. 
“You sure?" 
"Yeah, come on. Get whatever you want and I’ll buy." 
"Well okay, I’m not one to turn down free coffee,” she replied laughing. Once they had received their drinks and a large slice of cake to share, Bambam decided to flirt a little to test the water and see if he could figure out if (Y/N) liked him back. He would make little compliments and remarks that could have been taken as someone making conversation but also as someone trying to be a little suggestive and more than friends. He only hoped she picked up on the latter. 

After quite some time chatting and drinking coffee, Bambam took the leap of faith and decided it was the right time to tell her how he felt.
“(Y/N), I’ve wanted to say this for a while but haven’t had the courage to yet. But I’m just going to come out and say it." 
"Um okay. What is it, Bam?" 
"I like you. As in, I like you as more than a friend. I’d really love it if we could maybe go out on a date sometime.." 
"Bam, that’s really sweet." 
"So what do you say?" 
"I can’t, Bam. I’m really sorry and I appreciate the fact that you had the courage to confess but I just don’t see you like that." 
"Oh, okay..that’s fine..” Bambam started fiddling with his coffee cup, feeling awkward all of a sudden. Y/N reached her hand over you gently and soothingly touch his. 
“I really hope we can still be friends, Bam." 
"Yeah, me too. Can we pretend this didn’t happen? I don’t really want the guys making fun of me for getting turned down." 
"Of course,” she replied laughing softly. “No letting this change our friendship either, okay?" 
"Got it,” he responded as he smiled at her, feeling better about the whole affair. Even if he couldn’t have her in the way he truly wanted, being friends was enough. More than enough. He’d make the most of their friendship and would treat her right, in the hopes that maybe she would change her mind in the future.

my comprehensive review of op episode 778:

- my daughter is adorable and perfect in every way, but we already knew that (pedro calling out how strong she is tho like….y’all best believe iT.  girl can almost murder straw hat luffy himself without batting an eye)

- i’m glad they chose to recap drum island instead of recapping dressrosa, considering dressrosa just happened like a year ago

- really glad they chose to recap wapol’s cover story instead of just throwing in more filler, too!!  they should do that more often

- brook was hella funny this ep???  it was really hilarious and a nice change of pace to see him playing the straight man to carrot’s comedian, since he’s usually the one making the jokes

- CARROT IMITATING THE PUFFER FISH

- finally, and most importantly….

THERE HE IS……….IT’S ONLY A NEWSPAPER PIC BUT I’M STILL SO HAPPY JUST TO SEE HIM AGAIN 😭😭😭💘💘💘💘

Fun fact: if your DM/GM puts your party on a boat in a campaign where they’ve been entirely on dry land, there is going to be an epic battle. I don’t care how safe the journey is made to seem, or how long. It’s going to happen.

There’s a THOUSAND really BADASS water dwelling monsters they NEVER get to use. The MINUTE your asses are on a boat, them fuckers are coming out

That not even a tip, babes, that’s just The Way It Is™

I Promise (Jack Frost x Reader)

“Are you sure this is safe?”

Jackson offered you his signature smirk, almost as if he knew those words were going to come out of your mouth.

“I’ve been skating on this lake with my sister more times than I can count,” he exclaimed, his brown eyes sparkling with life. “Besides, skating is fun! I can’t believe you haven’t tried it yet.”

“Jackson…” you said, your voice wavering.

Sensing your worry, Jackson’s smirk toned up down to a genuine gentle smile.

(Y/N), I promise I won’t let anything happen to you.

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Ray [finally] explains herself:

okay so i know a lot of you have been super sweet to me and i’ve been super quiet and blunt in the past 2 weeks which is unlike me and it hasnt really been safe for me to talk about it until now but im just gonna give you guys a run down of what happened thats had me so messed up for everyone asking

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Character Arc Analysis: Daryl, Carol and Beth

Good morning and Happy Saturday! I’m gonna dive right in. This is the deep dive analysis I’ve been promising and it’s gonna be LONG. So when you have a few minutes, grab your favorite beverage and immerse yourself! There’s a lot to cover, so bear with me. 

I wanted you all to see how the narrative is being shaped. Think of these character arcs like a tree. Starting in S4, they began branching outward. Now, we’re starting to see the branches come back in. Things are coming together in ways they haven’t before. After Coda, we knew what we knew, but we couldn’t really see how it would all take shape. We were just waiting for it to happen. Now, we’re seeing the shape of things to come, both in ep 7x10 and now from spoilers for ep 7x11. (Don’t worry; this post will be spoiler-free.) This is so exciting!

First I need to give acknowledgements. Many of these insights came from convos in my FB group. I need to credit especially @thegloriouscollectorlady and @boltthrutheheart, though everyone in the group deserves at least some credit bc we all participated in some sense. Thanks guys! You’re all geniuses!

Carol’s Arc: Let’s run through this for reference. In the beginning of S4, Carol murdered Karen and David. It was a very dark, disturbing decision, and she’s been lost in her own darkness ever since. 

In the past, I and many others have assumed that what happened with Lizzie and Mica just made it worse. Nearly three seasons later, I actually think the opposite is true. Let me explain: I’ve always found it interesting that when Rick tells Daryl he kicked Carol out of the prison, he specifically says, “She wasn’t sorry.” That’s the writers telling us about Carol’s state of mind. She had no remorse for what she did. When Rick took her out to look for supplies, she spent the entire time justifying what she’d done. I think that, more than anything else, is what freaked Rick out and made him kick her out of the prison. If she didn’t care, she could easily do it again. The reason I think what happened with Lizzie and Mica made Carol better is that she cried about it. She felt remorse about that. We didn’t see too many emotions from her for most of S4, but she cried over Lizzie and Mica. And I’m not saying it didn’t mess her up more, but it awakened her soul again, to where she felt remorse over everything she’d done.

With that remorse came the desire to leave the group. She couldn’t deal with what she’d done and still be part of the family. That’s why we saw her trying so hard to leave in 5x02.

In Consumed, we see that she’s somewhere in the middle. She’s still justifying a lot of things and pretending to be tough (we’ll get to that dynamic between her and Daryl in a minute). I think it’s interesting that she says, “I don’t know if I believe in God, but if I’m going to hell, I’m putting it off as long as possible.” Okay, 1) People who don’t believe in God just say so. To mention him at all shows that she still does, at least to some extent. (Daryl never asked her about God.) 2) Someone who doesn’t believe in God also doesn’t believe in hell. This line says a LOT about Carol. She does feel remorse now and is afraid she’s going to hell for what she’s done.

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