if i have any mistakes

I should be sleeping, but I was listening to Lorde’s sober (it’s excellent) and got inspired to write some more obikin. Here you go!


Anakin is in his bed again, his blond hair draped around him like a halo and his breaths deep and calm. Obi-Wan’s head is about to burst from the light, but he stares at him as long as he can bear before closing his eyes again. He’ll be gone soon enough.

He has disappeared when he wakes up again, leaving nothing but a warm spot in the bed and a memory behind. His smell is left behind, his sweat and cologne and shampoo and Obi-Wan tries not to linger, pretends to want to take that shower and wash his smell off and not remember him, but he remembers him, even if his hangover tells him he shouldn’t, he remembers the flashes of his body against him and the taste of his lips and the sound of his voice.

‘Come back,’ he whispers to the empty room. ‘Anakin. Come back.’

He doesn’t. Not until the next weekend, till the next blur. This time he wakes up in Anakin’s bed, wondering if he should go before he wakes up. They don’t talk, they never talk sober and only whisper dirty secrets into each other’s ears when they’re drunk. In the morning he should be gone. A rule, unspoken, unwritten and despised.

His feet land on the cold floor, the room only illuminated by the thin beam of sunlight escaping from the thick curtain. His head hurts. His clothes are all over the room, one sock under the bed and one by the door. Even if he’s not quiet, even if Anakin hears him, he’ll pretends he doesn’t. The game starts again as soon as he’s closed the door behind him.

It ends today.

Obi-Wan sits down on the bed and waits. He waits, can’t help but be nervous, can’t help but stare at Anakin’s sleeping form and listen to his breathing and remember last night and wonder, forever wonder what could be. He could leave still, unbreak the broken rule, save what he can. But Anakin wakes up, slowly, but surely.

‘Obi-Wan?’ he asks. You’re still here?, he doesn’t ask.

‘Yes.’ He forces a smile. ‘Good morning.’

anonymous asked:

i am afraid to fail. the admission exam is in two weeks but instead of studying i find myself imagining how i will fail. this makes no sense i know. i dont want to waste another year but i dont have any hope.

One of the biggest mistakes we will have is being afraid to fail. I’m sorry you are going through this at the moment. Let me tell you this, take a minute and really figure out how much you want to succeed on this exam. Learn to change your perspective on your situation right now. I know studying can get incredibly overwhelming to the point of feeling hopeless.. Take it day by day, page by page, minute by minute and do as much as you can prior to the exam. Calm yourself down as you tell yourself you are going to be alright. Pass the exam or not, just know that you did try and it won’t be the end of the world (who the fuck cares what anyone thinks, this is your own journey). There are so many more opportunities out there that we have yet to discover. But as of right now, prepare at your own pace for this exam. The pressure you are experiencing now will develop you into a stronger and resilient person. 

Keep on going my dear. 
Keep going ever forward xx

Fantasy Iwaoi

 

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Let’s take a time to talk about this part of the movie?

First of all, let’s appreciate how they laugh together. Adorable.

Let’s remember, Gaston was going through a bad time after being rejected by Belle. He was frustrated, and his (stupid) huge self esteem was shaken.
But then comes Lefou and cheers him up until he’s laughing again. We can see how Lefou affects Gaston’s mood (later, on the nose-booping scene, he even tranquilizes Gaston for a moment - which doesn’t last,but still).

What I mean is: no one has THIS power over Gaston. 
Gaston even says “You’re the best” to him (can we even imagine Gaston saying that to anything besides a mirror?).
And I don’t think this was a “you kiss my ass, so I like you” compliment. I mean, Gaston even asked how Lefou wasn’t dating any girl, so I understand he really saw the boy as a good company even when he was not singing about how great Gaston is.

Then I’m here to say
No one makes Gaston love a person (other than himself) like Lefou.

anonymous asked:

Sometimes I'm scared to tell people that I'm a heterosexual Christian because I'm afraid they'll automatically assume I'm unaccepting and homophobic when really I'm actually very accepting and willing to learn and correct any mistakes or misunderstandings I might have or make and I just want everyone to know that people like that are out there

Lol well just say that, and let them determine that on their own. If you’re willing to accept people for who they are, that’s best shown through your actions and through your future words. Automatic assumption and judgment is exactly the thing many people in the LGBTQIA+ community deal with allllllll the time.

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trade mistakes // panic! at the disco

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i love the despair designs !

с пулей в голове, с горем пополам
кровь и молоко
не помогут нам

its not his blood, hes fine. mostly  🌼 🌼 🌼
(song is “юность” by mujuice, not gonna link to it bcs tumblr is a dick like that)

this is the golden age (of something good and right and real)

♡♡♡ for the lovely @jackiemoreno, the brightest star in my sky ♡♡♡

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“I miss you.”

“I miss you too, darling.“ Lena answers right away, accent thicker than usual despite the fact she’s been back in Ireland for so little time. “Just two more days until I’m back home.”

Kara presses the phone closer to her ear, closing her eyes and concentrating until she can hear the steady rhythm of Lena’s heartbeat. She sighs for what feels like the thousandth time since her girlfriend has been gone, never mind the fact it’s only the fifth day of their week long separation - her heart aches as if they’ve been apart for months.

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the weird thing at the moment is that apart from that article on the sun with the pictures of him in doncaster, they don’t seem to write articles about louis in general. there are all random articles about harry, niall, liam, even zayn, about stunts, promo, events, but when it comes to louis there’s nothing at all. yes, thank GOD there is no stunt article, i couldn’t be happier and i hope it stays this way forever and he’s able to talk about his music and his projects (*** ** thanks) rather than irrelevant nasties, but since he has ‘officially started working’ on this album (i know he’s been working for a longer time but let’s say he started in the past three months or so) we didn’t have articles about what he’s doing but we didn’t have articles about random stunts either. there is an overall silence around his public persona which i agree is not normal for someone who is likely to drop music this month (according to dick wattpad) but i must admit it’s also interesting considering he has been in the press randomly for an entire year with endless unnecessary articles about stunts, club nights and controversies. i hope this means something, i hope this silence is to allow him to work on his album as he wants and that press is 'waiting’ in silence about everything for a reason. either a new contract about to start, a new promotional campaign or music exclusives.