if i don't go to her concert i will cry...a lot

my thoughts on every rep song

ready for it: still tied for my favourite with one other. i just love it idk why. i was literally so shocked when it came out i just… IDK I GRAVITATED TO IT.

end game: catchy! not something i would really listen to if it wasn’t taylor, you know? but it’s still a bop. she’s also a lyrical genius, like they’re all so well written. ‘and i bury hatchets, but i keep maps of where i put ‘em’. so fucking good.

i did something bad: hands down my favourite alongside ready for it. it’s my type of music, if that makes sense? this is my ‘haunted’, ‘ikywt’ and ‘i know places’ of the album. it’s my favourite 100%.

don’t blame me: adore it. definitely a ‘overdose on drugs’ song (lmfao that’s what my sister calls what my music taste is like) and yep i love it. so good and sultry and catchy and darker and she is taking no one’s shit.

delicate: really good. i love her lyrics. i love the beat. i wanted a lil somethin more, feels very… one tone? idk i don’t know music verbiage but it’s still very good and def gonna be a good driving song.

look what you made me do: a banger. ‘nuff said.

so it goes…: ‘you know i’m not a bad girl, but i do bad things with you’ ripriprip i really love this song too. i honestly adore the direction her music is going in. whenever i say ‘ya i’m a taylor fan’ people will be confused cause she’s normally not what i listen to but this is definitely going in my typical direction and i LOVE her exploring it.

gorgeous: it grows on me every time i listen to it. i wasn’t feeling it the first time i listened, but when it comes on now i’m like OH WORM??????? again, her lyrics are other worldly but we all knew that. not to mention that cat lyric was literally written for me.

getaway car: the robot noise at the beginning is… inch resting. but this song feels very… 1989 taylor for sure. it’s a good thing. it’s a banger. i’m going to be screaming it in the shower. but it’s not my favourite. still catchy tho.

king of my heart: this one feels very forgettable when it starts but then that…hook…chorus…drop… (seriously i don’t know music terms) hits and you’re like OH ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT? i can’t wait to dance to this at the concert. but the talking-singing part is a little ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ to me but that’s okay cause it just gets me more pumped for the DROP!

dancing with our hands tied: a banger. this one intrigued me the most by the title alone, and i wasn’t disappointed. wasn’t my FAVOURITE but i have a feeling all these songs are going to grow more and more on me over time till they’re all my favourites so. but i do love it? not much else to say.

dress: so i want to do the do to this song. it’s sexy. it’s so different. i absolutely love that she’s exploring new things and new lyrics and just!!!! so proud!!!!

this is why we can’t have nice things: lorde vibes??? anyone????? 22/new romantics vibes during the chorus, not sure why. i think this one will have to grow on me? 

call it what you want: so soft. so pure. so good. i want to drive down the coast with my lover’s hand on my thigh to this song.

new year’s day: lyrics! lyrics! lyrics! i wish i loved it more but i think that will come in due time. i’m just hyped and it’s lower tempo so i think this is going to be a song i need to listen to when i am crying. i’ll update you once i’m in that mood lmao.

in conclusion:

taylor swift murdered me!!!

anonymous asked:

I know that it shouldn't bother me, but I really don't know how much time is gonna pass for me to see the girls supporting each other's side projects without thinking how things were when Camila was in the group. Is just that she got so much hate (not from the girls) for doing the same things and they didn't showed any support to her like they do to each other now. Idk, it feels kind of off to me thinking how she handle all that still in the band and everything change when she was gone 😪

Okay buckle up, this is a long one 😂  (disclaimer: all personal theory)

Everything changed because the narrative changed - this whole supporting each other and being the happiest they’ve ever been is just a way for them to save appearances, the last thing the label wants right now is for the fans to think that the girls are unhappy. Camila’s departure and the audio leaks of Lauren crying raised a lot of suspicion in the fandom during the break - plus now Camila is actually telling her story and why she needed to leave. 

See they’re making a very smart move to keep the fans talking and making people think there’s a feud. Because when 5H is pushing Ot4 and saying that they support each other through everything it makes people think that when Camila was there something was wrong, and obviously it was her fault since now that she’s gone everything’s dandy - they’re putting all of it on this communication thing, therefore also putting a little reminder of the supposed meetings Camila didn’t go to.

Then on the other side you have Camila, who’s been telling her story, explaining why she left, never directly involving the girls but clearly stating that she was unhappy. Little by little we discover that she turned down projects while being in 5H, that she wanted her exit to happen differently that it did. 

Now there’s three major ways to react to all of this as a fan (I’m sure there’s more but I’ll narrow it down to 3 general ones)

n°1 : You think Camila is lying, that she casted herself aside while being in the group, that she purposely didn’t communicate with the girls about her solo projects and that basically the girls have been mad at her for 2 years and that’s why they didn’t support her and that only now that she’s gone they can finally be all happy and sunshine while subtly shading her for leaving.

n°2 : You think LAND are lying, that Camila warned them, prepared them for her departure, had those lengthy conversations she stated they had and was basically screwed over by the statement letter for her departure. That now she’s the victim of 5H who are trying to play the nice guys that were abandon by their friend, basically making her a selfish traitor when all she really wanted was to be happy and understood.

n°3 (what I personally believe right now) : You think all of this is bullshit. That the label, who represents both artists, is putting in place a narrative to make the fandom and the medias talk and boost the sales. That neither Camila or LAND really had a choice in whether or not they wanted to play that narrative because they are both under strict contracts. That the label allowing them a little bit more of freedom in the writing of the album is a consolation price but doesn’t stop it from controlling every other little thing. You may think Camila’s whole dramatic departure was a set up, that all those letters were already written long before their release. And you also may think that now, by making the fandom basically choose a side, the label is putting in place a competition between 5H and Camila, and that nothing is better than that to boost the fans and make them want to support their favorite enough to crush the other. 

Personally, n°2 was my first reaction when Camila left - I thought she was a victim, probably because she is indeed my favorite and I couldn’t possibly believe she would do such a thing as leaving via her representatives. After she released her letter I thought, yes, that’s the truth, and then when 5H replied I was shocked and hurt for a while. But then I thought back to Mani crying at their last concert and Dinah’s ig post telling Camila she supports her no matter what, and her cheering and singing along with Camila during her Bad Things performance. A few doubts start creeping in my mind. Then the audio of Lauren crying leaked, letting us know that it wasn’t only Camila being unhappy in this group. Then after complete radio silence, finally an interview in which Camila says she isn’t talking to them at all, while at the same time official papers are found by the fans/detectives, proving that Camila wasn’t part of the 5H brand during the 7/27 tour and that her departure had indeed been known for a very long time. And I wonder, if it had been known for so long then how come her departure was such a shock that it could ruined 5 years of friendship? At that moment I knew something was wrong and that we were being played.

We didn’t get much from Camila’s first interviews but then 5H arrived with a giant OT4 stamped on their forehead and a new single that would be in the charts next to CITC. Of course that wasn’t enough so they also make Lauren and Ally release their solo projects to come in competition with Camila’s collabs.  

You see, this is all planned out and has very little to do with what the girls are actually feeling or the true nature of their relationship with each other at the moment. That’s why I believe they’re still talking to Camila and they’re all very much aware of what the other one is doing and are very supportive of each other.

I know it’s hard to keep that in mind when you watch this interviews, especially if you’re very protective of your favorite, whether it’s Camila or 5H, because the first instinct it to find someone to blame and that the label, while being in control of everything, is hiding behind the girls, who therefore become the fandom’s punching bags.

You add to that the obvious sexualization of the girls with Down and Camila’s “I want a spanish boyfriend” bullshit - you got in the label the perfect target to blame sweets - maybe that’ll bother you less 😊

anonymous asked:

Hi Gami what do you make of Zayn's Japan shows officially being cancelled? He also didn't turn up for his BB award and some Versus event. More and more people seem to believe the anxiety thing and that he may have 'problems' but I don't buy it. It's like OT's plan to make him flop musically has gone into overdrive. Meanwhile Harry's gonna tour his heart out and Niall & Liam do gigs and are dropping singles. Not that they're free ofc but still. Zayn has given zero concerts, that's just unreal!

There’s no question if you actually look at Zayn’s solo career that he’s being screwed over by his team.  Even if he didn’t feel up to making public appearances, there are plenty of ways to push a single or album otherwise, and his team has done none of those things.  

How much attention did Still Got Time get?  None.  And it’s a crying shame because that song was such a good summer song.  How much attention did Zayn’s acoustic version of I Don’t Wanna Live Forever get?  None.  And it’s a travesty because that version is 1000 times better than the radio song.

I kind of doubted the Japan shows would ever happen when they were first scheduled, so it’s not a huge surprise.  I had hope after they were rescheduled that they would actually happen.  It was unusual and things were looking up at the time, but things quickly took a downturn on all fronts.  

I don’t think it’s a coincidence that we were getting a lot of positive Zayn and 1D interactions and chatter early in the year at the same time the concerts got rescheduled, but then the positive chatter stopped and eventually turned even more negative at the same time the concerts were cancelled and Louis was confirmed to be stuck with Syco, etc.

Every time things go up or down, it’s not only Zayn or only the other members of 1D. It’s all of them at the same time.  I’ve said it before, but I would love to know what exactly happened BTS because over and over the signs get very clear that good things are coming and then they get set back again.  I want to know how because it seems ridiculous that it’s happened so much, but it’s true.

For the Billboard Award and a few other things, I think that may be Zayn swerving on bearding/stunting more than his team sabotaging him. Remember that we only knew Zayn was supposed to be at Billboard through a picture they posted featuring Zayn’s seat picture next to Gigi’s (and Gigi’s was the only one in color while all the ones around her were black and white for some reason?).

I don’t know how Zayn and Louis are able to get shafted so badly with their music while Niall, Liam, and Harry are at least getting adequate exposure. Liam’s personal narrative is awful, but his musical one isn’t bad at all.  Louis could still be luckier than Zayn with his promo, but at the moment I’m not thinking it’s a good bet.  I could give a few reasons why 1DHQ might hate Zayn and Louis more, but that still doesn’t explain the circumstances that are restricting them more.

I trust in the boys to get where they want to go eventually.  It sucks that it’s taken so much longer than it should have already and that we have no real timeline for the future, but that’s the way it is right now.  That’s why the 1D fandom is something I keep up with right now, but I’m focusing on other fandoms as well to give me some mental distance.  I’m far too stubborn to throw the towel in when I hate Simon Cowell and 1DHQ so much at this point.

castielonthedl  asked:

Not that I don't think you're rly gr8 already bc I do but I would think you were even more gr8 if you could hmu with some bokuto with a platonic girl bf knowhatimsayin hmmm hmmm

This was so fun why can’t Bokuto be my best friend what


- Bokuto’s female best friend is Akaashi’s friend before he even knows she exists. One day she shows up to see Akaashi during one of their practices, confidently pushing past the gymnasium doors with a loud, “Sup’ losers!” and proceeded to smack Akaashi on the arse when he had his back turned. From that moment on, Bokuto was absolutely awestruck. He became her biggest fan. Not that she was in any sports or anything, but he began to notice the overwhelming aura around her in the halls and when he passed by her classroom during the day. Truth be told, he was insanely nervous to strike a conversation with her, despite not harboring any romantic feelings. She was the first person to ever truly intimidate him, and it was crazy. Akaashi would have to introduce the two because, “Aka-ashi please introduce me to your badass friend” and “Keiji, dude, your volleyball captain keeps giving me looks in the halls. Does he want something from me?” They instantly hit it off after their first conversation, though. His team would tease him about his “crush” on her and he didn’t really understand it. What he was feeling was overwhelming, but totally platonic.

- Jokingly call each other sappy pet names to piss each other off. “How was practice today, snookums?” “Great as always, honeybunch.” “That’s good to hear, sunshine.” It never stops. Usually the two think it’s hilarious, and everyone around them ends up being disturbed by it.

- They play fight. She’s definitely a bit of a ballbuster, and wouldn’t even think for a moment that a boy much taller, and much stronger than her could cause her serious damage. Thing is though, he doesn’t. The first time she asked to play fight, he was so down. He figured it would be over in a few seconds and he’d get to laugh at her struggling underneath him, but as soon as he agreed, she had him by the arms, swept his legs, and had him on the floor quicker than he could finish his thoughts. Boy, if he hadn’t been intimidated by her before, he was then.

- They highkey do everything together. If Bokuto has an extra ticket to an amusement park, she’s the first person he thinks to invite. If she wants to go to a concert but has nobody to go with, he’s the first person she’s going to drag along. They invite each other as “dates” along to family events to make fun of each other’s cousins and drunk uncles. Everyone in the Bokuto and __ family know about the others existence. Bokuto will find himself at a distant relatives house every so often, just to be shocked when they ask, “How’s that __ girl? Is she doing well?”

- She helps him dye his hair. The first time he decided to bleach it and dye it white, Kuroo had helped him out. It had wound up being a disaster; bleach got over both of their clothes, white hair dye had gotten on the walls, Bokuto’s mom yelled at them for hours when she came home from work. __ had done a much better job, though, only managing to get a little bit of dye on his cheek by accident, which resulted him in whipping his dye filled hair back into hers.

- She’s the best at helping him get out of his slumps. The moment she sees that he’s upset, she goes into, not mom mode, but reassuring DJ Khaled mode. (If you don’t follow his SnapStory, I suggest you do.) 

How is The Bokuto Fucking Koutarou today? How is the fourth best ace in the country today? How is the captain of the strongest team in Tokyo doing today?” 

She says all of this while hopping around and doing weird movements with her body to get him to smile, and it works every time. Akaashi finds it to be amazing, that every time Bokuto gets dejected she has enough energy to the splits for him.

- They aren’t in the same class, but have a period of study hall together. They don’t study, evidently. The entire period they talk shit in their booming voices, and nobody even tries to stop it anymore. The teacher has given up on these two, the poor kids who just want to finish their calculus homework are too shy to even tell them “for the love of god, shut the fuck up!”

- Actual partners in crime. Everybody on campus knows them for being this unapologetic, boisterous, intimidating duo and people either love them, or hate them. They’re invited to a lot of parties, mostly because, A) Bokuto is the volleyball team’s captain, for god’s sake, and B) Everywhere those two go, they entertain. Usually, though, when it comes to socialization, they keep to themselves. Bokuto would much rather sit inside his bedroom and watch stupid American comedy films with her than go to some nobody’s frat party. People think that they decline invitations because they think that “they’re too cool” but truth be told, they both really dislike parties.

- They’ve definitely kissed once or twice, just to see how it would feel. They did that for a while before Bokuto purposefully burped in her mouth, which scared her away from his face forever, after that.

- She definitely gets along with Kuroo. How could she not? The three would hang out more, if Kuroo didn’t go to a different school. But, when Kuroo isn’t busy with practice or his college prep homework, Bokuto and __ practically speed to his house and drag him out with them. So far, the three have managed to get kicked out of the same mall twice, catch a pigeon downtown, make a toddler cry, and get shooed off by an old woman with a push broom. They’re just a bunch of rowdy teenagers who want to have fun, and it’s amazing.

- Bokuto cries for three weeks straight before graduation, thinking that, the moment they leave the building, he’ll never see her again. Turns out, __’s university is five minutes away from his, and same goes for Kuroo. He’s a bit upset that they don’t go to the same school, but he’s ecstatic that she still practically lives a block away from him.

- Supportive of each other’s romantic relationships. A lot of times, the person the other is dating gets jealous of the best friend, thinking that they really do have feelings for them. A lot of relationships have ended because of this, but neither really care? They put the other first before their romantic partners, if the relationship isn’t serious.

- In their third year of college, Bokuto, __ and Kuroo all rent an apartment downtown. It’s crazy, Kuroo insists he wants a dog, while Bokuto wants a budgie. __ has to remind everyone that they’re broke college kids who can’t even take care of themselves, “For god’s sake look at your bedroom, you two.” She’d say. “We’ll get an animal when you learn how to clean up your own piss off the floor.”

- They end up getting married after college because turns out they were in love all along

mysticmessofcrap  asked:

RFA boys + Minor Trio reacting to MC being in a famous band but then realizing they have a world wide tour coming up soon (minor trio is optional I don't want you to overwork yourself)

Hope you enjoy! :3

|| REQUEST ARE (ALWAYS) OPEN!! ||


Zen

♬ Zen has to admit he is a tiny bit jealous

♬ like he is extremely happy for your success, but a tiny bit jealous too

♬ he never let’s it show though, always cheering you on

♬ Zen also tries to attend as many concerts as humanly possible

♬ whenever he can’t come, you Skype or call

♬ he still misses you a lot

♬ Zen also watches the performances he misses on YouTube

♬ if he thought you were beautiful as it was, he was s h o o k when he saw you perform

♬ it still steals his breath every time he sees you

♬ once you come back from the tour he hugs you for half an hour straight

Yoosung

★ he’s like super torn about it

★ on the one hand; his wife is a freaking idol going on world tour!!

★ on the other hand; his wife is a freaking idol going on world tour

★ what if you fall in love with someone else?!

★ you assure him that you only love him for a month leading up to your tour

★ he tries not to text you…since you’re busy and all

★ and maybe because he doesn’t want to seem clingy

★ he craves after about like 5 hours?

★ you text him ‘I love you’ every day before bed

★ he blushes and texts it right back 

Jaehee

♨ fangirl™

♨ like who’s Zen? You’re the shit now

♨ she doesn’t even accept the free passes you offer, instead she buys tickets, so your band earns more money

♨ how freaking cute is that?

♨ anyway, she can’t come to a lot of concerts, sadly

♨ however whenever she does it’s with a poster in tow, dressed in merch

♨ you can always spot her in the crowd, grinning like an idiot

♨ she was so excited when she first met your band members backstage

♨ but even more so when you took her to your hotel room for some alone time ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

♨ ~ a groupies dream ~

Jumin

♛ no problem at all!

♛ well…almost no problem

♛ after finding out about idol culture Jumin gets a little worried for your safety

♛ which obviously means trouble for you

♛ he insists you only hire dancers that know first aid and some sort of martial art

♛ Jumin also sends his private bodyguards with you e v e r y w h e r e

♛ not to mention that he comes to every single one of your shows himself

♛ which would generally be great, if he’d come to listen

♛ well, he still hugs and kisses you after every show

♛ it’s also nice to cuddle up in a comfy hotel with your hubby instead of the tour bus ƪƪ(’▿’)

Saeyoung/Seven

☼ you’ve never felt that watched before

☼ which is funny, seeing how you perform in front of thousands of people

☼ every camera seems to be rigged by him

☼ you swear those damn things turn and follow you for miles

☼ you know Saeyoung is only worried, but this won’t do it

☼ you’re literally getting paranoid!!

☼ eventually you turn to one of the cameras and shout at it

☼ you tell Saeyoung to get his ass on tour with you

☼ which is basically what he wanted from the start…

☼ you contemplate your life choices when you see him in the first row, cheering like a lunatic

Saeran

☀ acts like he doesn’t care

☀ huffing and puffing whenever you mention it

☀ keeps up the act until the day you leave

☀ he then graces you with a quick kiss before disappearing to his room

☀ he does not cry!

☀ okay so he might cry a little, sue him

☀ not that you ever find out

☀ until Saeyoung – that fucking asshole – opens his mouth

☀ tells you that the only reason Saeran doesn’t follow you on tour is because he can’t miss therapy

☀ when Saeran almost cries upon you dedicating a song to him on tour, Saeyoung teases him mercilessly

Jihyun/V

📷 being a busy artist himself, V couldn’t be more understanding

📷 in fact, he tries to set his traveling dates during your world tour

📷 that way when you come back, you’re free at the same time!

📷 you can catch up and share all the fun experiences while cuddling

📷 he never misses your first and final performance though

📷 in fact, he records every last second to show to your future kids and the RFA

📷 you also never miss his exhibit openings

📷 you’re both just really supportive, you know?

📷 have I mentioned the dramatic airport kisses?

📷 the paparazzi have a field trip with the two of you every time tour ends let me tell you…

Vanderwood

🖕🏻 he feels a little…betrayed?

🖕🏻 like you know how long he had to deny himself intimacy? Relationships?

🖕🏻 Spoiler alert: a shit ton of time

🖕🏻 still, it makes you happy and who would he be to stop you from it

🖕🏻 because he has to keep a low profile though he can’t come to your concerts…

🖕🏻 lucky for both of you, Vanderwood basically owns Saeyoungs ass

🖕🏻 so he sends the older Choi on a looooong mission

🖕🏻 aka to every last stop you make on your tour so he can record every last second on a high quality camera

🖕🏻 it’s the least he can do, since his idiocy got Vanderwood into such a mess to begin with

🖕🏻 afterwards he calls you and tells you every last thing he loved about your performance

Lay - I’ll wait for you to come back. Forever ♥

Originally posted by dazzlingkai

Member: Exo’s Lay

Pairing: Idol!Lay & You

Genre: Bit of angst with a bit of fluff.

Words: 1,852

Summary: Relationships are made out of two people and if one is never there, the other one sometimes breaks. You selfishly left but made your decision without your loving boyfriend.


“I promise. It will be better next year” he said. That was a year ago and now you’re sitting here, in the apartment you and your loving boyfriend share. He’s the cutest person you’re ever met and a gentleman inside and outside. Not only that but he was also deadly handsome. You remember the day the two of you met.

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SPECIAL EDITION PENTACOMICS: HOW THE HECK I MET PTX

IF YOU HATE LONG POSTS, SCROLL DOWN IMMEDIATELY, BECAUSE THIS IS A MOTHERDUCKING NOVEL.

HI EVERYONE, I KNOW I HAVEN’T BEEN ON MUCH HERE (MOSTLY BECAUSE I HANG AROUND ON TWITTER) BUT LAST JUNE 6 WAS WILD AS FRICK.

But first, a little backstory.

A bunch of asian pentaholics were absolutely ansty about On My Way Home tour dates for Asia (one of them me). So I took to Twitter…

It was all in good fun, a harmless joke. I just laughed it off, until…

The memory of my tweet to Esther just flooded back to me. I tweeted my sentiments about it.

Now, FAST FORWARD TO THE ACTUAL CONCERT DAY. Since she follows me on Twitter, I messaged Esther about it (non-verbatim).

oooooooooh my goooooooood 

But I really did want to give ‘em something on their first concert in Manila. So I went on ahead with the silly thing.

I got to the venue with my brother (around 5PM) & had to meet up with Casey OoOo’ (probablysomehow on tumblr/twitter) and Shawn (OHSHITSHAWN on twitter).

squad goals amirite

Aaanyway, being the nervous wreck that I am, I asked them if they could tag along with me to see Esther. And thus begins the chase. (nv)

All I remember was a lot of running. And panicking.

WE’VE BEEN SAVED HALLELUJAH. We followed the nice lady to the actual south entrance…

Welp.

We flocked into this leveled parking.

There were some people walking around but I’m just gonna put emphasis on these two.

We all marched to the door to follow the nice lady but then blocked by the guard. Nice lady took to the counter (nv)…

Nice lady leaves us, goes in the building, comes back with passes.

why won’t this lady let us pass pls lady-at-the-table

The nice lady defended that we were requested by the PTX Team themselves, but lady-at-the-table just wouldn’t budge. Nice lady also said that their tour manager is gonna pick us up anyway.

And then, like a flash of lightning, accompanied by the harmonious singing of a thousand angels, bursting through the door was…

oooooOOH MY GOOOOOOD

first of all let me tell you that i was just awestruck by esther because WOW she is absolutely beautiful in person i don’t understanD (a certain shih tzu would also agree with me on this one)

She greeted us by the doOR. She spoke to the lady-at-the-tabLE. She led us iNSIDE. And everyone was probably going nuts now.

Oh hey yeah, remember that weird bag of stuff? I was about to hand it to her & then leave, but apparently she had other plans…

*PAINED ALPACA NOISES*

I had forgotten what to do, what to think, or even what to say. Everything happened way too quickly. The next panel was the last thing I saw before going mindblank.

are they real

they look like moving mannequins

why am i so small

my thoughts in one tweet:

It took me a few minutes to register what was happening.

THEY ARE THE NICEST PEOPLE I THINK I MIGHT CRY JUST TYPING THIS SCOTT IS SO SOFT AND TALL KEVIN IS SO WARM MITCH HUGGED ME SO TIGHT KIRSTIE IS AN ABSOLUTE ANGEL AVI CAUSED ME EMOTIONAL PAIN I OWE ESTHER MY L I F E

Everything happened too quickly.

my entire life flashed before my tiny eyes

 i don’t even remember half of what i saiD to theM

I proBabLY SaiD SOmething stuPid bUt i don’T REMemBER

(((more or less all four of us might be peeing our pants)))

((maybe it’s just me))

I gave them that weird bag of things, hugs went around again, & then Esther led us into the concert grounds, hugged & thanked her to no end like shaky little puppies.

Too quick. Everything went by too quick. All four of us were dead quiet walking to our seats. Then our silence was broken by just one phrase:

And oh yeah, the concert was amazing.

What a wild ride. This entire post is a wild ride. If you made it to the bottom of this post, congratulations.

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to cry all over again, thank you for your time.

yes but there’s also 

  • ‘I’m hella sick but not old enough to purchase cough medicine and that sounds really pitiful coming from a college student but would you please go buy me some NyQuil???’ au
  • 'We made a bet at the beginning of the laser tag game to see who was better and guess who won. It’s time to pay up.’ au
  • 'Who keeps using my wifi?’ 'Literally everyone, your password is hella easy to guess.’ au
  • Tried to unlock the wrong car in the parking garage au
  • 'I’m on the FBI’s most-wanted list for killing a fuck ton of people, but calm down I just wanna date you bc your face is v smoochable and you give me butterflies.’ au
  • See also; 'Dating a most-wanted serial killer and never getting a heads-up before they come home covered in blood so you’ve gotta be ready to draw the curtains and hide a body every time you hear a car pull into the driveway’ au
  • 'We really should not have played Monopoly’ au
  • Life-sized version of Clue in the old manor on the hill au
  • 'I originally followed you on Instagram bc you’re hot and I’m thirsty but now I’ve developed actual feelings for you bc you’re a genuinely good person’ au
  • 'Fuck me you’re cute why did we have to meet on the one day I decided to stay in my sweats??’ au
  • 'I went to the bar last night bc I just got dumped and wanted to drink away my pain but then one thing lead to another and somehow I broke into your house thinking it was mine and now I can’t find my left shoe but are those waffles I smell?’ au
  • 'I saw that you were reading Eleanor and Park have you gotten to the part where she leaves him and if so can we talk about it because not a lot of people have read this book and I need a shoulder to cry on.’ au
  • 'You passed out in Disneyland and I’ve been taking care of you for the past two hours oh my god are you okay??’ 'Yes I’m okay but who the hell are you supposed to be?’ 'I’m the face character for Peter Pan but that’s not important’ au
  • 'I don’t really know you but I noticed that this creep has been trying to chat you up even though you’ve already turned him down, so I’ll pretend to be your boyfriend/girlfriend  until they leave you alone.’ au
  • Bonnie and Clyde au???
  • Attend same-sex privet schools that are right across the street from each other au
  • Masquerade au
  • 'I don’t like you and you don’t like me but our best friends just died in a car crash and left their one-year-old daughter in our custody so now we’ve got to act civil and end up falling for each other’ au
  • [Basically a Life As We Know It au]
  • 'Found your number inside of a library book that looks like it hasn’t been checked out in ages and decided to text you to see if it worked au
  • 'The biggest rule of immortality is to not get involved with mortals but whoops I was in a coffee shop one day and fell in love with you and now I’m freaking out bc in the grand scope of things we don’t get a lot of time together but fuck no please don’t leave me not yet no.’ au
  • 'I just moved into the apartment next door and I am 100% sure that it’s haunted bc this building used to be a hospital and anyway I heard I noise coming from inside the walls can I please just crash here for the night?’ au
  • 'I know that you’re really into school and probably don’t want to risk your spot on the college football team, but would you mind if I smoked in our dorm room??’ au
  • Followed by 'Nah, I don’t care, as long as I can shotgun some smoke from that pretty little mouth of yours.’ au wow that got sexual and I am not sorry.
  • Went to the beach for the first time au
  • Ancient Rome au
  • Rival team captains who know nothing about personal space and constantly get into fights where they end up face-to-face every single game until one day one of the coaches yells at them to either kiss or get back to the game au
  • 'Hey, so I might have just robbed a bank right now and I kind of need a getaway car, would you pleeeeeaaase help me I can pay you back in sexual favors but also cash.’ au
  • 'I know that you don’t know me, but you were on the receiving end of my girlfriend/boyfriend’s heart donation and being around you kind of makes it feel like they’re still here I’m sorry if that’s kind of weird.’ au
  • 'Shit I wasn’t watching where I was walking and ended up spilling my Rockstar all over your white sweater I’m so sorry here have my jacket.’ au
  • Caught yelling at Go, Diego, Go in the hospital waiting room and after an awkwardly long period of silence the other person joins in bc they’ve got nothing better to do with their waiting time au
  • 'The person living in the apartment across the wall to mine is a nymphomaniac and yeah okay they’re p hot but it’s v hard to write an essay on feminism when all I can hear is sexual screaming.’ au
  • It’s three am, I just wanted some clam chowder, and some how I ended up on Hollywood Bl. can you please tell me where a good restaurant is I think I’m going to cry.’ au
  • 'Fuck my ex just walked into the restaurant with their new girlfriend/boyfriend could you pretend we’re dating so they don’t think I’m hung up on them I swear I’ll pay you later.’ au
  • 'I work at the daycare that you drop your daughter off at every week and she got me sick.’ au
  • 'So I know we just met but it’s raining and my tent has a hole in it, could I sleep in your camper with you?’ au
  • 'Okay okay okay I know we’re just friends and I don’t want anything to change that but I may have told my mom that we’re dating so she would stop trying to set me up with people would you be up to going to my sister’s wedding as my plus one so my mom won’t know I lied?’ au
  • 'Hit me, we’re on college campus and you’ll have to pay for my tuition’ au
  • 'Your headphones aren’t plugged in all the way so that hardcore porn fic you’ve been listening to for the past ten minutes has been broadcasting through the bus on full volume.’ au
  • The Breakfast Club au
  • Wimbledon [the movie] au
  • West Side Story au
  • 'Constantly getting confused as the girlfriend/boyfriend of the lead singer for a heavy metal band bc I’m always going to concerts and getting backstage passes but I’ve never even met the lead singer until the day he/she got drunk and we hooked up in his/her tour bus [whoops now we’re actually dating shh]’ au
  • 'It’s two am, we’re standing outside of our apartment building bc someone pulled the fire alarm, and you look cold and unprepared, do you want to share my blanket?’ au
  • Heartache On The Big Screen au
  • Breakfast At Tiffany's au omg pls
  • 'The zombie apocalypse started two years ago I can’t believe I still have to work at this fucking book store.’ au
  • Long Way Home au
  • We like each other but our dogs don’t so I’m going to have to ask you to stop taking this walking route you attractive fucker’ au
  • 'Sometimes, your soulmate and the love of your life don’t end up being the same person. And that’s something I had to learn the hard way.’ Au

tygermama  asked:

Go for it! Have some fun!

@voxmyriad I did the thing.

Okay but your “hufflepuff loki” rtag makes me want Loki having to be DADA teacher as part of some elaborate plea deal to get back into Earth/Asgard society

A student better schooled in Hogwarts’ History would know that the last Hufflepuff to occupy The Position was Galatea Merrythought, a fifty-year tenure that had lasted until 1945.

There’d been a great deal of upheaval in the world then, too, and the need of a bulwark of defense against the eponymous Dark Arts had seemed just as essential as it does now. The world is an everchanging place, and the wizarding world has finally begun to stir itself into attempting to keep pace.

Aliens in New York, after all. And Dark Elves in London. And Muggles with powers to rival wizardry’s own, from sources too fantastical for even wizards to believe.

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You Don't Need It

Anon: Youngjae, where he was practicing with his idol friend/ crush. On a performance, he notices by accident that she was wearing a waistrainer, he got angry and tried to remove it from her, she got scared because its the first time she sees him like this. He got mad because she was trying to loose weight the wrong way and she broke down and cried, u can make it smutty if you know what i mean ;) just let your creativity flow on this one. Love your blog!

Author: Admin A

Character(s): Youngjae (GOT7)/Reader

Word Count: 1,969

Summary: A simple dance practice leads to secrets revealed and steamy relationships created. 

A/N: This one is from an omniscient, third person point of view instead of second person pov like normal because I couldn’t find a way for it to work well in second person. 

“Five, six, seven, eight!” The music started pumping through the speakers of the practice room. Hyunjae watched herself in the mirror as she and Youngjae danced around each other. They were practicing for Youngjae’s solo stage for the next Got7 concert and Hyunjae couldn’t be more excited. It was going to be her first stage performance since her acceptance in to JYPEnt, and even though it wasn’t her dance, she was still really excited.

“Noona! That was great!” She smiled at Youngjae’s adorable cheering as the music stopped. “I can’t believe you and your group haven’t debuted yet! You’re all so good!” Hyunjae laughed, accepting Youngjae’s hug with a huge smile.

“Thanks Youngjae.” She smiled back at him as she grabbed a bottle of water and sat down for a break. “I’m so ready for this performance. I’m so excited!” He laughed, grabbing his own bottle and laying down next to her, turning to use her legs as a pillow. The two had been comfortable around each other since the day Hyunjae auditioned for the company and Youngjae had bumped in to her accidentally. It didn’t take long for Youngjae to fall for the gorgeous new trainee, though he’d never had the courage to tell her. “Okay!” Hyunjae cheered. “Break time over! Let’s get back to practicing!” Youngjae sat up with a chuckle and watched her jump to her feet, her shirt rising as she did.

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Don't Forget (Jungkook, OC) Part 1
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This request is for the recent contest winner, kookie9792! :)

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OC- Kim Jenna



There are a lot of things that can make a person loose his or her sanity. There’s stress, depression, failure… 

Love.

For Jungkook, it was a single phone call. 

He was in the middle of his promotions in Japan when it happened. Everything was absolutely wonderful in the duration of his visit. Bangtan was welcomed with open arms, with fans mobbing their concert events and fan signing venues. Jungkook was ecstatic at the response they received but all the while, there was one thing never left his mind; constantly floating in his sub consciousness.

It was the last night of their concert and it was a frenzy backstage as everyone got into their final preparations. The staff ran around the place: fixing their clothes, their hair, and their make-up; anything they could get their hands on. 

Jungkook was standing by the mirror, checking his reflection and fixing his mic when he felt his phone vibrating in his pocket. He took it out and his face lit up when he saw who was the name flashing on screen:

Calling: Kim Jenna

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anonymous asked:

I need a legitimate reason not to kill myself tonight. I really just don't want to hear "it gets better" because sometimes it doesn't. I need help.

because I have too many concerts I want to see. -Nick

because I have people out there who love me. -Jori

because I have exciting goals I want to achieve. -Salem

because of the feeling of holding someones hand. -Jamie

because I want to see equality for everyone. -Dylan

because my nephew looks up to me and I do not want to let him down. -Aaron

because One day, I’m gonna go on a date with Nick, and he’s gonna sweep me off my feet to live happily ever after. -Julisa

because I want to recover and be okay. -Meagan

because I’ve fallen in love and been given reason to stay alive. I want to be around to make him happy for years and years and years to come. -Erika

because life is nothing more than an opportunity to be happy, and I want to take advantage of that. -Jacob

because I have friends who deserve to be helped and they have no one so im there. -Taryn

because I know that one day everything will get better. - Jade

because there are too many suffering people I want to help. -Madi

because theres so much I need to do.  -Lexi

because I want to follow my dreams and travel the world. -Paige

because I have too many mountains left to climb. -Ali

because other people want me to. Eff them. -Rémy

because I just bought Con passes and all of this work isn’t going to waste. -T’Keyah

because I can’t see my mum cry over my self harm. -Anon 

because one day I am going to help someone overcome what I am going through now. -Alexandra

because I am stronger than my past. -Allana

because I’ve learned that people do care. -Anon

because I want to open my bakery and make everyone who bullied me realize they couldn’t kill my dreams. -Ashley

because I can’t hurt my family and friends. -Sydney

because my boyfriend believes in me. -Molly

because there are so many places to see in this world. -Emily

because I refuse to hurt my family and friends anymore than already have. -Kathy

because I want to be super smart and change the world. -Anon

because my boyfriend is also dealing with self harm and an eating disorder and I can’t let him down. -Samantha<3

because one day, years from now,  I’ll probably be walking the streets of some city at night around the corner of my favorite pizza shop, waiting for my girlfriend, smoking a cigarette, calm and happy because I’m on my own and things are so much better than when they were years ago, and i’ll be so proud of myself that I’ve let myself live long enough to get here. Or maybe none of that will happen; I’ll just have to wait and see.  -Anon

because I’m almost 32 weeks clean and I’ve worked too hard to get here to just let it all go down the drain. -Anon

because I don’t want my younger brother to grow up alone and without his big sister <3 - Katie

because I still have hope that things will get better. I still believe that one day I will be happy, I will beat self harm and depression and I will love myself. - Anon

because I don’t want to keep disappointing the one person that truly cares about me. I love him too much. - Anon

because there are way too many places I haven’t seen -Katie

because there’s so much off the world I haven’t seen. There’s a lot I can do to help people. “Be the change you want to see in the world.” -Anon

because I want to move to New York one day. -Maureen

because I don’t want to hurt people around me. -Anon

because I’m not the only one hurting.- Liberty

because of all of you.-Elizabeth

because if I do so does the guy I love on the other side of the world and I couldn’t bear knowing he’s not alive because of me. -Anon 

because I have finally found the person that’s there when I break down and he’s pretty much my rock. I don’t want to throw that away when he can help me cooperate with my problems… -Anon

because I still have a chance to beat this and win this war. -Anon

because if I do it will hurt others. -Nathan

because I want to marry my boyfriend one day. -Juno

because I want to always be there for my little sister. -Hannah

because I want to meet Demi Lovato one day and tell her how she helped save me -Hannah

because my wee cousin loves me and misses me too much and it’d be too much to just give up and leave her. -Anon

because I know that i can get better - Brielle

because I want to be able to tour the world as a guitarist in a band - Brie

because I don’t want to let my anybody down. -

because I won’t give up because there are too many video games out there for me to adore.- Kathryn

because I want to love people fully instead of hesitantly, fearfully- Emily

because my children need me. -Victoria

because I am in love and I won’t leave him. - 

because I have a life worth living. -Courtney

because I wont give up because no matter how alone and worthless i feel in the moment, i still have hope that one day i will meet someone that will change everything. change the way i see myself, change the way i see others, and change my perspective on life. i wont give up because i want to know what it feels like to be in love and to wake up everyday and be happy that i woke up, especially next to the one i love. -Anon

because one day, I’m going to have a classroom full of preschoolers who don’t need to see the pain in their teacher’s eyes when they ask her what happened to her arms and legs. They need to see the pride when she tells them she won. -Jesika

because my friends have put so much time and effort into trying to help me. And I can’t leave them to fight this cruel world alone. I promised to always be there for them and I can’t break that promise -Sam

because the world is my oyster, and I want to take advantage of that. -Ellen

because a) I don’t think they’ll give me pancakes in the afterlife and that is some tasty shit and b) I have band members to meet and tattoos to stress out over paying for! -Hannah

because my best friend needs me more than I need death.- Christi

because the people i love need me ~Kerri

because I want to get to Holland in 2015 ~Kerri

because my favourite bands and future favourite bands could be making a song I’ll love so much right now.~Jayd

because I know how much it hurts to lose someone you love due to suicide and I don’t want to do that to anyone else ~ Pauline

because my boyfriend just became my fiancé and i want to stay here with him. ~ Anon

because there’s so much I need to see. -Eryn

because I don’t want my younger siblings to think suicide is an option. -Elissa

because my nieces and nephews (ranging from 6 months to 12 years) think that I’m the “happy aunt” and I could never have them wonder why I decided to leave them. I could /never/ do that to them. -Anon

because my sister wouldn’t remember me if i died now. -Anon

because if my heroes could do it, so can I. -Anon

because I can teach a thousand kids music and I won’t give up without a fight until I can make that dream come true. I won’t give up because I want to preform a concerto on stage. I won’t give up because of my music. <3 -Anon

because there’s too much that I want to do in my life. I want to become a writer, sing in a band, become an inspiration for everyone, especially anyone who is depressed and suicidal. I want to change something here on this planet. Change it for the better. I won’t give up because my friends need me. I’m told that ever since being with me, it’s the first time my boyfriend has really been happy in a long time. I’m just starting to get better. Why quit now? -Anon

because there are lots of dogs that I can adopt some time. -Anon

because I’ve survived this much, and my experience and insight makes me unique. I can choose to end it all now or I can choose to go on and make the best of it. I choose life. -Anon

because sometimes, it does. 

-Jori 

yay questions ~
  • 1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? - I think I wanna date this one kid but idk man
  • 2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? - nope
  • 3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? - I would be happy
  • 4: Do you find it easy to trust others? - nope
  • 5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? - I was at a concert
  • 6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? - probably my friend B
  • 7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? - I'd cry and then probably punch the person who cheated on me
  • 8: Are you close with your dad? - nope
  • 9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? - no :(
  • 10: What are you listening to? - my brother and my friend C talking
  • 11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? - water
  • 12: Do you like hickeys? - I like them as long as they're not insanely visible because my parents get pissy
  • 13: What time do you go to bed? - depends, mostly around midnight
  • 14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? - yeah
  • 15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? - not quite
  • 16: Do you always answer your texts? - yeah I feel bad if I don't
  • 17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? - no because I haven't gotten over him yet
  • 18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? - a minute ago
  • 19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? - yeah, C
  • 20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? - I set my alarm
  • 21: Is anyone else in the room with you? - not anymore but a second ago it was my friend C and my brother
  • 22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? - I don't know really
  • 23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? - yeah
  • 24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? - yeah
  • 25: In the past week, have you cried? - yeah I cried ten minutes ago because my mum was being mean
  • 26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? - light purple
  • 27: Do people ever call you by your last name? - no
  • 28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?- yeah actually
  • 29: Do you have a best friend? - I think so yep
  • 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? - it is currently hard, because he's dating someone and they fucking make out and grope right next to me
  • 31: Who was your last call/text message from? - my nana
  • 32: Are you mad at anyone? - yeah
  • 33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you? - yeah everyone I've kissed has been older than me
  • 34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? - uhh he just turned 16 in october so he'd be 17
  • 35: How many more days until your birthday? - 283
  • 36: Do you have any summer plans yet? - nope
  • 37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? - yeah
  • 38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? - yep
  • 39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? - yeah
  • 40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? - yeah
  • 41: Do you think age matters in relationships? - not unless it's either illegal or a super huge gap
  • 42: Are you available? - yeah
  • 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? - I'm still in high school
  • 44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? - belly button, I want one sooo bad. And I want a nose piercing
  • 45: Do you believe exes can be friends? - yeah I'm really good friends with an ex now
  • 46: Do you regret anything? - hell yeah
  • 47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? - going to sleep
  • 48: Did you ever lose a best friend? - yeah
  • 49: Was your last kiss a mistake? - no
  • 50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? - because he's my best friend and I don't wanna fuck that up like I did last time
  • 51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? - yeah
  • 52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? - yeah, but it's weird now. We're trying to work it out
  • 53: What was the last thing you ate? - a rolo
  • 54: Did you get any compliments today? - yeah about my hair
  • 55: Where are you going on your next vacation? - february
  • 56: Do you own anything from other countries? - yeah, I have a bracelet from Afghanistan, a scarf and some jewelry from Spain, a bracelet from France, a scarf and a few shirts from Canada, a hat and dress from Aruba, and a bunch of dresses and shirts from St. Maarten
  • 57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? - most are guys
  • 58: Where have you lived most of your life? - I've lived in America my whole life
  • 59: When was the last time you took a long drive? - earlier tonight we visited my nana which is an hour away
  • 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? - no
  • 61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? - no
  • 62: Who do you text the most? - either J or C
  • 63: What was the last movie you saw? - Star Trek
  • 64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? - I'm single
  • 65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011? - one
  • 66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? - no, older
  • 67: Do you curse around your parents? - yeah, everything except for fuck and cunt
  • 68: Are you happy with where you live? - for now
  • 69: Picture of yourself? - nah
  • 70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? - monogamous
  • 71: Have you ever been dumped? - yeah
  • 72: What do you most like about making out? - hearing the other person make those little sounds
  • 73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? - no
  • 74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? - other person
  • 75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? - depends on the person and gender. For guys I really like jawbones and eyes. For girls I really like lips and eyes.
  • 76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? - C
  • 77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? - no
  • 78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name? - no
  • 79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? - C
  • 80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? - depends on when and how I'm doing in life
  • 81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? - yeah
  • 82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? - no
  • 83: Do you miss your last sweetie? - yeah
  • 84: Last time you slow danced with someone? - over the summer
  • 85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? - no
  • 86: How can I win your heart? - cuddles
  • 87: What is your astrological sign? - Virgo
  • 88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM? - I was at a concert
  • 89: Do you cook? - yep
  • 90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? - um no
  • 91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? - yeah
  • 92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? - monogamous relationships
  • 93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? - pretty eyes... uh I prefer not super skinny people
  • 94: Name four things that you wish you had! - love, happiness, unlimited concert tickets, unlimited hippie clothing
  • 95: Are you a player? - no
  • 96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? - no
  • 97: Are you a tease? - not for real
  • 98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? - no
  • 99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? - yeah
  • 100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? - yeah
  • 101: Hugs or Kisses? - both? If I have to choose then hugs
  • 102: Are you too shy to ask someone out? - most of the time
  • 103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? - generally hair
  • 104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? - if I want them too then yes
  • 105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? - no
  • 106: Do you flirt a lot? - yeah
  • 107: Your last kiss? - like two months ago with J
  • 108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012? - no
  • 109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month? - no
  • 110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be? - C
  • 111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next? - hopefully it's who I want
  • 112: Does someone like you currently? - I think so
  • 113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone? - yeah
  • 114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? - serious relationships
  • 115: Ever made out with just a friend? - no
  • 116: Are you happier single or in a relationship? - in a relationship
  • 117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.
Why some fans don't understand the concept of being a fan.

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As a YG stan I’ve never understood how a number of fans (not all) think it’s fine to bring down their idols in any way possible. I read some confessions and know it’s everyone’s personal opinion but some I just don’t get. A number of confessions have stood out to me, not naming any, but they go around the same lines and with what’s going on in the fandom I thought of a few things.

1) You don’t control their lives, they don’t owe you anything with who they date. Leaving mean comments on Kiko’s instagram does not make you a better person, you are not protecting GD. In fact you’re hurting someone close to him and that’s that. You can’t hate on Kiko just because GD has sunken your ship. He’s a grown man with a load of money and if he wants a girlfriend then let him have one. This isn’t even about Kiko anymore, it’s about Big Bang in general to be honest. Let them be because they’re grown men and the last thing they need is a fangirl crying in their faces over how her oppa isn’t dating her and is somehow dating ‘satan’. At the end of the day their girlfriends will get a lot more than you will. That is the reality of the world my friend.

(it didn’t look like top at first but aye I just needed a picture ok)

(she’s gorgeous stop hating on her)

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2) We’re here for the music and nothing else, we’re here to support them because we found a liking towards them because of their music and maybe many other reasons but that won’t give us the right to control them. Just because GD might be sad we have no right to know why unless he tells us, some jokes that are tweeted towards any member of the family can hurt because some jokes need to stop. Don’t bring up past scandals, they’re human too. We all make mistakes, they do too. Don’t like something they do then get it off your chest but don’t go tweeting death threats because being a kpop idol isn’t as easy as it seems.

3) Your ship is not real, be offended if you like but just remember that YOUR SHIP IS NOT REAL. As a TopRi and nyongtory shipper myself I enjoy their interactions and reading their fics but I know that they will never be real because shipping is just a imagination. No amount of predictions, evidences or reading of faces or other things will mean your ship is real. Skydragon, topri, nyongtory, todae, gtop,daragon and every other ship out there is not real. Have fun with shipping, make edits or write fics, do whatever but do not bash other ships and provide evidence and act insane trying to prove that your ship is real. Even tweeting your idols about it can make them feel uncomfortable. It’s hard enough smiling and giving fanservice so at least give them a break. Just because they hug one another and stand close and even hold hands does not mean it’s real. This type of behavior is normal as it’s considered showing love but not love where it ends with them in bed, that stuff is for fanfics. They have a different upbringing, we all do. We all live in a different country with different cultures with what’s acceptable and what isn’t. Just because one of them hugs the other too tight does not mean they’re dating. It’s called fanservice and they’re close backstage but you have to hype up the fans once in a while.

4) CL and Bom. There’s so many speculations that CL doesn’t support Bom because while Bom is suffering CL is out at fashion shows. HOW STUPID ARE YOU? (sorry) Just because CL isn’t at Bom’s side giving tissues does not mean that she doesn’t support her. Even if YG family doesn’t show it as such they’re still an extremely close company and look out for another. I hate to bring this up but even GD spent time with his family during his scandal and BB even did CF’s in New Zealand for North Face without Daesung but they were still there for him. Considering CL is a leader of a successful girl group anyone can make her a easy target. CL is a damn good leader, hence being the reason why she’s the leader in the first place. I don’t know what Bom is doing and how she’s coping but I’m going to stick here as a fan because she needs our support and you bringing down her group members isn’t going to help. Before your group members comes your family and even if your group members are like your family it does not mean you hold them down because of what’s happening to you. These girls are close, the entire company is close so leave it at that.

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5) CL and Minzy don’t like one another. Again you don’t need to display every emotion on a camera, just because CL may seem distant from Minzy during broadcasts or 2NE1 tv does not mean they don’t like each other. If they didn’t like one another then Minzy would have left ages ago and she hasn’t so long story short people need to stop judging from what’s shown to us.

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6) Team B getting recognition despite having not debuted as well as Winner. What has happened can’t be changed and if you don’t like the fact that rookies who haven’t debuted are getting a chance to perform already then you need to sit down. This is the K-POP industry we’re talking about and we all know YG will do anything to bring in money and if it means putting Team B and Winner on the set list for the YGFamily Concert then so be it. It’ll bring in more fans and those who attend the concert will have more acts to see making their money well spent. Pretty simple.

7) Seungri will always get hate. I’m Seungri biased but he’ll get hate no matter what because he barely made it and he’s the maknae and it sucks knowing that my bias will get hate no matter how hard he works. He isn’t the only glue holding BigBang together, it’s all of them. But before judging him or any other member of the family take some time out to learn a bit about these idols because it’s not all fun and games. He isn’t the favorite and you can easily see it from how his promotions went but he’s still cared for and considered part of the family. Plus his album was a last minute thing so of course YG didn’t have time for promotions so everything was left to him but before you judge Seungri make sure you think twice.

8) Yang Hyun Suk. He has no idea what a world map is and can’t tell the time but to be honest we owe this man a lot. We easily criticize him for not giving comebacks and stuff but put yourself in his shoes. Leading a hugely successful company with artists who dominate the charts then you’re going to want to delay your comebacks because that makes the fans want more and it gives the artists to work better. Give the man a break because we wouldn’t have all these amazing acts and I’m sure we’d all wait a little longer for a comeback because knowing YG it’ll be more than amazing. I’m sure we’d much rather wait for a good comeback than see artists show up at festivals and dance until they faint.

9) Stop hating on Jennie Kim.The girl hasn’t even debuted yet and she’s flooded by rumors and so on. A rumor isn’t true because it’s a rumor. Just because she’s being somewhat promoted by featuring on singles does not give you the right to hate her. It’s how the music industry works. It’s called promoting and building a name for yourself.

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10) BigBang going to the army. It would be a miracle if they went together but no, they won’t. What do you think was the point of Winner and Team B? Their age plays a big part because I’m sure Seungri wouldn’t want to do his duty at 24-25 and would much rather go around 27 or so. Going now would be good because they’d be back together but then the company won’t be balanced. Who’s going to be on variety shows in Japan if they’re all gone at once? Who will be in films if they go at once? Who will do CF’s or create a album if they leave at once? YG has got this planned out because BigBang is one of his biggest source of income, both as a group and solo. If BigBang leaves for two years that profit won’t be there, but if they go at different times that profit will be stable. After all satan needs a new gold watch.

As fans we need to understand that nothing will go our way. No amount of hating on YG will change that. We can however show how thankful we are for them and buy their albums or singles, help one another in the fandom out and make friends and for the heck of it comment on fanfics. It will bring down the bitterness one way or another. We’re pretty lucky compared to other fandoms that have groups from companies such as SM. Because I’m not much of an EXO fan but I feel bad that they’re under SM. Compared to anything our artists have more freedom and are even open with us fans so lets not jeopardize with acts of hate towards each other and idols.

Just please let your idols be themselves and support them.

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Request: So I love your oneshots, they help me a lot and always cheer me up. I recently lost my grandmother to cancer, making the fourth family member to die of cancer. It's pretty rough, and I was wondering if you could do a one shot where the reader went through similar events and team free will are comforting her. You don't have to if you don't want to. Thanks for even considering!

(I am so sorry for your loss, and I’m here if you need to talk. I lost my Opa to cancer, and I know it’s really hard.)

You hadn’t left your room in five days. After your mom called and told you that your grandmother had passed, you were a wreck. You were very close to her, you talked to her at least once a day, and couldn’t imagine a world without her. Then, you’d learned that she lost her fight with cancer. She was the fourth member of your family to lose the battle.

You were sad and, although you hated to admit it, scared. It may have been a selfish thought, but you were so scared you were going to die of cancer as well. After the funeral, Sam, Dean, and Cas tried to lighten your mood, but you just dismissed them and went to your room.

Now, five days after the funeral, you still hadn’t moved. You knew it wasn’t healthy, but you just couldn’t make yourself do anything. Sam and Dean had tried coaxing you out of your room; they’d found multiple hunts, but you passed on them, and they’d even bought tickets to your favorite bands concert, but you said you felt sick. Cas continuously popped into your room. He brought you food, and was probably the only reason you even ate. 

You were curled up on your bed snuggled under the covers. You had a box of tissues and a bag full of used ones sitting next to you. You didn’t know that Sam, Dean, and Cas were all standing outside your door, planning. 

“We need to get her out of there.” Dean said, glancing at your door.

“It is natural for humans to-” Cas started.

“Not for five days! She’s sad, and she should be, but it’s not healthy for her to stay in her room like this. Even if she just moves to the living room, that’d be better.” Sam interrupted. 

“Look, we haven’t really gotten the chance to just sit with her since her grandmom passed, maybe if we talk to her, it’ll help her move past it.” Dean suggested.

“Worth a shot.” Sam sighed. 

Hesitantly, they opened your door. You didn’t even glance at them, too tired and upset to move a muscle. You didn’t want to see the looks of pity, anyway. “Hey, Y/N.” Dean said, and you felt the edge of your bed dip as he sat down.

You grunted in acknowledgement. 

“Can we talk?” Sam asked.

You grunted again.

“Why isn’t she speaking? Is she sick?” You heard Cas ask. Cas walked into your line of sight, and knelt down so that his face was level with yours. “Are you feeling okay?” Cas asked, tilting his head. 

“No.” You mumbled, feeling the familiar sensation of tears welling up in your eyes.

Cas noticed this, and his eyes grew wide. He looked at Sam and Dean and mouthed what do I do? You smiled at Cas, he was trying, but it didn’t stop the tears from falling.

You took in a deep, shaky breath. Your whole body shuddered, and you closed your eyes tightly, not wanting to cry anymore. Your bed dipped again, and somebody started rubbing your back; Sam.

“We’re here for you, you know that, right?” Sam said soothingly.

You nodded, and rolled over, pressing your head to his shoulder. “I just miss her.” You managed to say without crying.

“But would she want you to not leave your room?” Dean asked.

You shook your head, knowing he was right. “We’re not expecting you to jump up and start joking around, but why don’t you come out of your room? We can watch a movie. Dean’ll make popcorn, and we’ll make Cas find us the best blankets in the world.” Sam suggested.

“Sounds good.” You muttered. Relief washed over all three of their faces. Dean jumped up and ran to the kitchen to make popcorn, Castiel disappeared, and Sam, with a reassuring arm wrapped around you, walked you over to the living room.

You sat down and Sam put the movie in. Dean entered the living room and sat next to you, offering you some popcorn. You ate some, and realized you hadn’t eaten since the other day. You leaned your head on Dean’s shoulder, and he quickly wrapped an arm around you. Sam sat on your other side, and placed his arm over Dean’s, properly sandwiching you between them.

Cas appeared a few minutes later, his hands full of blankets. He dropped one on you, and it was the softest thing you’d ever felt. Cas sat next to Dean, and kept glancing at you, to make sure you were okay.

Sam had picked a comedy, and with the comfort of all three boys around you, you started to relax, and forget about everything. You got lost in the movie, and started to laugh. Sam put in movie after movie, and before you knew it, you were joking again. You fell asleep around your fifth movie, your head on Dean’s shoulder, your feet in Dean’s lap, and a hand reaching over and holding Cas’. All three boys weren’t even tired, but they all refused to move, not wanting to disturb you. You would never forget about your grandmother, or the other family members you’d lost, but with the help of Sam, Dean, and Cas, you were recovering.

(I hope you like it, and I am very sorry for your loss.)

9

Okay so this day was out of control!!!
People that have been following me for years should know that Hyde is my favorite artist. I had come to the conclusion that the only way I could see Hyde live would be when I graduate college, and save up money to go to Japan. When I saw that vamps was coming with the sixx:am people I thought it was a lie because they were coming to Dallas. I was in total disbelief and I couldn’t believe that vamps would be in my city. I bought the tickets and then 2 months later It was the day of the concert.
Okay nowhere in my mind did I think I would be this close to Hyde in my whole life time.I didn’t think that I would be able to take a picture with him or give him a drawing or get him to sign my CD cover.
I didn’t think in my wildest dreams this would actually happen. I did a letter and a drawing just kind of like…..“I guess it would be cool if I had the chance to give this to him 😊”. It was just wishful thinking. Never thought I was actually going to give him anything if that was the case I would taken a lot of time to do a really good drawing, and a longer letter. But last minute I thought if the chance arises it would be AWSUM if I could give him something, so I did the letter and drawing the night before.
I was waiting in front of their tourbus for like an hr and a half, and every time someone would open the tourbus door I’d have a heart attack. The staff would greet us every time they would either get on or off the bus. I think at a point the staff started to have fun freaking us out. One of the guys spoke English and said “ Sorry I’m not them ”, we had seen this guy go in and out the bus like 10 times.
I was getting so anxious and my heart would beat so fast every time the door would open. Finally the staff opened the door and Hyde stepped out. I went right up to him and gave him the drawing, pulled out my marker and asked him to sign my CD cover. What killed me was that he smiled when I gave him the letter even if it was like “ this is so ridiculous looking” or something like that he smiled. Like wtf I was blessed with that smile. ( that big white arm is mine OTL)
I was shaking while giving him the marker and CD cover. It all happened so fast, I thought I was gonna cry but I was just smiling hardcore. I got next to him and I realized Hyde was a little taller than me and he did his typical duck face while I was smiling. I recorded the whole thing the most important minute of my life. Honestly it still hasn’t hit me at all. It’s been a couple of days, and I still can’t get my head around the fact that I was that close to Hyde.
(I was also able to take a picture with Ju-Ken ^-^ he went in the bus while we were waiting for Hyde)
I’m going to go through my concert footage and post more stuff ^-^
I haven’t had time to freak out about this since I had three exams on Tuesday, and my mom had her baby on Monday. so I haven’t really had time to go back recall the miracle that was Friday.

Is this Happening? Chapter 3

Is this Happening?

A Harry Styles Imagine Series

[masterlist]

Chapter 3: Table for two, please.

Your POV

Harry held my hand and guided me towards a black SUV, and opened the door for me.

“Don’t worry, this is my car. My manager insisted I was escorted.”

I slid in and he followed.

“Hey Sean, could you take us to Amsterdam and 80th? Please and thank you.” He said to his driver as he patted him on the shoulder.

“Sure thing Harry.” He nodded, “Good evening miss,” he greeted me then proceeded to drive.

After a few minutes, I couldn’t take the silence anymore.

“Okay seriously, how have you not been seen yet? That’s so crazy, this is New York! Aren’t you suppose to be in Europe?” I blurted. 

Oh god, word vomit.

Harry bursted out laughing, “So I see you’re a fan. And yes, I was there a couple days ago, but we were invited to be on David Letterman tomorrow, it was sort of last minute, so we weren’t going to publicize it until tomorrow.”

I blushed, “yet I’m shocked that no one in the entire New York City has recognized or seen any of you, especially at the airport.” 

“You’re going to jinx us.” He winked at me, “and well we tried to keep it as quiet as possible about coming to New York early cause we all wanted some down time, which I guess, rarely happens.”

I didn’t know what to say back, I obviously had no idea what he or the other guys encounter on a daily basis but I’m sure it could get stressful.

About half way to the restaurant, both of our phones were going off like crazy. Harry looked down at his phone then back up at me and smirked.

“Wow Y/N, someone just saw Zayn and Perrie at a restaurant. Zayn just texted me saying that they were bombarded with pap and fans .”

“Oh god, I’m sorry!” I covered my face, I felt so bad.

“I’m only joking, it’s not your fault. We can’t really hide. It was actually a miracle that no one knew we were here until now.” He sighed as he looked out the window.

“So do you think anyone will recognize you tonight? We don’t have to go to dinner if you aren’t up to dealing with the paparazzi…”

Harry turned back towards me immediately, “No. Y/N, I definitely want to go to dinner with you, it’s up to you. I don’t want YOU to be uncomfortable, if we’re discovered it’s going to be crazy.” He said as he took my hand in his.

I hesitated and looked down, I wasn’t sure if I wanted my picture taken and seen all across the internet, what would my parents think? My professors? The scholarship board? My head was saying one thing, but instead I looked back up at him and said, “I want to go. I’ll be okay.”

“Great!” Harry squeezed my hand, before he let go to text back Zayn and the other guys.

My phone went off again, so I took it out of my pocket. There were twitter notifications from Liam and Niall about being in New York, likes on instagram, Facebook notifications, and a text from Madeline.

Madeline: Did you decide to go see Harry? Niall just tweeted he’s in NYC!

Me: Yeah, he’s taking me to dinner… >.<
Madeline: WHAT?! NOW? WHERE?

Me: I don’t know, I just know it’s off Amsterdam and W 80th.
Madeline: SHUT UP. I can’t believe I’m stuck at my internship or else I would totally stalk you both ;P

Me: Don’t be creepy. EW. JK! :D 
Madeline: Okay have fun! See you at home tonight… or NOT ;D

I blushed then locked my phone and switched it to vibrate. I looked out the window and noticed that we were parking. 

Harry turned to me and asked, “Have you ever been to Oaxaca Taqueria?”

I shook my head, “I’ve heard of it, never been.”

“Great! I love tacos and I heard good reviews, never been either so I’m excited. Suppose to be like gourmet tacos!” Harry said as he switched beanies. I gave him a confused look and was about to ask until Sean opened the door for us and Harry climbed out. Harry walked around the other side of the car, opened my door and held his hand out for me, “Ready?”

Butterflies were definitely fluttering in my stomach right now, I was actually going to dinner with one of the most beloved guys in the world, whom I’ve had a crush on for years.

I took his hand and stepped out. 

I hope I don’t embarrass myself tonight.

“It’s just up there,” he pointed as we started walking.

Within a couple minutes, we both heard a girl scream, “Oh my god! Harry Styles!”

We both looked at each other with wide eyes, trying not to laugh and picked up our pace. Sean and another guy were following close behind us, making sure Harry was protected.

As we finally got into the restaurant, tons of girls were crowding outside taking pictures of Harry and I together, screaming and crying.

“Table for two, please.” Harry smiled at the hostess and she nearly fainted, she couldn’t even speak. I definitely knew how she felt. The manager came up from behind her and showed us to our table.

“Sorry about that,” He apologized.

“No worries!” Harry and I said at the same time. He looked at me and smiled.

Damn those green eyes made me feel things I have never felt before.

After we ordered our drinks and a few different tacos, Harry started the conversation, “I’m really sorry about all of this Y/N. I just really wanted to get to know you, and I know all of this is really crazy…so if you don’t want to see me after tonight, I completely understand.”

“What? No the pap and the fans aren’t what’s bothering me, I mean I’m definitely not use to it, and probably never will be, and it’s definitely not that I don’t want to see you again because I do…”

More word vomit, I had no idea where I was going.

“What’s on your mind?” He leaned in a bit.

“Why me? I mean there are literally hundreds of girls outside, and millions that would probably kill to be right here in my place.” I questioned.

“Because you’re different. I can’t exactly explain it and I’m not trying to sound cliche, but there’s something about you. I got this feeling inside when I saw you yesterday, so I just took a chance. Call me crazy.”

“You’re crazy,” I giggled, “but to be honest, I’m also a ‘Directioner.’” I admitted, “I may not be a super fan, but I am one.”

I covered half of my face, “I can’t believe I’m telling you this… but I follow you and the others on twitter, Instagram, facebook and been to a few concerts, own all four albums… I just feel like I should be honest.”

Harry raised his eyebrow, “Yet you couldn’t even recognize me when I sat right next to you,” He teased.

“Hey! In my defense I was really focused until I felt you staring!”

“Sorry, I didn’t mean too, you’re just really beautiful and if you don’t mind me saying this, Y/N, your eyes are really gorgeous.” He stammered.

Was THE Harry Styles nervous? Because of me? I melted, right there in front of him. I looked down and turned bright red. “Thank you…”

“No, thank you for best honest with me. I appreciate it. Sometimes we can’t tell if people actual like us because we are One Direction or because they genuinely like us.”

Dinner was then brought out and we both ate, talked and laughed. Harry was just like he was at concerts and interviews: charming, kind and really funny. He loved to joke around, which I did too and he actually made me laugh… a lot. We both got to know each other throughout dinner and there was never a quiet moment, it was surreal. I felt like we were the only two people in the restaurant after our conversation picked up.

He also told me about his life before One Direction and his life now. We shared our likes, dislikes, hobbies, favorite things, etc. We talked about our families, I told him about school, and my job tutoring kids. Surprisingly, we had a lot of things in common but also interests that were complete opposites of each other.

Two hours passed, the crowd outside was still there, so we had to leave through the back. Harry offered to take me home and wouldn’t take no for an answer.

We pulled up to my building and waited to see if anyone followed, luckily no one did. He wanted to walk me up, not caring if he was going to be recognized.

“Well this is a really nice condo building.” He said as we walked through the lobby.

“Did you think I was some bum? I’m kidding! My parents and my best friend’s parents told us they would take care of us. They told us to find a place we will love for the next few years.” I explained to him.

We went into the elevator and I hit the 6th floor. I was so nervous, and I was sweating in places that wasn’t normal and butterflies were still flying in my stomach.

As we approached the 6th floor, he asked if I enjoyed the food.

“Of course it was delicious.” I smiled, the elevators door opened and I led the way, “Here I am, 602.” I took out my keys and inserted it into the lock. I didn’t know what else to say, I haven’t been on a date in ages.

Harry lightly tugged on my arm, “Wait. Y/N, before you go in, could I… have your number?” He blushed as he held out his phone.

Why is Harry Styles blushing? Am I making him blush?

I nodded my head and took his phone and saved my number. As I handed back his iPhone, in a swift move, he used one hand to take the phone and with his other, Harry pulled me in by my waist and chastely kissed me.

I closed my eyes and kissed him back. His lips were soft and I felt like chills going down my spine. The kiss was gentle and sweet, and ended way too soon. He pulled back and smiled.

“I hope you’ll let me see you again,” He kissed my forehead before he let me go. I couldn’t speak, I was still processing the kiss, so I nodded and opened my door.

“Goodnight Harry,” I managed to say.

“Goodnight Y/N.” He beamed and left.

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What did you think?!

Thanks so much for reading everyone, it means the world to me!

Can I get more feedback about this imagine series? Would very much appreciate it!

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EXO as dads
  • Xiumin: The supportive dad. I think he'd always want the best for his kids (naturally) and would do whatever he could to help his kids get to where they want to be. I think he'd be strict at times, but overall he'd be a cool dad. He'd always be cheering his kid on from the side lines, and would be so proud of them. I also think he'd go the parents psa meeting for his kids school.
  • Luhan: The athletic dad. He'd want his kid to be athletic, like him. They'd be in a lot of sports, and he would always try to make it to every one of his kids games. He'd be super supportive, and would cheer his kid on from the sidelines.
  • Kris: The embarrassing dad. He would make so many dad jokes. He'd shower his kid in affection, and it doesn't matter where they are, who they're with, or how old his kid is. Tbh I think he'd have fun embarrassing the shit out of his kids. Seriously though, so many dad jokes.
  • Suho: The unintentionally embarrassing dad. He'd also make tons of dad jokes, and would probably laugh at them too. He'd be the one to cheer your kids name the loudest at sports games, school concerts, etc. He'd record all of your kids concerts, and would get really emotional watching them back your son/daughter is all grown up.
  • Lay: The cautious dad. He'd want only the best for his kid, and he'd be so careful with what they did because he wouldn't want anything bad to happen to his child. He would be so loving with his kid/kids. He would love to spoil them, and would do anything to make them happy. He'd also gladly sit with his kid and help hem with their homework, no matter how long it for them to understand it.
  • Baekhyun: The "hip" dad. He'd try to keep up with all the trends/slang and he'd always tell everyone that he's a cool dad. He'd tease his kids a lot, and would just laugh to himself whenever they rolled their eyes at one of his jokes.
  • Chen: The dad who teases their kids a lot. He'd love to tease his kids, maybe even play some pranks on them. At the same time though, he's the only one who's allowed to tease/bug his kids. If someone was teasing your kids at school, he'd be the first one to go and talk to the principle about it, without hesitation.
  • Chanyeol: The softy dad. No matter how tough he may seem, he'd get so emotional at every milestone his kid makes. He'd cry at their graduation, their first day of school, etc. He'd mark down every milestone your kid makes, and would love to look back at them when him and your kids are older. I think he'd teach them a lot of things too, like how to ride a bike, help them with homework, etc. He'd be the dad that wants to super close with his kids, and he'd want to give them the world and more.
  • D.O: The strict dad. He'd want his children to be the best kids they can be, which is why I think he'd be so hard on them sometimes. A lot of tough love. Kyungsoo would be really hard on your kids sometimes, but it's all because he loves them. I also think he'd brag about his kids to everyone, and tell them how great they are, etc.
  • Tao: The protective dad. He'd be so protective of his kids, it's not even funny. He'd be so careful with everything they did, ate, etc. And if someone dare hurt his kids, I think all hell would break lose. His kids would be his pride and joy, if someone hurt them he would beyond pissed off, and he'd do whatever he could to make them feel better. Tao would also be the first person to stand up for his kids. Tbh I also think he'd looovvee to spoil your kids, because as long as they're happy, so is he.
  • Kai: The fun dad. He would love to have fun with his kids, and would always want his kids to be happy. He'd take them out to eat, go shopping with them , play with them at the park. Honestly he would do anything for his kids. I think he would have a hard time being strict with his kids, because I think he'd be a huge softy.
  • Sehun: The awkward dad. No one really knows what he's trying to do, but he tries. He'd love his kid to the moon and back, but would have a hard time telling him/her. He'd definitely show his love through actions rather than words by doing things like taking them to their favourite restaurant, or surprising them with something they've been wanting for a while. I don't think he'd realize how good of a dad he's actually being.