if i could i would talk with everyone everyday

How they would react to their s/o being depressed

~shower you with compliments everyday
~tell you not to give a damn about everyone else
~would beat the livingg daylights out of anyone that dares to hurt you
~remind you every day how lucky he is to have you and how important you are to him
~every time you say bad things about yourself he’ll be like “what are you talking about, all I see is perfection” or something like “I wish you could see what I see everyday cause if you did all you’d see is an angel”

~would be confused at first beacuse he would never thought that someone as beautiful as you would hate themselves
~would no will try and comfort you the best he can
~cuddle and make out
~give you compliments about yourself every chance he gets
~he’s be extra possessive towards you
~will never stop looking at you like he’s looking at a masterpiece
~tell you stuff like “you know that you’re beautiful to me right?” and even like “trust me when I say you’re amazing”

~like leo he’d be confused as to why you feel this way
~would probably give you a scientific explanation telling you how amazing you are and saying that you shouldn’t feel this way
~being the adorable dork he is he’d say “I love you” shyly to you
~remind you every freakin mili seconds just hoe much he loves you
~he would spend more time with you
~would tell you cheesy pick up lines to cheer you up
~say stuff like “well technically speaking you have no logical reason to feel this way”

~he would immediately tightly embrace you
~tell you words of comfort
~kiss your face like a million times
~he’d say “aww, angelcakes you don’t need to feel this way you’re so pretty and amazing”
~after a while of him panicing he’d say “just know that no matter what I love you ok babe”
~he would really be there for you no matter what the problem

Quartet Night LIVE Evolution full report

Written by me who have short-term memory and is really biased to QN

(PLEASE TAKE ALL OF STUFFS WRITTEN HERE WITH GRAIN OF SALT; there’s no way i could remember all stuffs exactly at it was. I would be happy if you could just ‘take the feel’)

First of all, it was awesome. I can’t really describe how overwhelming it was. If you’ve watched any of utapri live before, i just want to say that for me this is the best utapri live i’ve seen so far. If you think 5th and 4th live was awesome, this was on different level. The hall was definitely too small for a group who got #1 weekly oricon and more than 100k sales (which was made up by hundred of cinemas live viewing), but it was really well-planned. Probably the most well-planned utapri live ever.

The penlight on the hall changes automatically/programmed and it was really pleasing to watch. Also gosh they’re all so good at live-singing. I can’t even say anything else, their blend was extremely nice and they’re all so powerful at live-singing.. not to mention that all of them dance in a lot of songs!! *u*)bbb
As usual their harmonies really shines and how they mysteriously blend well tho their voices are so strong individually are all so pleasing to listen to.

Here’s some highlights and rough translations/summary (not accurate; just feel more like summary):

The con was started with a really cool MV-like video where the seiyuus act as their character! It was really really aesthetic, the four of the seiyuus look extremely cool on it. It was opened with Morikubo walking through a garage (??) spinning a key on his right hand and then he entered an old car ala reiji and drive to a place near a sea. Then we got to see shoutan seating on seaside, reading a book about human psychology (like ai), and closed the book when reiji/morikubo’s car approached.
He then scold reiji/morikubo for being late and point at a clock (in which the date of today con was written). Next scene was Maenu, sitting inside an expensive limo having a classy tea-time (they don’t forget to show how the sugar goes from fullbox to empty LOL so camus). They then showed inside the window of the car, Tattsun walking on the street with a bass case on his shoulder. They also showed us a scene of him patting a stray cat on street (like ranmaru). Eventually they reunited and walk through a shining door together. It was really well-made!

This was their first song and the reason why i first got interested in QN. Exactly like 3rd live, the slow part at the very beginning was beautifully delivered. Also they appeared on a really cool gray/black suit. This song as first song easily won my tears bc wow time sure has passed since their first song ever and how i first came to know them.

2. Dice are cast
Not many stuffs i could say, it’s mostly same with the one at 5th live, except THEY’RE DANCING MORE like it used to have less dancing. Also the adlibs part on bridge was really really well done, harmonies on last part of it just stole my heart.

I don’t remember much but they introduce themselves, it was really short tho they barely have interval between people like how it usually was with utapri live. Probably because they’re going to sing a lot of songs so no time LOL
Interesting part is how they ended the MC with maenu tattsun and shoutan posing while saying Reiji’s “Rolling??” which connects to next song!

3.Dekiai Temptation
I actually didn’t expect to hear first solo series to come up in early setlist LOL BUT YEAH maracas tradition is still going strong and he goes “(Tokyo Kokusai) Forum!!” instead of usual “(Yokohama/Saitama Super)Arena! xD It was really on point and Morikubo is so reiji as usual! The talking part on bridge was done exactly as it is on recording too! Also so many fanservices given for people at live-viewing!

4. Junketsunaru Ai -Aspiration-
I WAS EXPECTING FOR FIRST SOLO SERIES but instead we got camus second solo series instead lolol I was really off-guard, from that point i just stopped trying to guess song since it’s shuffled LOL
ALSO i just noticed but Maenu got brown-ish styled hair color and blue contact lens i almost didn’t notice him AHAHA //sweats One thing i’ve noticed tho, he has improved A LOT with his dancing since the last time he danced this song. I’ve always thought Maenu’s dancing was a bit awkward (tho that’s the good bc you could see how much he tries and work hard to memorize it) BUT this time it just feels really natural and cool! Congrats Maenu, i was really moved!

5. Innocent Wind
And LOL here we got third solo series! The performance itself is really similar to the one at 5th live. I think shoutan surpassed his previous performance with this one tho! I always thought that this song has such a complicated dance (it does) but shoutan nailed it even better than previous one imo. Also i think it has additional choreos too! Instead of falling like last live, this time shoutan disappeared inside thick smoke

The song started with Ranmaru’s voice saying he’ll be taking revenge (for 5th live bc at that time tattsun broke his arm and danced only with one hand). It was really really awesome! I expect no less from tattsun live singing and dancing. Also the dance definitely looks complete with two hands (of course)


  • They began with another opening and reintroduction (albeit longer this time) They also talked about how the live is not going to have time to break so they suggest audience to go to toilet now if they want to LOL 
  • I like how Maenu was teasing us. Everyone was waiting for Maenu to change into “PEASANT!!!!” mode but he keeps talking with polite butler camus mode LOL he even went “Are you waiting for something?”; In the end the other three look at him intensely tho and he finally let out the “PEASANT!!!” LOL
  • Live viewing was held in 128 cinemas and was seen by more than 56000 people
  • God’s S.T.A.R got a gold disc record award and they thanked everyone for it

(not in place, just all i could remember with place probs switched one another)
Morikubo: “These one week almost everyday we met each other, right?”
Tattsun: “We did the best we could for today”
Morikubo: “Somehow it just felt missing when we haven’t seen each other for the day, i just can’t calm down before seeing everyone”
Maenu: “Even when the rehearsal already ended i didn’t want to return home *laughs*”
Shoutan: “Like we’ll ask each other "Should we do this part once again? or is it okay already?”
Morikubo: “While saying such stuffs we would ended up talking for 30 minutes. In the end we were just like "Then let’s do it!”
Tattsun: “That’s just how much connected we were.”
Morikubo: “Everyone, Quartet Night will present you an ‘evolution’ tonight. Each of you watching this, would be the witnesses of our evolution.”
Shoutan: “Today we came to present you our bond (reff to their song ‘kizuna’). I would be happy if you could feel the power of our bonds!”

7. Tsukiakari no DEAREST
Personal favorite utapri song ever!! I was really excited for this one and it’s funny how shoutan/ai waves at audience when appearing but maenu/camus did a deep butler bow LOL they’re so in character here! They came really close to the audience and the choreo was as cute as i remembered it on 5th live. ALSO THEIR HARMONIES i felt so lucky to hear this live, i’ve been liking this song so much since its release ;-;

8. Itoshiki Hito e
I WAS REALLY OFFGUARD i mean who thought there’ll come a solo after a duet? lolol i completely thought RISE AGAIN was going to come after lolol such a random setlist indeed. THIS WAS REALLY EMOTIONAL BTW i always like this song the most among reiji’s solo and i have to say Morikubo did really great! Strong vocal and such emotional singing.. it was amazing! It began with Morikubo sitting aesthetically on chair and he began to do some poses with it. He then stood up and picked up a rose on the floor. At the 2nd verse “Doshaburi no~” an umbrella was also prepared. The lighting and stage effects were really great, it feels exactly like rain and lights are falling, it was beautiful.

AND LOL I SAID THIS ALREADY BUT THE SETLIST IS SO RANDOM this song brought back memories! Who thought Tattsun could dance really good before this song was performed years ago? The performance itself somehow got really different feel from 3rd live perf of this song. Idk that’s probably because tattsun sure has improved a lot and i could definitely see it. As usual Tattsun is slaying with powerful vocals and dancing; I think he danced some parts differently compared to 3rd live (the hands movements??) Also the adlibs at bridge was pre-recorded instead of left blank like in 3rd live (bc he was dancing there)
Ranmaru: “See only me for this moment”

Here comes the other duet! It was extremely powerful and passionate, i got chills. Morikubo and Tattsun vocals sure fit this song a lot and they had really good chemistry at this performance!

11. Winter Blossom
A piano was there onstage and audience was having a big ????? But then Shoutan walked and sit there AND ACTUALLY PLAYED THE INTRO OF WINTER BLOSSOM the whole hall was filled with crying scream of fangirls (including me) SHOUTAN PLAYING WAS REALLY GOOD THO
but LOL we got tricked bc shoutan stood up after intro ended and stand onstage LOL i thought he was going to play the whole song since the beginning was really good but i guess i was asking for too much LOL Anyway this song was the end of me everyone near me was sobbing hard too. Shoutan’s pitch was 100/100 perfect and it was emotional as heck. Comparing this one to 3rd live i just can see how much he grew as a person and as a performer ;-; This one is even more emotional than 3rd live (if 3rd live wasn’t enough)
“Nee, waratte?” happened before he started singing and my tears ;_;
the second reff “Kimi ga suki datta, Hontou suki datta” 2nd suki datta was changed into a serifu suddenly and it brought scream of crying fangirls once again LOL
The end was exactly as 3rd live when Shoutan waved a “Mata ne”. The hall didn’t stop calling “Ai-chan!!” until next song started

Instead of the english serifu at the recording, Maenu is talking about how he’s going to cast a magic??? on us?? (idk or if he’s going to take us to heaven i’m not sure which one) He’s holding camus’ cane and wave it like on 4th live! He also said “Even though STARISH is not here, their spirit is with us” and started wearing previous live rings one by one LOL maenu usual antics. The lighting was really nice i felt like seeing actual aurora onstage..
The penlight was also programmed to light as if magic is actually happening and i think it’s really nice. Also fanservice happened

13. Starlight Memory
YEEEEEE HERE COMES SUCH AN UNDERRATED GODLY SONG It was extremely powerful performance. Breathtaking, i got chills the moment they started singing. Also they danced quite a lot with a stand-mic and posing etc. IT WAS REALLY COOL and i really like the stand-mic choreo. The hall was really heated up with this song! There was also a choreo where they created a heart-shape with their hands LOL

On the big screen they played a making video of the first MV-like vid at the beginning (which was also the pic on pamphlet). We got to see some moments of them laughing together! We also got to see how staffs prepared cakes for them to congratulate QN for breaking anime character song sales record and oricon #1! Also there was a scene where we could see maenu practicing dancing even when he was on other shooting ;-; such a hardworker
We also got to see DJ morikubo/reiji xD he introduced the dancers and had a maracas mic

14. Hurrayx2 Dreamerz
OH FINALLY 3rd solo series 2nd song aka the solo which hasn’t been performed everywhere; Morikubo was really energetic on it! The whole audience, dancer and he himself started to wave towel. Also the call and response was so fun to do!

15. Double Face
DEFINITELY MAENU BEST PERFORMANCE AT THIS CON Exactly as it is in recording, Maenu changed his voice every few lines, making it like a duet between butler/idol persona camus and the actual cold camus. There was also like a play going on between a dancer wearing black and another wearing white. It was mindblowing! It’s amazing how Maenu could change his voice so quickly and clearly easy to tell which 'persona’ of camus was singing on what part.
It was like a live self-duet LOL AMAZING

16. No.1
Like we expected from tattsun, it was a full-dance song! And the song has tons of call and response, the hall feels so heated up by this perf. ALSO small rap and tattsun singing/dancing was really powerful+on-spot.

I.. seriously didn’t know what to expect from this song; it’s moderately slow/mellow so i was really surprised to learn that this song actually has a dance and that it’s pretty complicated, but i think he does well dancing with one hand holding a mic! ALSO HIS SINGING WAS REALLY GREAT and emotional. Stunning at both low notes and high notes. The hall was filled with white lights and it was pretty.

Exactly like 5th live, it started suddenly with tattsun powerful solo and a standmic! 'Wild’ is definitely the best word to describe the performance. Also this feels so complete in aspect of dance! We finally got to see how it was supposed to be in 5th live and it was great!! I’ve said this a lot but Tattsun is such a great performer!

20. A.I
Such big gap to previous song LOLOL The screen showed us a pretty sunset and the automatically-set penlight on hall dyed into orange, it was really pretty. Also really nice live singing, i really can’t spot anything wrong with Shoutan’s singing. The concept was exactly same at 4th live, when he said “Let’s walk together” gave his hand as if holding hands while walking with audience. The end pose was also the same, his last smile was really cute!

21. Kiss wa Wink de
ANOTHER BIG GAP AHAHAHA It’s exactly like in 5th live, Morikubo waved the maracas mic and danced a bit on the same part as the previous. I think there are also additional choreography. Aside from maracas mic i think he also brought another maracas xD two maracas!

22. Zettai Reido Emotion
WOW such an old song it sure brought back memories. It started with a cane like maenu first solo performance on 3rd live! I don’t think there’s anything changed except some parts of the choreography are different. Really powerful and solid singing, really camus.

23. Marriage
WHEEZES It started exactly like 4th live when the other three came out from inside the moving stairs with backlight behind them. This time tattsun or morikubo (i don’t remember which one) brought a handmic for maenu. The performance was really great and there were new choreography. The “Koyoi wa futari saikou no marriage” they walked in a circle and look at each other. They look like they’re having tons of fun performing together and it was really nice to watch. Many eye-contacts and body-contacts between them, you just could see how close they are as a group.

24. God’s S.T.A.R
EASILY THE CLIMAX OF THE CONCERT. Gosh i love this song a lot and i could understand why utapri fandom loved it so much. IT WAS REALLY HEATED UP we all literally screamed at the “Woo~” and call and response. PASSIONATE SINGING i really got chills at it. Such a great song with great vocals. Also they danced it exactly like it was in the anime (yeah, including the leg movements at “Rin to ouja rashiku tatsu”) It was really fun song to do at live and I could tell the audience tension went max at it. I love how confident they looked at this performance, exactly how Quartet Night should be.

WEEPS THIS SONG Audience did the “Wow wow~”; They started by sitting on the stairs in the middle of the stage and sit as if they were on car like on the anime (even Morikubo posed as if he was holding a wheel) They look like they’re having so much fun it was precious. Also the slow part was extremely beautiful. Such a nice harmonies and blend, i was really moved. Also I love how they formed a circle and do the fistbump like in the anime. Such a precious performance i teared up ;;

A long emotional MC.
- They agreed that even though they spent a lot working hard to prepare for the day, the moment it happened they just didn’t want it to end
Morikubo: “Did we forget something?? Did we sing the second part too?”
Tattsun: “We did *laughs*”
Shoutan: “We didn’t forget anything *laughs*”
Maenu: That’s just how fulfilling it was.”

- Morikubo thanked fans for God’s S.T.A.R oricon #1 and gold disc record award.
- Morikubo: “We honestly were really happy for it. We shared our happiness together at our line group and had a long conversation about it. It was such an honor for us to be able to receive gold disc award, but at the same time, we talked together on how heavy the title was for us. It meant we were able to leave a good 'result’, but it was also mean there were so many people who are waiting for us.
It meant there were so many people who wanted to come here today. Our form of evolution.. is to return/repay a favor to everyone. To everyone in STARISH for making it possible for us to stand here today, to all staffs who love utapri with all of their hearts, to such a wonderful worked called utapri, to each of Quartet Night characters for making it possible for us to become one, to everyone who had been supporting us until this moment. To each of you watching it on the hall, on the live-viewing, or even for everyone who can’t participate today, thank you.”

-Tattsun: “First of all, i wanted to apologize to everyone for what happened at previous live. I hurted "Kurosaki Ranmaru” at that time. This one year, i’ve been thinking a lot about it. Whenever I had the time, I was always reminded of Ranmaru, Quartet Night and what happened one year ago. I’ve made everyone worry, even though those live wasn’t something personal that belongs to me. Since then, these one year, I feel like i have no right to say that I’m worthy to talk about Ranmaru. I haven’t talked about him much except for interviews, behind my mic and recordings. I really regretted it. I kept thinking on what to do to atone what i’ve done and came here right now to give a payback.
I want each of you to love Ranmaru even more.. I want each of you to love Quartet Night even more. We’re here now because STARISH was there, and even before that, because utapri existed. Without it, i wouldn’t be able to stand here as Ranmaru or to proudly talk about it. I apologize deeply for what happened. But thanks to everyone, i’ve fully recovered! I hope i could proof it to everyone here today.“

(he actually teared up and stopped his sentences few times)
Morikubo: "When you did this *imitates Ranmaru solo song dance movement*, we were watching from back and we went "YOSSHAAA!!” at it”
Shoutan: *laughs* “We did”
Maenu:It was really cool”
Tattsun: “I’m really glad to be able to meet and be part of these members. I’m really thankful for each of them.”
They talked about how some STARISH members actually came to watch the live (later i learned it was Suwabe-san and Terashii!) When the audience tried to look around, they told us to concentrate on their stage and to put their sight on them instead of searching LOL

- Tattsun: “STARISH was in real-time formed before us but inside the world of utapri, we’re the senpai after all. So i hope today, Quartet Night would be able to show a good example as a senpai. At next live (6th live), there’ll be us, STARISH and HEAVENS too. If it’s Ranmaru, he’ll definitely say “I’m not going to do a live that will lose to another.” or “I will leave a performance that will leave everyone overwhelmed”.
From now on, please keep on supporting Quartet Night, STARISH and HEAVENS.“

- Shoutan: "I can’t say cool things like Morikubo-niisan or Tatsu-nii.. Since I started doing voice for Mikaze Ai, I’ve been thinking a lot of things. Aoi Shouta is just an idiot who has such a limited vocabulary. Whenever i read the script, it’s clear how Ai knows a lot more words to express what he wants to, that he has more knowledge about the world. I’ve been doing his voice while looking at his back. I spent my time wanting to chase after Ai’s greatness to be worth of it. When i started standing as a member of Quartet Night, i was just a newcomer. I tried my best to be a part of it and to do stuffs more confidently.
And here now, i finally got into a place where actually be a part of four, to talk and have wonderful moments with them, to be able to perform as Mikaze Ai. For everyone who trusted me to stand here as Mikaze Ai, to utapri and STARISH, to everyone here, i just can’t thank each of you enough. I want to pay this favor to all of you. To be able to sing on utapri live, to be able to release CDs and even to get a result.. I finally felt like, I finally got closer to Mikaze Ai.. to Quartet Night. All of this is because of everyone who loves utapri, to all of the staffs, dancers, staffs… Ah i said it twice *bitter laughs*”

Morikubo: “Staffs (in number) are a lot after all, right?”
Maenu : “Right right, there are a lot of them so don’t mind it!”

- Shoutan: “It was all thanks to other Quartet Night members. I want to improve myself and show those improvements to all of you in next (6th) live. I’m sorry for not being able to say something cool. I’m really grateful to be able to meet everyone. Thank you very much!!”

- Maenu: “Somehow it’s hard to say something after their speeches *laughs* I’m the one trusted to voice Camus, Maeno Tomoaki. To be honest, when i first heard of the idea of Quartet Night I had "Oi, oi.. I’m the only one out of place here?” on my thoughts. Unlike the other three, i’m the only one who isn’t doing anything other than seiyuu. (he means he is the only one who isn’t a singer since the other three were singers aside from seiyuu) It was a pressure for me. I did it hoping i wouldn’t cause trouble for everyone else.. but above all, i was thinking of what i could do. And i found the answer. It was of course, to make each of you 'feel’ the character through me.
After changing my thoughts into that way, I finally was able to enjoy each of my time given as Camus. Even as Maeno Tomoaki personally, it opened a new world for me. I can’t thank utapri enough for guiding me through new road. I really love it. From now on, i hope this scenery would continue forever. To everyone participating on this contents, to staffs, and to cast of STARISH, it was all thanks to each of you. From now on, so that we wouldn’t got burried inside utapri history, we as Quartet Night would do our best! Please take care of us!!“

Morikubo: "Maeno said something like that, but he actually worked the hardest among us! Did you see the making earlier? His love for the series is amazing! Also look at the amount of his rings?? *laughs*”
Tattsun: “He even uses Camus’ cologne!”
Morikubo: “This guy is such a hardworker!”
Tattsun: “I can’t help but thinking i have to work harder when i look at him!”
Maenu: “*camus mode* Stop it, you peasants!!!”
Morikubo: “Shouta also said something like that, but he is actually our 'idol’!”
Tattsun: “He taught us how to make our movements look good in camera, how to appeal camera and how to make our movements look beautiful!”
(and here i was wondering why other ossans had so many fanservices today; i get it now)
Shoutan: *denies while shaking his head and hand*
Maenu: “Kirei dayo” (<<ME: WHAT)
Morikubo: “Right, right!!”
Tattsun: “If you weren’t here I wouldn’t make it today!”
Morikubo: “And this person right here *points at tattsun* is the one who gets us fired up!!”

*Audience cheers*
Morikubo: “This is secret between us, okay? I’M GLAD I’M PART OF QUARTET NIGHTTTTT!!!”
Maenu: “When the four of us are together it really feels like we’re unbeatable.”
Morikubo: “We don’t need anymore words!!”
Tattsun: “As long as we have our songs!!” (these two lines are lyrics of Evolution eve, “Kotoba wa iranai, uta ga areba ii”)
Morikubo: “Let’s evolve together with our next song!”
All: “Evolution Eve!”

26. Evolution Eve
THE ACAPELLA BEGINNING WAS PERFECT AS HECK I TEARED UP…. the blend was heavenly and their voices are just so passionate ;; The dance was done a lot more closer to the anime (more dances) compared to how it was done in 5th live. Powerful vocals, the audience was really heated too. Simply say it was the best.
At some parts of the song they snuggled close to each other and look at each other ;;;_;;;


27. Poison KISS
THE FIRST SONG THEY SANG TOGETHER IN LIVE ;;;; They’re dancing a lot more than in previous performances of this song, it’s more or less a full-dance. They’re dancing while holding a mic in one hand. Amazing harmonies at “Love wo~”. Each solos were done really uniquely and powerfully but when together their voices just blend really well ;;

- The stage was wide but they’re standing really close to each other LOL
Morikubo: “You guys are standing too close to me!!! The stage is big, why are we standing so close?”
Tattsun: “We’re glued to each other”
Maenu: “Nakayoshi”
Shoutan: “Fufufu”

- Tattsun: “Yabai.. I really shouldn’t but can i say one thing? I really don’t want it to end…”
Shoutan: *Nods profusely, already tearing up*
Maenu: “Even in practices, we always talked about how do we do a right 'closing’ to this concert”
Morikubo: “It shouldn’t end… Aaa~aa I don’t want it to end!!!!*sulking voice*”
*Morikubo lays his body on stairs and sleep on it lol*

- Tattsun: “There’s just one song we haven’t performed right? If Morikubo-san said he teared up while recording for "KIZUNA”, I teared up a lot while recording for this song.“
Morikubo: This is the last, please sing together with us!“
All: "You’re my Life!”

28. You’re My Life
I totally wasn’t expecting this song to be the last song ;; aaaaaaa i already cried the moment i saw shoutan cried at the MC before but it was even more when they started singing ;;_;;; Such a sweet song and unlike their usual strong atmosphere, they sing really gently in this one a;;
SO MANY TEARS SHED ON THIS SONG Tattsun couldn’t sing part rightly because he teared up and Maenu’s eyes were red as if trying to hold back tears. Audience do the “Lalalala~” part and they make it a lot longer than in original. They also sing the last “Kimi no moto ni todoke~” together.

They waved goodbye at the audience, at the end they came closer to each other at center stage. Shoutan was crying hard and leaned at Maenu’s shoulder (who was also tearing up). Morikubo hugged shoutan from the side and Tattsun patted his head. The stage then ended at that condition.

THE MC WAS SO TEARJERKING I saw some people who aren’t even QN-oshi also teared up at it. I really shouldn’t say anything more about the performances, it was seriously the best.
All in one, it was a really really satisfying live. I love STARISH and i do respect HEAVENS, but I just felt so glad I’m a Quartet Night-oshi. For me, they will always be the best seiyuu singing unit ever, in performances and other aspects. I’m so glad a group named Quartet Night existed.

If you’re reading this and never heard of QN songs, i really suggest you to do give it a listen because they have such a cool songs and great vocals (technically, blend, harmonies); Or if you only know STARISH and never give QN a chance, please give them a chance. They’re such an amazing group

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When I went to a private school, I would be terrified to go to school that you guys talk about. But, now having gone to public school for more than 6 years, someone could literally throw their poop at someone else and I wouldn't even be surprised.

I would like to remind everyone that even though we have all these stories it is a very exaggerated view at public school. Not everyday is crazy. Just a few


This is my first time submitting but hi there I’m Shalise ( @tired-insomniac )and that beautiful girl next to me in all the photos is Kaylee ( @mimosaseveryday ). I wanted to submit because I wanted to share our story and why it’s so important to me.
We met on tumblr which is funny because my ex before her is the one who told me to get a tumblr (and little did I know I would eventually find the love of my life.) but she followed me back in December of 2016 and of course I saw how beautiful she was and I immediately followed her back. No less than a few minutes later she messaged me and we haven’t stopped talking ever since 😌. But the reason this is so important is because before we met on tumblr I had reached a very low point in my life and it had gotten so bad my family and friends made me get professional help for what I was going through.. I had just gotten out of a relationship that I wasn’t happy in and it was beginning to become toxic for both of us. I had just lost my two cats and I had to give them away. I was doing really bad in school and in sport. I was detached from my family and I didn’t really have close friends. I felt alone and it was draining me emotionally. I got to a point in my life where I was done trying to keep up the fake smile and the fake life where I was trying to make everyone else happy but myself. I was ready to give it all up.. but on the 12th of December that all changed. I had no idea that my life would take a 180 turn. Everyday we would message each other and just talk to each other. It wasn’t ever intimate or anything more than friends at that time but she was someone I knew I could go to everyday and I could talk about anything with her without feeling I couldn’t be myself. I felt so good inside, it was strange because although I had never met her I had this feeling that she was someone I needed to keep around. I had an overwhelming feeling to make sure I never lost this or lost the friendship we had built up even though it was virtual. I realized that the strange but good feeling I had was a form of love. I cared for her in a way that I couldn’t explain but it was like I wanted to keep her safe and made sure she was okay. I felt the need to always keep her close to my heart and during that time she was always on my mind. I would catch myself thinking about her and imagining what it would be like to have her in my life. Like how much more intense this feeling would burn if we could physically see each other and just feel each other’s presence…

Kaylee didn’t know it at the time but she saved my life. The simple knowledge of knowing that someone who didn’t even know me was there for me everyday and made sure that I was going to be okay without even knowing the effect she had on me. She brought me out of a dark place that no one else could get me out of, not even myself. I was relieved and I felt like I was a better person the more we talked and got to know each other. I was falling for her everyday. And I didn’t want to stop. We finally built up the courage to meet in real life and I can honestly say that the moment I saw her standing outside under a tree outside of my apartment I knew it was her. It was going to be her and I. We were gonna take on the world, together. She struck something so deep in my heart that made me realize that everyone before her was a mistake or a lesson that needed to be learned before I could be the best person for her. Ever since then we have been inseparable.

I finally asked her to be my girlfriend on July 7th which is the best date ever because it’s 7/7/17! She said yes and I have been the happiest in my entire life! I wanted to submit this because I want people to see that there is light at the end of the tunnel and even when your life feels like it’s in a dark hole or you feel like you can’t get out just know it gets better and you will get better! Someone is out there and they will love you for exactly who you are and they will make you feel like you can take over the world!

I love you Kaylee and I can’t wait to see where life takes us from here 🖤💚

Life is Fluff: Everyday Heroes

Art by iminchains

Chasefield Fluff in the AU where Max turns in her photo.

“Now, I know this isn’t how any of you wanted to win or participate in this contest. You may feel that an opportunity was taken from you among the struggles our campus has undergone this week. But I just want to thank each and every one of you for participating in the Everyday Heroes contest, for representing yourselves as well as Blackwell Academy. It is with great pride that I see how you have continued your academic pursuits while supporting one another through turmoil. As the principal of this school, I would like to say that you are all every day heroes, and you all show a potential that fills me with pride for this school and its students.”

Principal Wells was not many extraordinary things. He was not a great administrator. He had not been a great husband in either of his two marriages. He was not a particularly great man. But he was quite a decent speaker, for though the class of eight photography students knew this was a pre-designed speech for the school and city newspaper, many of them did stand up straighter to hear his acceptance and appreciation, his eyes bouncing around to settle on each and every one of them for a brief moment, never letting them wander onto Juliet’s camera or the journalist on the other side of the room from her.

“But now, I think it’s time to announce the winner of this contest. I hope we can all accept this personal victory as a communal one as we send the winner to San Francisco this Friday.” Principal Wells took an additional moment to look at everyone briefly one last time. “The winner of the Everydays Heroes Contest for Blackwell Academy is Maxine Caulfield. Congratulations, Max.”

Max’s eyes widened in shock, and the applause began before she even had the chance to take a step forward. On the other side of the arc of students was Victoria, and Max saw her lips purse into a fine line as she followed Daniel and Kate’s lead and began to clap. Then, she stumbled forward, removing her hands from the pockets of her hoodie, and found Principal Wells’s hand outstretched. She fit her tiny hand in his for a brief moment, and he guided her to turn towards the cameras to smile for a moment as they shook. 
Michelle Grant took a few steps forward, and offered Max a rectangular frame wrapped in loose brown gift paper, which she gingerly accepted. She peeled off the paper, taking sure to dispose of it by handing it over to Wells, who dropped it onto Jefferson’s former desk before the two both held the frame, revealing the print of Max’s photo to everyone.

More camera flashes, and more applause. And Principal Wells was speaking more, something about Max, or the contest, or something, but now it was Max’s eyes that flickered around the room, watching everyone’s expressions.
Kate practically cheering.
Hayden just sort of grinning, clearly not very invested.
Taylor clapping loudly, then quieter when she realized Victoria probably wouldn’t want her to be too excited.
Stella clapping regularly, and being one of the first to cut off.
Alyssa smiling like she rarely smiled the whole while.
Victoria’s lips slowly curling into a bit of a smirk the longer the clap continued, but clapping as long as anyone but Kate.
Juliet pausing from taking shots to give Max a thumbs up.
Daniel clapping slow, as if he were uninterested, but still smiling supportively the whole time.

Principal Wells was done speaking, and handing off Max’s photo print entirely to her. “Thank you so much, Principal Wells,” she said, and bowed a little, not wanting to hold the photo with just a single hand, and held it out to be clearly viewed a moment longer before stepping back into the crowd of her peers.

In the minutes that followed, virtually everyone in the room stopped by to talk to Max individually - not so much about her photo, but about going to San Francisco. Yes, I was am so excited! No, really, I thought you were going to win, I loved your piece Taylor - and fellow tardy assignment doers, right? Oh lord, Kate, no, I couldn’t do any of this without you, you’re an actual hero.

But there was one person who stood near the corner of the desk closest to the door, leaning on it and watching this little procession while talking to Wells, or Juliet, or whoever was close, shooting Max direct looks and smirks when she could. Victoria, of course. They weren’t threatening, exactly, but they made Max a little uneasy. At least … well, they made her nervous. But she was too flushed with victory to let it get to her.
When Victoria finally turned to leave, alone even, that made Max especially nervous, and she broke away from her friends with a, “I’ll be right back, I just wanna talk to Victoria for a sec.”

She saw Victoria several steps down the empty hallway, and hurried after her, calling, “Hey, Victoria, wait.”
Victoria turned aroundfolding her arms over her chest, face already stuck in its smirk. “Oh, hey there Max,” she said with no hint of actual surprise. “Congratulations on your win, though I’ll still contest that it has more to do with your whole involvement in taking down a serial killer than your photography, but I suppose if you hadn’t, I might have won and been going to California with a serial killer, so I guess I’m all right with you getting this one.”

Max just chuckled, aware of this rumor, though pretty sure there was no substance to it. “I don’t think they were influenced by school rumors - at least, I hope not. I just, um. I wanted to see how you were doing. I know this could have been a big break for you, and we both know you really deserve one.”

Now Victoria’s hands fell to her hips instead. “Oh, well, how considerate of you, Max Caulfield. But my work will be in a gallery without school sponsorship soon enough, don’t you worry about that. In fact, I need to go check on a possible deal via e-mail, if you’ll excuse me,” she replied, turning to stride away.

Max made a quick step, reaching up to grab Victoria’s shoulder a little, not sure how to properly communicate what she was doing, but it was enough to get Victoria to turn around, really confused and a little unnerved.
“I really like you,” Max blurted out.
Victoria blinked. Many, many times, her head shaking minutely as she tried to process what she’d just heard. So she tried to clarify aloud, “Um, what?”
Max froze, realizing how fucked she was. So she just went with it all the way. “I. Uh. I think your photography captures an artistic rendering of yourself through its symbolic self-projection. I look at your subjects and I think they are beautiful, not just because they are, but because you captured them in a way that reflects your own beauty and vulnerability. You are strong and smart and really goddamn funny, even when you’re kind of being mean. And when you’re not being mean, or just playing at being nice, I think you are wondrous, and I really like you.”

Victoria took a long, quiet moment to process, to collect herself, just to find words. But when they came out, they were almost scripted, or rehearsed in some way. “When I look at your photos, I know, though maybe half of them actually feature you, that they’re largely meditations on adolescence, and chaos, and all sorts of pretentious bullshit you pretend you don’t subscribe to. But you capture them as if they are not the focus at all, like you’re ironically pointing out one’s vanity and self-centeredness amidst something so confusing and powerful, like you are the fool, or the vanity, but you’re actually the wise man. And I think that is unique. I think you have a gift. And I admire you. And I’m so glad that you choose yourself as a subject, because I think you’re beautiful, and I like that you give me an excuse to look at you and get to know you all at the same time, because if I looked at you half as much as I’ve looked at your photos, you’d know how I felt about you.”

Max was crimson by this point, so confused on how to express anything more that she began to go further and further off script. Not just her verbal script, but her total script for behavior. She offered out her hand, palm upward, and looked up at Victoria’s lips for a moment before nervously looking away from even that closeness.
She was amazed when Victoria’s hand settled over hers, her wide, warm fingers over Max’s wrist.
“So, do you want to tell me how you feel now?”
Victoria nodded, the word small between her lips, “Yeah.”
And she took that step still between them, and bringing a hand behind Max’s neck, and pressed her lips to Max’s. Max’s hand turned so her own fingers could lace with Victoria’s, and she stood on her toes to make kissing Victoria easier, her other hand reaching up into Victoria’s hair.

So, understandably, Max was a little stunned when Victoria pushed her back a little, taking a moment to understand that this was playful. But Victoria was grinning. “I feel like I really fucking like you, Max Caulfield, and like you should find some showy way to ask me out again so I can make out with you some more.”

Victoria turned and started down the hall.
Max sputtered, “I could turn back time, kiss you right in front of Jefferson, take a picture of it, and turn THAT in for the contest.”
Victoria actually laughed out loud as she went. “Now that would have been cool. Call me when everyone’s done praising you, and we can talk more about how much you like me.”
Max cupped her hands together to form a megaphone: “MY BODY IS READY!”
Victoria just kept laughing.

Reflections ~

It’s still hard to believe that I’m no longer working. I wanted this year to pass by so quickly because everyday was a struggle. But now that I look back on the year, there’s so much to be thankful for. I’m not saying that the amount of work I did was okay, nor do I want to ever work this much again. But I know that I learned so much while working with my company. I was the only native English speaker in my department and at times, I felt so young and inexperienced while working among the other teachers. I remember when I was a homeroom teacher, I would prepare for hours before calling the parents because I was so nervous about speaking with them in Korean. I worried about how they viewed me and if I was coming off as unprofessional. But those same moms came to my academy and talked to my director about how sad they were that I wouldn’t be teaching their students anymore and if they could have my contact information. I also felt so unqualified around the other teachers so I worked harder than everyone to make up for what I lacked. I would revise my lesson plans over and over again, stay up to make PowerPoint presentations for my students and lose sleep while grading their essays. I would use my personal time to meet students and establish connections with them. Honestly, I put their mental health before mine. I would have counseling sessions with my students everyday and be a listening ear for them. But inside, I was struggling with so much too. I felt like no one really understood my work situation and I knew that I was unhealthy, both mentally and physically. That’s why I couldn’t resign my contract for another year because I needed a break so badly. This year, I learned how unhealthy it is to be a workaholic and how overworking shouldn’t ever be glorified. I gave up my personal life for a year and I hope that in the future, I will have a job where I will be able to find a balance between work and my own personal life. It’s going to take some time to adjust to not working. I still feel like I have to be doing something and I have to remind myself that I’m not being lazy and that I deserve to rest. It’s also been hard because I miss talking to my students. My director asked me to stop contacting them when I leave because that would help the students adjust faster. Actually, with one of my classes, I was trying to play it cool when I told them that I was leaving. But I choked up first when I said goodbye to them and I couldn’t even finish my sentence. Students that had been listening with tears in their eyes began sobbing and I felt horrible. On my last day of work, students came in throughout the day to drop off letters and gifts and they would keep asking me if I really had to go back to America. Students that usually only come on M/W/F came on Thursday and waited for several hours just to see me after all of my classes ended. The students that didn’t give me handwritten letters sent me long messages on Kakao and I know that I made precious connections with these students. Their letters were so heartfelt and so detailed. I saw students go from speaking with only words to giving full presentations in English, students that would miss class and sit in the back scowling became students that would come 2 hours earlier to talk with me and do their homework, students that would never participate became the most eager participators, students that would always skip classes would always come to my classes, students that would always fail their vocabulary tests would run up to me to tell me that they passed and students that hated English would tell me that they were going to study English everyday and visit me in America one day. I know that I was always a strict teacher but I am glad that the students were able to learn even a little from me and that they knew that my intentions were always good. Through my students, I learned what it means to give and receive affection. I had to open up to my students in order for them to feel comfortable with me and that was the biggest struggle for me. But I’m so glad that I was able to put down my walls in front of them because I earned so much by doing that. For years, I’ve heard people tell me that I’m unaffectionate and that I never show my emotions. That’s why I learned so much about affection and the importance of communicating how I feel clearly. I still need to work on this in some of my personal relationships but I know I’ve made a lot of progress. I know that I will have a lot on my mind for awhile but I just wanted to write down some thoughts that have been running through my mind lately ~

anonymous asked:

18 with Namjoon please? I love you as a writer! 🔥😍

awidjasjfjf YES. i was so happy someone requested 18. you wanted it with namjoon and @kpopfanfictrash gave me permission to make this part of the Bangtan University universe. this takes place just after Y/N has left namjoon, and just before he gets a job at the university. 

Author: @eradikeats-writes as an addendum to Bangtan University - a series of ongoing one shots with @kpopfanfictrash

Prompt: 18: “I wish I could stop loving you” (as part of 600 followers drabble game)

Pairing: Namjoon x implied ex-reader (oc; female)

Rating: R 

Warning: angst; strong language

Word Count: 1,175

Dear……You. Dear you.

You’ve made it hard for me to say your name. Made it hard for me to remember it or think about it, so I’ve taken to calling you Last. The last girl I touched, the last girl I lost, the last girl I could ever love. But, seeing as this is a letter for you, I thought maybe I could write it down, spell the letters like I care about them - not speak it, not think it, just absentmindedly scrawl it and pretend each curve your name felt okay. 

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hi there I’m Shalise ( @tired-insomniac )and that beautiful girl next to me in all the photos is Kaylee ( @mimosaseveryday ). I wanted to post this because I wanted to share our story and why it’s so important to me.
We met on tumblr which is funny because my ex before her is the one who told me to get a tumblr (and little did I know I would eventually find the love of my life.) but she followed me in December of 2016 and of course I saw how beautiful she was and I immediately followed her back. No less than a few minutes later she messaged me and we haven’t stopped talking ever since 😌. But the reason this is so important is because before we met on tumblr I had reached a very low point in my life and it had gotten so bad my family and friends made me get professional help for what I was going through.. I had just gotten out of a relationship that I wasn’t happy in and it was beginning to become toxic for both of us. I had just lost my two cats and I had to give them away. I was doing really bad in school and in sport. I was detached from my family and I didn’t really have close friends. I felt alone and it was draining me emotionally. I got to a point in my life where I was done trying to keep up the fake smile and the fake life where I was trying to make everyone else happy but myself. I was ready to give it all up.. but on the 12th of December that all changed. I had no idea that my life would take a 180 turn. Everyday we would message each other and just talk to each other. It wasn’t ever intimate or anything more than friends at that time but she was someone I knew I could go to everyday and I could talk about anything with her without feeling I couldn’t be myself. I felt so good inside, it was strange because although I had never met her I had this feeling that she was someone I needed to keep around. I had an overwhelming feeling to make sure I never lost this or lost the friendship we had built up even though it was virtual. I realized that the strange but good feeling I had was a form of love. I cared for her in a way that I couldn’t explain but it was like I wanted to keep her safe and made sure she was okay. I felt the need to always keep her close to my heart and during that time she was always on my mind. I would catch myself thinking about her and imagining what it would be like to have her in my life. Like how much more intense this feeling would burn if we could physically see each other and just feel each other’s presence…

Kaylee didn’t know it at the time but she saved my life. The simple knowledge of knowing that someone who didn’t even know me was there for me everyday and made sure that I was going to be okay without even knowing the effect she had on me. She brought me out of a dark place that no one else could get me out of, not even myself. I was relieved and I felt like I was a better person the more we talked and got to know each other. I was falling for her everyday. And I didn’t want to stop. We finally built up the courage to meet in real life and I can honestly say that the moment I saw her standing outside under a tree outside of my apartment I knew it was her. It was going to be her and I. We were gonna take on the world, together. She struck something so deep in my heart that made me realize that everyone before her was a mistake or a lesson that needed to be learned before I could be the best person for her. Ever since then we have been inseparable.

I finally asked her to be my girlfriend on July 7th which is the best date ever because it’s 7/7/17! She said yes and I have been the happiest in my entire life! I wanted to submit this because I want people to see that there is light at the end of the tunnel and even when your life feels like it’s in a dark hole or you feel like you can’t get out just know it gets better and you will get better! Someone is out there and they will love you for exactly who you are and they will make you feel like you can take over the world!

I love you Kaylee and I can’t wait to see where life takes us from here 🖤💚

I’m tired of being so disgusting. I look at myself in the mirror and all I can se are the holes in my face and the redness. I’m a good person. I eat better than most people. I try so fucking hard to get better. All of my friends are so beautiful and talented and social. I’m so close to being who I want to be but I fucking can’t because everything revolves around the way I look. I look fucking gross. No one has to say anything I see it when they stare at my cheeks instead of my eyes when we talk. I could be so close to pretty. Everyone would treat me so much differently if I looked the way I did when my skin was clear. People try to help but they just want to stop looking at how fucking ugly I am everyday. I’m just exaggerating but I doesn’t feel like it. I can’t be myself because I’m so fucking upset with the way I look. I hate myself. Why can’t I just look like everyone else. I’m a good fucking person. Why can’t get over the way I look it’s fucking ridiculous. I don’t want to think about it I just want it to be over.

You know how they say “not all heroes wear capes” ? Well this is a case just like that. This man helps so many people, I’m not sure if he quite can imagine how many. All the way from San Fransisco, U.S to New Zealand.

I sadly don’t know this man in person, but I can only imagine how many things he has to do. His days are filled with job and being a father and husband. He got days were he’s on set for over 24 hours but despite all he have to do, despite his busy schedule, he sits down almost each day to write to his enormous fandom. He sits down and actually dedicate some time of his day to help others.

In 2014 this man startet an Always Keep Fighting campaign. Dedicated to mental problems and for those who battle depression. And he raised so much money to importaint organizations. He also shares pictures every week with #motivationalmondays #alwayskeepfighting

He does everything in his power to help, and that makes me think. How beautiful isn’t that? And everyday I read stories in the comments, people who have struggled and shares their story to help helping others. This thing he has started is so huge and fantastic.

And I know that if this man actually had a possibility of answering everyone. If he could help every single one by talking to them. If he could call everyone and listen to their stories. If he could manage to hug all of us. He would.

So, Jared Padalecki, please, never ever change. Thank you for everything you are and everything you do. I admire you. You keep telling us to keep fighting, and we thank you for that. But don’t forget yourself.

I hope I one day get the honor of meeting you. You are wonderful.

I also promised myself that I would never totally fan girl in public or but darlings, this is not fan girling. This is actually thanking a human being for being exactly the person he is. He most likely will never ever see this, but that doesn’t matter, I still wrote it.

And to the rest of the #SPNfamily, I love you all.


- Namitha

Better Things.

Originally posted by darlingpanslove

REQUEST: Could you write one where you come up in the box and don’t trust anyone or believe what they say… One night while everyone is at dinner you decide that you are going to escape before the maze walls close and Gally catches you. He stops you from running into the maze and make it cute and stuff? you eventually end up trusting him. thank you xx

FANDOM: Gally [The Maze Runner]

AUTHOR: MK (purityimagines)

TAGS: swearing, a bit of violence, a bit of bullying

The wind wasn’t even making everyone feel better from the heat. Even if you stayed in the shade, you’d still find a way to sweat your whole body off. Everyone was working for the day and couldn’t wait for lunch. 

Newt finishes tying the last knot in the branch. He glances at the tree top and sees long hair and a frown. “When is she coming down?” He asks Thomas, who was struggling to lift the bucket of fertilizer. 

Thomas wipes sweat off his forehead and gazes at the girl that Newt was referring to. “Beats me. How long has she been up there?" 

It was insanely hot in the Glade, as usual pretty much and every Glader remembered the day as if it was yesterday. A few weeks ago the first girl to ever arrive in the Glade was present as Y/N that would snap at someone who tried to talk to her. 

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I really don’t have many followers, so I’m not sure how much good it will do. But I hope that if you stumble across this, you’ll take the time to read it. It really would mean a lot to me and I know Girls with ADHD doesn’t seem like a huge deal, but please hear me out.

Growing up, I thought I was smart. My teachers told me I was smart. My parents told me I was smart. Even classmates told me I was smart. So I believed them. Throughout elementary school, I often got in trouble. Usually it was for talking or laughing during class, nothing major. My parents and teachers just assumed I was bored because I was so “smart”.

But I finished third grade, and I moved campuses. The school I went to (and still go to now) has two campuses in town, and I moved to the much larger one. The one I had attended from kindergarten through third grade was very small - it had about 40 per grade and only went to elementary school. The campus I moved to had about 140 per grade and went elementary through high school.

My fourth grade year, the minor behavioral issues began to worsen. My grades had been great all through elementary school, but my math grade suddenly plummeted. I didn’t really care much, and just attributed it to changing to a much bigger school.

I have few memories from fourth grade, but I remember it being an awful year. I remember talking back and constantly disrespecting the teacher. I didn’t mean to; the words just seemed to fly out of my mouth before I had a chance to control it. I remember this was when an anxiety began to form. I had to be early everywhere. If I wasn’t the first one to field hockey practice, or to a friend’s house, anxiety would take over.

Fifth grade was similar. I was in recess detention weekly. The talking and laughing in class had turned into back talking and sassing the teacher on a regular basis. My math grade dropped again, and so did my science grade. I still wasn’t too bothered. I was 11 years old, and I was having fun making my friends laugh. 

Sixth grade was when it all took a turn for the worse. Every grade fell. I talked and laughed in class even more. I liked all of my teachers, so the sass and disrespect was put on hold for a year. The first time I remember thinking that I was stupid was sixth grade. I began to get horrible stomachaches everyday on the ride to school, which I later found out it was anxiety. I just thought it was acid reflux (which I do actually have) and tried to ignore it.

Seventh grade was when I realized I wasn’t like everyone else. I would burst out laughing when it was dead silent in class for no reason at all, unable to control it. I could never stay in my seat. I’d get up and run/walk around the room while the teacher was talking. I constantly was moving seats, staying after class, and having my parents emailed. I was totally unable to do my work. I remember sitting at my desk, in 5th period English class, actually trying to do work for once. I was trying to write about Greek mythology, but I couldn’t remember a word of what I had just read. All of my classmates were done and were talking among each other. Every word said by my classmates drove itself into my brain; I was unable to ignore it. I covered my ears, trying as hard as I could just to write down the answers and just to focus. But I couldn’t.

My dad would help me with my math homework every night. He’d tell me a formula, and as soon as i went to write it down, I’d forget. I forgot every formula, every word, every idea spoken to me. No ideas were able to stay in my head for longer than a second. Every thought I had was whizzing through my brain without giving me any time to reflect on them.

Eighth grade was the year that changed my life. By that time, I already knew I was stupid. I knew I was a bad person. How could I not of been, with teachers always calling my parents and giving me detentions? I hated myself more than I could imagine. I didn’t work. My brain didn’t work like everyone else’s, and I hated it. I began to have panic attacks if I wasn’t at least 22 minutes early to everything.

I began to laugh constantly. I’d laugh for minutes straight at a time daily, for absolutely no reason. I was unable to have conversations because my attention span was so awful. I lost friends because I couldn’t have any serious conversations. My whole body shook constantly during class. My grades fell even further. I would get out of my chair and crawl around on the floor in the middle of lessons. I spent most of my class periods sitting in the hallway after being kicked out, and I would just sit by myself outside and laugh until class ended. The mischievous back talking turned into me calling my teachers stupid, threatening to sue them, telling them they were wrong, and just being evil towards them. But it wasn’t intentional. I was unable to stop myself from saying it. The words would fly out of my mouth, and as soon as I said them, I would think to myself “I shouldn’t of said that.”. But I always thought it too late.

But in October of my 8th grade year, my mother took me to get ADHD tested.

I went and talked to a man once every two weeks for a couple of months. There’s an official test for ADHD that takes 6 hours, but is only required if you want extra test time in school. I didn’t want it, and so I never took the official test. But the man told me he already knew that I had combined type ADHD.

In January, I started my meds on the lowest dose. By the time July rolled around, I was on the dose I currently take today. The first semester of my 8th grade year, I had C’s, D’s, and low B’s. The second semester of my 8th grade year, I had straight A’s.

My homework and study time never increased. The only thing that changed was the ability to actually think and to use my brain.

Because my first semester grades were poor, I wasn’t eligible for the honor’s classes for my freshman year. I have been in the regular classes all this school year, and I’m so glad I have three days left. The only thing as awful as every class being too hard is every class being too easy.

My anxiety is still here. I still like being early. I occasionally have panic attacks. But I don’t feel like I’m going to puke everyday on the way to school. I don’t cry if I’m not 22 minutes early. I still work with my anxiety daily, but it is incomparable to how it was before.

 ADHD isn’t just for boys. Everyone knows what the signs of ADHD are: kicking and hitting people, running around constantly, never sitting still, always energetic, and of course they’re always so funny. Those are the symptoms of male ADHD. Female ADHD isn’t like this. Girls with ADHD are more likely to be unable to focus, unable to remember facts, unable to stop daydreaming, unable to do homework. They can be verbally aggressive, always interrupting and rapidly switching from topic to topic. They have no filter, unable to control what comes out of their mouth. They can’t sit in their seats; they can’t hold conversation.

Boys are almost three times more likely to be diagnosed with ADHD than girls. But studies have shown that the number of girls and boys with ADHD is equal. So surely this can’t be right.

I’m not saying this like “Boys are treated better than girls! No one cares about the female sex! They only want to diagnose the boys!” because that isn’t true. Most female ADHD is the inattentive part - which is near impossible to see in someone if they don’t tell you that they can’t focus. I didn’t realize I couldn’t focus until I was 13. 

ADHD isn’t a made up disorder. The medicine doesn’t turn your kids into zombies, or ruin their personalities. It isn’t just an excuse to sell drugs to your kids. It’s real and it’s causing tons of people to suffer, not reach their full potential, and hate themselves. Because of my medicine, I got most of my friends back, made even more friends, went from panic attacks daily to not even monthly, and make A’s without much effort (this being said, I was unable to be in the honor’s program this year. Next year I will be, so who knows if my grades will be as good).

The point is that I wasn’t stupid, or a bad person, or dysfunctional. No one with ADHD is. We just work differently, we have a chemical imbalance, and we need a pill to help us get through the day. Female ADHD needs more awareness, and my goal is to raise it. 

anonymous asked:

Okay everyone is always talking about Louis' thighs but Liam's thighs are so important!!!!!!!!!! Im obsessed 🙈

I appreciate all of Liam’s parts. LOL But yes, nonnie. Let’s reflect upon his thighs for a moment. 

You’re right, they are nice. Look at that muscle tone.

The full monty of thigh shots here. Niiiice. I would brush the entirety of his leg hair with the finest all natural bristle brush I could find, no joke.

You like the way that wet suit hugs his thighs, dontcha nonnie?  I know you do.

A lil everyday denim swaddled thigh here. It’s working for me. 

Mmmm…concert thigh. Very squeezable.

Australian snake habitat thigh madness. Never forget. 

Wet Liam is good Liam. Do you wanna bite those juicy thighs? With bonus nass wedgie!

This post has been informative and important. :P

He's Your Teacher (Part 5)

He’s Your Teacher (Part 5)

So this was requested AGAIN! And um yeah I guess you guys are really liking this so uh again enjoy…


Niall: It came to your attention that yes you were trying really hard to reel in Mr. Horan and yes you did actually like him and wanted to be the teachers pet. So you decided to stay after school and talk to him about a meal you would like to prepare for your family. You knew he would have some great ideas. You’re so giddy and ready to go but when you opened that door, your whole heart stopped, your mouth was just wide open at the sight. Your very own best friend and teacher, were getting it on.

Zayn: “Alright class have a nice day,” as the other students stalked or ran out of the class you stayed behind. You have been meaning to talk to him about your relationship. When the two of you were alone you slowly walk up to him. “Um Mr. Malik? Can I talk with you?” He looked tired but tried his best putting on a happy face. “Yeah what is it Y/N?” “I’m sorry and I’m a fool. I just feel like everything that was to happen would some how go for the worst. I have feelings for you don’t get me wrong it’s just I don’t want this to turn ugly.” He nods his head solemnly biting his lip. “It’s fine I understand really.” “No Zayn, lets try. I’m serious.” “Really?” “Yeah, really.”

Liam: You didn’t talk to him. Try to talk to him or even look at him! It was so hard to do since you see each other everyday, but you knew this would be for the better. You could still call and text him but would have to put his selected tone on silent or vibrate. This was a challenge that neither of you could break. If you did, and everyone found out, all hell will break loose.

Harry: After you got done putting the decorations where he asked you two decide to take a break. “That’s a lot of stuff, why so much of it?” “Eh, they think I should brighten the place up. You act like we’re building a house!” “Hey, you never know,” you took a swig of water almost droppiit when Harry pulled you I’m for a kiss. You smiled deeply at his eager actions. He was so cute and adorable when it came to kissing and touching because he hasn’t had relations with a student before . But you understood. The door knob rattle with two knocks following it and you both jump apart! “Uh come in.” “Hey Mr. Styles oh hey Y/N!” “Hi Mrs. Rogers.” “I just came by to drop these off for you.” “Oh thank you,” you saw her eye twinkle as Harry smiled at her. You roll your eyes taking a swig you couldn’t get in before. “Alright well bye!” “Bye.” “That was close.” “You don’t say.”

Louis: “Hey babe come here,” as you were walking down the hall on your way to hang out with your friends, your boyfriend/teacher called for you. “Yeah what is it?” “Come here I have some great news,” you walk into his classroom after he closed the door. You sat down in a chair as he sat in front of you. “Ok guess what I just found out?” “What?” “Well apparently Coca-Cola is giving out huge money scholarships I mean around four grand.” “Woah, four?” “Yeah and I thought you’d be the perfect candidate for it.” “Wait what?” “Babe they are only giving scholarships to five people in this class. I chose you for the highest one.” “Louis! Oh my god!” “I know, I know just think about it and-,” “No I want it!” “I know, you should get it your grades are perfect for it.” “Thank you so much.” “Anything for you baby girl, anything for you.”

i believe the only reason Levi is short in canon is purely because of malnutrition of living in the under ground (assuming hes been their most his life) and since caffeine doesn't stun growth i cant blame the black tea but then again i know nothing about tea or if the rumor of caffeine stunting growth is true or not and i don't think Levi had any tea till he joined the scouts anyways lol.

BUT I like the idea that modern!au Levi would actually be around Eren’s canon height (like around 5'6") that is if the au has Levi being properly raised with descent everyday meals growing up and so on. basically if Levi isn’t a ‘street rat’ digging through garbage i think Levi would be a decent height while still being shorter than eren (not talking about fanon!older eren because that’s a different topic/headcanon/theory i have that involves eren not being the 6 foot whatever everyone makes him to be at 18-20+ years.) 

MAGCON IMAGINE: High School Affair Part 10

Part One        Part Six

Part Two        Part Seven 

Part Three     Part Eight

Part Four       Part Nine

Part Five

“I’m scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I’m with you.”

I ran home that night.

I ran home, and I just packed up as much as I could in such a short amount of time. I convinced my mom that I needed to get away. After a long conversation of disapproval, she caved. 

I remember looking over at her as she drove me to the airport, I could tell she was worried, but I couldn’t bring myself to tell her. 

I couldn’t let her see how foolish I had been. I hated myself for falling so quickly.

I said goodbye to her before boarding a plane to live with my father for the rest of the school year. I couldn’t stand to go back to that school and have everyone talk about me again. 

To be honest, I didn’t think I would be able to take it this time. Let alone, have to see Taylor everyday. Seeing him with a different girl everyday. 

For about two weeks, he sent me texts. He apologized numerous amounts of times but I didn’t respond. 

I didn’t know what to say. 

With all of my heart I wanted to forgive him, and come back, but I couldn’t. 

Anyway it had been three months and the school year was over now. My mom wanted me to come back home, at least for the summer.  

My plane had landed and as I was exiting the terminal, my eyes fell to three familiar figures. My mom, Matt and y/b/n. 

Y/b/n screeched as we ran toward each other. We collided into a messy hug, which forced me to drop my bags. 

“I MISSED YOU SO SO SO MUCH!” She said as we jumped up in down. 

I laughed as we pulled away. “Where’s Jack?” I questioned looking back and forth between Matt and Y/b/n. 

“He snagged a girl, and she had a volleyball game so he couldn’t make it.” I frowned, as Matt gave this explanation. “But we’re here, and we all missed you.” He smiled, pulling me into a hug. 

I pulled away, stepping back to look at my mom who spread open her arms. 

“I missed you mama.” I giggled into her chest.

“Missed you too baby bear.” She squeezed. 

We let go of one another and I took a step back, placing my hands on my hips. “So what’s first of the agenda?" 

"Well, I thought we’d spend some time together by going to lunch, and then you’d have your nigh free to catch up with your friends.” My mom concluded. 

“Everyone’s going to a bonfire at the beach tonight if you’re up for it?” Y/b/n suggested. 

I nodded in approval. 

I had a much needed lunch with my mom, at which we were able to catch up on everything we’d missed out on. Than we headed home, where I showered and made myself presentable for tonight. 

Matt and y/b/n arrived at my house soon after and we ventured off to the beach. 

Matt pulled his car into a vacant space. I took a deep breath, as I fidgeted with my seat-belt. 

“Hey, there’s nothing to worry about.” Matt said, turning back and placing a hand on my knee. 

I nodded. 

We walked down the beach to the already roaring bonfire. The grains of sand were getting under my sandals so I stopped to fix them. I waved the others to go ahead. “I’ll be there in a second." 

I sat down on a nearby rock, undoing my sandals, I dumped the sand back into its former position on the ground. 

I decided to just keep them off, so I began to stand back up. 

I bumped into a semi-wet body, which caused me to drop my sandals on the sand beneath me. 

"Oops, I’m so sorry. I’m such a klutz.” I shyly admitted, not looking up to see who I had bumped into. 

“It’s no problem.” A deep voice chuckled. “It was probably my fault anyways. I should be the one apologizing to you.” He admitted. 

“I’m just so-” I looked up seeing that it was Taylor. Both of our faces dropped almost in unison. 

Speechless we stared at one another. 

His face was solemn. He finally spoke. “When did you get back?” He placed his surfboard into the sand beside him, and looked at his feet. 

“This morning.” I said studying his face. “I’m sorry I never called..” I looked off into the distance at the ocean roaring behind us. 

“No, it’s ok. I deserved it.” Taylor spoke, looking up at my eyes. “I should have never done what I did. I hurt you.” Tears were forming in the corners of his eyes now. 

Without saying anything I moved forward and pulled him into a hug. He wrapped both of his arms around my torso, pulling me closer. I couldn’t help my run my hands through his wet hair, it came out of habit. 

A coughing noise came, and we released each other. 

JJ stood in front of us, her arms crossed. 

“Look who decided to come back.” She laughed, moving over to Taylor and grabbing his hand. 

I looked at him in confusion, but he avoided my eyes. 

“Didn’t you hear? Taylor and I have been dating since the week that you left.” She smirked. 

“Actually, no one seemed to mention it.” I spoke quickly before walking away, toward the bonfire. 

I walked over and sat down next to y/b/n. 

“Hey- oh what’s wrong?” She frowned looking at my saddened features. 

“Nothing!” I tried reassuring her by plastering a fake smile across my face. 

“You say Taylor didn’t you?” She questioned. 

“It’s not a big deal.” I gave a fake laugh. 

“Well good!” She smiled grabbing me by the hand. “Because I know some people that want to see you.” She pulled me over to a group of familiar faces. 

I looked around seeing Cameron, Nash, Gilinsky, Aaron, Carter, Shawn, Hayes, Johnson, Matt, Jacob and a couple of girls who I assumed we’d went to school with. 

“Y/N!!” They all screamed jumping to their feet. 

One by one I was hugged and told how much I’d been missed. Jack Gilinsky even introduced me to his new girlfriend whose name was Tessa, who seemed like a really nice girl.

Finally Nash and Cameron approached me. 

They pulled me into tight group hug before letting go. 

“We’re sorry for everything that happened.” Cameron spoke, rubbing the back of his neck. 

“Yeah, we should’ve known Tay would fuck things up.” Nash said chewing on his bottom lip. 

“Guys, it’s not a big deal.” I laughed. “Just wasn’t meant to be.” I shrugged. 

“Ok, but just tell us you didn’t meet anyone while you were away.” Nash laughed. 

“Nope. I’m still as single as ever.” I shyly admitted. 

“Good.” Cameron winked. Stepping closer he whispered. “Because we thought you might be up for some fun?” His breath was hot on my neck. 

Stepping back he and Nash shot each other glances. 

“Maybe I am?” I smirked back at both of them. 

Maybe I was ready to have a little fun. And to get over Taylor. 

TCA and Troyler going cannon (One Shot)

So hi I wanted to write a one shot and here it is hope you like it. English is not my first language so it may have mistakes anyway enjoy.

I shifted on the sofa nervously.
Today was the day we were to lay all the cards about us on the table for everyone to see.

I breathed out slowly.

We talked about this for months now waiting for a good moment to come around to come clean to everyone, and here it is.
Today finally We, I will tell everyone the truth that Tilly is the man of my dreams, that I would take a bullet for him anytime, that everyday when I wake up I choose him allover again knowing he is the best thing that could happen to me.

They will all see that we are more then best friends, that we are partners, lovers, companions.

That we are each others soul mates.

I stood up to glance at the mirror for the last time before We leave. I looked good, really good

I should wear collared shirts more often - I said out loud to my reflection in the mirror

They make you look sexy as fuck Sivan - I heard Tyler whisper in my ear. I was so busy with my thoughts that I didn’t even realize that he entered the room.

I rolled my eyes in the response and gave him a peck on the lips.

That’s all you got Sivan huh I’ve seen you do better - he snorted

Oh Shut up Ty - I pushed him away playfully
We have to get going anyway I don’t want to be late

He grabbed my sweaty palm on our way to the door, and squeezed it gently.
You know everything is going to go smoothly right - he gave me a questioning look full of concern

I know - I said quietly my eyes pierced on the carpet
And I want them to know, they deserve to know - I said firmly
I’m just really stressed about all of it Ty. You know me, that’s just how I am, I can’t help to stress over every single thing no matter how big or small I just can’t help it my brain automatically overthinks it all to the sky rocking point. - I was out of breath I heated this about myself I hated how I was vulnerble to my own thoughts, a victim of myself.

I felt Tyler’s hands wrap around my back hugging me tightly, as we waited for our uber to arrive.
He didn’t say anything but I knew he understood.

We got out of our Uber, and I let go of Tyler’s hand knowing that we have to wait those couple more hours, till we make everything clear hopefuly on stage when we receive our award for the troyler collab our viewers loved so dearly.

I wasn’t stressed for the red carpet I had experience with it already and so had Ty.

Do you want to pose for the pictures together? - I heard him ask

Umm yess - I blurted out quickly because it was to late to make a change now
It was our turn.
As soon as we stepped onto the carpet I heard our viewers that came to watch the carpet scream TROYLER really loudly.
The thought of them not knowing what they’re in for tonight made me smile like a doofus. Suddenly I didn’t feel stressed and worried about how the announcement was going to go down, I finally managed to relax and focus on having fun with my friends tonight.
I felt Ty elbowing me and I realized that I completely froze in the middle of the read carpet standing there just smiling widely at the ground.
I automatically fixed my posture and started waking down the carpet again.

You look good in those red colors Troye Sivan - I heard Tyler cackle

Oh fuck off Tyler - I spat trying to hold in a laughter

He swinged his arm over my back in a friendly gesture guiding me to the entrance, stopping only for couple of selfies on the way.

The fun was just about to begin.

We walked over to our assigned sits just to see Zoe trying to explain something to Bethany Mota very enthusiastically.

The sight of my best friends all here smiling at me made me feel like I’m on the top of the world like life it’s so amazing and it just can’t get any better.
Lately with all the work with TRXYE being released and all I haven’t had much time to spend with my friends or anyone in that case just interviews, writing, recording and traveling so this change felt good real good.

Troyee - I heard someone yell into my ear

I turned around to see Zoe jumping up and down greeting me with the biggest smile.
I missed you so much Troye you have no idea - she shouted
I pulled her in for a tight hug I loved that munchkin a lot she’s just the kind of person you can’t not adore with all your heart.

Are you and Ty going to do it? - She whispered into my ear

I nodded my head quickly realizing that I have no idea whee Tyler has gone

She pulled away and grinned at me with this witty suspicion smile of hers

What - I asked trying not to laugh

Nothing you know just imagining all the deaths troyler going cannon will cause among the shippers - She started to laugh
But hey I’m happy for you two I’m a number one troyler shipper after all - she quickly added

I laughed

Nope, I’m pretty sure nothing and nobody beats my dad sorry Zo

I have to give you that - she agreed

Come sit next to us - she took my hand and guided me to the chairs in the corner

I exchanged hellos and Hugs with everyone and sat at my assigned sit. I searched the room for Tyler and I saw him coming over to us with drinks in his hands. Oh well that’s really self explanatory mama loves his drinks after all.

Tyler I’m pretty sure I can’t drink in public in this country - I said while he handed me one of the glasses with orangey looking liquid

Then bottoms up before the cameras go on it will do you good it will relax you a bit bub

I downed the liquid in one go cringing at the burning sensation it left in my throat

Everyone was so excited for the show to start, we didn’t really care which one of us is going to win the awards as far as we were concerned we were all winners already, winners for the team internet .

When we wear about an hour into the show I felt a buzz in my pocket and I saw that Tyler was pulling out his phone already too.
I knew what that meant we won the best web collaboration, I didn’t have to look at my phone the way Tyler’s eyes lit up when he read it just assured me of it.
I went to squeeze his hand smiling as wide as I could from happiness.
I loved seeing him smile you know there’s something in this smile that’s contagious, you just can’t not smile back.
I guess it’s happening Sivan you ready to kill the whole fandom in couple of minutes - he whispered to me
I nodded slightly laughing
Shall we give them a warning or something? - I asked
Nope Tyler replied let that be a complete surprise to them.
And that’s when we heard the host of the TCA say that it’s time to find out who the winners of the best web collaboration of 2014 are.

They were going to say our names any second now, I fixed myself in the chair getting ready to stand up and walk to the stage with my Tilly, yes ,,My Tilly" I will finally get to tell everyone that he is main.

The winners of the best web collaboration of 2014 are
I could here the crowd go wild screaming troyler troyler troyler
We stood up and made our way over to the stage.

I kept telling myself in my mind just not to do anything stupid and for god sake not to fall off the stairs.

It felt surreal to accept an award for our video, but we couldn’t be happier and it couldn’t feel more right to stand on that stage with Tyler

Thank you, thank you, thank you everyone! - I shouted into the mic
Well me and Tyler we have something to tell you, so bare with us for a second okay.

I gave Tyler the mic, He was always better at speeches in front of the crowd.

First of all thank you to everyone who voted for us that means so much to Troye and Me.
We’ve been best of friends for more than a year now. We traveled the world together, reached our goals and dreams in life together I couldn’t imagine having a better person standing right besides me every single day.
I want to be with this boy for the rest of my life, I want to be able to look into his blue eyes every morning and see the sparkle inside them, I want to keep seeing this incredible smile on his face whenever I make him laugh.

The whole crowd just kinda died I can’t explain it differently everything looked hazy thru my eyes that started to build up with tears due to Tillys speech.

He is more then my best friend.

He is my partner, my companion.

He is the love of my life, and I could never imagine my life without him. He is the sunshine to my gray clouds, he inspires me to be a better person he means so much to me and I know that no matter what happens I will always love him because he truly is my soul mate.
So I guess what we are trying to say is that Troyler is cannon everybody - I heard him shout the last sentence in a very Tyler Oakley kind of way

He turned to look at me, and I was standing there in a puddle of my own tears, cursing myself for getting all emotional on stage. I warped my hands around him.

We walked of the stage holding hands with the biggest grins on our faces. I couldn’t wait to continue this journey I call life with the boy of my dreams, my soul mate my Tyler.

No seemed to be Jack’s word of the day. He couldn’t figure out why every girl at his new school wanted to be with him, it kind of annoyed him, but he didn’t let it show.

The only girl that showed no interest in him was one of his new friends, Merida. She also happened to be dating Hiccup, his other new friend. He was grateful for this girl not hanging all over him.

She would even help him out. When someone would start making their way towards him she would step in front of him and tell the girls to back off and that he was off limits.

But when Merida wasn’t around it was another story. Girls would crowd around him, sit by him, follow him, throw notes at him, all of them asking him out, and he’d tell them all no, that he wasn’t looking for a girlfriend.

He was walking through the halls, making sure the cost was clear before he turned every corner. He was looking for the library for some book report he has to do. His first day and he already has a dumb project.

He finally found the library, pushing the door open and looking around. He had seen libraries before, but never one like this. It was two stories high, the shelves were to the ceilings with books. How in the world was he supposed to find what he needs?

He was wandering around looking through all the shelves when he heard someone humming. He didn’t even realize there was someone else in here. He sighed when he realized it was a girl, great, another girl to throw themselves at him.

He looked around the corner at the girl that was humming. She has long blond hair, some freckles covering her face, and a pair of glasses. Jack smirked. He hasn’t seen this girl around. He stood there watching her for a minutes before she started talking “Are you going to just continue to stand there?”

Jack shook his head. He had completely forgotten he was there to find a book. The girl was looking up at him now and he gave her a smile “Sorry, I just got distracted.”

“Do you need help finding anything?” she asked with an arched eyebrow, shutting her book.

“Actually, that would be nice. I have to do a report on some Sherman guy”

She stood up and motioned for him to follow “As in Sherman’s march to the sea?” Jack nodded and she led him to one of the shelves “I’m Rapunzel, by the way. I spend all my free time here.”

Jack smiled at her “Jack.” he watched as Rapunzel reached up and grabbed one of the books, handing it to him “Why do you spend time in here?”

Rapunzel smiled and shrugged “I don’t exactly fit in with everyone else.”


Jack spent everyday of the next week meeting Rapunzel during lunch in the library. He was glad to find someone other than Merida that wasn’t throwing themselves at him.

He liked talking to her and listening to her. He loved the sound of her voice, and if he could, he would listen to it all day.

She told him about her family, how she was adopted when she was just a baby and how she has an older brother who’s in his first year of college.

And Jack found it in him to open up to her, telling her about the death of his parents, his relationship with his sister, and his foster father, North.

After that day, the two became close. They were always together, and he even introduced her to Merida and Hiccup who took a quick liking to her. Her and Hiccup got along great over their choices of books, and Merida discovered that Rapunzel was actually fun to talk to.

They were sitting at lunch the day that Jack realized he wanted more. He turned to Rapunzel and leaned on the table “Say Punzie, what do you say about going out this weekend?”

Hello everyone! :)

I would love to invite you all to my “Firework Show” (maxing party :P)! :D 

I know I don’t talk to many of you. I’m a pretty shy guy :s

But each day I go through all the posts under the #runescape tags 

and feel like I get to know each one of you post, by post! 

All the level and xp gains I see on tumblr everyday 

truly does inspire me to make my RS character the best that it could be.

So here I am today, about to reach my “5 years in the making” goal :p

I am finally maxing out! :’) 

This saturday, 5/10/2014 I will be getting Five 99 capes! 

and 1 Max Cape :) !! 

For anyone who sees and reads this, I would love to invite you to share

this amazing moment with me! We will watch the sky

as fireworks fill the air :D 

Blue! RED! GREEN! It’s like christmas, but with loud BOOMS! >:D 

I hope to see some familiar names there :’) 

Oh and if you could reblog this, that would be very much appreciated <33