if anybody is wondering what i look like

It’s funny. I still feel like a little girl . I’m still looking around to check and see what other people are doing to make sure I’m not completely different; I’m still looking around for help, hoping for a quick nudge and a whisper of advice. But I can’t seem to be able to catch anybody’s eye. Nobody else around me seems to be looking around and wondering what to do. Why is it that I feel like I’m the only person who is confused and concerned about the choices I’ve made and where I’m headed?
—  Cecelia Ahern

PT.1| PT.2| PT.3| PT.4| PT.5| PT.7| PT.8| PT.9| PT.10 | PT.11| PT.12| PT.13

John can’t remember the last time he had been so happy to just stay in his home with Rosie. He was resting his back on the arm of the sofa watching Sherlock play peekaboo with Rosie on the floor. She was just as infatuated with him as he was. Sherlock was simply that wonderful. Did he know this? Sure, he had his moments of being particularly nasty, but so does everybody. But that’s because everyone else made him feel like that it was the only way to live. Sherlock didn’t allow himself to be this soft with anybody besides himself and Mrs. Hudson, sometimes.


“What?” Sherlock turned to him and John’s heart skipped a beat.


“You said something.” Sherlock was giving him the “you’re a git” look.

“I did?”

Sherlock rolled his eyes and tilted his head. “John you’re not making any sense.”

John didn’t realize he said that out loud, but now he was embarrassed and he needed a diversion. “Do you want some tea? I’ve been wanting some for a while now.”

Sherlock was holding Rosie’s hands and he watched John rush to the kitchen with a puzzled look. “I’d like a cup.” John nodded and started to look in cupboards for two cups, he hoped Sherlock wasn’t still staring at him, God he was an idiot. It was only one word, but he let it slip and now Sherlock thinks he’s an idiot. He let out a sigh of relief when he heard Sherlock laughing over Rosie’s mumbling. It made John’s heart sing when he heard her so happy. What he hadn’t expected to hear was Sherlock’s voice singing gently to the baby.

“You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are grey…”

John closed his eyes and clutched the counter, how much more could he fall in with this man? He was already neck-deep in his amount of love and to hear Sherlock singing, he wasn’t sure he could handle it. Sherlock had so much love in his heart and even the most coldest of men could hear it when he sang. He couldn’t help it, he had to see Sherlock’s face while he sang the children’s song. He wanted to etch the memory of Sherlock’s face while he sang. He turned around and Sherlock was looking directly into Rosie’s eyes, his mouth, the mouth that John loved so much, the soft pink lips that he kissed. That mouth and those lips were curved into a smile so delicate and fragile that John physically felt his heart wrench at how painfully beautiful he was. Sherlock’s blue eyes flickered up to John’s, and he continued to sing softly, “You’ll never know dear, how much I love you…please don’t take my sunshine away…”

John blinked and Sherlock was enveloped in Rosie again, laughing and playing with her. It happened so fast that John thought he imagined it. Sherlock was singing to him. He smiled and returned to making the tea. He replayed Sherlock singing in his mind, despite it just happening. If only it were recorded, he would play it repeatedly until the disc broke. He hummed it softly still thinking of those gorgeous eyes looking right through him, straight into his core and singing those lines so carefully. He heard Sherlock say, “Are you growing the tea leaves yourself? You’re taking an awful long time.”

John chuckled and said, “Exercise patience!”

Sherlock only graced him with yet another treasured smile, and resumed playing with the oblivious infant. John poured the tea into the mugs and whispered, “Please don’t take my sunshine away…”


Don’t worry, this won’t be the last time Sherlock sings nursery songs! 

@sappylock @vitruvianwatson @fortheloveofjawn @justsherlythings7 @willasherlyscottholmes @johnandsherlocks @the-three-garridebs @akablue24 @worthless-dude @the-john-to-your-sherlock @angel-loving-star @toooldforthatsh–stuff @beekeepers-in-love @jubalya @im-batt-mellamy @random-nexus @imworkingonit86 @buckynotbuchanan @deathfrisbee-221b @teeeffdee @mycroftpotter @purplejayee @funkychickzz @bronzedviolets @now–what @wellthengameover @superspringles @gimmeastartoreachfor @orphengesic-tab @froggie95 @certaincollectiontravelerlove @enchanted-captainswan @sirarthurcanondoyle @watsonsanatomy @aconsultinghobbitinthetardis @loveismyrevolution @missmuffin221 @chulia25 @jazziejexbird @ink-in-murder @thegameisgay @usuallynotusual @sspectacularlyignorant @theelephantin221b @justinmymindpalace @masterofhounds @fallingoffbarts @sherlock-totally-loves-john @shayspieterse @loveteaelephants @tealfox-10-24 @cow-mow @vaticancameos-andtea @reallyimpossibleartisan @lets-play-muuurder @deathishauntedbyhumans @sairyn-noc @wholockian16 @221beestings @real-life-reichenbach @ttennis1121 @treacherous-siren @frozenrendezvous @beardchr @deliriouslylazyafternoons @hushwatson @chinike @jael3333 @fuck-off-watson @wilde-grrrl @pepperminotaur @castiel-is-not-a-god @bisexualowl @simpleanddestructivechemistry @daisyfairy1 @calliopecookiejar @missdeliadili @thegayingdetective @miss-phanatic @cj-holmes @escaroles @bleedingverses​ @morgendaemmerung89 @bvil23 @gobacktobakerstreet @wingedpurplewords @aznaks @johnlock-reality @clueless-kait @katthepotato

Annnnd I think that’s everyone! 

“It’s funny. I still feel like a little girl . I’m still looking around to check and see what other people are doing to make sure I’m not completely different; I’m still looking around for help, hoping for a quick nudge and a whisper of advice. But I can’t seem to be able to catch anybody’s eye. Nobody else around me seems to be looking around and wondering what to do. Why is it that I feel like I’m the only person who is confused and concerned about the choices I’ve made and where I’m headed?”

- Cecelia Ahern

It’s funny. I still feel like a little girl . I’m still looking around to check and see what other people are doing to make sure I’m not completely different; I’m still looking around for help, hoping for a quick nudge and a whisper of advice. But I can’t seem to be able to catch anybody’s eye. Nobody else around me seems to be looking around and wondering what to do. Why is it that I feel like I’m the only person who is confused and concerned about the choices I’ve made and where I’m headed?
—  Cecelia Ahern, Love, Rosie

I was not the first you loved. Ariadne. 
I was not the first you looked at starry-eyed
with crashing waves in your heart.
You knew already what a sacrifice tasted like.

You didn’t need me to make you a hero.
You had held the threads of another’s life in your hands far before I came along.
You stood alone, and bold, and your fear only set your course all the stronger.

I look at you in my bed, sometimes,
and wonder how anybody could leave you.
I could imagine no duty greater than tending to you, my love.

You make me half-mad with a gaze
Drunk with a kiss.
You tear me apart with your words,
and I heal again at your feet.

Sometimes, when you wake,
Hair unbound, feet bare,
You clutch for me
as if I may have vanished
like the man who came before.

Let me remind you,
I am not a man.
I am nothing but yours.
I will not leave
I am not weak enough to abandon
a goddess amongst stones.

—  Ariadne (a.v.p) 

robinwinghood  asked:

So does anybody else wonder if the lass with the Clow Wand (and all of my jealousy) could possibly be this world's Sakura, just given maybe 5-10 extra years? I mean, looking close, I reckon she could pass.


A lot of messages came through last night identifying her as Miyuki (and I’ll reply to those soon), which I suppose would make sense as well, but like

I’m not… completely sold, I guess?

I can totally understand if CLAMP absolutely meant for that to be Miyuki. 

But like. WHAT IF?

Things you don’t know
i. I only kissed you that night because I thought it might help me get over somebody
ii. It did
iii. I fell in love with you the kind of quickly that I used to laugh at
iv. You were the first boy to ever make me feel beautiful for more than the way I looked on a Friday night in my tightest dress and my reddest lipstick
v. I noticed the way you used to look at me like I was something perfect, like I was something you didn’t even deserve
vi. I noticed when you stopped
vii. I always wondered what I did to make that happen
viii. I don’t regret you
ix. I used to think nobody needed anybody else to be happy
x. You made me change my mind
xi. I have tried my best to move on
xii. I haven’t moved on
xiii. I adored you and I wish with my whole heart that I told you that more
xiv. I had never really gotten it right before you 
xv. I’m terrified I’ll never get it right again 
xvi. I told everyone about you, you were a character in ever story I told and I talked about you like you painted the sky blue 
xvii. It broke my heart that you never talked about me that way, that I was only ever “just this girl”
xix. I hated that you never really loved me as much as I loved you 
xx. I want you to be so happy
xxi. I wish so badly it could have been with me
xxii. I’m doing alright without you
xxiii. That last one was a lie
—  22 truths and a lie - blue-delusion

destinytomoon  asked:

Maybe this can be dumb but literally i see scenes from the first two seasons and literally miss pearl faces??? I remember when anybody of the fandom love pearl's expressions cause was hella funny the only good face of pearl in this season is im the ep Ronaldo tbh :^/

Honestly, same? like, yeah her face was a little… odd in the beginning but like, that’s what got me into su in the first place? was how expressive everyone was? i go back and watch episodes like together breakfast and cheeseburger backpack and i miss how she used to look because the show is just. Flat now. everythings cutesy and boring and you know what i have a complaint about too???

steven’s wonder for the world is gone??? 

like, when is the last time we saw him do his trademark star eyes expression?????

the-delta-42  asked:

Im planning on doing a Female Obi-Wan custom figure but I don't know what figure to use as a base, one part of me says Bastila Shan another says a different figure but I don't know who. Could you help me?

Do you mean like a model figure? Like the Black Series from Hasbro? Or do you mean a model as in the 3D models of KOTOR and SWTOR?

If you’re going for a physical model, I don’t know if the black series has a Bastila Shan to work from. There is an Ahsoka but then you would have to deal with her montrals and that might damage the face up. I’m sure there are Rey figures you could work from, assuming you can do something about her extra fabric tails. Honestly, I’m not well versed in Star Wars toys and figure collectables other than wanting to purchase all the Obi-Wans and Anakins because I am a Trashheap with specific tastes. XD

Now if you’re trying to work from an existing 3D model build, Bastila would probably work given that there are older models from KOTOR to work from. She would probably have the right physical structure and proportions to replicate a Female Obi-Wan.

And if you’re just building a new character in SWTOR I would imagine the sky is the limit with their character creation. I have a mac so I’ve never been able to play SWTOR (which is probably a good thing all things considered) but I would imagine they’ve come a long way in character creation.

I hope that helped! I’m not much of a three dimensional artist. Most of my talents lie in the two dimensional plane. I’m really looking forward to what you come up with though! Thanks for the great ask and good luck with whatever you create!

taylor swift ask meme


  • “I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me.”
  • “My daddy’s gonna show you how sorry you’ll be..”
  • “I wonder if he/she knows he’s/she’s all I think about at night…”
  • “I don’t know what I want, so don’t ask me.”
  • “I start a fight cause I need to feel something.”
  • “Even now just looking at you feels wrong.”
  • “I can’t resist– before you go, tell me this, was it worth it?”
  • “When I’m with anybody else it’s so hard to be myself.”
  • “She’s/he’s never gonna love you like I want to, and you just see right through me.”
  • “No matter what you say, I still can’t believe that you would walk away.”


  • “I like the way you sound in the morning.”
  • “When you’re close I feel like coming undone.”
  • “Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest?”
  • “Where is this going?”
  • “I don’t know what else I can say.”
  • “This is wrong but I can’t help but feel like there ain’t nothing more right, babe.”
  • “I’m no one special.”
  • “This time I’ve had enough.”
  • “There’s nothing you can say to make this right again. I mean it.”
  • “I don’t know why but with you I’d dance in a storm in my best dress.”
  • “Please don’t go.”
  • “Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess.”
  • “You’re perfect for me, why aren’t you here tonight?”
  • “I should have known.”
  • “My mistake. I didn’t know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand.”
  • “What you’re looking for has been here the whole time.”
  • “You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand.”
  • “I’m sick and tired of your attitude.”
  • “You don’t have to call anymore. I won’t pick up the phone.”
  • “I never knew I could feel that much.”


  • “Can you believe it?”
  • “You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.”
  • “It’s just wrong enough to make it feel right.”
  • “I’m sorry for that night.”
  • “I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t.”
  • “You wish it was me, don’t you?”
  • “Maybe it’s you and your sick need to give love then take it away.”
  • “Is it killing you like it’s killing me?”
  • “Why are we pretending this is nothing?”
  • “Please don’t be in love with someone else.”
  • “She/he underestimated just who she/he was stealing from.”
  • “It’s never too late to get it back.”
  • “Something’s gone terribly wrong.”
  • “You told me you loved me, so why did you go away?”
  • “Never imagined we’d end like this.”
  • “I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you.”
  • “I don’t care ‘cause right now you’re mine.”
  • “Nothing’s gonna change, not for me and you.”


  • “Love is a ruthless game.”
  • “I’ll do anything you say if you say it with your hands.”
  • “I guess you didn’t care, and I guess I liked that.”
  • “I knew you were trouble when you walked in.”
  • “I might be okay, but I’m not fine at all.”
  • “You don’t know about me but I’ll bet you want to.”
  • “It takes everything in me not to call you.”
  • “Baby, I miss you and I swear I’m gonna change, trust me.”
  • “We are never ever ever getting back together.”
  • “I’m pretty sure we almost broke up last night.”
  • “I’d like to hang out with you for my whole life.”
  • “This is the last time I’m asking you this.”
  • “Time is taking its sweet time erasing you.”
  • “You’re the lucky one.”
  • “Your eyes look like coming home.”
  • “I just wanna know you better.”
  • “Don’t you dream impossible things?”
  • “I’ve been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end.”
  • “Come back…be here.”
  • “It’s not fair that you’re not around.”
  • “Don’t look at me. You’ve got a girl/boy at home and everybody knows that.”


  • “I know you heard about me.”
  • “Got a long list of ex-lovers…they’ll tell you I’m insane.”
  • “I should just tell you to leave.”
  • “I heard…that you’ve been out and about with some other girl/boy.”
  • “Are we out of the woods yet?”
  • “I’m settin’ you free.”
  • “All you had to do was stay.”
  • “Let me remind you. This was what you wanted. You ended it.”
  • “You still don’t know what I never said.”
  • “I wish you knew that I’ll never forget you as long as I live.”
  • “Did you have to do this?”
  • “Did you think we’d be fine?”
  • “You say sorry just for show.”
  • “No one has to know what we do.”
  • “I want you for worse or for better.”
  • “You showed up just in time.”
  • “I know places we won’t be found.”
  • “Just because you’re clean don’t mean you don’t miss it.”
  • “Didn’t they tell us don’t rush into things?”
  • “I’ve spent my whole life trying to put it into words.”

When I’m up late at night I wonder to myself if anybody else feels the way I do. Is there anybody out there who stands in the doors of the open fridge for hours a day just looking, but never touching? Does anybody else know what it’s like to starve by your own hands? Is there anybody out there who would rather stick their finger down their throat and heathe and sweat and cry, come out of the bathroom red faced and broken rather than feel the guilt of that binge you couldn’t control because you’ve not eaten for a week? Do you spend your day reeling over how it would feel to be perfect, to feel happy with yourself. Accomplished. Maybe even beautiful? But you never quite know. You’ll never quite grasp that because you’re broken. You’re flawed, you know when somebody says to you “you’re perfect” it’s just that they don’t know a goddamn thing. I’m here, this is me it’s my reality it’s my every second it’s my entity my entire being, it’s my deepest darkest loudest conscience. Please. Understand.

I’m An Anomaly Around Other Black People


I’m so thankful I have found this page. I get so tired of being treated like an anomaly around other Black people because I am an introvert and have different interest. It’s like I mind my business just being my shy and introverted self, when some ashy f**ker tries to “diagnose” me behind my back. If I had a dollar every time someone said something to the effect of “something’s wrong with him”, I wouldn’t even need financial aid to get through college. I don’t do anything to anybody, but be the nicest guy I can be. I can’t help but wonder if was what people believe being black is, would this even happen. Then when it comes to non-black people, I’m looked at oddly because I’m not ‘black enough’. gosh man!


“Thank you for being such a wonderful part of my 2016…We’re going to continue to grow as a channel but not leave behind anybody. We’re going to make sure it stays like this where we can still communicate and not get crazy and lost in everything. We’re going to stay as much of a family as we can.”

Ryan got really sweet and sincere at the end of his last stream of 2016 and as he was reading people’s messages about how happy he makes us he looked emotional and I just loVE HIM SO MUCH

Mick Greenberg and Nils Sjöberg Get Coffee Together

[Mick is drinking green juice. Nils has a skinny caramel latte. Both are wearing large dark glasses.]

Mick: So like…thanks so much for agreeing to meet with me, Mr. Sjöberg. You’re probably really busy.

Nils: [nods, sips latte]

Mick: I just found your song super inspiring—I’m a writer too, you might have heard of me? No? Okay, anyway. The lyrics “everybody’s watching her but she’s looking at you-oo ooh ooh,” you know what I’m talking about?

Nils [heavy Swedish accent]: Yes.

Mick: Totally don’t answer if it makes you uncomfortable, but do you mind saying who exactly is the “you” she’s looking at? Like did you or maybe Rihanna have anyone particular in mind?

Nils: My words are universal. They never refer to anybody in particular.

Mick: Okayyyyy. Yeah. I respect that. I was just wondering if that “you” could possibly be a pop star…or an actor, an aspiring actor, but never mind. So what do you actually consider your artistic inspirations?

Nils: …glaciers.

Mick: Wow. Because that makes me think about coldness, like ice, like an icy heart. Hey, you know the video for Bad Blood where Catastrophe—

Nils: Nope.

Mick: Like it’s very snowy outside and she has this adorable probably Scandinavian furry hood on­––

Nils: I don’t know her.

Mick: Oh, me neither. Definitely not! Who could ever really know Taylor Swift, am I right? I mean, I guess we know she likes English actors, hahaha… It’s funny, some people that she might’ve underestimated in the past are actually actors now too, very prestigious projects, like maybe not Shakespeare yet or whatever… Everyone has hidden talents.

Nils [looks at him kindly, pityingly]: I’m sure you’re a very good writer, Mr. Greenberg. Maybe someday you will win Eurovision, like me. Now if you’ll excuse me…

Mick: Call me Mick. Oh, you’re–you’re leaving? Could I send you a demo?

Nils [reaching out to touch Mick’s cheek]: Take care of yourself, Mick.

[Nils Sjöberg strides out of the coffee shop in a way that is sexy and assertive, but also endearingly studied and kind of awkward tbh.]

Mick: [singing very very quietly] You-oo, ooh-ooh, you-oo, ooh-ooh…

[He breaks off and stares into space for a very long time.]

honestly i dont understand when artists ever get pissed off when people tag their art as ‘kin’, unless its an OC or a personal kin piece of some sort.
literally your art is so wonderful that the person wanted to put it in their kin tag. i’d be honored if anybody ever put my art in their kin tag.
everybody needs to chill out, what the fuck? why are y’all so aggressive about it? its a fuckin TAG. you’re offended that somebody liked your art so much that it kicked in some memories for them, maybe boosted their self confidence, maybe they think it just looks like them in their canon. no kin person i know thinks you drew that specific piece of art FOR THEM or anything. why do y’all hate kin people so much???

It’s funny. I still feel like a little girl . I’m still looking around to check and see what other people are doing to make sure I’m not completely different; I’m still looking around for help, hoping for a quick nudge and a whisper of advice. But I can’t seem to be able to catch anybody’s eye. Nobody else around me seems to be looking around and wondering what to do. Why is it that I feel like I’m the only person who is confused and concerned about the choices I’ve made and where I’m headed?
—  Love, Rosie.

If anybody comes up with any explanation with what is happening in this drawing, please kindly let me know, because I have know fucking clue what is happing!! XD 

all I know is the longer I look at TinyBoxTim and SepticEyeSam, the more I laugh…………. I should probably step away from my computer now

Thank you you Bullet For My Valentine for getting me throughout this drawing, this album specifically [x] (music helps me to concentrate, eve if I am laughing to myself like an idiot) :)

Have a wonderful day people!!!! XD