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anonymous asked:

omg lily! I cry bc of that GOT2DAY 2016 message bc jaebum is being this obvious lovesick fool self as usual and youngjae is just yeah you're nice, i guess?? LIKE PLS YJ! I bet he says thanks and only that every time jb declares his love. poor leader :(

Hello, my lovely!

I absolutely understand what you mean! But I also just help being amused because I keep thinking of these posts from the wonderful Danielle about Jaebum getting repeatedly lowkey rejected by Youngjae…

2jae Facetime

1:31am - Bro Song

and my favorite: the real reason Youngjae left the room

Honestly, as much as it hurts my heart to think about Youngjae pushing Jaebum away in reality, I still can’t help but laugh a little to myself through my tears about this ask because sometimes there is really such a level of:

Jaebum: “I would die for you. I would kill for you. You’re all I need in this world. I would walk through fire for you. I would stab my eye out before making you cry. You’re the light of my life and the sun of my heart. I love you.”

Youngjae: “Haha! Thanks, bro! You’re one of my best friends, too!” *goes back to playing with Coco*

Originally posted by defsouljb

And, like, I really don’t think it’s actually like that at all in reality, but it just makes me cringe for poor Jaebum sometimes when he’s out there wearing his heart on his sleeve like that, and Youngjae is so shy and awkward about his feelings that he keeps them locked up and buried! 

I actually talked before about my take on Youngjae’s side of things with 2jae and the way he might come across as less invested in their relationship, and I still feel the same as I did then, perhaps even more strongly! Even though Youngjae doesn’t verbalize or openly express his real feelings very often, I think there are a lot of ways that he does show how much he cares about Jaebum! Even if he doesn’t return Jaebum’s cheesy affection (and song lyrics… Something Good and Prove It are totally about Youngjae) as openly, he still does show his love in other ways! And he’s also totally the type to tease as a way of affection, so I always look to the way he messes with Jaebum and harasses him as a sign of how much he cares as well, haha!

Which… once again, is a bit of a “poor Jaebum” situation because that leaves Jaebum showing his love with heart eyes and sappy song lyrics and heartfelt confession letters shared with the world…

And Youngjae’s over here like: 

Youngjae: “Hahaha, hyung! You suck at playing video games! You’re such a loser! I’m never playing with you again! *whisper* You’re the best, and I like you a lot, and we should stay together forever, okay??” 

Jaebum: “What?”

Youngjae: “I G2G BYE BROOOO–!!!”

anonymous asked:

This is gonna sound weird, but humor me... Are you a straight girl?

Hi Anon!

Sorry for the delay, been away from computer.

I will humor you, though, I gotta say, answering this question feels like I am walking into something judgmental lol, unless you are doing a scientific poll lol. But, I hate ignoring an ask unless it’s offensive, and I love my Tumblr friends, so, whatevs. I am indeed, female, though I think I aged out of the term “girl” a few decades ago lol. And yes, so far, I would identify as straight. 

So, I hope that ….humors you? Lol.

My Hands, Your Bones

Lydia was aware of the rich scent of jasmine in her hair, the softness of the sheets around her, and of the uncomfortable heat in her lower stomach. 

What had that boy done to her? She was a hundred percent certain that prior to knowing Stiles, this wouldn’t have happened.

Maybe because you didn’t get turned on by thinking about his hands when you didn’t want to see him, she thought against her will.

AO3 | Rated M | 1.9k

I know, big shock: this was beta’d by @rongasm once again! She’s awesome and saved this from going in the trash. Thanks  ♥

Yesterday was @voidlydiia​’s and  @madgrad2011’s birthdays, so yay! Happy (slightly late) birthday :) 

like so the latest and greatest is the whole soft, plush, pastel vibe. and it’s great.. like really! you do you and rock that pastel, flowers-in-your-hair, kindness in the air thing! it’s awesome! 

but js i wanna give a s/o to all my hard, brash, severe kinda folks. to all the people who don’t want to be soft. not even a little. those who want to be sharp. and stark. who want to be intimidating not for etherealness, or soft smiles. but those who smile at strangers until it’s just bared teeth and bruised ribs. for those folks who hone their sharp edges until they slice, who want to be unapproachable and live for spite, who are made with ice in their veins. to those who aren’t warm, who aren’t welcoming. to my harsh folks, to my acidic friends. may you be wholeheartedly abrasive and keep your edges sharp. 

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I probably should not have spent 4 hours translating that drama CD when I should have been doing my english homework and I have math after work lol I am so mentally checked out but, like.

I cannot leave well enough alone when there is no one else around translating stuff. Not only is Japanese my Thing, but I want you guys to have access to all the same stuff I do. So I hope you guys enjoyed the drama CD on my main blog and now you know my weakness! lol If more Japanese stuff ends up on my dash…. well. I’m just saying. Translating is a thing I do for fun lol