first day at work w/out my anxiety meds in like, a month; not good. spent all day low-key freaking out. made mistakes i normally don’t make. FUck
one of my bosses (co-workers?? whatevs it’s a weird set up) thought i had carpal tunnel bc i kept flapping my hands bc i just get so figdity and i have to move and i was doing it All Day the smell of cinnamon buns almost made me cry #awesome
I know I said I won’t be posting any more youtube related stuff on here yet I still do, for now its staying this way until maybe next week? I created a blog for anime which I’m really working hard on and at the same time I’m trying to keep this blog alive but exams happened and I forgot how stressful and time consuming it is to run 2 blogs or more.
My posts have been quite a mess on here, I’m queuing things randomly and sometimes they’re not even tagged, I’m reblogging the same things ( as in stuff from the same shows/movies) over and over and my theme isn’t even done yet. My biggest problem is that my anime blog is not a side blog, so on my laptop I run my anime blog and on the app I run this blog but we all know how not great the app is, when I use this blog on my laptop I use incognito mode and I don’t have the xkit extension, adding tags without xkit is so time consuming, I could just download xkit but lazy.
But anyways I’m going to really try and fix all of this this month, I don’t know how much I can do because school is back on the first day of october, I dont really have an empty schedule next month. This summer I was meant to fix all of this and I failed miserably so I’m sorry. We’ll see what I can do before school starts my exams are next week maybe by next weekend I’ll start fixing things because I’m bored of being bored when I go on my blog, I really hate it and everything feels like a job