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So I’ve been thinking about about something...

My friend thought it was funny that when they raised their hand to “hit” me (backhand), i didnt flinch nearly as hard as when he raised it open palmed.

While I knew he wasant ACTUALLY going to lay a hand on me, I still felt really threatened.
When he asked why I did that, all I did was shrug and laugh it away.

ITS HARD TO TELL YOUR/MY FRIENDS WHEN YOUVE/IVE BEEN ABUSED.

After he did it miltiple times as a joke and I began flinching just as hard for both wats his hand faced me, he started to get really conserned, because the longer it went on the more I started wimpering and making noises like I was expecting a hit.

“Why are you flinching so hard? Like seriously, I’m not even laying a hand on you.”

Once upon a time, some men werent kind when they raised hands to me. They didnt do it as a joke. They had every intention of hitting me. When they saw i flinched just when they raised their hand, they used that instead: BECAUSE IT DIDNT LEAVE MARKS AND STILL TERRORIZED ME.

Not everything someone does is a quirk and is funny.

Rules: once you’ve been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

I was tagged by cool mutual go check out their blog!!)

WHAT WAS YOUR

Last beverage: orange soda
Last phone call: idk my mom probobly
Last text message: a group chat?
Last song you listened to: Shia LeBeoufe live
Last time you cried: idk probobly a while ago

HAVE YOU EVER

Dated someone twice: no
Been cheated on: nope
Kissed someone and regretted it:
Lost someone special: yes
Been depressed: not as far as i know
Been drunk and threw up: no. ive never been drunk

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS: orange, turqouise, green

LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

Made a new friend: yes
Fallen out of love: nope
Laughed until you cried: yeeep
Met someone who changed you: um idk i guess
Found out who your true friends are: idk not really? no one has betrayed me or anything if thats what this means.
Found out someone was talking about you: i dont think so?
Kissed anyone anyone on your FB friends list: facebook is for nerds

GENERAL

How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: facebook = nerds
First best friend: i dont rlly have a “BEST FRIEND” i have a lot of really good friends, but i dont think any of them are beter than others
First sport you joined: soccer
First vacation: like lego land
First pair of trainers: wut

RIGHT NOW

Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing
I’m about to: do math
Waiting for: the reaper to take my soul (yeah im preetty edgy man like woah so cool ikr?)

YOUR FUTURE

Want kids: i mean honestly idk, im not the one who has to go through pregnancy and shit, so i feel like it shouldn’t be
Get married:i hope so.
Career: i wanna be a scientist

WHICH IS BETTER

Lips or eyes:idk there both good? i dont really have an oppinion about this
Hugs or kisses: not enough data to tell

Shorter or taller: i feel like i shouldnt judge people on something they can control
Older or younger: idk as long as the ages are close
Romantic or spontaneous: romantic i guess.
Nice stomach or nice arms:wth does nice stomach mean?
Sensitive or loud: idc???
Hook-up or relationship: relationship
Trouble maker or hesitant: idk

HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed a stranger: nop
Drank hard liquor: nop
Lost glasses/contacts: omfg once in middle school i put my glasses ontop of one of those wall mats, and it fell in and was lost forever
Sex on first date:  havent even had any dates so no
Broke someones heart:  not that i know, but im a super hottie so probably :P
Been arrested: no
Turned someone down: no
Fallen for a friend: n

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

Yourself:  nope
Miracles: MoThErFuCkIn  MiRaClEs
Love at first sight: no,it seems like a very concieted concept, where you fall in love only based on appearance.
Heaven:nop
Santa Claus: nop

Kiss on the first date:sure if it went well

Angels: nop

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