idk-how-to-describe-it

I feeele really suicidal but its like…..idk its not like I usually am where its violent and angry it s just. Quiet. Quiet and not really sad but like??? Idk how to describe it I guess I just don’t care anymore. Nothing really matters so what’s the point of continuing on you know???
But of course I’m at work for like. Another eight hours.

i’m honestly one of those people that are just there like yeah i have friends and people talk to me but i’m nobody’s favorite person and nobody looks forward to talking to me everyday or anything and it sucks

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I’ll keep the souvenir inside, 
It’s just better in my mind.

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laura seeing herself in the girl and giving her a 6 & carm saying she’s a 9 because the girl reminds her of laura

and then laura brightening a little bit because if carm thinks the girl is pretty maybe she’s good enough for carm too