idk why this took me so long

I did it!!! It’s done!!

I just finished my current fic I have been working on for sooooo long. Okay, it’s over 13K words, but I also had to struggle with a bit of a viscous flow. Anyway, now my muse @princessjoneswan has it in her hands for the nod of approval, and then I can polish and make last edits, and I’ll probably post it on Tuesday, after Memorial Day weekend. You might get a sneak peek tomorrow.


“once you let the darkness inside, it never comes out.”

requested by @starklinqs



Im so sorry it took so long! but examns where being a bitch!

I feel so honored such a nice and awesome person is my friend! I wish you the best of the best! Have some acnorena wedding tbh acno will deny that he made that face forever! my headcanon is that theyd get married in a castle

anonymous asked:

So, Jazekiel prompt because LOVE! So Ezekiel had inhaled more gas in 'and the infernal contract' because he stood closer to the pipe, he's half concious and he keeps getting worse for some reason and Jake is totally freaking out and... fluff+whump xD

I am SO sorry that I took so long to finish this. I am the W O R S T. Here’s hoping it was worth the wait! Disclaimer: I have almost zero medical knowledge, so if I’m wrong about the symptoms of neurotoxin poisoning let’s just pretend that magical elixirs can make the symptoms different than they’d normally be. 

Wincing again as he took another sip of the remedy Jenkins had given them, Jake looked over at Ezekiel’s cot to share a disgusted look. Instead, he saw the younger man curled up and shivering violently. “Cassandra!” he yelled, “Something’s wrong with Ezekiel.”

In a flurry of red curls, Cassandra bolted up from her cot. “What?” She asked blearily, having dozed off herself.

“Ezekiel. He’s shaking. Jenkins!” Jake yelled, knowing that Jenkins and Eve never would have left them all alone while they were recovering. Sure enough, Jenkins appeared almost instantly. “Jenkins, what’s wrong? He shouldn’t be shaking, right?”

To the casual observer Jenkins would have appeared unaffected, but Cassandra and Jake knew him. They watched as his eyes widened ever so slightly and his whole body froze for a fraction of a second. Most importantly, they heard the fear in his voice when he said “No, he most certainly should not be.”

“Then what’s happening?” Jake tried to keep himself from yelling.

Jenkins sent him a stern look, “Nothing good.” Triple glares burned through him, and he quickly raised his hands quickly in surrender, “It’s possible that being in closer proximity to the gas caused him to have a more severe reaction.”

This time, Jake couldn’t keep his voice down, “What are you waiting for? Do something!” Fear bubbled up inside him, his heart jumping into his throat.

“Mr. Stone, please do calm down,” Jenkins said, his voice calm and steady. “Working yourself up too much will do nothing to help Mr. Jones and will diminish the efficacy of the elixir I gave you.”

Even with his mind clouding in fear, Jake knew Jenkins was right. His anger waned in favor of open concern and then a small amount of relief as he watched Jenkins gather ingredients to help counteract the poisoning. His eyes turned to Ezekiel, staring helplessly at him as sweat dripped from his forehead. With nothing else to do, Jake moved to sit by Ezekiel’s side and held his hand gently; realizing there were no towels nearby, he instead grabbed part of Ezekiel’s blanket to dab away at the sweat on his brow. For once, he couldn’t care less what the others thought of him.

“Pardon me,” Jenkins said, breaking through Jake’s fog as he moved to pick Ezekiel’s head up and pour the new elixir into his mouth.

The sight of Ezekiel unconscious, completely limp in Jenkins’s arms, sent a new wave of fear through Jake; his grasp on Ezekiel’s hand grew tighter, “You’re stronger than this, Ezekiel,” he whispered, “what are people gonna say? Hm? Ezekiel Jones, done in by some gas? Not a chance.” Tears formed at the corners of Jake’s eyes, threatening to spill at any second.

As much as the others wanted to give them a moment, they were all just as worried about Ezekiel as Jake was. The entire group held their breath as they waited for a change, any change in Ezekiel’s condition, until finally they saw the shaking subside and his eyes opened blearily. “Why is everyone looking at me?” He asked, before Cassandra and Jake practically dove at him to wrap him in a hug.

“We were so worried!” Cassandra said, her words muffled slightly by Ezekiel’s shoulder. “You inhaled more gas than we did, it looked really bad.”

Something between a smirk and a smile graced his lips, “Ezekiel Jones can’t be done in by a little gas,” he said, sending Jake a quick wink.

iantosteacup  asked:

top 5 torchwood quotes

OOOOOOO okay so some of these may be repeated so if u dont mind im gonna make it TEN 

1: john hart

  “We’re a cosmic joke, eye candy. An accident of chemicals and evolution. The jokes, the sex, just cover the fact that nothing means anything. And the only consolation is money. So run, Ianto Jones,” honestly i dont even know why i like this quote so much?? it really stuck with me though idk honestly alot of what john says and does i relate to myself in some ways (sadly enough) and this quote is really.. …  .. a lot of what i think about to myself 

2: gwen cooper 

“Have you seen a blowfish driving a sports car?” (because i mean iconic right)

3: ianto jones

“Mobiles, landlines, tin cans with bits of string. Everything. Absolutely everything. No phones. Phones all broken. Hello? Anyone there? No, ‘cause the phones aren’t working!” 

4: john hart

“Oh, not Excalibur? Blizzard? Bikini Cops? No? Torchwood. Oh dear.”

5: jack harkness, gwen cooper, and owen harper

Jack: Alright, usual formation.

Gwen: What’s the usual formation? 

Owen: Varies. 

Gwen: How can the usual formation vary?

6: gwen cooper, owen harper

Owen: I hate the countryside. It’s dirty, it’s unhygienic. And what is that smell?

Gwen: That would be grass. 

Owen: It’s disgusting.

7: toshiko sato 

“Just what I need, a rodent watching me while I work. I think I’ll call it Owen.”

8: toshiko sato, ianto jones

Ianto: Oh, you are warped on the inside. How do you think of these things?

Tosh: I’ll take that as a compliment.

9: ianto jones

“I have searched for the phrase “I shall walk the Earth and my hunger shall know no bounds,” but I keep getting redirected to Weight Watchers”

10: jack harkness, ianto jones

Jack: What is it with you? Ever since Owen died, all you’ve done is agree with him!

Ianto: I was brought up never to speak ill of the dead. Even if they do still do most of their talking for themselves.


i was tagged for the selfie thingy by a few ppl!! sorry it took so long omg, but thank you v much to those who tagged me: @yugyeomish​, @defsoulsgirlfriend, @got7official, @junior-got7, & @peachyjyp !!

idk why i always make this face in selfies, rip me 

i tag: @yieungjae@summeryugyeom, @coco-man, @akabrowney, @ofmarkson, @choiyoungjaeaf as well as the usual suspects: @jaebustanut, @pendulumdrawn, & @milkyjellycleanser !! pls dont feel pressured, and if you want to & i didnt tag you pls say i did!

anyone care to tell me why it took so long for me to notice this?

that. right there. is a hella old drawing of mine. in the thumbnail. o hmy

although i may not have been credited for it (or maybe i was?? idk i don’t mind either way lmao), i’m honestly rlly honoured to have my art presented like that o: thank you so much matt and ryan!! you guys are awesome omg

(i swear my drawing has improved ok forgive me)

Since I can finally share this on here. I drew this a gift. This is my favorite look on Ruki so I needed to draw it. I threw in the artist gauntlet a long time ago but decided to pick it back up as a favor.The background is actually the lyrics to undying.

So I don’t want to be so unoriginal as to say I want to necessarily be Bitty, but I definitely would love to be more like him. Realizing I liked guys took a long time for me for a multitude of reasons, but when I did realize it, since it was so late, it made me feel like I could change myself to someone I’m more happy with. Masculinity is definitely a prison and I’m not saying that you can’t be gay and masculine, but realizing that I like guys broke me free from it and Bitty has kinda been my inspiration. Once I realized that I don’t have to be super masculine as a guy, I really opened myself up to changing who I was to something I wanted to be. I never really had a fashion sense, always was afraid to be anything that threatened my masculinity, and was generally kinda bored with my own personality. So when I became open to change was right before I read Check Please! and seeing Bitty made me realize who I wanted to be. I loved his fashion, his sweet personality, and damn who wouldn’t love to be friends with a baker? I’m not saying I’m copying him, be Bitty has given me so much inspiration because it felt to natural to be like that. Honestly I’ve just been much happier since I realized I was bi and said good-bye to these harmful expectations of masculinity. I feel much more natural and like I’ve finally found myself. And so many thanks to @heartheshells and @pdaplant for being there for me and helping me find myself. I’m really starting to love my life wholly and its great.