idk why i even had high hopes

anonymous asked:

I hope you don't mean me asking but.. why are you depressed? ;-; Sry im a little new here, idk if you answered that thing

When I was younger I had no friends at all, even my cousins at school didn’t want to play with me, I got bullied, harassed sexually by familiars and called names, my dad died when I was 10. I had no friends until high school. That’s when I made a few friends but i was depressed by then. So yea, it developed ever since I was young.

a few summers ago me and a friend worked at a lighthouse giving tours and on international lighthouse day (yeah thats a real thing) we had to play some music at the center next door and literally no one was there except for this one family. so after a little while the daughter joined us and sang while we played stuff and it was really nice and fun. idk why im thinking about it now but i hope they remember it as one of the high points of their trip because i remember it as one of the high points of the job. i even remember her name lmao it was gabrielle and they were from new brunswick