idk whether i like it

i have literally no sense of time beyond a couple days, either forwards or backwards

something happened a week ago? sure, but it feels the same to me as if it was three weeks ago, or three days. something else happened? ok, but i cant tell you if it came before the other thing, or after, or even on the same day

& if something is more than a week in the future, it just doesnt exist. i cant plan for it. i cant remember any plans people tell me about it. i cant prepare for anything beyond the horizon

its never had too much of an impact on me, but im scared of whatll happen if im a suspect for a crime

‘what were you doing 8pm last friday?’ something, im sure. maybe nothing. honestly i feel like ive only existed this second. ‘you told us this sequence of events before, but now youve changed the order. are you lying?’ i mean im not trying to deceive you but theres a 90% chance that anything i tell you is a false memory. isnt there someone else you can ask? if i try to give you the story again, itll be different again

hey if you’re questioning your sexuality, i just wanted to say that i support you! it seems scary now, but you’ll figure it out eventually… i believe in you!

 gay and straight relationships are just as capable of being deep and loving or distant and abusive & perpetuating the idea that gay relationships are always more pure or good kind of raises problems when talking about abuse in gay relationships (and can be very harmful to bisexual people who have gotten out of an abusive relationship w someone of the same gender, and entered a healthier one that happens to be straight) 

Boyfriend Jaehyun

Originally posted by mvpgyu

  • FLIRTY AS FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
  • good luck and rip to you lol
  • even before you started dating he was shamelessly flirty
  • but that’s a story for another time
  • and even when you started dating he would try to flirt with you
  • and use cheesy pick up lines
  • “do i know you?”
  • “what”
  • “cause you look like my next girlfriend”
  • “jaehyun we’ve been dating for six months”
  • “wait i have a better one!!!! do you have a map?”
  • “don’t”
  • “because i think i’m getting lost in your eyes”
  • “i hate you so much”
  • tbh he’d go all in with the skinship
  • even in front of the guys he wouldn’t hesitate to give you kisses
  • or to be affectionate
  • he’d have cute lil habits
  • every time you met each other and every time you had to leave, he’d kiss you on the forehead
  • when you watched something together, he’d always lie his head on your lap
  • it was his way of asking you to play with his hair without having to ask for it
  • around other people, his hand would automatically end up your waist
  • the type to make up weird couple routines
  • like he’d want a couple handshake he’d spend 3 weeks trying to invent
  • then he’d make up a little dance for every time you eat something tasty
  • you’d be like
  • “oh this is so yummy”
  • “you have to do /////THE DANCE/////”
  • jaehyun takes his music taste really seriously
  • so except to receive music recommendations all the time
  • or “hey i know it’s 2 am but i just found this song and it reminded me of you”
  • would probably make a playlist for you as a gift
  • king of meme documentation
  • knows everything about every trend or meme
  • when you send him a meme
  • he’s like “babe you’re so late that meme died last week”
  • like excuse us Mr Meme Supremacist
  • “we should’ve been called MemeCT instead of NCT”
  • really really shameless
  • he’d get shirtless for no damn reason
  • and walk around pretending he can’t find his shirt
  • (i hate him)
  • then would call you out for staring
  • COMPLIMENTS ALL THE DAMN TIME
  • to the point where you’re a blushing mess
  • he literally makes you melt
  • and he loves it
  • with that smug smile of his
  • I HATE HIM
  • “you look so pretty today”
  • “you look so pretty every day”
  • “this blue shade looks so good on you”
  • “don’t smile like that you’re so cute”
  • “ahh you’re so cute i love you”
  • “don’t get shy babe”
  • “how are you so beautiful”
  • oh yeah he calls you “babe” all the time :’)
  • it’d be a really relaxed?? relationship
  • because i see jaehyun as a really easy going person
  • he’d always be so excited and try to make the most out of the time he can spend with you
  • he’d be a really attentive boyfriend
  • and he’d be good at sharing his feelings or worries
  • so it’d help both of you keep the relationship going
  • and be happy :D
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The audience’s reaction to the Kingdom Hearts III D23 trailer (15.07.2017)