idk whats this called tbh but

                lame   ooc   thing         but  it  has  occurred  to  me  again  bc  i  put  the  plotting  call  out  and  im  about  to  hit  ppl  up.   for  anyone  who  hasn’t  read  my  rules  yet  or  has  just  forgotten  which  is  a - okay  obv,   but  i  have   AUTISM  SPECTRUM  DISORDER.   specifically  aspergers.   i  also  have  synaesthesia  and  several  advanced  memory  conditions  and  my  brain  just  doesn’t  function  quite  normally  and  it’s  something  ive  been  deeply   insecure   about  due  to  childhood  abuse  at  home  connected  to  my  diagnosis.   i  just  want  ppl  to  pls  try  to  be  patient.   bc  sometimes  i  do  struggle  to  understand  certain  layers  of  things  and  reply  promptly  and  also  i  can  accidentally  be  v  blunt  or  rude,   or  even  condescending.   i   genuinely   hate  this  and  i  try  so  hard  bc  that’s  not  who  i  am.   but  i  can’t  always  help  how  i  come  across  bc  i   can’t   see  it  in  the  same  way.   and  pls  let  me  know  if  ive  ever  offended  u  bc  i  often  avoid  approaching  ppl  for  fear  of  being  rude  or  strange  and  scaring  ppl  off.   bc  people  have  been  v   unkind   about  it  in  the  past.   but  ily  guys  and  im  really  trying  but  pls  never  hesitate  to  approach  me  bc  i  love  it,   even  if  i  cant  always  cope  with  it   that   well.

anonymous asked:

what is the most popular jhope ship in your opinion?

I think hands down: SOPE - YoonSeok - Owners of the Hwagae Marketplace - Orange Tracksuit Duo - Polar Opposites - Soulmates- whatever you wanna call them. 

Tbh, I understand the people who ship them (lowkey like this ship too). These two have so much love and respect for each other i cri??? Yoongi is Hoseok’s #1 fan (JHOOOOOOOOPE) and would kill a bitch if anyone so much as so laid a finger on him (if that aint love then idk what is)

tbh u know what i hate: the whole idea that you can’t really be a fan of a celebrity if you call them out on stuff. like, if anything, i think it makes you just as much of a fan as everyone else because you’re recognizing them as a normal, human being who does dumb/shitty things like every other person in the world. & while its DAMN hard to admit that someone you admire isn’t perfect, its super important to be able to humanize them too.


books read in 2017 (3/??) | Call Me By Your Name by André Aciman

The light of my eyes, I said, light of my eyes, light of the world, that’s what you are, light of my life.

“What are you, a virgin?” Keith said, knowing full-well Lance had to be, if he was that desperate.

“Well what about you?” Lance retorted. “You lived in a shack in the desert! You have to be a virgin, too!” He crossed his arms in annoyance that Keith, of all people, was calling him out. Pidge adjusted their glasses.

“Virginity is a social contrust intended to demean women who have sex before marriage.” They stated, making both Lance and Keith turn towards them.

“Besides,” Hunk started, getting in between the Red and Blue Paladins before they could start fighting again. “I’m pretty sure the only person here who isn’t a virgin is Shiro.”

At the mention of his name, Shiro looked over at the group sitting at the table. “What?” He laughed a little. “Sorry Hunk, I’m in the same boat as all of you.” He said, and the group’s mouths dropped open.

“No way!” Lance exclaimed in disbelief. “There must have been people throwing themselves at you back at the Garrison!” Shiro rubbed the back of his neck as he thought about his answer.

“Well, getting intimate without being friends first is just weird, you know?”

The conversation moved to a different topic as Hunk was uncomfortable discussing their current father-figure’s sex habits, even if there were none to talk about. Allura turned to Coran in confusion.

“What is a ‘virgin’?”

andy1105  asked:

Yep me again hehe, I just remember that my mom used to give me Eskimo kisses and I had this thought of the Voltron Family au giving them but one day the kids wanted to hear when did their daddy's started whit this mm tradition(? Also I can't with the second season it got me crazy <3, all those moments and all of it don't you think?

Eskimo kisses are the cutest tbh! My parents used to do that to me too OTL IDK what happened why it stopped. lmao ibecametheemokid

The start of the Eskimo Kisses.

[The Voltron Family] This was during their first few days of the kids as the newly adopted children of Keith and Shiro, so they didn’t call them “Daddy” yet or anything. It was Hunk who saw it first. Shiro was holding Hunk’s hand because the little one wanted out to get a glass of water. While on their way back to Hunk’s bedroom, they passed by the library and Keith was still up doing some work. 

Shiro: *enters the room with Hunk* Sweetheart, you need to rest. It’s really late now. *places hand on Keith’s shoulder*
Keith: *looks up from his laptop* Oh. I’ll be done soon. Give me a few more minutes and I’ll join you in bed.
Shiro: Promise? *cups Keith’s face with one hand*
Keith: *nuzzles Shiro’s hand* Promise.
Shrio: *smiles* Alright. *leans down to give Keith an Eskimo kiss*
Keith: *returns it* *notices Hunk* Goodnight, Hunk. *ruffles his hair*
Hunk: *shy smile* Goodnight.

That following night, Hunk wanted to copy what Shiro did. He didn’t feel like he had to right to give his new parents kisses on the cheeks yet. Maybe they didn’t like him. But he loved Keith and Hunk wanted to show him that even in his own little ways. So when they were done taking a bath and were all ready for bed, little Hunk went to where Keith was.

Hunk: *raises hands*
Keith: *carries Hunk* Hello, baby.
Hunk: *blushes* *grabs Keith’s face with his pudgy little fingers*
Keith: *surprised* Oh, what are we—
Hunk: *leans in and Eskimo kisses Keith* Goodnight.
Keith: *smiles brightly* Aww, Hunk. *too elated* *hugs Hunk tightly as he returns the kiss* Goodnight to you, too.

Lance saw the whole exchange and just gaped. He wanted to do that too. He wanted to do that with Shiro so he quickly ran to where his new Dad was. 

Shiro: *turns around to see Lance charging at him* Lance—
Lance: *glomps at Shiro and Eskimo kisses him* Goodnight.
Shiro: *shocked* *laughs* Oh, buddy. Goodnight to you, too. *returns the kiss*
Pidge: *tugs Shiro’s pants* Me next! Me next!
Shiro: *looks down at Pidge* *chuckles* Of course. Come here, baby girl. *carries Pidge and gives her an Eskimo kiss too*

They did this every time they say goodnight until Hunk, Lance and Pidge became comfortable to call them “Daddy Shiro” and “Daddy Keith” and give them kisses on the cheeks that later on evolved to soft and gentle pecks on the lips which they all love. 

So I’ve been loosely following the Discourse™ within the fandom and I have some things to add.

There’s been a lot of vitriol from other VIPs towards fans of Seungri. Some direct quotes (not naming names bc the point is not to call anyone out in particular, but rather the sentiment) - we are “fucking ridiculous”, “annoying as fuck”, “need to grow up”, “arrogant”, “i’m seriously gonna be ot4 cuz of maknae’s supposedly stans” - these are all from other VIPs! I don’t even know what triggered all this tbh. I think it’s because there’s also been a lot of discussion about criticizing GD which somehow turned to this but idk.

I think the real question behind all of this is - why are Seungri stans always asking for more attention for Seungri? Why are Seungri stans so sensitive? And I’ve also seen a lot of people upset about us talking bad about other members. To be honest, I haven’t seen a lot of this but I have seen it a few times.

I think a big part of the problem is that when you see Seungri stans asking “why can anything GD posts get millions of views but Seungri can’t?” - we aren’t saying GD is overrated and doesn’t deserve that. We are saying Seungri deserves that too.

We have to be honest with ourselves and each other and say that no, VIPs have not been equally supportive of all members. It’s impossible to be 100% even of course - but the disparity is so much worse than that (this applies to Daesung as well). So here’s my small explanation as to why Seungri stans are the way we are:

- Seungri’s GTTU video posted in Aug, 2013 - 13.5 million views. 어쩌라고 video posted in Jan, 2011 - 17 million views. Just look at the other member’s views from solo videos from the same time periods.

- For the GTTU project during US dates of MADE tour, fans were refusing to take signs saying they didn’t care about or didn’t like Seungri (if you’re unfamiliar, this was a project to cheer Seungri up and not feel like he “failed” with LTAL)

- YGE’s mismanagement of Seungri’s solos. Seungri had to make his LTAL solo album in TWO WEEKS. His amazing self-composed, written, produced solo. No promotion from YGE.

- We seem to get ridiculed for praising Seungri. If we praise his language skills for example, that’s suddenly something not worth praising and we are annoying and arrogant. Shouldn’t we be able to praise all members?

- We have to deal with fans and non-fans alike calling Seungri useless, untalented, arrogant, mannerless, a sexist, immature. Even from the members themselves - everything is a joke and nothing ever goes too far. If we ever say, “oh I think that was too far, I hope Seungri isn’t hurt,” we must hate the other members and treat Seungri like a baby. He’s not a baby; he’s an adult but he still has feelings. And even if he puts on a confident face, he does lose his confidence. He said recently that BIGBANG would be fine without him. He’s said numerous times in the past that his “arrogance” is just a front to hide how fragile he is and how sensitive he is to how others think of him. And yet even fans of BIGBANG belittle him.

I guess my point is - just be nice. I love Seungri and most of all I LOVE BIGBANG. I think that applies for just about every Seungri fan out there. Each member has their charms and talents, that’s why people have their favorites. But I think it’s best if we can be more united as fans. When we say please love Seungri, we don’t mean love only Seungri. We mean please love Seungri, too. I hope we can all support BIGBANG as five, and individually.

chapter 4.

Mayday || Jinyoung

Originally posted by jackseunie

Reader (you) x Jinyoung

Word Count: 1857

Warnings: violence and suggestive (please read at your own risk)

note: and we’re back!! sorry for the really bad writing hehe~ i really hope you guys like this chapter and yeah… idk what else to say tbh… happy reading and take care! -admin

At this moment, I had three options. Run away like nothing happened, call the police, or do something to save Jinyoung. After all, he did save me last night at the party. But if I called the police, I’m pretty sure they’ll arrest Jinyoung since he was a con artist. And I could just walk away and leave Jinyoung to deal with his own matter. But somehow, I felt a pull coming from him. My heart lurched towards him and I worried about his life. What was this feeling?

“Hey, noona!” I heard a familiar voice call from behind me. I slightly turned my head back to see Yugyeom and Jenny walking towards me. But I focused myself on Jinyoung.

“(Y/N), let’s go before they start creating a scene.” Jenny said as she tugged on my arm, glancing at Jinyoung and the man who held the gun. People stopped and stared at Jinyoung and the man, slightly in shock. It seemed like the man was going to pull the trigger at any moment and I didn’t want to see that.

“Let’s go.” Jenny emphasized her words and she began pulling my body away. But I resisted and fought my way out of Jenny’s grip. I already knew what I was about to do was going to be a bad idea. I know Jinyoung told me to walk away but I refused to let him die in front of me. He was a good man and I saw it in his eyes.

I could see the terror starting to form in Jenny’s eyes as I started to walk towards Jinyoung. My hands already curled up in a fist, ready to fight. I took boxing classes in the past to keep myself fit and in shape while I modelled. And I wasn’t going to let those skills go.

“(Y/N)!” I heard Jenny yell as I ran up to the two men wearing black. But I ignored her calls and walked up to my first target. He wasn’t holding a gun so I thought it’d be best to take him down first. And with that, I kicked the man from behind and strangled him until he was brought to the ground. From my side view, I saw Jinyoung shot up from the ground and fought with the other man holding the gun.

I pinned the man on the ground and straddled him to keep him in place. Raising my fist in the air, I gave the man below me a good punch in the face before I was forcefully dragged off of him by another man. A strong arm strangled my neck, blocking the air paths and causing me to gasp for air. I did everything I can by clawing the arm of this man and kicking my way out. But there was no way I could win since I was locked tightly around the neck.

I felt a cold metal being pressed against my head as the man stopped his movements and held me tightly by the neck, facing Jinyoung’s bruised body on the ground. Jinyoung looked up at me with fear in his eyes. A sound like a click of a gun being loaded filled up my ears as I remained in the arms of the enemy. My heart started to race and I started to panic.

“Beautiful lady you have here, Jinyoung.” The man who held the gun on my head snickered. “She’ll serve great use at our place later on tonight.”

“If you fucking touch her,” Jinyoung yelled, standing up from the ground at full rage, “I will make sure you will not see the daylight tomorrow morning.”

“We’ll let her go if you come with us.” The man said, his grip tighten around my neck. I was breathing heavily with tears starting to form in my eyes. Yes, I was scared for my life but I was also scared for Jinyoung’s life. Would it be selfish that I wanted Jinyoung to turn himself in?

“Let her go and we’ll negotiate.” Jinyoung stated, trying to calm himself down in this situation.

“Then I guess we’ll be taking her home tonight.” The man chuckled. I tried to fight back and wiggled around the man’s arm, trying to escape this madness. But the man’s grip was too strong. I looked around us, watching people take out their phones to record this scene. Why aren’t they calling the police? Wasn’t that what phones were made for?

“Let go of my girl and I’ll turn myself in, I promise.” Jinyoung said, his arms raised high in the air as he surrendered to the men. Soon, the cold metal from my head disappeared and the grip of the arm around my neck started to loosen up. I took a big gasp of air and fell to the ground, my vision starting to blur. At this point, I was starting to lose my conscious from the lack of air. The last thing I remembered was Jinyoung’s loud voice cursing and a sound of a gun going off before I blacked out.


I woke up slowly, every thought in high definition. My eyes took in every aspect of the illuminated modern room and without a doubt I knew I’ve slept too long. I noticed that I was dressed in the soft fabric of a white button up shirt without any pants on. Suddenly, I sat up on the bed and tried to think of whereabouts I am. A house room that was fairly big and up to date with the modern style. Something a person who earned a lot of money could afford.

“Two days.” I heard a voice say. I turned my attention towards the door and came into eye contact with Jinyoung’s handsome face.

“That’s how long I was out for?” I croaked out, my throat suddenly starting to feel dry. Jinyoung nodded his head and came in, holding a glass of water, handing it to me as he sat down on the bed next to me. I took a big gulp of water and handed the glass back to him as I laid back down in bed.

“I told you to walk away. Why didn’t you lis-”

“I wanted to help you.” I interrupted him. “I couldn’t just let you die.”

“I had backup coming and I could’ve handled the situation myself. Helping me isn’t a good enough reason why you came and interfered with my business. So I’m going to ask you again, why didn’t you walk away?” Jinyoung asked as he looked at me straight in the eye. I bit my lips and started to think of an answer. Why did I help him? Was it because I couldn’t bare to see him helpless like that? Or was it because I caught feelings for him? I couldn’t tell him I had the urge to look after him and save him because I was worried for his life. It would sound like I’ve fallen in love with him.

“Because…” I started to say, opening my mouth to answer his question but I couldn’t bring myself to finish my sentence. It was a simple question I couldn’t answer because I was afraid that I would fall for him. And strangely enough, my heart started to race just the thought of being in love with him. What was this feeling?

Jinyoung chuckled under his breath as he watched me struggle to answer his question. He leaned down and brought his hand up to my face, brushing a strand of hair to the side. I looked up at him and examined his features. Sharp jawline, plump lips, and jet black hair swept to the side. He was like a prince but it was obvious that he was more of a bad boy then a gentleman. But somehow I felt attracted towards him.

“Tell me why you didn’t walk away.” Jinyoung demanded for an answer as his hand caressed my face, forcing me to look up at him.

“Because you’re a good man.” I breathed out as my cheeks started to rise in color. “I can see it in you but you’re just not showing it. You do all these things as a con artist. Scam people and trick people into believing you. But I know you can do better than that.”

Jinyoung looked at me in shock. It was like those words were never spoken to him by his mother or his friends. And I wasn’t lying when I told him he was a good man. He protected me from a creepy man at the party, told me to go away since he didn’t want to drag me into his mess, and stood up for himself. And when I think about his actions, it made my heart flutter. It was for all the protection of me and the people who he loved. And what have I done for him? Absolutely nothing but caused him trouble.

I propped myself up on bed and took Jinyoung’s shocked face. I ran my thumb over a faint bruise on his face and leaned in so that our lips were merely touching. I wanted to do something for him since he had saved me two times. Would kissing him be that something? Or at least it would show my appreciation.

But at this moment I didn’t even think that I would kiss him because he saved me. I wanted to kiss him because I had feelings for him, and I would admit to that. Even though I reminded myself to not fall for a bad boy, here I am, falling for one.

However, before I could sort out my feelings, he pulled me to him and covered my mouth with his in a hungry kiss. As our lips crushed together, I felt like I was walking on air. It was magic, the way Jinyoung’s lips connected with mine. His mouth was so warm, the caress of his lips softer than I could have imagined and I opened my mouth with a low moan. Jinyoung took this opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth while his hands pushed me back down on bed.

Breaking away from the hot kiss, Jinyoung hovered above me with full lust in his eyes and flashed me a smirk, “I’d have to admit you did look hot while fighting those men.”

“Shut up and kiss me.” I growled at him, pulling his face down to meet with my lips again. I could feel a smile forming on his face. He broke away again to take off his shirt, revealing the toned abs and beautiful body of his. I started to feel my cheeks rise in color as Jinyoung smirked at me, completely satisfied with my reaction. Soon, Jinyoung’s hands started to slowly unbutton my shirt, his hands caressing my breasts and massaging it slightly. I let out a soft moan and arched my back from the pleasure Jinyoung’s hands were giving me.

“Relax baby,” Jinyoung whispered in my ear as his hands made their way down my inner thighs, “Let me show you how thankful I am for your help.”

I was in panic mode tonight and I called my boyfriend bc he’s really good at calming me down and tonight he said “you’re safe…you’re gonna be ok…you know why you’re safe?” And idk what I was expecting but it definitely was not “because there’s a unicorn watching over you,,I hired one,,,,unicorns are cool”


Forever Chillin’

I ain’t dead but between work and school it surely feels like it. Just poppin in again to see what’s going on with y’all. I’m about to chill by my lonely cause I’m lonely lmao I might call my fam to come over for a movie night or something idk. I’m just bored to be real witchu. I really need to workout tbh.. I done gained a midget lmao

dooble for day 3 of @dirkweek. floating… hogwarts… au… thing?? idk my son being happy makes me happy

woW tumblr messed up the quality. click for a not blurry version?