idk whats going on my mind when i draw this

arigon-reblogs  asked:

You'd be a half-orc barbarian, idk what you're talking about with that half-elf nonsense.

first of all, you know i cant draw bara tiddies, my hands are cursed ,, I can only draw twinks, second, dont mind that it looks nothing like me

I think that’s more like me :’)) Half-orc idk? But 100% barbarian, I do not think when I go in a fight. Like, I’ll go straight up in the fray idc

“I used to be that guy that hide behind a mask…

A guys that didn’t go or do anything without the mask on…

A guy that acted like he doesn’t care what people think of him, but deep down he really did…

A guy that had so many insecurities, so many anxieties, so many issues… And yet nobody know any of them, cuz he held them back from everyone…

He never really liked being the center of attention, being look down apon by people, being judge apon, being hated for no fair reason…

He hate people with all of his heart…

but at the same time he wanted someone who put him and his needs first…

Someone that trust and believe in him like no one else ever really did…

Someone that couldn’t take him out of this hell hole he call life, and make him see that not everyone is the same…

That there’s hope for him… That it’s ok for him to dream, to wish… To love… Again…

But he knew that that sort of person didn’t exist… A person that will love him for who he really was… With his “problem” and everything…

He believed those words all of his life…. He repeated those words in his head like a mantra…

Remaining himself of how useless and pathetic he was… I mean everyone seems to think so… Everyone always tell him so… So it most be true… Right?…

He didn’t believe in no one, trust in no one, talk to no one…

Why would he? They always betray him in the end… Always hurt him more in the end…Making his scars bigger and more hideous…

He lost hope in love, in happiness, in dreams…

Why will he dream in a forever after, if he is going to wake up to the same nightmare again? To the same hurt and betrayal again?…

Just why keep on living, when he have nothing to live for…

Why… Why him… Why does life hate him so much… He didn’t do anything wrong…

He tattooed those words in his mind… In his soul…so that he never forget them…

That’s what he thought… Ontill..

Ontill that person that he has been wishing for, dreaming for…

invited him to play some video games with him…

That person didn’t judge him, no on the contrary… That person wanted to spend some time with him….

Even when that person knows all of his “problems”… That person believe in him… Really believe in him… Trust him… Really wanted to spend some time with him…

He couldn’t believe this!…. Could this be true?… If live really giving him a chance?… Could this be what he has been dreaming and fantasizing about?…

Yes… It is real… To real to be true… But it was… It was real…

That day he know that that person… Really do exist… And he promised himself to never let that person go… Ever…“

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Ok… What the hell did i just do?!… I have no clue loool

Sorry if there is any grammar errors, English is not my first language 😅😅

And im sorry if this is shit, i just did this when my mind was on autopilot of thinking crazy shits and boom!!…. This happened I don’t know how, but it did loool.

mmm the ideA I GOt for secret lovers got to be waaay to much for me to draw in a day, so i’ll (really clumsily) tell you what my mind spun

naruto and hinata have been dating for a couple months when they’re assigned to go on a mission together but they have to go in disguise so hinata has to hide her byakugan and also maybe she cross dresses and cuts her hair idk 

and naruto has to really disguise himself b/c he’s pretty recognizable as the savior of the world.

naruto’s really psyched to be on a mission with his cute girlfriend, and while she’s also excited, she’s more conscious of the gravity of the situation

but naruto wants to flirt and goof around with her and she eventually snaps at him cause he gets dangerously close to blowing their cover

and he gets really quiet and sad for a while and they do mission stuff and they’re both pretty stiff around each other

eventually she confronts him and tells him “you know i love you but you also know that the mission takes priority, right?” and he’s like “yeah :^(”

and she feels bad so she takes a quick look around and yanks him into an alleyway and kisses the shit out of him

then they finish the mission

maybe they bang when they get back idk  :^)

ANYWAY i might draw some of this later

thanks for reading! 

naruhina month day 8: secret lovers