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hey Julia wants to ventfirst of allschool started so that's great I have mixed feelings idk I guess it's fine hahadidn't do my summer reading but I had an excuse but I never got to use itgreat hahaI forgot how homophobic and stuff they were therefun fact I like boysdo I like girlsI d kI wish I could justfigure myself out idkidkno one would like me anyway no one likes me at school I thinkI have friendsbut I'm not a good friendI'm a terrible friendto people irl and on the internetI'm sorry if we're friends and you're reading thisidk why I don't answer messagesI hate myself I'm so sorryidk what to doI wish I could be better but I'm notI wish I drew more but I have work and schooland I'm just lazywhy do I just?? sit and do nothing???why do I do thatI'm wasting time to do thingsI need to do work but I don't want towhy can't I just not do work or anything without consequencesthis is stupid I hate thisbtw!!! I hate myself!!!! how selfish is that???????