how do you know if you're in love ? because i've been thinking about this one person none stop and im craving them so much and shit and the sound of their voice makes me feel like i jumped 100 meters high or whatever and i need the slight attention from them to feel like my day was good and im so fucked up idk if this is what love is bc if it is i fucking hate it i dont wanna feel this way about someone who doesnt gjve a shit about me
you know you’re in love with someone when they’re the first person you want to tell good news to, the first person you want to tell bad news to, the first person you want to tell just about any news to, or not even news but just about anything that comes to mind. however, loving someone is only worth it when it’s reciprocated. if that person doesn’t make you feel like the only girl/guy in the world then they’re not even worth your energy.
HI. I JUST FINISHED READING THE LATEST CHAPTER OF TG :RE AND I'M FEELING SO ASDFGHJKL RIGHT NOW. WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN ON THE NEXT CHAPTER? I'M SORRY FOR THE CASP BUT I'M JUST SO EXCITED RIGHT NOW, AND YOU'RE ONE OF THE FEW TG/TOUKEN FANDOM I'M FOLLOWING HERE, I'M SORRY AGAIN. OMG!!!
ALSO, THIS IS MY VERY FIRST ‘ASK’ TO YOU, BUT I ALMOST FORGOT TO SAY THAT YOUR ART ARE SO AWESOME, I ALWAYS LOOK AT THEM. KEEP UP THE VERY GOOD WORK. I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHGFJFHJFAKJFWJKEFALHFBLKJDFFHJVJBKVBKSFFEKLFBAEFAENJH OKAY LET ME CALM MYSELF
OKAAY . OMG- IDK WHAT WILL HAPPEN ACTUALLY, I HAVE SOME SITUATIONS BUT IT ALL DEPENDS HOW KANEKI’S REACTION AND HOW THE WILL ANSWER, HE PROBABLY WILL BE SO RED AND CAN’T ANSWER,
BUT WHAT IF???? I READ SOME STUFF THAT HAISE AND TOUKA BANGED, SO TOUKA IS ASKING HIM IF HE REMEMBERS ALJDFA BUT I DONT THINK SO, BUT I WILL BE THE DEAD OF ME. BUT IT WAS MORE FOR BREAKING THE ICE, TOUKA WILL SAY ‘’I WAS JOKING’’ OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, AND THEN STARTS THE REAL CONVERSATION (although if Kaneki says yes.. you know who can help ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°))
AAA HEEY PLEASE SEND ME MORE OF THIS IN THE FUTURE, I LOVE SCREAMING ABOUT THE CHAPTER DAJKSFALSDJ
Also thank you very much ❤️❤️ I WILL KEEP GIVING TO YOU GUYS MORE TOUKEN!! HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY TOO ANONY ❤️
Harry's attraction to Ginny in the early part of HBP
A complaint I used to see a lot about Harry x Ginny was that his “sudden” attraction to her, when he saw her kissing Dean, came out of the blue and that there were no hints for it prior to that, so I put together a list of all the times in HBP, before the awakening of his infamous chest monster, when Harry is clearly crushing on her. (all page numbers are from the Scholastic edition)
then everyone joins him as force ghost and he lets out a long-suffering sigh because oh my force WHY
idk how the force thing works but satine gets there first bc ofc she dies, takes one good look at qui – gon and COMPLAINS; now that fucking idiot boy will blame himself for everything anD THERE ARE NO MARTINIS IN FORCE HEAVEN
Everyone is freaking out over this Bill Nye show on Netflix and. Idk.
I’ve watched the first two episodes and after they shat all over auras and crystals etc. I’m feeling kind of bitter.
They barely let Donald Schultz speak or finish his points and it was very annoying.
Over the past year or so, Serah had gotten used to finding Hope over at her sister’s house. Honestly, even at the beginning, she hadn’t been all that surprised. Those two just seemed made for each other.
Even they were both way too dense to realize it.
There were definitely times when Serah wanted to just lock them in a room together and wait until they talked out their feelings. Sometimes she was convinced that some girl would swoon all over poor Hope and drag him away from Lightning.
Now she was wondering if that would happen the other way around.
just saying, since i’ve gotten into roosterteeth (coming up on two years now, actually), Caiti Ward has been a huge inspiration and role model for me.
as someone who’s had pretty severe anxiety for most of my life, i tend to get in the frame of mind that no one really understands what it feels like to be mentally ill. Caiti was honestly one of the first people i found who made me feel like maybe i wasn’t totally fucked in the head. she’s such a kind person, amd to see her talk about her experiences made me feel like i could grow up to be somebody successful and worthwhile to know. idk, i’m rambling, but i adore caiti, and im so thankful. She gives me a lot of hope.
I'm really scared my abusive father told me he follows me on tumblr and I thought I was safe on here and I worked so hard to get where I am now and I can't delete now and I'm so scared I thought I was safe and I don't know where is safe anymore but your title says you're safe and I really hope you're not wrong but now I can't freely be me because he's watching my every move and I don't want to change my URL bc I love it so much I'm just so scared and idk what to do I thought j was safe
I have multiple suggestions.
The first is to make a sideblog and to move. You wouldn’t have to go through the whole account, and you can keep your url. Leave the ‘main blog’, the one he found, but add a hyphen- to the url. Then you can transfer your current url to a side blog and continue. Password block this one though.
Alternately, put the hyphen in your url and make a new account with your old url. While a new url + new account is the safest method this isn’t too shabby either. Distribute information of this activity to trusted mutuals or followers. I know you don’t want to move but it might be helpful.
Make a sideblog for personal thoughts/things that mean something to you but keep your main blog for fandom, aesthetic, etc. A lot of users do this for the sake of organization, but it’s also a safe move.
If you do any of the above make a queue of 300 posts and then set it to dispense 10 posts a day. That way he doesn’t get suspicious at your sudden lack of activity.
Password block your main blog then go through your follower list user by user and block whoever doesn’t seem to be a legitimate user and/or might be your father. If he’s not on tumblr the password will immediately take care of the issue but if he is you’ll have to work a little harder. If that’s not safe use one of the other suggestions.
Hi! You're one of my favourites meta writers, so I thought about asking you: what do you think about politics on spn? What I mean is that, as a non-American, I'm somewhat irked at some quotes in the show (which, in general, gives me vibes of Republican-written-show - no offense to Republicans, btw). For example, the fact that in The End the president is Palin (Sarah Palin?) and that episode aired in the first obama election period, and now this "obama" in 10x04. Idk. What do you think?
I… alright, I’ll be honest nonny, I outright laughed at the idea of spn being a Republican-written show (no offense meant to you or your interpretation, of course).
I’ll start with the two examples you’ve given, the Sarah Palin reference and the awkward “Obama” that Dean blurts out in 10x04. Both of these instances are jokes, and both of them are portrayed in such a way that if they’re poking fun at anyone, it’s at the Republicans. The comment on Sarah Palin as president comes from Zachariah in a scene (well, the whole episode) where he’s trying to show Dean just how dire the situation will be if he doesn’t say yes to Michael. Specifically, he says “President Palin defends bombing of Houston.” As in, this president of the United States bombed a major US city and then defended it. In a litany of things-that-have-gone-wrong-because-of-you-Dean, the fact that Sarah Palin is president in a post-apocalyptic world (and generally being really fucking brutal) is a pretty damning condemnation of her politics if I ever heard it. (sidenote: 5x04 aired on October 1st of 2009, one year after the 2008 presidential election, so Obama was already in office and everybody in the world was making fun on Sarah Palin because she’s a ridiculous person)
The Obama joke in 10x04 is a little different, mostly because it seems like it’s there to showcase how uncomfortable Dean is slipping back into his old roles. The joke is that Dean, who is usually so good at improvising, fumbles and blurts out the first thing he can think of that has literally nothing to do with the conversation- “Obama.” If you want to read deeper into that statement, you could argue that the general state of politics in the US at the moment has left pretty much everyone feeling angry at the government, including liberals frustrated with Obama. You could also argue that Dean blurts out Obama because they’re in a small town and small towns are usually more conservative than big cities; or you can just argue that what Dean says is a reflection of his character and not the opinion of the writer who gave him that line (idk what Adam Glass’ politics are, but I can’t imagine that he’s all that conservative).
I’m going to assume that since you aren’t American, there’s a little bit lost in translation when it comes to other countries talking about our politics. There’s a reason why Republicans complain about the liberal slant in Hollywood- not because the film industry is particularly liberal, at least not by Tumblr’s standards, but because Republicans are so radically conservative at this point that anything even approaching moderate is extreme liberalism in relation to them. Meaning that in a big city like LA which tends to be far more liberal than the rest of the state except for the bay area (check out this graphic from the 2012 election and try to tell me my city is conservative), most of the people who live and work in it (eg the writers of spn) will be moderate to liberal. Even with network execs and production companies toning down any liberal bias that might show up in tv and movies, the result is still more liberal than anything the hardcore Republicans will accept.
As far as the show itself goes, there is a lot about it that screams mainstream liberal to me- aka moderate liberalism that’s been subdued slightly by the need to appeal to a wider audience. The fact that there have been several queer characters, most notably Charlie, who have been visibly queer and yet not defined by that fact. The fact that gender roles are subverted and subtextually addressed when it comes to Dean. The whole plot of season 7- the entire season is one long fuck you to big business, über-capitalist Republicans. I mean, the villain is a monster in big business mogul skin putting additives into our food and doing it all while wearing a skeevy politician’s smile and arguing against gun control; it doesn’t get much more anti-Republican than that.
I understand that it’s frustrating that the show fails to meet the standards we hold here on the internet, especially when it comes to social justice, but you do have to understand that even if the show isn’t as liberal as we’d like, it is a far far cry from being Republican. I can pretty much guarantee you that any politics jokes that come up will reflect that, if you take a moment to think about them.
First off you're extremely beautiful! And second, I know you're busy but today is my birthday and it's been a really shitty one so I was wondering if you could write something about me and ash or Mikey that has to do with celebrating your birthday idk just something really happy and cute and fluffy to cheer me up :((
aw so just imagine that they’d actually legitimately forgotten it was your birthday because like, touring and the band can be so hectic and it’s just so easy to not even know what month it is let alone what day or date. But you would’ve thought that ash, your boyfriend, at least would have remember it was your bday. And especially because you were on tour with them but they’d booked off the day just to have a ‘day off’ so, I mean, naturally you assumed they chose that day for a break bc it was your birthday.
But nooooo. The day came and everything was literally normal af. Like, Ashton was being his normal self and he just kissed you on the shoulder when you both woke up in the morning and he put his arm slung around your waist while you were eating breakfast. But nothing at all was said about your birthday. And it’s not that you actually expected anything, but just a nice ‘happy birthday’ would’ve been cool. And, like, the whole band would come out and start going about their daily stuff. And Michael, your bestie, would just go straight to his video games and you’d be just sitting there a bit like wtf.
And Ashton would notice something wasn’t quite right and half way through the day he would be like, ‘everything alright, baby?’ and you were so tempted to just ask if he knew what the date was but you were like nah bc that would be awkward. So you’d leave it and brush it off.
And then by the end of the day you would basically forget it was even your birthday because everyone else had seemed to dismiss it, so why shouldn’t you. And it would get to nighttime and you’d be lying down watching a movie with everyone all snuggled up lazily on one bed, and you would get a phone call from your mum. SO you’d just pick it up automatically and omg her voice would just screech through the phone like ‘hapPY BIRTHDAY sweetiee I HOPE ASHTON HAS BEEN TREATING YOU WELL TODAY IM SORRY I CANT BE THERE BUT WE SENT YOU A CARD IN THE MAIL AND HOPEFULLY IT’LL GET THEIR SOON YOUR BIRTHDYA IS SUCH AN IMPORTANT DAY BLABLABLABLA'
and you’d be like fk fk omg wat and you’d rush to try and turn the volume down but everyone had already heard and everyone would turn to look at you and omg you never would’ve seen so many pale ghostly people looking in your direction and you’d just think it was the awkwardest thing ever and you’d fumble around to turn off the damn phone to shut your stupid mum up, and then when you did it would just be like … dead.. silence..
and you’d sorta just turn to your left and look at Ashton and he would just be sitting there with his mouth open gaping at you and taking really really slow and deep breaths. And you’d just feel so bad that he was clearly feeling so bad and you’d start to talk like, 'ash…’ but he’d be in a state where his eyes were literally being clouded by tears and he’d just get straight up off of the bed and like storm the fuck out of that room
and obv you’d instantly go to follow, but Michael would grab your arm and pull you back to fall like half on top of him, and he’d be like, 'jesus, fuck Y/N, I am, literally, so, fucking, sorry, about this, oh my god.’And you’d shake your head like, 'no, michael, it’s fine, don’t even worry about it seriously.’but UGH HE’D JUST LOOK LIKE A PUPPY WITH SAD EYES AND LIKE SWEARING NONSTOP AND LUKE And calum would be awkwardly scratching the back of their necks and mumbling apologies and shit and you’d just be like aahhh stfu tbh and you’d grab michael’s shoulder and make eye contact with all three of them and you’d say, ‘don’t worry. I’m not offended, but I’m worried about Ashton.’
SO you’d run out and immediately be on the hunt for your sad man but as soon as you walked out the door, he would slam straight into you because he was already heading on his way in to come back and apologise to you and omg you’d just stand there looking at each other and then he’d take a massive hugh gulp of air and be like, 'baby, I had absolutely no fucking idea that it was your birthday and I never ever felt so guilty in my entire life-’ and you’d go to interrupt but he’d shoosh you and keep going like, ‘no honestly babe, I am in the wrong here, don’t you dare try to defend me. But I am going to make this up to you okay? I promise.’
And awwww you’d be smiling and you’d just dive in for a hug and then in no time you’d be full on stand-up cuddling and it would be cute
so then anyway, you’d sorta just have to listen to him hating on himself for the rest of the night, but then the nEXT DAY EVERYTHING WOULD BE AMAZING, LIKE, YOU’D WAKE UP TO THE SMELL OF BREAKFAST BC HE WOULD’VE COOKED YOU UP SOMETHING AMAZING AND HE’D BRING IT INTO BED AND peck your forehead and he’d be like trying to be funny like, 'what’s the point in celebrating your birthday on your actual birthday when you could celebrate your bday plus one because you’ve officially survived one day of that age!’ and all day he’d be making you laugh and you would go out for lunch to some cute cafe and Ashton would be super touchy the entire day, like his hand would constantly he on your thigh
and michael would be totally into the ‘celebrating a day late’ thing and he would’ve gone out in the morning to buy you flowers and chocolates and essentially you’d just get so fkn spoilt
but then at night when you were going to sleep again, you’d be in ashton’s arms and he would just be getting all sentimental like, 'honey, I owe you so much for loving me even when I screw up the most important day in the world.’ and you’d sigh, 'it’s hardly the most important day ash,’ but he’d disagree like, 'well, actually, Princess, if you hadn’t have been born, then you wouldn’t be with me right now and then there would be no way in hell that I would be half as happy or have half the reason I have to live now.’