idk what this is but i love this song a lot

anonymous asked:

Idk if you're interested in this bc what do you think GD would look like/sound like/write about if they're were girls?

probably a lot of the same stuff, i think they would still write a lot about love and anxiety and the government. maybe there’d be more songs about female empowerment from the girl’s perspective, tré would probably write a really graphic song about female menstruation. this is a very interesting question though omg


        What’s in a name? A thousand songs. Hundreds of photographs. A million stories.  
                                           Everything.  Everything is in a name.

                                           Everything is in your name. (insp)

the thing is: i love all SHINee members nd i really think they r so damn talented nd have improved a lot through all these years. so thats why i want SO badly that everybody sees that TAEMIN is more than a dancer this kid really sings well; that MINHO is not just a pretty face he can sing not just rap nd his acting skills r becoming better; that KIBUM isnt just a fashion guy for gods sake he can dance sing act is there anything this boy cannot do?; that JONGHYUN is more than a cry boy (or a sexy guy) he makes art he writes composes and produces his own songs he even wrote a book!; that JINKIs occupation is NOT break things with his finger (!!!!!!!hELp) his voice is pure honey his acting is amazing wth is wrong with those tv shows?! idk… i just wish ppl could hv more respect for who they r nd what they do. is there any sense in what im saying? whatever~

Masterlist of Girl Groups Proving Their Vocals

So we all know that there are a lot of girl groups are currently existing this year. I’m getting worried since some talented girl groups are getting less attention as the number of rookies increase and worse, they get disbanded. Just pls chill and watch these videos because these girls deserve more attention. Forget about the looks, just focus on the vocals. Don’t forget to spread this for others to listen, too. (Majority of these videos are covers and live)








EVOL (but mostly Say):




I know I miss a lot of girl groups, please add them! So I’m leaving it here and hope you’ll start supporting them :-)





Please add more! I only know few girl groups :(

When You Take Me There

Genre: fluff af. like actual cotton candy i swear

Word Count: 1.2k

Summary: A very in-depth confession of love from Phil to Dan based on and inspired by the song ‘Durban Skies’ by Bastille. (Written in Phil’s POV)

Warnings: tiny mention of alcohol?? slight suggestion of sex? idk it is definitely 100% SFW

a/n: this is the first ever actual good thing i’ve written in my life I hope it’s enjoyable and ik the punctuation is probably horrendous but idk who needs rules of the english language lmao. hope u all enjoy (also if you find any typos or anything pls lmk as it’s currently 4:30am and i’m like half asleep)


You are all that I’ve got to be thankful for.

Well, technically there’s a lot of things I’m thankful for. But nothing as important as you.

You. Dan Howell. The love of my life. My hopes, dreams, aspirations; my everything.

I know I want to be with you forever.

Our love incomparable, our souls inseparable. Nothing could ever break our bond, our hearts perfectly entangled together, like our fingertips on a dreaded, rainy, mid-Sunday taxi drive to the grocery store. Like our legs on a lazy Tuesday as we swear at each other playing Mario Kart. Like our bodies the first time we met, both of us shaking with nervousness and sweating like dogs. I am in love with you.

You outweigh any form of negativity I have ever come across.

You are all I need. One look at you- a glance into your beautiful, dark coffee-stained eyes, and I am at peace with all in my life. All that isn’t you, anyways. I am always at peace with you.

You are my entire life, and always have been.

I fondly remember the beginning. Vivid memories of carelessness and the feeling of newly found love. The long train rides you took to close the gap between us. All the thoughtless walks around Manchester, the cheesy coffee and cinema dates, as well as the angsty nights at my house when I secretly gave you alcohol after promising my parents I wouldn’t- and getting a bit drunk. Sometimes too drunk perhaps, which led to some out of hand things. I don’t even want to know what we did, as all I remember is one time waking up to you asleep naked on my family’s dining room table. They luckily weren’t home that week. You cried over how bad you felt, and I cheered you up by ordering Indian food and wrapping us both up on the couch in a blanket as we watched our favorite childhood cartoons. You are really something else, and I couldn’t ask for any better.

Back then I could only imagine what we would experience together.

I had no idea we, as a duo, would become at all known to the world. I didn’t think about all the lives we would change and all the places we’d go and all the amazing friends we would make. All I knew for sure was that I wanted you in my arms till the day I’d die, and to this day that is still all I live by.

I am so thankful to have you next to me in my life.

Moving to London was a major risk for us. We went through some difficult hardships career-wise, but deep down I knew it would work out. Anything can work out as long as I’m with you. Our love can conquer any and all obstacles.

I understand how you work.

Your thought process, your creative sources, how your mind works. I can tell how you feel at anytime, in any situation. Parties, events, when you’re stressing about what to do for the next scene in a video. I know that the only way you can sleep most nights is if I softly play with your fingers, and if the comforter is tucked in between your knees because you hate when your bare legs are touching under the blanket as it’s too warm and it makes you feel gross. I know you better than anyone else.

You make me feel like I can live forever.

Nothing matters when our bodies are pressed together like the waves and the shore on a humid, sunny day at dusk. You know that feeling you get when you finally fit the last piece into a puzzle you’ve been working on for weeks? That feeling of completion and relief, the satisfaction and pleasure your body experiences fitting that puzzle piece perfectly into it’s place and seeing the whole picture? That’s how I feel laying next to you. When I cover your rosy face in gentle kisses every morning and when our arms embrace every time we see each other after being apart. Maybe not exactly like that, actually. Multiply that feeling by about… infinity. The way you make me feel is simply indescribable.

You’ve made me view things from a whole new perspective.

I think back to when we first walked through town together and our hair wouldn’t stop going nuts in the wind and I kept complaining and got frustrated. Your hands reached down to mine and held on just tight enough and everything was instantly calm in my mind. You taught me how to be the best person I can be and told me everything I needed to hear and more. I am forever grateful for your impact on my life.

You are the only person I want to spend my life with.

I personally don’t think weddings are the most important part of a relationship, but I know how much you look forward to ours. I often imagine seeing your gravity-defying smile and glistening eyes of endearment as we exchange I do’s and an everlasting kiss to seal everything we’ve shared since way back when. Seeing you happy is what’s most important to me.

It’s a miracle this ever worked out and I am forever grateful.

The slightest of changes in one of our paths could’ve caused everything to be different. It’s insane to think that if I hadn’t bought that exact box of cereal that one day, I would’ve never experimented with the camera I won and started uploading to youtube when I did. Every single specific decision each of us made somehow lead to this and it’s honestly terrifying to think about how easily we could’ve never even acknowledged each other, and none of this would be happening right now. I have no words for how thankful I am that things happened the way they did.

I was always told that it wouldn’t work, but look at where we are now.

I was told not to trust you. That you were just some stranger. That you were too young and naïve, and that it wasn’t really love and that it was all just excitement. I hope they realize how wrong they were whenever they see our faces in magazines and our names in headlines. I hope they’re constantly reminded that we were different and that we made it. We made it together.

All those four am skype call sessions to the four am sunrises we’d watch from outside your family’s house to the four am netflix show binges in bed that became the only normality we know of today.

The countless amount of train rides to see each other, to the countless amount of plane rides to travel the world together. Everything is more beautiful when you’re by my side.

The hundreds of days and nights spent embraced in your arms and the hundreds and hundreds more I look forward to. You are my definition of warmth and my meaning of home and you are everything I could ever want and everything I don’t deserve and everything else that is good in the world.

You are the best person in the world. I love you so much, Dan, and I know I will love you as long as we both shall live. You complete me in every way, and you are all I’ve got to be thankful for. 

Day 10 - YouTube AU

look! im actually posting something!!

i just learned about @carryon-countdown so im starting today lol~

Baz is a famous YouTuber who is known for his violin skills. He plays a lot of covers of songs mixed with a few original ones.

Simon is a hot mess of a human being. He’s less busy on YouTube but he’s incredibly vine famous. Think Thomas Sanders because he would be an incredibly nice human being making jokes with friends that somehow blow up one day.

He goes to check on why it blew up so much and he finds a video recommended for him on a channel (I can’t think of a name but its something like BazTalks or GrimmlyPitch or idk). Apparently this super popular YouTuber mentioned him in one of his Q&A videos when someone asked what his favorite vine account was. Baz had given a short list (which included Simon’s channel).

So Simon watches some of Baz’s videos and he quickly falls in love with his piercing eyes and the sharp way he pronounces words and how at peace he looks when he plays the violin.

Penny, at the time, is a YouTuber known for book reviews and the occasional skit or cooking tutorial (which turns into drunk kitchen very quickly). She has known Simon since middle school where they became fast friends, and she knows him like the back of her hand. So it’s not a surprise when she confronts him about his internet crush.

Luckily for Simon, Penny knows Baz through the YouTube world and arranges for them to do a collab. So Penny brings Baz in and they do a sort of collab about a book about a young musician or something lmao. Simon comes home from school or something and hears Penny making a video but he sneaks into the room and nearly drops his papers when he sees Baz.

They invite him into the video and it gets a lot of views so they do some more in the future, and Baz helps Simon set up a YouTube account where he posts longer videos discussing his life and current events, some prank videos thrown in there too. A bit after that though, Baz opens his feed to see that Simon has posted a coming out video where he talks about being bisexual and stuff. So then Baz is like “holy shit he could actually like me” because somewhere along the line he’s definitely fallen in love with Simon’s laugh and his smile and everything else.

So Baz calls him about it and they have a long conversation about what sexuality means to them and it ends with Baz deciding to make one too because it’s been long enough.

A few days after Simon Snow’s coming out video was first uploaded, Baz uploaded his as well. Baz asked Simon out just to see how things would go and they both had such a good time (Baz kan be nice when he isn’t trying to act like a jerk and Simon makes terrible hilarious jokes). They decide to start dating and they’re very cute together and everyone is so happy for them.


Hey guys, i figured i would share this with you! this is an animatic i started a bit ago and i lost the motivation for a little way in. it was the first kinda animatic ive done before and ive really improved a lot since i made this (especially in animation)!
I meant to finish this for you guys a while ago but i couldnt find a way to continue it, so i’ve decided that ill have you guys help me with coming up with an animatic to make for you guys! please send me some 1p2pengland au ideas or a short little plot you and/or a song! id love to see what you guys come up with!

1. I will be honest with you, most days i wake up and my first though is you.
2. I’ve spent days in my thoughts, waiting for someone’s smile to open the door; and there you were- I’ve been waiting for you.
3. And all the songs i’ve been listening to finally made sense, i never thought they would.
4. You’re my thoughts. You  have been for the past year.
5. Oh my god i love you more than you will ever know.
6. I never know what to say and i’m sorry, but if i could even find the courage to say something it would be “please don’t get tired of me.”
7.I love you, i love you so fucking much. You will always be my insomnia, my late night thoughts.
8.I adore you.
9.I know i get annoying and i frustrate you a lot, thank you for putting up with me.
10.I will always be in some kind of love with you, i hope you know that.
11. I still love you at
12. I fell in love with you, you don’t have to love me back. But i gave you my heart, please be gentle.
13. 4 shots later and the only name i manage to slur out is yours.
14. All the songs make sense now, they were about you.
—  A list of things i can’t tell you

Castaway, 5 Seconds of Summer ~ first chorus

I have synesthesia - a condition causing my senses to get mixed up - resulting in my ability to see sounds. A lot of people ask me what it looks like, so I thought I’d share parts of some of my favourite songs so other people can experience it too

Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog Starters
  • "That's the plan. Rule the world."
  • "A murder would be nice of course!"
  • "It seems destiny ends with me saving you."
  • "The only doom that's looming is you loving me to death."
  • "Is the world finally growing wise?"
  • "There will be blood, it might be yours."
  • "Even in the darkness every colour can be found."
  • "All the birds are singin' that you're gonna die!"
  • "It's a brand new me, I've got no remorse."
  • "Home is where the heart is, so your real home's in your chest."
  • "Everyone's a hero in their own way."
  • "Everyone's got villains they must face."
  • "Amazing how sheep'll show up for the slaughter."
  • "Why can't they see what I see?"
  • "Why can't they hear the lies?"
  • "Your disguise is slipping."
  • "Can you really hear me?"
  • "I bring you pain, the kind you can't suffer quietly."
  • "Go ahead! Run away!"
  • "I would give anything not to have her see."
  • "It's gonna be bloody."
  • "There's no time for mercy."
  • "Here lies everything, the world I wanted at my feet."
  • "And I won't feel a thing."

even + isak + music

  • even realising that isak doesn’t experience music like he does so he makes him lie down in bed and listen while he explains what he hears like do you even hear those layers and this part is my favourite and she uses her voice like a musical instrument and doesn’t this make you feel alive????

  • late night arguments that aren’t really arguments about whose music they’re going to listen to and even being like “your taste would be so bad without my influence” and isak being like “excuse you my music taste is the best thanks” and then after that continues for a while he finally gives into even bc really who cares as long as they’re listening together

  • even texting isak new songs he finds or has known for ages and slowly it’s starting to become a habit for him to send isak one every night before bed even if they’re literally next to each other (which lets be honest is like 95% of the time)

  • isak surprising even by creating a playlist called i love you more than cardamom for valentines day and it’s literally filled with his most favourite but cheesy af songs and even can’t stop smiling while they listen to it that night

  • even having a thought or feeling or anything about every single song he listens to and explaining it all between kisses in bed with Isak while they go through his whole library for days and days and days

  • even walking in on isak one day lip syncing to 5 fine frøkner just looking at this beautiful boy singing to songs he pretends he hates and then when he realises the song is on repeat jumping in for Gabrielle part 2 while isak is super embarrassed about being caught but also soooo into it

  • isak knows even has had a bad day but doesn’t want to talk about it so instead he just gets his phone and together they listen to some of their faves and chill and after a while even feels much much better and even lip syncs to that one stupid song again

  • even playing his guitar and isak randomly making up lyrics with that adorable english accent and even slowly melting until he can’t handle it anymore and has to kiss him

  • isak opening up even to even more music which even didn’t expect because helloooo he has like 4000 songs in his library already and how is that even possible?????

  • even listening to literally any song before (and lets be honest after as well) the pool kiss and they all somehow seem to be about isak and his golden hair and his lips and his face and the way he smiles and it’s how he knows how head over heels he is for this boy

  • even dragging isak to any concert around oslo and isak hating it half the time because really what is this crap but then he sees how alive the music makes even feel so he secretly starts loving it and looking forward to it just so he can see that twinkle in evens eyes

  • even randomly throwing his game controller to the side while they’re gaming with the boy squad to ask siri what song is playing in the game bc its just sooooo good and isak taking the opportunity the distraction caused to kick all their butts for once

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

Love your blog, super useful, Whats your favorite book or film? What do you write? idk whats up in general hows it going?

Thank you!

I have a lot of trouble choosing favourites, I’m very picky and very changeable, so I’ll give you shortlists instead!

In no particular order …

Favourite books:

  • IT by Stephen King
  • The Peace and War Series by Joe Haldeman
  • The Silmarillion by J.R.R. Tolkien
  • Leash by Jane DeLynn
  • Catch 22 by Joseph Heller
  • The Mayfair Witches Series by Anne Rice
  • Labyrinth by Alex Beecroft
  • Lonely Werewolf Girl by Martin Millar
  • The Hannibal Lecter Novels by Thomas Harris
  • And the Ass Saw the Angel by Nick Cave
  • The Song of the Lioness Quartet by Tamora Pierce
  • The Black Jewels Trilogy (and series) by Anne Bishop
  • In Human by Anna Dusk
  • The Orange Eats Creeps by Grace Krilanovich
  • Exquisite Corpse by Poppy Z. Brite
  • The Talisman by Stephen King
  • Orlando by Virginia Woolf 
  • The Nightingale and the Rose (short story) by Oscar Wilde
  • The Red King by Victor Kelleher
  • The Ill-made Mute (The Bitterbynde Series) by Cecilia Dart-Thornton

and many more … I mean we could be here all year, to be honest …

Favourite Poetry:

  • Ariel (Collection) by Sylvia Plath
  • The Iliad by Homer
  • Kubla Khan by Samuel Taylor Coleridge
  • … pretty much everything by John Keats
  • ……. and William Blake
  • Goblin Market by Christina Rossetti
  • The Waste Land by T.S. Eliot
  • Le Morte d'Arthur by Thomas Malory

Favourite Movies/ Plays:

  • Cube (1997)
  • Robocop (1987)
  • The Alien franchise
  • Interstellar (2014)
  • Crimson Peak (2015)
  • The Lost Boys (1987)
  • Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead by Tom Stoppard
  • Così by Louis Nowra
  • The Crow (1994)
  • The Importance of Being Earnest by Oscar Wilde
  • The Tempest by William Shakespeare
  • The Virgin Suicides (1999)
  • Event Horizon (1997)
  • San Andreas (2015)
  • Mad Max Fury Road (2015)

Favourite Series:

  • The Granada Sherlock Holmes Series (Jeremy Brett)
  • NBC’s Hannibal
  • Doctor Who (esp. the Big Finish Audios)
  • Jim Henson’s The Storyteller

Favourite Non Fiction:

  • On Writing by Stephen King
  • Obsession by John Douglas and Mark Olshaker
  • On the Farm by Stevie Cameron
  • Visit to a Small Planet: Some Questions to Ask a Play by Elinor Fuchs

I don’t really tend to have favourite characters, in as much as I tend to have favourite character dynamics, which I think could probably fill a paper, so I won’t go into it here. I love a well constructed villain. I love a realistic and flawed hero. To be honest, I’m going to dig any character that feels real.

I also tend to read and watch a lot of ‘true crime’ stuff. Figuring out the way that real life bad stuff happens is something that I use to work out how my fiction comes together. It helps to know how people react to that kind of situation in real life, and the cause and effect of interpersonal violence and crimes.

My Projects:

I tend to write horror/ gothic/ dark fantasy/ urban fantasy/ magical realism stuff. Scary, gross, creepy, weird fiction. Though I occasionally like to dabble in high fantasy and space opera/ scifi. Speculative fiction in general is where I like to play.

Currently I’m working on:

  • A horror/ romance contemporary novel, I’m about 5k in and going pretty well, I think
  • Rewriting a horror/ weird fiction novella that I wrote last year. It’s just under 10k and as soon as I finished the first draft I realised that I had to rethink the protagonist’s motivation entirely. I get the feeling it might gain about 5k in rewrites
  • Prepping for a horror writing competition that I’ve applied for – if I’m accepted I’ll be writing a lot of fiction pretty quickly, and it’ll be a challenge, but I’m looking forward to it! (IF I’m accepted! Fingers crossed, though!)
  • Proposal for a conference paper on Ecohorror and Ecogothic in fiction. If I get it done and it’s accepted then I’ll have to work out how to get to Dublin in November. But that’s a long way off, proposal first, worry about everything else later!
  • Contemplating a PhD application. Possibly applying to study 2018 or 2019, though the subject and which university I’d do it at are all up in the air

So, everything’s going pretty well I guess. Busy!

Thanks for the asks, folks.

I also just want to note that I read and watch a lot of pretty graphic fiction, so some of the stuff above might be a little confronting for some folks – if you’re going to take these as recommendations, please do google stuff if you’ve not heard of it before and make sure that it’s not going to be too disturbing to you. If you can’t find info on a specific text I’ve mentioned above, please feel free to shoot an ask if there’s anything particular you’re worried about.

telanovella  asked:

Is it just me or is BTS's music like really different from typical kpop? Like I don't know how to explain it because lol it is kpop but at the same time a lot of their music isn't just good beats and fun times? Like I initially liked them because they were funny but I was drawn more to them because their music almost felt somewhat western in style? It's one of the reasons why I like DEAN so much because despite it being kpop it has that west flare. Idk thoughts?

Yes OMG FINALLY SOMEONE VOICED OUT MY INNER THOUGHTS !!! Bts make real music 😻 meaningful lyrics and smooth melodies 💜 Bts are telling us a story through their songs , that’s why they feel different from your usual kpop boy bands. Most boy bands sing about love ,breakups and those kind of things, but bts approach issues that aren’t spoken of ,and that’s what makes it different. 💕💕 I LOVE DEAN SO MUCH TBH 😻😻😻😻😻😻 JUNGKOOK LIKES HIS DEAN HYUNG AS WELL 💕💕 HE always calls him dean Sunbae-nim by accident lol 😹😹😹

Originally posted by kpoptrashandproud


When we worked here together, we fought, scratched, and clawed to make people’s lives a tiny bit better. That’s what public service is all about – small, incremental change every day.

B.A.P 101: How to Stan the Biggest Dorks Ever

Obviously B.A.P aren’t relatively unpopular/new but they’ve been on hiatus for almost a year now and they’ve gotten less and less fans and recognition SO with their come back getting nearer and nearer I had to make this post!!!!! Please support and love B.A.P okay you won’t regret it.

Note: This isn’t a list of everything they’ve been on/done, just the most important(?).


BANG YONGGUK- Rapper/Caretaker Leader in B.A.P. His birthday is March 31, 1990(25 years old; oldest member). Some fans call him grandpa because he moves and talks very slowly and its adorable okay I promise. He’s mostly known for his deep ass voice like seriously I didn’t know a voice could go that deep. Was an underground rapper and went by the name Jepp Blackman(? don’t ask honestly). He writes/has written a lot of B.A.P’s songs and is basically the dad of the group. Also really loves Tigger. twitter instagram

KIM HIMCHAN- Vocals/Visual in B.A.P. Some people call him the mom of the group and tbh it’s true. His birthday is April 19, 1990(25;second oldest). He went to a performing arts school and can play like…a shit ton of traditional Korean instruments as well as guitar and piano. He was an ulzzang pre-debut and a lot of people say he looks scary but really he’s just a big softy and super touchy I love Himchan. twitter instagram weibo

JUNG DAEHYUN- Main vocals in B.A.P. When they debuted their agency called him Busan’s Wonbin in order to cause a stir and I don’t think anybody has let that go yet tbh. His birthday is June 28, 1993(22; B.A.P’s middle child basically). He’s the one screaming in all the songs if you hear a random and super extra high note in a song it’s Daehyun. Talks entirely too much like he really never stops talking(which is funny because when they first debuted he was supposed to be the “silent type”). He’s like an annoying little brother sometimes but he always posts updates of himself and the other members and is always saying how much he loves his fans he’s just. Sinnamon roll. I don’t think he was doing anything in particular pre-debut but he always wanted to be a singer. Also, in desperate need of chapstick. twitter instagram weibo

YOO YOUNGJAE- Main vocals in B.A.P. He doesn’t really have a nickname as far as I know. His birthday is January 24, 1994(21; not really maknae line but not really not maknae line; ice cream line). B.A.P’s second most slept on member(I think people are still hurt about the One Shot MV). Full of sarcasm and always making fun of the other members but never in a harsh way. He and Daehyun are like partners in crimes they really never stop talking. He likes to pretend he’s cool but in reality gets super embarrassed and he is just. Beautiful and also his laugh is so extra he’s so extra please don’t sleep on Youngjae. twitter instagram

MOON JONGUP- Vocals/Main Dancer in B.A.P. His nickname is Moon Angel/Moontos. His birthday is February 6, 1995(20, maknae line). His fans are called Cheetos because his muscles look like cheetos(he literally called his biceps cheetos i love jongup). B.A.P’s MOST slept on member imo!!!!! He’s quiet and usually zoned out but whenever he does talk he’s sooo funny without even trying he’s really an angel. Also an amazing dancer even though on stage he only do like three in a half moves he got jams okay my dude can dance. Plus his singing is beautiful but he doesn’t get a lot of lines honestly #LetJongupCook2k15. Also his smile saved kpop. twitter instagram

ZELO(CHOI JUNHONG)- Rapper/Dancer in B.A.P. World’s largest maknae. His birthday is October 15, 1996(18; a baby). He loves socks and skateboarding and one time he danced in front of the sunset to Hotline Bling and it changed me as a person. He’s the only member with a stage name they picked it from a Greek god I think. And he’s like 7ft tall(6’1) but is still an awkward teenager going through his rebellious stage. Basically a giant baby. Also fashion disaster and constant victim of bad hairstyles.  twitter instagram weibo


Never Give Up(Yongguk/Zelo sub-unit)
No Mercy
Crash(Crash in Sokcho)
Stop It
Rain Sound
One Shot
Coffee Shop
Where Are You?(어디니? 뭐하니?)
Excuse Me
One Shot(JPN.)
No Mercy(JPN.)



Weekly Idol - (120822)(130306)(130904)(140305)


Ask in a Box

Yu Huiyeol’s Sketchbook(Starts around 20.20)

After School Club(Badman era)(1004 era)

Pops in Seoul



Introduction, Personal Intros, Ep.1(pt.1/pt.2), Ep.2, Ep.3(pt.1/pt.2), Ep.4(pt.1/pt.2), Ep.5(pt.1/pt.2), Ep.6(pt.1/pt.2), Ep.7, Ep.8, Ep.9, Ep.10(pt.1/pt.2/pt.3/pt.4), B.A.P Diary Episode 1, B.A.P. Diary Episode 2


Episode 1, Episode 2, Episode 3


Episode 1, Episode 2, Episode 3, Episode 4, Episode 5, Episode 6, Episode 7, Episode 8, Episode 9, Episode 10, Episode 11, Episode 12, Episode 13,

please let me know if any of the links are wrong/broken and feel free to add on!!!

1000 Cranes - When MC gets into an accident

Kissed by the Baddest Bidder ; ; Ota Kisaki
Genre: Angst 
A nice song to listen to while reading:

“What are you doing Koro?”  

“Folding a paper crane,” You stated without much of a glance to your beloved boyfriend as you were much too focused on the red piece of paper in your fingers. It had creases throughout every corner, a sign displaying that you had a rough time creating the crane.

Your eyebrows furrowed, puffing out your cheeks in annoyance as you threw the rumpled paper in the air. “Ah, I can’t do it!”

Ota chuckled at your antics, finding it comical that you couldn’t do something so simple. “Give me that here.”

He reached out for the discarded paper and within a few seconds, a beautiful yet wrinkled crane was produced. He blatantly shoved it to her face and chuckled, attempting to mock her. His face showed arrogance as if saying it’s such an easy thing to do so why couldn’t you do it.

You ignored it as you were too in awe at his magical hands, “That’s so cool Ota! Can you teach me how to do it?”

He pouted, not liking how you weren’t paying much attention to him but instead to the stupid crane, “Why do you want to learn how to make a crane anyways?”

“Because I want to make 1000 of them!” You exclaimed enthusiastically.

He scoffed, “1000?”

You nodded, “They say that if you make a 1000, your wish will be granted.”

Ota smirked before grabbing you and pushing you down on the couch, “What could you possibly want. Come here. I can fulfill your every desire.”

Ah red, the color that represents love, passion…

Warning and blood.

That was the first crane.



“Luke, what is her condition?”

The men of the Tres Spade hotel all gathered right outside your ward with a forlorn look that passed by to almost everyone’s faces. They didn’t know how much time has passed since the dreaded accident occurred, but it felt like they suffered a million years of sadness and despair though they would never admit it.

Luke glanced down, “She might never wake up ever again.” For once he didn’t refer to her usual nickname, ‘sexy bones.’ No the situation was too serious for that.

With every word spoken, it felt as if knives had continuously stabbed at their wounded heart. The sentence hanged around the group, words echoing in their minds, making the atmosphere heavy and depressing.  

Baba broke the silence, muttering quietly, “What about Ota? Wasn’t he in the same car?”

Luke quickly responded, “I ran some tests, he’s okay besides some injuries. Luckily his arms and hands are unharmed. It seemed that she protected him the entire time.”

The usually composed Soryu kicked the chair in a fit of anger, “Of course that damn woman would do that, not caring about herself.”

Unconsciously they all turned around and peered through the glass window where you laid unmoving on the bed in the room with Ota right beside you. He was in a wheelchair, with an IV drip attached to his arm, but his hands were intertwined with your unresponsive one. The blonde continues to stare at your face with his impassive one. He doesn’t cry, he doesn’t move, he just stares at you as if you might wake up anytime.



“Here are the origami papers you asked for Ota, and the red paper crane.” Baba said before dumping a bundle of origami papers onto the said man’s lap and setting aside the lone crane on the table. Ota doesn’t respond and pulls out a green piece of paper before folding it and creating a crane.

That was the second one, a green one.

One filled with hope.

“Ota you should eat.”

He ignored him before grabbing another piece of paper and folding it again.

Baba could only watch helplessly, eyes filled with pity as he sees what his friend has become,

An emotionless robot.



Scenes of the accident continuously haunted him for days, never letting him get a moment of rest. He could still smell the familiar coppery scent. When he looked down at his hands, he could still see red, the blood that tainted your body.

“Koro, let me go that hurts.”

Slowly, Ota opened his eyes, wiping at the liquid that traveled to his face. For a second there was complete silence and then there was utter chaos. Ota couldn’t move, confused at the screams that were coming from outside. The door curved in, pressing against his back and preventing him from getting out of the vehicle. Something warm meets the top of his head and the blonde turns to recognize it’s his beloved Koro.

What he saw was something that would forever haunt him.

“Koro? H-hey are you okay?” He asked, having an urge to shake her, “Come on answer me! Good pets are supposed to listen to their masters right?”

“Please ___ answer me…”

Ota blanches. His voice runs dry.

He shook his head, snapping himself out of his reverie. No don’t think about it. Don’t think about anything. Just focus on making the cranes.

745 more to go.



The boys tried to talk to him but considering their personality, not much was said.

“Why are you making so many cranes?” One of them would ask one day, only to be met with silence. At some point they had given up trying to communicate with him, but Baba made sure to hang the paper cranes so that one day you would wake up and see them.




“Are you going to continue to be like this?! What do you think she would say?” Baba hollered, feeling completely fed up with how Ota has been acting the past few weeks. The said man would only stay beside you and fold more and more cranes, not caring about his own self.

Hundreds of various colored cranes had already hung from the ceiling, covering up almost half the room.

Baba roughly grabbed onto Ota’s shirt, tugging him up and dropping the papers on the floor, “___ would not be happy if she finds out how you have been acting!”

Emotionless orange orbs met with his furious brown ones. “Let me go,” His voice croaked, having not spoken in a while, “I have to make the cranes.”

That sentence made Baba even more enraged. He pushed Ota aside and stormed out of the room, stepping on a few papers in the process. Once he closed the door, he leaned on it with a sigh. 

“How do you think I feel? I also had loved her…”




“I love you,” She had muttered before slowly drifting off to deep slumber. After a particular rough love making session, the two were laying on the bed, cuddled up beside each other.

Ota chuckled, bringing an arm to wrap around her waist and pulling her closer. He kissed her forehead, enjoying the peaceful aftermath. “I love you too.”

One tear drop.

Then another.

They all splattered onto the dark blue paper. Next thing you know, tears continued to fall much like a waterfall. It was as if the break to his emotions had disappeared with nothing to hold him back.

Ota threw the soggy paper aside, finding it unusable from all the tears.




The last one, a black one. An emotion he hasn’t felt in so long started to resurface.


He placed the last one onto your chest  and proudly admired his work. Covering the entire ceiling was numerous paper cranes in different colors and sizes.

Ota wasn’t religious and he definitely never prays but this was an exception.

“I wish ___ will wake up right now.”

He opened his eyes slowly, staring at your sleeping figure and anticipating for any signs of you moving. It was as if the god had heard his words because he swore your finger twitched.

“___?” He tested.

Another twitch. Relief quickly boiled up. He was so happy. After weeks and weeks of torture where he could only sit and glance at your unresponsive body, he can finally see your beautiful eyes and tell you how much he loves you. And how stupid you were for not listening to him and protecting him.


What was that?

Beep Beep Beep

Panicked rose up, quickly replacing his earlier excitement. He glanced at the heart rate monitor besides you. It plummeted from 80 to 50 within a few seconds. No this shouldn’t be happening! The Gods should’ve listened to his wishes and make it come true! 

“Doctor! Come here!” He screamed hysterically, running out of the hallways to call for them. A few doctors rushed in trying to make you come back. Ota watched helplessly, back sliding down the wall.

All he could hear was the dreaded noise that signaled you were forever gone.



“See that’s how you make it.”

“Thanks Ota! The first one is a red one.”

“You mean the second one?”

“No. I have to make 1000 of them by myself or else the wish won’t come true!”


The End

So if you didn’t get it. The last black crane represented death. When baba came in with the origami papers, he brought the first red crane that MC made. Since you have to make 1000 cranes by yourself, his wish for MC to come back didn’t come true and so she died. 

Everyday it will rain - Joker x Reader

” 2 things - so glad I put you on “turn on notifications” 💗💗 AND can you do an song imagine idk if you do those but can you do an imagine where J and Y/N break up and it goes by the lyrics of it will rain by Bruno Mars “

A/N: I had so much fun writing this, it was pretty interesting. I really hope you like it love, and thank you so much for reading! xx

Word count: 759


If you ever leave me baby, leave some morphine at my door, cause it would take a whole lot of medication, to realize what we used to have, we don’t have it anymore.”

Here I sat once again, hugging my pillow so tight, like I was afraid of losing it just like I lost what I thought was my one true love.

Keep reading

Tagged by @jenhedgehog (Thank you :D)

Nicknames: Ale, like the short version of Alejandra

Star sign: Cancer

Height: 5′7″

Time right now:  3:23pm

Last thing I googled: A really boring article about some kind political development (Yes, I do my homework)

Fave music artist: Florence Welch <3

Song stuck in my head: Sunday Morning

Last movie I watched: I don’t really watch movies, so.

Last tv show I watched:  A Colombian soap opera about a rich white gal who’s in love with the poor guy, but her family is against their love and blehhh. (I was at my grandma’s house so i had to watch the telenovela with her.)

What I’m wearing right now: A really huge t-shirt, a really old pair of shorts and pink flip flops.

When I created this blog: Like a year ago, idk

What I post:  Trash(?) And a lot fanart about steven and Lapidot. I also reblog interesting things, sometimes.

Do I get asks regularly: I’m not a very social person. (But feel free to ask whatever you want :D)

Why did I choose my url: It was a Tumblr suggestion. I want to change it, but i i don’t know, i need ideas(?)

Gender:  A red toothbrush.

Hogwarts house: Gryffindor

Pokemon team:  Team Mystic.

Favorite colour: Gray, orange and pink.

Average hours of sleep: ……. 4? (i absolutely blame college for this)

Lucky number: Does that really work?

Favorite Characters: Lapis Lazuli, Stevonnie, Pearl, Yoruichi Shihouin, Unohana Retsu, Lena Adams Foster, Michaela Pratt, Riza Hawkeye, Alphonse Elric.

Dream job:  Um, designing advertising campaigns or magazines? Right now, I just want a job. (Sometimes i think about how great would be work as a psychologist, but I did not spent two years of my life in design school for nothing)

Number of blankets I sleep with: Why I would need a blanket? No kidding, it’s pretty hot here.

I tag:  (I’m tagging some of my followers too because you guys are so great and I love you so much) @upinmyownworld  @tootransforyourcis @sorta-lucky-clover @wickedgrumpy @artsegamer @rebeccaxhunter @polyacery @spaceyueh @bridknee @the-hyrule-shinigami

Feel free to do it only if you want!