idk what ppl tag him as

I tried to stop myself but I couldn’t, I needed to draw thIS

Sansta @crowfry

Change pronouns as necessary and tweak sentences as appropriate!

  • I am faithful to you, darling.
  • When you bang on the wall you have to remember you’re on both sides of it but go ahead, yell at yourself.
  • Some people don’t understand anything.
  • He’s easy to desire since there’s not much to him.
  • No one wants to know what’s in his head.
  • To make something beautiful should be enough. It isn’t. It should be.
  • You’d break your heart to make it bigger.
  • Will you defend yourself? From me, I mean.
  • Let’s kill something.
  • I prefer to blame others, it’s easier.
  • All these ghosts come streaming down and I wish I had something else.
  • We all move forward anyway. Ripples in all directions.
  • What is a ghost? Something dead that seems to be alive. Something dead that doesn’t know it’s dead.
  • All thoughts finish themselves eventually.
  • Can we love nature for what it really is: predatory?
  • When you have nothing to say, set something on fire.
  • I wanted to explain myself to myself in an understandable way.
  • Something’s not right about what I’m doing but I’m still doing it.
  • The enormity of my desire disgusts me.
  • Look away but I’m still there.
  • Want something to chase you? Run.
  • Take only what you need.
  • Never finish a war without starting another.
  • I’ve seen your true face: the back of your head. If you were walking away, keep walking.
  • The fear: that nothing survives. The greater fear: that something does.
  • All these things and what to do with them. We carve up the world all the time.
  • I like dead things. They cannot hurt me.
  • We like things related to our survival: soup, arrows - they expand the range of the species.
  • My body is a graveyard.
  • People like to think war means something.
  • Let’s admit, without apology, what we do to each other. We know who our enemies are. We know.
  • There are many loves but only one war.
  • You will need to comfort him, or we will never be finished with this.
  • You cannot have an opponent if you keep saying yes.
  • Its roots in the ground and its branches in the air, a tree is pulled in two directions.
  • The boy is a bird, bad bird. He falls out of trees.
  • You cannot get in the way of anyone’s path to God. You can, but it does no good.
  • Some say God is where we put our sorrow.
  • In the wrong light anyone can look like a darkness.
  • What can you know about a person?
  • Difficult thing, to be scrutinized so long.
  • Even when I look away I am still looking.
  • Everyone secretly wants to collaborate with the enemy, to construct a truer version of the self.
  • How much can you change and get away with it, before you turn into someone else, before it’s some kind of murder?
  • Why build a room you can live in? Why build a shed for your fears?
  • There wasn’t much left but it felt like him, wild and scared.
  • The best part of spirituality is reverence. There are other parts. Some people like to hear the sound of their own voice.
  • If you don’t believe in God, then who are you talking to?
  • But truth doesn’t count in law, only proof.
  • Was I discovered or invented? Feels like I’ve always been here.
  • Measure yourself against the truth and not the other way around.
  • Perfect and completely dead.
  • People don’t learn anything unless they are afraid of being left behind.
  • Logic is boring because it works. Being unreasonable is exciting.
  • I am your arrival, there is no refusal, we are here, you see, together, we are already here.
  • This is also part of the story: how the story changes. This is something I forgot to tell you.
  • You might like it here. I think that you might like it here.
  • I tell you these things because I love you.
  • It’s nothing like I thought it would be and closer to what I meant.
  • Maybe we will wake up to the silence of shoes at the foot of the bed not going anywhere.
  • It reminds me of where I was going without you.
  • You know what it’s like to be alone: gimlets and vermicide. You know what it’s like to be alive, so forgiveness.
  • You asked me once, What are we made of? Well, these are the things we’re made of.
  • I turned my ears in all directions. I’ll live alone or in between.
  • Everyone needs a place. It shouldn’t be inside of someone else.
  • Your body told me in a dream it’s never been afraid of anything.
  • I live in big spaces, so I’m left alone in big spaces.
  • We made ourselves cold. We made ourselves snow. We smuggled ourselves into ourselves. Haunted by each other’s knowledge.
  • To hide somewhere is not surrender, it is trickery.
  • I try to guess your trajectory and end up telling my own story.
  • I surrender my desire to be healed.
  • Take it or leave it, and for the most part you take it.
  • Shame comes from vanity. Shame means you’re guilty, like the rest of us, but you think you’re better than we are. Maybe you are.
  • There is no new me, there is no old me, there’s just me, the same me, the whole time.
  • Don’t try to make a stronger wind, you’ll wear yourself out. Build a better sail.
  • You want to solve something? Get out of your own way.
  • What’s the difference between me and the world? Compartmentalisation.
  • I hope it’s love. I’m trying really hard to make it love.
  • I clawed my way into the light but the light is just as scary.
  • I’d rather quit. I’d rather be sad. It’s too much work.
  • I mean, maybe it’s better if my opponent wins.
  • What happens when I no longer want to meet you?
  • Nothing lasts forever: we know this.
  • Longing and suffering? Of course, of course. You want it to mean something.
  • You can disconnect it or you can try to glue it all together.
  • We could pull it apart, spend our whole lives pulling it apart and have no time left to do anything smart with the pieces.
  • The sooner you embrace it, the sooner it will leave you.
  • You are what you cover up.
  • Noise and more noise. Noise up to heaven.
  • One wonders why a story like this exists.
  • I want to give you more but not everything. You don’t need everything.
  • Someone has to leave first.
  • He was pointing at the moon but I was looking at his hand.
  • All this was prepared for me. All this was set in motion long ago.
  • I stayed as long as I could. Now look at the moon.
  • What does all this love amount to?
Trini and Billy Brotp Headcanons

 I realy think they’d be surprisingly good friends like Billy would be kinda scared of her at first bc she’s p intimidating despite..being short 

-but she’s always protective of him bc she know’s how it’s like to be bullied for being different like she had bad experiences at the other schools she went to    [more under the cut]

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some jon x dany x arya stuff bc we DESERVE it:

  • arya and dany speak braavosi to each other whenever they want to annoy jon (most of the time theyre talking about how he needs a haircut)
  • dany tries to teach jon and arya how to ride the dragons and arya loves it. jon is terrified at first but once he and viserion bond hes always out riding
  • nymeria and ghost don’t really hang around the dragons but they LOVE dany. she’s always sneaking them table scraps.
  • dany braids everyones hair and arya puts wildflowers in it. jon pretends to be “too manly” and says that “warriors don’t wear flowers” but the girls know he really loves it
  • arya and jon enter a tourney. when it comes down to just the two of them, the fight nearly lasts an hour. dany cheers for both of them from the stands and blushes when jon crowns her the queen of love and beauty.
  • arya wins the next tourney. she gives jon the crown but makes sure she saves a kiss for dany.
  • they all love to ride horses. they go out for long rides together and have a picnic together. arya always comes back with grass stains (everyone at court thinks she’s just a messy person, but dany smirks and jon blushes each time someone asks her what caused her to get so dirty)
  • at night, arya still goes to jon when she has bad dreams. dany also goes to jon with nightmares and they curl into bed together with him until the morning.
  • dany can’t have kids, but my god if you were to say jon and aryas child wasnt as much hers as theirs, drogon would burn you alive (the child is a spitfire and dany loves it)
  • the court is full of gossip about their relationship. ‘the queen is having an affair on king jon with lady arya’. little do they know that both jon AND dany love her
Metronome (Ignis x Reader)

Will I ever stop writing Ignis x reader? Apparently not. More experimental angst being thrown your way because all I can think about is heartbreak before and after the game. I also really REALLY love numbers and playing with them in writing. Expect that a lot. You’ve been warned. 

No beta for my experimental stuff, my bf should not be subjected to having to edit this. lmao.  Maybe now my muse will let me get back to my longer piece. 

Genre: Slice of Life/Angst
Rating: SFW
Pairing: Ignis x Reader
Wordcount: ~ 1,500

Suggested Listening: Thinking Out Loud – Ed Sheeran Cover by Sungha Jung

Tagging: @hypaalicious @thirsty-angst-lord @roses-and-oceans @louisvuittontrashbags @itshaejinju

Four beats to a measure makes for one hundredth of a page. A hundred pages later, and he find himself back at the beginning of his feelings for you.

The music he sent you was written with stardust and tasted of ashen lies. Each told a story of a blissful life without sorrow. Each song he sent you to listen made the tempo of your heart go faster until it became an unbearable and constant beating in your ears. He didn’t have time for words, so he kept in you in mind with songs.

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This post is a little delayed, but this month this blog turned 1 year. by all means, this muse has so far been my favourite to portray and I still have so much to explore and I have so much planned for him. I wasn’t planning to make this very big but its important to me. I wanted to show my appreciatin to those who is roleplaying with me at the moment and to those who i’m no longer in touch with, thank you aswell for giving me a chance to develop him and for him to learn his mistakes. 

my precious ones.

@yuggxm ; @98east ; @mnerva ; @haydenmaycry ; @haestro ; @dahliancgra
@haestro ; @hwangsia ; @niiiightsky ; @jenyxr ; @destructiveurgxs ; @nvpch
@kiceun ; @gumihc ; @gcmble ; @sunmiv ; @jinseinoai ; @kjaemn ; @cosmojnkyu
@ponyprk ; @maorei ; @hyejvng

twitter muses.

xael ; jay ; alec ; killian ; sachi ; 

those i’d like to rp more with.

@imyovna ; @inchvate ; @numberxix ; @katacmci ; @kanisuru ; @tinuki
@consilian ; @jiccu ; @svbjet ; @xozitao ; @bcnnenuit ; @prkjn ; @jen-niek

i don’t think i forgot anyone but it’s impossible for me to add everone to this list but if i do follow you back that means i do want to rp with you and i enjoy seing you on my dash and thank you for following my muse in return and to see him grow. even if we aren’t mutuals, i appreciate every single one of you. again, thank you, so much. i love you all.

and also, happy halloween. 
i know it’s not yet but everyday in october is kind of halloween anyway so.

“just me and the music”

baby driver inspired fahc | 5.8k | jeremy-centric

Jeremy drives. He’s a driver as a hobby, until he steals and sinks a very shiny chrome Adder that lands him in what some would consider an excellent position, but most would consider the fucking nightmare scenario.
Then he drives for the Fake AH Crew, and quickly finds himself taking part of the gang shit he told himself he was gonna avoid when he’d landed in Los Santos in the first place.

on ao3

DA RP Write-Up #13.5

The avvar-campaign comes to a close with a bit more personal development (again, for one half of the group :D) when our heroes meet Rilla, and also some other stuff happens, I guess.

  • Our heroes have reached Rilla’s cave, but before they can go in, they’ll need to hunt down some offerings for the goddess. Alf and Cahair won’t be joining the hunt, as Cahair is still unconscious, so Alf will stay with him outside to keep him warm.
  • Our heroes track some snowfleur and hallas. Humbert starts following the snowfleur, while Randy, Elspet and Boshara go see the hallas (not for hunting but for finding a new home for our halla friend).
    • Humbert has some trouble tracking the snowfleur, but he finds a ram and kills it. Later he does get a snowfleur too.
    • Our halla friend is accepted by the other hallas, and the trio continues on their way to find something to kill that wouldn’t offend anyone.
    • They find two tuskets and kill those (and get some fish thanks to a well placed shock as well).
      • Boshara, while trying to carry her tusket gets stuck in the mud, and under the tusket and almost chokes, if it hadn’t been for Randy picking the tusket up and helping Boshara.
      • Boshara and Elspet stay behind to wash Boshara from the mud, while Randy brings the tuskets back to where the others are.
  • Before going in, they realize that they’d need to know the offering words, and that only Cahair knows them.
    • Elspet contacts Cahair through Jonathon and the small poem is relayed. None of our heroes speck avvar (ie fantasy-Swedish, ty Fuzzy for translating) so they will have to rely on memory and approximations.
  • In they go, with Kaino at the helm. They pass the room with the water pool with no problems, as Kaino’s memory is fantastic.
  • In the next room they find some of the bodies of the people Mandulfr had killed, and Randy takes a necklace from Runa’s body to give to her family if they manage to find any of them.
  • Then one by one they out to give the gifts. The guardians of Rilla turn out to be a bear mama and her cub, who are a bit curious about our heroes, but mostly interested about the food. The offering word reading quality varies from ok to kinda bad, but the bears are chill.
  • Having now given proper offerings, they enter the final room, which turns out to have a large-ish pool of water in it, a stone altar and an apple tree.
    • Kaino gets to work on disenchanting the rune with the tools Boshara took from Cahair’s pack. Elspet, Boshara and Randy follow the progress intently, hoping to learn something.
    • Kaino dumps his finished disenchanted rune in to the pool of water, and then says they’ll have to wait a bit, so they go to near the water’s edge to wait.
  • Soon the water starts rippling and a woman made out of water emerges. She introduces herself as Rilla, the goddess of fertility.
    • Our heroes introduce themselves and start to talk their business, when….
  • Boshara feels someone take something from her belt. She turns to look and sees that Kaino has taken her knife. Before anyone has much time to react, Kaino plunges the knife into his own neck.
    • Everyone rushes to him, though he tries to struggle and makes gurgling noises. Humbert removes the knife and orders Elspet to heal him, which she does.
    • As soon as he is healed, Kaino reaches out to Boshara, begging for her to kill him.
      • In an effort not to have her kill him, Randy drags Boshara aside.
    • Humbert suggests that they should just take Kaino outside, where he’d probably wouldn’t feel too bad about his situation, having returned to his tranquil state. Boshara and Kaino disagree.
    • Humbert doesn’t manage to hold onto struggling Kaino, who frees himself and rushes towards the water. Luckily Elspet manages to paralyze him just in time.
    • Boshara talks to paralyzed Kaino, telling that she promises to help him, but they would need to see if there is a chance they could heal him completely. Humbert, much less sympathetic, orders him not to use magic and just be calm.
    • Anyway the paralyzation is released and Kaino explains that this happened before, but Mandulfr just gonked him out and when he woke up again, he was tranquil. It seems that he has been more aware of his situation than tranquils are believed to be capable of.
    • Boshara promises she’ll kill Kaino, if they can’t figure out a cure, but they’ll do some thinking first.
    • Both Boshara and Elspet recall how they cured Richard of his botched tranquility. It seems having a spirit touch Kaino might be enough to restore his link to the Fade.
      • So Elspet uses all of her mana and all of the remaining lyrium to call Jonathon to this side of the Veil. Jonathon touches Kaino and peaces out.
    • To test out whether this did the trick, our heroes decide to walk Kaino outside a bit. Randy and Boshara will do that (though Humbert volunteers, Kaino refuses him).
  • Humbert and Elspet, who stay behind in Rilla’s chambers talk about what just happened. Namely Humbert says that Elspet shouldn’t put herself in such a risk just because, while Elspet says that she did it, because it was a right thing to do.
    • Humbert also says that it might be best to keep this thing, if it really works, as a secret for a while, and Elspet agrees.
    • Elspet also asks for Rilla to bless her family’s home, which she gives.
  • Randy, Boshara and Kaino are slowly walking towards the entrance of the cave. Boshara keeps babbling about their old Circle friends.
    • Kaino also mentions that he knows uncomfortably much about Boshara, having acted basically as her diary for eight years, but though Randy asks, Kaino won’t give out details.
    • They make it to near the entrance of the cave, and it seems like it has worked, so they return to Rilla’s chambers.
  • Back all together now, they discuss about what should be done now.
    • Boshara asks Kaino why he was made tranquil. Kaino says he’ll tell if Boshara tells him why she thought he was made tranquil.
      • Boshara says she always thought it was because Kaino was too curious for the templar’s liking.
      • Kaino says that it might have been part of it. The real final straw was when he was busted for an escape attempt that he hadn’t been planning.
        • There was a templar, who Kaino had a deal with. The templar would bring letters between Kaino and his mother, and in return Kaino would sleep with him. Then Kaino found out the templar was extorting his mother for money, and tried to call off their deal, which prompted the templar to bust him for the escape plan.
    • Anyway, Kaino isn’t so sure on what he wants to do yet, but he agrees that he can travel with out group until he decides, and maybe he’ll join the ship’s crew.
    • He’ll have to disguise himself somewhat because of the tranquil’s mark on his forehead, but that will be trouble for another time.
  • Randy still has stuff to discuss with Rilla, so Elspet, Boshara and Kaino will go outside, while Randy and Humbert stay behind and talk.
  • Randy apologizes to Rilla for his father’s actions, and then says that even though his father’s motives were bad, he was still doing a good thing for the dwarves.
    • Rilla asks about Randy’s motives, and Randy explains how he needs the prestige and the money the house name brings to help people. Rilla questions him on that as he doesn’t seem to be very keen on helping people to have families, which is kinda her whole deal.
    • Humbert argues that there are a lot of poor dwarven people who will never have a chance to come see Rilla and her blessings would be kindly received.
    • Rilla then makes a deal with Randy, that Randy will bring her blessings to those poor dwarven people, and for that she will give her blessings into the runestones.
      • Randy agrees, and receives the runestones.
  • Before they leave, Humbert and Randy have time to talk a bit more.
    • Humbert seems distraught, saying that he is just as bad as Randy had said he was during their argument. Randy wonders why Humbert suddenly started feeling this way, as he had admitted that he didn’t really mean those words when he said them when they made peace. It seems Kaino’s story had something to do with this.
    • Humbert admits that the relationship between him and the elven mage was not perhaps so healthy. He had a crush on the woman, but the woman only wanted him to help her friend, and so she slept with him. And when Humbert found that out he refused to help her, even when she was pregnant (it took Humbert a long time to admit to himself that it even was his child).
    • Randy asks whether Humbert knows anything about the child’s whereabouts and Humbert admits he has located the child. In fact the child is is closer than one might think. Yes, indeed, it is Boshara who is Humbert’s daughter.
    • Humbert laments that Boshara hates him and she would not be happy in knowing Humbert to be her father. Randy says that Humbert should probably tell her, and especially he should tell her that next instead of any others of out groups. Humbert says he’ll look for a good moment to do so.
    • In turn Randy admits to Humbert that he may have had something to do with his father’s murder, that he may have been manipulated into doing it, that there may be some Antivan dwarves living in his house and that he regrets it.
      • Randy says Humbert is free to tell anyone he wants about it, if he deems it necessary., He also wishes that Humbert could maybe help diminish Boshara’s excitement for finding out who the real killer is.
  • All secrets now aired, Humbert and Randy join the others.
    • Cahair has woken. He has a nasty frostbite on his left arm and is in danger of losing a few fingers maybe. But he is up, and they have found the halla herd, so Cahair suggests they take a ride back.
      • There’s a brief argument because Boshara doesn’t want to ride with Humbert, but that gets settled and our heroes’ journey home begins.
  • They have to stop for the night at some point. Boshara decides to go fishing and Humbert joins her.
    • He wishes to talk with Boshara about how they must make sure Kaino decides to stay with them. Boshara doesn’t agree. She thinks if Kaino wants to go where-ever he has every right to do so, even if he is a bit unstable at the moment. It turns into a fight of course.
  • At campsite, Boshara asks Cahair for help with helping Kaino, as Kaino has been very prone to random bursts of crying and Cahair cries a lot, so idk it adds up. Cahair also has experience dealing with Richard post-semi-tranquility, although Boshara avoids thinking about Richard as much as she can.
    • Cahair tries to give some advice, but it’s still pretty difficult for Boshara.
    • Luckily, after a good night’s sleep Kaino seems to be in a far better state of mind. Less crying, mostly.
  • Our heroes reach the avvar, who already know that Rilla has been returned and are happy about that. Our heroes stay one night with the avvar before starting their journey to Orzammar.
    • That night, Randy takes Boshara aside to ask about whether she would be interested in meeting her parents, and how she would feel if her father turned out to be templar. Boshara expresses interest, but says it would be quite a huge disappointment if her dad was a templar, because icky stuff.
    • Boshara also turns the conversation on Randy, talking about how they must catch Randy’s dad’s killer, and how Randy is surely so very traumatized about that and that’s why he is so aloof about it. And oh no, maybe the murderers are still out there somewhere!
    • During the same night, Kaino asks Humbert if he could see the amulet Humbert has, so he could see his mother again. And then he cries. A-yep.

And that’s all folks! What a plot twist, Kaino turned out to be much more prominent than Rilla to this campaign and my curse of character’s names starting with K-sound continues. :P Next time we are moving on up (or down, hehe) to Orzammar. We’ll see what exciting adventures await us there.

I translated James’ cast comment and profile because I just love Takao so much.

anonymous asked:

Tbf to Mike someone tagged him in the robron tweet first which idk why it's embarrassing he has nothing to do with them and ppl kno he takes the mick so it's not his fault plus whAt he said is true some fans esp on twitter are crazy and embarrassing it is only fiction

Let’s be real I was like 60% taking the piss and joking. But like this isn’t the first time Mike has hopped on the robron, train, but I find it funny more than anything else? Come on Mike is a little tiny bit bitter about robron, hahaha.

@jaffajamblows tagged me in this and i forgot about it cause i’m terrible!!

Nicknames - little one, princess, smelly, baby girl, idk there’s more but i can’t think of them

Gender - genderqueer, she/her and they/them (sometimes he/him is ok too)

Zodiac sign - Aquarius 

Height - p sure i’m 5′2, last time i saw a dr. i was told i’m 5′3 but i think that’s a lie

Sexuality - pan

Hogwarts House - i’ve honestly never known what house i belong to

Favorite animal - bears! bears, then giraffes and cats

Average hours spent sleeping - idk i either barely sleep at all or i sleep for like 18 hours

Dogs or cats - cats, too many dogs have hurt me

Number of blankets I sleep with - this depends on a lot of factors but ideally i’ll only sleep with one, if there’s more then i get tangled up

Dream trip - i just wanna go to disney!! any disney, every disney, just take me to disney.

Dream job - i wanna be an art teacher for younger kids

When I made this account - i’ve had this account for years, idk how long it’s been

Why I made this account - originally it was a porn blog, then i changed it to personal and moved the porn to a side blog, and now it’s a personal/promo blog for my content

# of followers - 360

Favorite Character Tag

I was tagged by @haram-deluxe

Rules: List ten of your favorite characters in ten different fandoms then tag ten others to do the same

1. Will Graham (Nbc Hannibal/Red Dragon) I could write an essay on why I love him so much and I can relate to him.

2. Soubi Agatsuma (Loveless manga) His character is complex despite his role as a Fighter. I also can deeply empathize with him in ways.

3. Mashiro Ichijo (After School Nightmare) I love them. They struggled with their gender and sense of self.

4. Joseph Joestar (Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure) He’s an intelligent, cocky, fool who bullshits through life. Like how can you not love him?

5. Piper Halliwel (Charmed) She’s just amazing. Like god I love her so much. Best big sister.

6. Mami Tomoe (Madoka Magica) She tries so hard to be strong and their for everyone even though deep down she’s really lonely. My 2D child.

7. Anton Gordetskey (Night Watch series) I like that he’s a really grounded character and tries his best.

8. Shadow Moon (American Gods) He just wants to know what fuck is going on.

9. Lapis (Steven Universe) She’s flawed and she’s aware of that. She also deals with a lot of self hate and ptsd. I love her character development.

10. Zoey Redbird (House of Night series) She accepts what life and Nyx puts before her with grace, most of the time, and always has her squad’s back.

I’m tagging you good people but you don’t have to if you don’t want to. @little-lost-mallow @hellhoundsbloodfeast @beansquishy @asskissing @dark-will-graham @garryberryfabubatch @tyrantzee @molotov-tea-cosies @justasadghosttryingtolive @will-grahams-empathy