idk what other tags are good

shout out to people who have really morally wrong intrusive thoughts! people who know those things are wrong and can’t stop thinking about them, people who are disgusted by themselves. you aren’t disgusting! those thoughts aren’t you and you can’t control them! it’s ok, you’re a good person.

you: 2016 sucks

me, an intellectual: The Year of 2016,

it is,

in fact,

A Good Year

gimme a plot where … basically, muse a is this corrupted soul, always drinking too much, getting too high, they can barely function and muse b is basically their saving grace, always coming through in the middle of the night after a drunken phone call asking for a ride home. and muse b only does this because they’re a good person at heart, but they can’t deny that muse a’s actions actually disgusts them. but they’ve known each other for too long and muse b always promised they’d never let muse a down, because they know they’re the only thing that’s STABLE in their life. and this has become their routine, muse a texting/calling muse b when something goes wrong and muse b coming around to rescue them. there’s not much to their friendship beside that, these days, because muse a doesn’t really acknowledge them otherwise. and muse b just settles with the fact that they’re being used, but they can’t bear to leave muse a alone, knowing that they probably wouldn’t survive without them … but then ONE NIGHT, when muse b is carrying muse a into bed, tucking them in like they usually do and they’re about ready to say goodnight until muse a, who is completely out of their mind intoxicated, mumbles something barely audible that sounds a lot like ‘i love you.’ muse b thinks to brush it off, until muse a continues professing all these FEELINGS like ‘i really fucking love you, please, don’t leave me tonight’ and muse b is just STUCK. because muse a is so bad for them but muse b is the only good thing in their life … so they stay. 

yall anyone can write about their experiences sure, and it’s good to do that, but sometimes you’re an anomaly, that’s why if you have time, and you want to talk about your lived experiences as examples of how the world works around you … you should supplement it with a little research, to see if you’re anomalous, or other people share the same experiences as you.

If you’re anomalous, try and find out why? What makes your experiences different from the average, why haven’t you seen the average until you did the research, etc.

It’s good to talk about your life, but it’s also good to hear about other people’s lives as well.

  • What she says: I'm happy that Taylor is taking time off to enjoy her life.
  • What she means: I miss Taylor Alison Swift more than I thought I was capable of. At some moments, I forget how much I was fascinated by her when she was still promoting her work, but then she pops up and I fall back into the endless cycle of love for her. I want new music more than anything, and I desperately hope that this new music will be written using her stylistic choices instead of following the media's strict requirements for "good" music. I wish she was still watching fans on social media gush about how happy she makes them. I also wish we had weekly updates on how Meredith and Olivia are doing. I. Just. Want. Her. Back.

my old oc, pheeta! ❤️️ she’s a draenei prot pally who loves platonic pda 🤗

vimeo

My BFA2 film at Calarts is about how a young woman’s world transforms when she experiences street harassment / catcalling and how a catcaller gets called out for his wrongful actions. This film is mostly inspired by many annoying experiences I face as a female living in New York City.

Music / Sound
“Unstoppable (Jungle’s Edit)” by Lianne La Havas
Jungle Score + Mixing by Jacob Shrum

Watch other films by my classmates at – vimeo.com/channels/calartscharanimfilms2016

guys i just did 40 minutes of exercise and im so proud of myself i literally never exercise, the best i usually do is walking (theres two flights of stairs at college that kill my thighs), and sometimes running for my train, but i just did 40 minutes. 20 on arms/chest, the other 20 cardio, like… what the heck, i didn’t even need my inhaler im so happy i feel so good

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I suppose this counts as HOW TO DO ART, Pt. 6 : Self Reflection

I made this because I wanted people to know what I mean when I say things like  “I’m not that good, my art looks like shit”

Part of it is standards. I’m not saying my friends have low standards, it’s just that their standards aren’t nearly as high as mine. When I’m drawing, I’m thinking of all the artists I love and wanting to create something just as great–not in terms of style, but in terms of appeal…there’s some artists who draw so well I could look at their work for ages, and I don’t often feel that way about my own art. When my art doesn’t have that appeal that I like to see, I write it off as bad, even if there’s a lot of things good about it.

Some of the things I’ve listed here are my own preference. There’s nothing wrong with using references, I just don’t want to be as reliant on them to create a good picture as I am right now. I like what I do now, but I also want to do fanart that goes beyond just drawing a photo in my style.

Also, people seem to like my style (that’s the impression I get from reading all the tags of everyone who reblogs my stuff), but I just…don’t…I guess my biggest thing is that it’s too tame and I’m not pushing things as much as I could be.

Some things I’ve listed, though, would be beneficial for all artists. Like learning proper anatomy and how to basic backgrounds could really improve any piece, I think.

The moral of the story is: There’s nothing wrong with disliking your own work or focusing on the flaws. In fact, I think it’s natural for everyone learning something, whether it’s art or music or a language or whatever. The key is to take those frustrations and flaws, and use them as a motivator to improve your work. 

Always keep in mind, things can’t improve without being bad first. All my drawings may look like shit to me now, but I keep going because I know one day, hopefully, I’ll look at a drawing and be like “…this isn’t so shitty”

Your anger is valid. You are allowed to be angry if they had good intentions. You are allowed to be angry if they didn’t have a better option. You are allowed to be angry if everything turned out okay in the end. You are allowed to be angry if they’ve done a hundred thousand other good things. You are allowed to be angry even if people say it’s ungrateful, unfair, rude, cold, unforgiving, or irrational.

You do not need the permission of the person who hurt you to be angry. You do not need anyone’s permission to be angry. You do not need to feel guilty about being hurt, upset, or angry.

anonymous asked:

Hello, you ship both ziam and larry and i really need help so I figured I'd try to ask here... There was this story on YouTube and now im not sure if it was larry or ziam (ziam probably) and you couldnt find it easily, it didnt have larry or ziam in tags and the title was Something misterious like 'What happens behind closed doors' or 'secrets of hollywood' or idk:( but it was really good and came in parts and I guess popular as well... It showed the details we really could have missed etc

Is it the “I Like Your Skirt Mary” videos? Because that’s what dragged me into the Ziam hell hole. 

It was literally like, “Wow…my Larry goggles made me blind to all the other blatant signs of romance within this band.” 

There’s about seven parts and I suggest pairing it with a bottle of wine because you’re gonna need it. x

this isn’t an oc… this is a -sona. so in other words it me

uhh i only like drawing it but so im not gonna dwell on it other than in design weh

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It’s four am. My internet is shit here. But I did these edits just now :U

I should’ve just used marks video from case animatronics instead of the park but my mind is tired so i made this

An edit where Mark and Jack switch places?? idk man here you go im tired


EDIT : The chair has been bugging me so i changed it. let me know what else I should change if necessary. Man Im really bad at photoshop XD please recommend me more edits i should do so I can practice.

anonymous asked:

so im a lesbian, but my favorite fictional character is a guy and i ship him with a guy, but i feel like other lesbians might think im not like a good enough lesbian bc of that? idk hes just an important character to me but i dont want people thinking im not a lesbian bc of that. what do you think?

i think that thats realy great, if you see yourself in a character it doesnt matter their gender,if their story and their personality mean something to you then thats really good and valid and also finding good f/f content is hard even if its just finding two girls with chemistry to ship, you do you what you like or dont like doesnt determine whether you are “good” lesbian or not, youre a good lesbian just by being a lesbian