heres smth i hope you like it! night swimming in some hot ponds or hot springs w the headlights of an expensive car and the full moon but its still kinda dark, nd after, turns out magnus brought a blanket and coat for alec and alec brought a bottle of liquor for magnus (and like a thermos with wine for himself idk maybe he's into beer now )
man what is this
the city was laid out like a glittering blanket somewhere off beyond cliff edges, a warm wind blowing through, the moon this perfect coin tucked behind grey clouds in a night sky knitted with stars. the water was steaming, little tendrils of it caught in the headlights as magnus stepped down into the water, sinking lower and turning, moonlight catching on the beautiful planes of his chest. and the way he was staring at alec lit him up like fireworks. that playful smile on his lips, dark eyes caught at the edges by light reflecting off the water as his voice echoed towards him.
“come here.” that deep sound left alec grinning as he obliged, stepping down into the water. before he got too close magnus dipped under and when he resurfaced it was dripping, droplets hanging on his skin as he dragged his fingers back through his hair. alec’s breath got trapped in the cage of his ribs, his breathing labored as he pressed close to cup magnus’s face and kiss him, desperate for a taste of his smile.
his lips were soft, as warm as the light tendrils of steam and the same amount of pressure as those fingers pressing into alec’s stomach. then magnus’s laughter echoed into his mouth right before he pulled away, tugging alec into the deeper water. and god the water was warm when alec ducked under it. it felt like it was wrapping him up, pressing against him, just was warm as that kiss had been. they swam deep, coming up for air together and treading water and talking, their voices echoing out into the night, all mixed in with frog calls and the distant sounds of owls.
later when they stepped out of the steam magnus’s fingers were threaded between alec’s as he pulled him close. it took a matter of seconds before the warmth was gone, leaving alec’s skin susceptible to the bite of the chilly late night air. magnus pulled him in close, to all of that skin that radiate so much warmth and soon enough they were back in the car, dried off and left in a space that was the same but so damn different. alec’s mouth tasted like wine and magnus’s tongue was thick with whiskey and the cold was gone, replaced by a burning warmth lost in panted breath as alec pulled magnus on top of him.
they needed to get back at some point, but that didn’t matter. nothing mattered save for magnus’s fingers sinking into alec’s skin as magnus settled between his legs. nothing mattered save for the taste of magnus’s tongue as he kissed him deep enough that the world was a hazy blur, the windows fogging up as alec’s fingers pressed into magnus’s shoulders.
the night wrapped around them and this was the only thing that mattered.
Hey! So obviously everyone loved the episode last night - there was just so much destiel feels in there it's enough to fill up an entire football stadium. BUT I keep thinking that the writers might be trying to set Cas and Kelly up, because you know, it's supernatural, and I just feel like the possibility of destiel going canon is too good to be true. I mean, Kelly is great, but it would be the worst romance ever - weird and force and kinda cringey. Maybe I'm paranoid, idk. What do you think?
(via @anon) Idk if i like where this story is going… i dont want to see cas kelly baby stories and him raising the child :/ i want cas with the brothers :(
Hi - I’m squishing these two asks together, hope you guys see it. :)
The Nephilim: what’s next?
Look, the thing is - maybe the Nephilim will die in the finale, or maybe he’ll be the Big Thing in S13 - we still don’t know. What we do know, on the other hand, is that it would be very hard to work him into the story in a way that’ll keep Cas away from Sam and Dean. Like, you know - from a narrative point of view, what do you do with this thing?
Option 1 It’s born and it grows at a normal human rate. If this happens, the Nephilim will have no place whatsoever in the show, because babies are both hard to work with and boring boring boring, and as much as we, the demented viewers, want to see Dean and Cas making nonsense noises and cooing at this second Antichrist, it’s not going to happen. If this is where they’re going, we’ll have a Jesse situation: the Nephilim will be carted off to live with some other hunter (not Cas, because Cas is one of the main characters and is needed elsewhere), and we’ll never hear from him again.
Option 2 It’s born and grows Amara-style, turning from adorable creepy baby who moves stuff with his mind to overly attractive teenager who winks at Dean and makes him uncomfortable. I hope they’ll avoid this narrative, because we’ve seen the exact same thing last year, but if they do something like that -
Option 2a If the Nephilim is a bad guy, he’ll probably become S13′s Big Baddie, and Cas will have no reason to stick with him, so we’ll have the usual ‘only you can break me free from this mind control spell but nobody knows why’ trope and TFW will spend the rest of the season staring gloomily into space and wondering how to kill a semi-god, again.
Option 2b If the Nephilim is a good guy, he’s gone. There is simply no way they can keep around an allpowerful and benign deity without having massive problems. This is why they keep hurting Cas, remember?, because if Cas had his wings and his courage and his cold logic and his angelic self-confidence, Sam and Dean could spend their days playing beer pong in the Bunker. Cas would simply teleport himself wherever a monster has been spotted, look around with his x-ray vision, and then lift a finger and make a whole abandoned neighbourhood explode. And that’s it. So, well - like they did with Jesse, and even with Amara and Chuck - if this new kid is a Good Person, he’ll probably wander off on his own.
Option 2c If the Nephilim is a Gabriel-like morally grey trickster, it’s likely the Winchesters will still vote to hunt him down and kill him. They did it to Gabriel, after all, and if he hadn’t died (*wails forever*) in the war against Lucifer, I’m sure Sam, at the very least, would have gone after him. Tricksters work fine, or more than fine, as characters, but you don’t want one living in the same reality as you. Look at the messes Loki manages to whip up every couple of weeks - nope, if something is too powerful and you can’t understand how they think and feel, unfortunately the best option is to take them out. Better to be safe than sorry.
It’s still possible, at this point, that something happens and the Nephilim dies, likely with Kelly. This would make sense for a number of reasons, including that everyone except Cas, Lucifer and Kelly really wants this thing gone. The Host is gunning for him, Crowley would surely prefer he died, the BMoL (if they knew about him) would probably launch a nuclear grenade wherever Kelly is and to hell with ‘collateral damage’, and even Sam and Dean - they want to be normal and kind, but they might have no other choice, and if it comes to that, they know they must at least try to kill this child, because, yeah, NOT A CHILD, PEOPLE, and look at what happened with Amara. So maybe it’s not the Nephilim’s life that’s the big plot of next season, but his death and how it happens. We know we’re headed for some massive family conflict, and, in this sense, what’s going on with Cas is part of that. It’s those old what’s right and wrong, who’s your family, who do you trust questions Supernatural likes to throw at us, but, as we’ve seen in the past, whatever happens the endgame is what Dean just told us to our faces - him, Sam, and Cas working together, Team Free Will, because they’re better together and they’re family and that’s not gonna change, demonic baby or no demonic baby. So don’t worry too much - Cas won’t stay away for long.
hey i hope u don't mind me askin u some stuff about being aroace.... bc like I've identified as ace for years and been always on the fence abt whether i was really aro or not? bc i think i desire the idea of a romantic relationship and wish i could know what it would be like to fall in love? but i think sometimes it's just the prevalence of romance in society that makes me want it idk. What's aro been like for you? Sorry it's kinda vague I'm just figurin stuff out
that’s actually very similar to how I feel. I *love* romance. I love the concept of a romantic relationship. It’s beautiful and fascinating to me. It’s just unfortunate(?) because it’s so unlikely that I’ll ever actually feel romantic attraction towards someone. I have this desire for romance with someone but there is no “someone” I want to fill that spot.
I want a romantic relationship, but at the same time I’d be perfectly ok if I never had one. I see pros and cons to either, and I’ve just decided to wait and see where life decides to take me.
I’d also be ok with having some sort of qpr or platonic partner thing where we kind of… go through the actions of a relationship? But there aren’t really Actual feelings there? It’s hard to describe I guess.. From an outsider perspective, long-term romantic relationships seem to rely more heavily on trust, communication, and a degree of friendly-love, which are all things that apply to relationships of all natures. I think I wouldn’t have too much of a problem being in a platonic marriage. It’s still love but without the infatuation and lust stuff.
ok last one but like i have great friends great parents just overall great people surrounding me and yet i feel so alone ???? because im not in a relationship ??? which is clearly kinda unhealthy but wtv like i just really want to date again but im so tired of the whole ‘dating scene’ and the effort and the disappointments. like not to be sappy or anything but i just want to like someone and have them like me back and thats it. no 'games’, no 'sleeping together for three weeks and never seeing each other again’ and no heartbreaks you know. is that too much to ask ???
so i spend all day (about 12-13 hours) going through your entire blog, all of it. and i feel personally offended that there is more more ???? how dare you provide me with all the feels i have about this beautiful boy and not have more then 13 hours of media, the fuck ?????? (ps i love you and i love this i may or may not be crying it cant be proved)
Idk man, I created this blog in february, so i’m kinda screaming at how popular its gotten. Like, what did I do too deserve to be treated so nicely, and be so popular, and just- I really wasn’t expecting this, but I’m supper happy that it happened.
Who’s gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning? Who’s gonna rock you when the sun won’t let you sleep? Who’s waking up to drive you home when you’re drunk and all alone? Who’s gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning? [song]
before and after thing, idk… i kinda like it, what do you think?
What if the events of show Black Mirror actually took place in Battery City? Like, the characters in the show are only made aware of how shitty living with all the City technology is because the BLI pills somehow don’t work on them. Honestly I can kind of see a lot of the episodes being a killjoy origin story for their respective main characters. Thoughts?
POOR JIMIN WHY DID U LET THE OC SAY THAT GAAAAAAHHHHH I LOVE THIS FIC TOO MUCH DKDBDKDJD ITS EXACTLY WHAT I NEED AND EVEN THO MY HEART BROKE A LIL FOR JIMIN AT THE END I STILL HAVE HOPE DISBDKD IDK I RLY RLY LOVE THE KINDA "RELATIONSHIP" THEY HAVE HERE LIKE I HAVE A FEELING THEYRE BOTH WHIPPED FOR EACH OTHER N I LOVE THAT :'D
Thank you!! I’m glad you liked this chapter :) You’re the only person who felt sorry for Jimin here, it’s so interesting to hear how different reactions can be to the same chapter. Maybe they’re whipped, maybe they’re not, you’ll see :) Thank you for reading!!
Kinda urgent cause really bad anxiety is eating away at me/gender question. So my gender is like black to white spectrum, boy on one side and genderless on the other but I stay in the middle mostly, kinda leaning towards boy. Then there's this really strong connection to femininity that looms over. I don't mind feminine descriptives, just as long as there's no girl/lady or she/her pronouns. (I don't mind lesbian/butch/femme) I've been identifying as a ftm Demiboy & idk what to do or what I am??
Your description does sound like a demiboy to me! You don’t have to be uncomfortable with femininity to be trans.
i love seeing people talk about their ocs and theres one thing in particular that i think is kinda funny
when people talk about their ocs, a lot of the time they say “my headcanon is _____” and I’m sitting there like, it’s your character!! its not a headcanon, it’s canon! (not in a scathing way, of course, i think its kinda cute)
Idk. i think its funny. oc makers, you are the author of the story! what you want to be canon is canon, the world is your oyster
ok so i asked my therapist if theres a way for me to get tested to see if i have autism/aspergers and instantly she was like "youre not autistic". idk if im takin it the right way but it felt kinda rude. anyways, i was wondering.. what now? should i ask my doctor or should i just accept the fact that im apparently not autistic (despite the fact that i have researched about it and can relate to so many symptoms tht come w autism). if u can help me then thx!!
That was definitely rude of her. It’s possible that you aren’t autistic, yes. But she can’t know that unless she actually tests you ! Detecting autism can be very easy, but ruling it out is not so simple.
You can try with your doctor, yeah, or maybe even get a referral to a specialist ? I think that’d be the best bet if you want to see someone who won’t dismiss you like your therapist did.
hhh, that's so cool but at the same time I feel really bad for the real Daren- Like, what if he' still kinda there?? I mean, I think I remember you doodling something like that a long time ago where Frey shows him a photograph of him and someone else (I can't remember who) and Daren doesn't remember. Like- It has such a plot, I love it
Daren doesn’t remember too much of how he was, like he has a picture of him saved and idk it’s a reminder for him that he was like that and he’s still human. There are many thing that are memory based to him, so little by little he’s remembering some stuff depending on what is happening. For example when he sees Veck again after 5 years, this is when the tulpa is not in control anymore, only cos Daren saw Veck and remembered some of the stuff they did in the past, so that’s when he was in control again, and since then she could never be back
Yo I'm in the middle of nowhere Iowa but like kinda close to Iowa City and Des Moines. Do you know any cool gay bars?
Hey you might live near me, i live half way between Des Moines and Iowa city.
Idk about Iowa City but when i go to des moines i always go to The Blazing Saddle. The Garden is cool too but they have a cover charge. The blazing saddle tends to have more men and the garden tends to be more mixed.
From what i understand, Iowa City has a bigger lgbt community but i don’t get out there often and haven’t been to any of the bars
Ya I think the fyre festival thing is kinda hilarious but also idk laughing at the attendees isn’t very nice, they were promised something and paid for it and didn’t get it. It’s the organisers who are to blame.
Also I’m laughing because I genuinely thought people were talking about the Beltane fire festival in Edinburgh this weekend and I know loads of my friends are going to that, so I was like “wait what happened?? Oh ok different thing” 😂