idk what im doing with my hand ok

Im sick and i need your help

Im so sorry to take advantage of how many followers i have on this blog but i need help.

Im not asking for money dw.

Im sick. I know im sick but i dont know what i have. Doctors keep dismissing me or telling me to go to specialists that i cant afford.

I was hoping i could list my symptoms here and see if they resonate with anyone who can give me something to go to my doctor with.

First of all the things i know i have that have already been diagnosed.
- autism
- depression
- generalised anxiety disorder
- dyscalclia

Ok here we go. * = i experience this everyday. Everything else is at least once a week.

🌸Symptoms🌸
- Headaches* (10 years+)
- VERY bad back pain* (5 years)
- General body aches even when i do nothing* - Stomach cramps
- Very high body temp*
- Numbness/tingling in patches on my face
- Night sweats
- If i dont consume sugar regularly i get dizzy and can faint*
- Heart “cramps” (feels like a cramp but idk what it really is)
- Im loosing my peripheral vision in my right eye
- Shaky hands*

And just as a side note when i was 11 i got a concussion and got no medical treatment and ive had a brain scan last year and they found nothing.

Id love for as many people as possible to see this so i can get help. I feel like im dying. It feels like my body is giving up on me and im so scared. Thank you

ok im convinced like at least 30% of my social anxiété is the result of my mom raising me w really strict standards of what is and isnt “polite”/acceptable in public lol

sastiel is such a pure and lovely ship and i just

can we just look at this????

Originally posted by spnfans

sam just wants that hug man, and cas is all confused about it but oH GOD sam squeezes him closer and honeslty if you go watch that scene you’ll hear faint crying and tbh that’s just me weeping under the table about how cute it is

Originally posted by aylahurst

sastiel hugs = happy sam and happy cas.

Originally posted by piningflint

sastiel hugs = also happy shipper me.

and then i also remember

Originally posted by glambertadommypeace

fucking mishalecki coming in to destroy my life ;-;

Originally posted by vaxgilmore

i hate them

Originally posted by samandcastielslove

i also forgot the hand holding thing, and this scene just bursts from the motherfucking rainbows like what even is this. have you ever seen anything so colorful in your life????

im talking about the scene not the gif fyi i know its b&w.

Originally posted by suckmywinchester

idk what this post is and what im doing but sastiel just makes me really happy just in case that wasn’t clear yet their friendship is everything 2 me ok.

  • *teen wolf s5 bts photo releases of stiles and lydia standing next to eachother*
  • Stydia fans: OH MY G OD THEY'RE STNADING NEXT TO EACHOTHER AND THEY'RE ALL ALONE IN THE WOODS TOGETHER THAT MEANS A STYDIA SCENE AND KILL ME MY HEART #SEASONOFSTYDIA!!!!!
  • Marrish/Stalia fans: Ok....
  • *teen wolf s5 bts photo releases of same scene except it's of parrish and lydia and they're holding hands*
  • Marrish fans: OH MY G OD THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS??? WHAT IF JORDAN'S TEACHING HER SELF DEFENSE??? OH MY GOD KILL ME MY HEART !!!!
  • Stydia fans: idk why y'all are seeing marrish...all i see is holland's stunt double meaning lydia's gonna have cool awesome fight scenes...god why do you have to make everything about your ship??? geeze calm down