idk what i wanted to accomplish with this

colorful headcanons.
  • ( send me a copic color for a headcanon )
  • frost blue: does your muse enjoy the snow and cold? or are they the type to enjoy summer more?
  • peacock blue: is your muse honest? what sorts of lies do they tell, if not?
  • lapis lazuli: does your muse prefer the idea of exploring the depths of the oceans, or the boundless expanses of space more?
  • reddish brass: how likely is your muse to step up and take the role of a leader? are they willing to take the challenge, or are they more apt to being a follower?
  • burnt umber: how stable is your muse, mentally and/or emotionally?
  • champagne: does your muse drink (alcohol)? are they a heavy drinker, if so?
  • tea orange: what is something that your muse is fascinated with?
  • malachite: has your muse ever done anything that they winded up feeling incredibly guilty for in the end?
  • olive: is your muse prone to feeling envious of others? if yes, what is it that they typically feel envious over?
  • vermillion: is your muse courageous, or would they consider themselves to be more of a coward?
  • coral: what is your muse's romantic and sexual orientations?
  • bougainvillaea: would your muse consider themselves as blunt, or do they beat around the bush instead?
  • currant: what's something that absolutely disgusts your muse (can be a person, place, thing, ect)?
  • crimson: how passionate is your muse about the things they love most?
  • raspberry: what food and/or drink can your muse not get enough of? do they indulge in it often, or is it something reserved for special occasions?
  • baby blossoms: does your muse have a favorite scent? what is it, and why?
  • mallow: what sorts of things might remind your muse of those close to them? any scents, objects, sounds?
  • aubergine: does your muse prefer the day, or are they more of a night-owl?
  • acacia: how much does it take for your muse to hate someone?
  • cadmium yellow: what subjects or topics does your muse avoid, because they bring up harmful / painful memories?
  • honey: when your muse loves someone (whether it be romantic, platonic, or familial love), how do they show it?
  • chartreuse: if you had to describe your muse with a color, what color would it be and why?
  • anise: when it comes to self-care, what does your muse do to take care of themselves? do they take care to spend time on it, or do they feel they don't deserve it?
  • new leaf: what message would your muse send to their past self, if any?
  • moss: how easily does your muse adapt to any new situations they're thrust into?
  • silk: does your muse care about appearances much? do they spend a lot of time on their own appearance, or do they just go with the flow each day?
  • sanguine: does your muse typically have an optimistic, pessimistic, or some middle ground outlook on life?
  • atoll: if your muse could go anywhere, without any restrictions whatsoever, where would they go? why would they go there?
  • cool grey: if your muse could ensure one thing for certain in their future to come, what would it be?
  • black: does your muse have a 'bucket list?' list some things your muse wants to accomplish before they die.
Million Dollar Man

Originally posted by sugutie

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook / Reader

Genre: Business AU / Mordern day Greek myth (?)

Words: 2045

Synopsis: Jeon Jungkook is a close friend of kim Taehyung. Kim Taehyung is the CEO of the company she works in. He had heard a lot about her and so had she. He had grown a liking towards her and even though slowly, so had she. But why was it wrong?

Warnings / Note: Grammar+editing errors are probably there. I’m not good at this writing thing lol pls have mercy on me. I’m not sure if i want to make this into a (mini) series? It’s my first time jumping into this genre so idk. Enjoy!


The one word you would use to describe while looking down at the ridiculously expensive dress of the woman that wore the ring with your boss’ name on it. The woman that looked beautiful wearing the dress while walking down the grand stairs of their living room. The woman that would then make heads turn and hearts race. The woman whose husband would look at and be proud of what he accomplished. He would then look and you and nod his head making your heart flutter just as much as the other girls whom he smiled at.

She would have done every one of those things if you hadn’t spilled grape fruit juice you were drinking on it, while dancing to a 90’s pop song while ironing the dress.

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it’s happened to all of us before. you go to bed at your set time, you sleep, and then…you wake up, check your phone and it’s already 12pm?! it seems like you’ve already lost half of the day. poof. it’s gone. which, sorry to burst that bubble of positivity, is true. HOWEVER! here’s how you can make the most of the remaining time. it’ll almost be as if you got up at 6 am instead ;)

get your booty out of bed

starting is always the hardest thing to do, but once you’ve begun, you’ll have momentum to continue. the same goes with waking up. don’t go on your phone, check social media, or just lay there. actually get up.

let there be light

natural light has been proven to wake you up. in fact, white light (which is really blue light) suppresses the production of melatonin, the hormone that makes you sleepy. opening up the blinds and letting in the midday light will not only brighten up the room, but also your mood (especially if you are in a grumpy one since you got up late)!

hint of mint

peppermint oil is a must in the mornings for me. i always make sure to dab some on the collar of my shirt since it perks up my senses and helps me stay awake, aware, and active throughout the day. any minty scent will work too as it really gets the senses up and running.

cold water. ‘nuff said.

washing your face with cold water will help jolt you awake, especially since you’ve been asleep for a long time and feeling extra groggy this fine morning afternoon. don’t forget to brush your teeth, too! all that junk in your mouth is icky and you don’t want to be swallowing any of it down with your breakfast brunch.

hydrate, hydrate, hydrate

down a tall glass of water since your body has been deprived of it for the past 12+ hours that you’ve been sleeping. drinking plenty of water will not only help you refresh yourself, but also rehydrate you and your brain, kickstart your metabolism, and help your body rid itself of unwanted toxins.

take a break for breakfast

even if twenty minutes have already passed from when you got up, don’t skip on breakfast. the first meal of the day is so so so incredibly important, and you’ve probably heard the phrase “don’t skip breakfast” so many damn times to the point of annoyance, but you gotta go with it and don’t skip it ;) wow unintentional rhyme there heh

some quick + healthy breakfast ideas:

  • oatmeal with raisins and dried cranberries
  • waffles with nut butter (peanut, almond, etc) of your fancy and sliced bananas + honey
  • yogurt with grapes and granola
  • toast with yogurt (in lieu of cream cheese) and smoked salmon (sounds gross but tastes delish) fish…delish rhymes with fish…i digress
  • milk, banana, strawberry, and mango juice smoothie
  • mint green tea and toast with sliced bananas and honey
  • apple slices and nut butter
  • carrots and broccoli with hummus

make a plan to slay today

get a plain white A4 sheet of paper and make a list of what you want to get done. it does not have to be neat and it does not have to be pretty. it just needs to include what you need to accomplish. idk about you, but drawing a nice line through a task i’ve completed is just the most satisfying feeling ever :’)

get out there and get it done!

now that you’re awake and ready, make the best use of your time and get started on what you need to do! and don’t forget to let @bookfully know if she should make more posts like this if you found it helpful hehe. good day and good luck!

anonymous asked:

Haven't made a request in a hot minute, damn. Okay so idk about anyone else, but lately my life has consisted of a lot of getting back on my feet and drowning in all the self care in the world because winter is a bitch on people with depression. How would the boys react to at least a seasonally depressed SO? I know they'd want to help, that's what they do, but they've probably never dealt with that themselves, where their greatest accomplishment of the day was a taking a shower/eating real food.

I’m somewhat the same way, it’s really sporatic and I have to force myself to do things, sorry that you have to deal with that darling…

He doesn’t understand it that much, but he does his best to help you out.
This means helping you out of bed, making you eat breakfast and giving you water.
He stays out of your way when you feel the need to be alone.
When you’re feeling anxious, he lets you fiddle with his fingers, or the straps on his chest. He’ll pet your head soothingly until you fall asleep.

He turns into quite the gentle giant.
He’s by your side every time you start feeling really bad, and he’ll lay with you so you can fall asleep. [Because you can’t sleep soundly without him]

He’ll bring you everywhere he goes around the house, unless you’re asleep, to keep you on your feet and busy.

Like Raph, he doesn’t try to understand right away, he does his best to keep you going. He does ask questions about the problem, but mostly he just tries to keep you engaged with questions and cooking.

By the time Mikey goes home, you’ll have two batches of cookies on the table, three pies on the stove and one 3 tier cake on the counter.
And a giant mess, due to the flour fight you started with him.

Asks a lot of questions, but not big ones. Like Mikey, he just has you answer small questions and keeps your mind working. Though, once or twice he panics because this has been your fourth nap in 8 hours and he puts on music and waltzes with you clumsily. It’s cute and a tiny bit awkward as you keep stepping on his feet.

After all this he still sticks around, even all winter when he learns its seasonal. He barely spends any time away from you, and you’ve had to force him to go.visit his actual house sometimes.

C: I’m beginning to feel quite depressed in university. I am feeling very worried about my career and my accomplishments. I have two years left and I don’t know what I am doing, I entered this major to please my mom when she doesn’t even care about me. I can’t transfer because the major I am in is hard, therefore my GPA is low and most faculty transfers need high GPA’s. I don’t want to continue wasting my student loan for a major which is a dead end and has no work in today’s society, but idk.

anonymous asked:

you got any portfolio tips for someone applying to art school? (kcai is high on the list for me so i thought you'd be the best person to ask)

INTERESTINGLY, that very fact might be the exact reason I’m not the best person to ask…. KCAI is a fine school, but lemme’ just be perfectly honest for a second and tell you that it’s not difficult to get accepted there.  Even if they don’t accept you, they will likely tell you exactly what they’d like to see from your portfolio.  For instance one of my buddies in animation had transferred in and applied with a photography portfolio… she didn’t really have a drawing portfolio to show them, but she wanted to learn and work in CG, so she just kinda had to make a case for herself and that was that. 

A school like, idk, CalArts, is considerably more difficult to get into, and so I’m not exactly sure what kind of portfolio they want to see.  What I would say though, is to include the art that best defines and summarizes YOU, or YOU’RE GOALS.  Art that’s an indicator of your PASSION, and what you want to ACCOMPLISH.  It’s not a bad idea to include a variety of studies/life drawings and stuff like that… those will help show that  you’re well-rounded.  But make sure to include what you feel is indicative of “your work”. 

I had a portfolio review with someone (from KCAI) before I applied, and I was just putting all sorts of things in there to showcase my different ABILITIES…  I put in some really well-rendered fanart… and then like, a simple, limited-pallet doodle I had done in MSpaint of some of my characters…. and she couldn’t have cared less about the well-rendered fanart.  Instead, she asked me to talk about the characters in the MSpaint doodle.  She said they were more interested in giving students a space to grow and develop their ideas, and I thought that was really cool. 

I have heard similar stories from people applying to CalArts (Jorge Gutierrez got rejected a couple times too, ‘cause he was putting together a what he THOUGHT they wanted to see.  They’d seen some of his more personal stuff–the super mexican-y stuff–and said they were more interested in that.), SO I mean… again, I can’t speak for all art schools, but from what I can tell anyway, there seems to be a bit of a pattern.  Put together a portfolio that speaks to you and what you wanna’ do!

Good luck dude!

INFP functions in a nutshell
  • Fi: I want to MATTER in this world, I want to be my own inspiration, I need to know that what I've accomplished is in line with my real, authentic self
  • Ne: okay but what is that inner authentic self, hold on lemme just try to be 32549632 different people at once and work towards as many goals as possible
  • Si: idk I get kinda scared when I think about all these possibilities, I'd rather just do the same thing I've been doing for the past few years bc it feels comfortable

anonymous asked:

omg I'm planning going on a spiritual cleanse too I just don't know where to start at all. There's plenty of books I know and I could try and do fasting. But idk, what r u planning

Yes so before Next month i’m going to get a professional back massage to start off my month cleanse!
All June im going to:

-meditate everyday
-social media used only Sat/Sun
-clean eating all month
-workout Mon-Fri
-take my pills everyday
-read everyday
-clean music playlist (only uplifting/motivational) mostly instrumentals. Listening to books.
-Keep my room clean
-Little to no makeup (i do this anyway but im going to stop wearing foundation because i wear it for no reason)
-Should list : so this list is going to contain things i feel i should do/want to accomplish and after i complete the list im going to cross out should and replace it with Must to emphasize they are things i HAVE to do/WILL do!

rumaan replied to your post “"could not pass away" you are really exaggerating now come on ……”

The way fandom loves to downplay women and mothers is a never ending source of wtf-ery for me

Yeah sitting here reading things like:

“I don’t think Lyanna asking her own beloved brother - the only person who she saw before dying if we don’t count the maids she might have had - to protect her baby is something exceptional or worth fangirling over. Almost every woman on Earth would do exactly what she did in her situation. It is just sad and touching maybe, nothing more.”

“I am just genuinely surprised that something as trivial as “keep my baby safe from harm” from a dying Mom is considered amazing and an accomplishement.”

“Lyanna’s plea to keep Jon safe would be considered as … just something normal.”

(quotes courtesy of @masha-russia) :-)

Makes me to want to scream because it’s just dripping with misogyny. Like wow, if mothers being good mothers (Lyanna’s circumstances notwithstanding) isn’t admirable, then idk what the fuck else mothers are supposed to do to earn someone’s appreciation. Just because a mother is “supposed to” be maternal, self-sacrificial, whatever, doesn’t mean they can’t be admired for it! Like wth! 

Not to mention that every mother is more than JUST a mother, they’re fundamentally human beings. Lyanna was 16 years old when she died, beloved by her family, lost a brother and a father, someone who had worth beyond that of ~just a mother~.

gym class is the worst like wtf. im not someone who thinks we should have no phy ed requirements, because being healthy is important, but i think the whole gym class thing around american (as well as other countries) high schools and middle schools needs to have a major renovation. its really sad that people are terrified of going to this class..whether they’re afraid to undress in front of others, uncomfortable with swimming around half naked with both sexes, or are embarrassed with their athletic ability. even if you do enjoy it, it has its cons for everyone. gym class shouldn’t be something students are afraid of but a lot of us are. when we are scared and anxious for these 50 minutes, how is that going to help us be physically active? yes, there are people who enjoy it perfectly the way it is and thats great but there’s so many others who do not. at my school, we have this thing called ‘flex’. basically its an extra class that we have on tuesdays and wednesdays. we get to choose a new flex class every few weeks. i think gym class for high schoolers and maybe middle schoolers should be like that. every few weeks, students can choose a new 'gym flex’, they can choose what they want to do for gym. something they like and feel comfortable with, so they enjoy it and are happy and are actually accomplishing things. like, students may be able to choose from things like yoga, team sports, or something simpler like walking/running/jogging. and they can set personal fitness goals. idk just a thought sorry for the rant

I feel very… idk I can’t think of words today… I’m in that “I’m not good enough so why bother” sort of moods

I’ve got my assessment today for my trauma training… but all my thoughts and feelings are pulling me towards either not attending or self-sabotaging… I have no idea why… doing trauma therapy is what I’ve wanted to accomplish for a while now… so why the sudden change of feeling?

I feel like it all boils down to that core thought of incompetency… the problem is, I don’t know if it’s coming from me or someone else :/

theviolin  asked:

hi hello! I saw ur post abt practice scheduling! i would really encourage you to think abt 2 things: how much time (on average) you have to practice every day and what your main priorities are (for me, this changes every couple of weeks or every month!) this way, you know exactly what you want to accomplish every day and can focus on that instead of just thinking abt filling a time requirement. your practice will probably end up being more regular! idk if this helps, but happy practicing!!!

thank you very much!

anonymous asked:

Idk how to stop these thoughts I can't stop I can't stop I can't stop they're just running around my mind I'm so fucking suicidal and I don't know what to do and idk how to pretend like I'm fine tomorrow for uni when all I really want to do is hang myself right now fuck fuck FUCK idk why I don't just do it either I've been suicidal for so long and I've had enough... don't I deserve a break from my own mind? A permanent break that is. Or maybe I deserve to suffer since I'm so shit. FUCK FUCK FUCK

You’re a better person than you know. You will accomplish many great things.Suicidal thoughts are very difficult to overcome and convince yourself to keep going I know but honestly, you have survived 100% of your worst days so far, you’ve got this man. Keep going and kick some butt and hey, look at some cute animal pictures that always gets me going in the right way again. (here you go heres a link of a bunch I’ve accumulated) I hope you start feeling better man.

anonymous asked:

im a trans guy and i havent felt at all uncomfortable with that artists portrayals of characters they view as transmasculine. theyre pinup-y but for me, seeing guys with body types not that far off from mine drawn in a way emphasizing their attractiveness w/o fetishizing them (in my opinion, not intending to invalidate yours, i do respect your discomfort) helps a lot. idk what i mean to accomplish by sending this bc i do respect your unease but i wanted to say i feel really differently about it.

also i feel kind of weird about the idea that someone being agender means they dont have any experiences in common with trans men? i dont know anything about how that artist presents IRL, what transition goals they are or arent interested in (not that this is something all trans men have in common at all either!), and how they conceptualize their gender. i think there is a lot of possible overlap, and i would be more concerned about cis artists’ portrayal of trans characters (part 2 of 2) 

first off: do i think it’s wrong to depict trans characters of different body types? No, not at all. What I’m targeting in my post is that the things that rcdart emphasizes in their art (hips, breasts, and on their nsfw blog, vaginal sex ) are all things that cause many trans dudes dysphoria- and to see it depicted in such a way, where the artist claims that theyre doing gods work, is particularly demeaning.

Still, they see no problem in basically saying that there’s nothing wrong with sexualizing and fetishizing the fuck out of this particular headcanon of theirs, calling their trans steve “a slut” multiple times (and only their trans steve, they dont call their gender bent fem steve a slut, just their trans steve)

To me, this is pretty blatant fetishization. The strategically torn shirt that exposes just his nipple, the pinup waist, the repetitive use of the gendered “slut” to talk about what they think about their trans steve- plus, they even admit that they draw trans steve specifically for porn:

These are all the reasons why their work comes across as fetishization. 

To address the second part of your ask, the fact that they id as agender, not as a trans man, seems important, but maybe not for the reason that you think.

 a nonbinary person or an agender person is not a trans man, and to say that “well theyre trans too” doesn’t seem to take into account that the experiences are in fact different.

plus, they’re depicting a trans man, not an agender person, in these sexual situations and seem to be doing it for pornographic reasons. which means that they need to listen if trans men are uncomfortable with this oversexualized depiction. and trans men are calling them out for doing this, rcdart has been blocking and deleting the responses of trans men on their posts, who are taking them to task for this, effectively silencing them. 

i would say that while you are entitled to your opinion of their art, i am also entitled to mine, and the fact that a nonzero amount of trans men have felt trapped, dysphoric, scared, and sexualized when viewing rcdart’s work indicates that there is in fact a problem. 

Some advice for college freshman*

because I know a lot of people are starting class tomorrow and next week

*some of these can be used in high school/middle school too

  • Show up to class. This is the most important thing to do. Some professors might say that attendance isn’t mandatory and only care if you show up for tests or just turn in papers, but actually showing up to class helps. Even if it’s a few days a week, even if you fall asleep during class, just being somewhat present will help you because the instructor will see you as an actual real person and not just another name on a roster and take your presence in their classroom into account while grading. Also, you’ll pick up on what’s most likely to be on the exams and make studying a hell of a lot easier.
  • Eat breakfast. You know the saying. Just eat something. A piece of fruit, a granola bar, a cold poptart. Whatever. Please, just put something in that stomach.
  • Bring a sweater. Even if the weather outside is warm and sunny, stuff a sweater into your bag or something because some classrooms can be as cold as morgues and you don’t want to be shivering while trying to take notes.
  • Get a real agenda. Yes, I know, your phone is very convenient; but actually physically writing things down makes them stick in your memory. You can get pocket agendas for just a couple dollars pretty much everywhere.
  • Rent your textbooks. Seriously, it’s cheaper than buying them. Not all textbooks are available to rent, but most of them are. If you do buy them, try to keep them in the best condition as possible (no real external damage, minimal notes) so you can sell it back to the school bookstore and get a percentage of your money back.
  • Don’t be afraid to ask questions. The only way you can ask a stupid question is if you ask about something that has absolutely nothing to do with what’s being taught/discussed in class. If you’re shy or anxious about speaking in public, write your question down and approach the instructor after class or visit them during their office hours. You’re not bothering them, they’re used to it.
  • Visit during office hours. Don’t go and visit the first day or even the first week. Wait until everyone gets into the groove of things and you’ve figured out which instructor you might feel more comfortable talking to, and then go and visit. Ask about the lessons, about the reading material. If you don’t know what to say, just say “I don’t know what to talk to you about.” They’ll know where to go from there because, again, they’re used to it.
  • Bring a water bottle and a snack. Running up and down stairs, across campus, or just exerting your brain power can be taxing. Stick a snack in your book bag. An apple, a banana, trail mix, a fucking Snickers bar. Whatever. Your brain doesn’t just feed on knowledge, it needs water and nutrients.
  • Parking. If you don’t live on campus and drive yourself there, here is a trip to finding a good spot - either show up super early or try to get there when other classes let out. Let’s say classes are 50 minutes long and start at the top of the hour. Drive into the parking lot about 5 minutes before classes let out and just catch the people leaving and get their previously occupied spots. 
  • Going to the bathroom. You don’t have to raise your hand to go to the bathroom. Yeah, this isn’t “advice” but it’s something no one mentions for some weird reason and inevitably some poor incoming freshman does it and, well, now it doesn’t have to be you.
  • Show up to class. I seriously cannot stress this enough. Even if you’re dead tired, even if you didn’t sleep, or are still kind of hungover, or all you want to do is fall into a deep black void; just drag your ass out of bed and just sit there. Stare at the wall. Doodle. At least you got up and accomplished one small task that day.

I hope everyone has a great first day! I know you’re going to do your best to kick some serious ass this year!

anonymous asked:

Oh yes! How about Yuri Katsuki, Makkachin, and Phichit?

i’m laughing, there’s 3 other anons requesting some combo of these 3 also, so consider this my answer to all four of you!! :P

Yuri Katsuki: What’s a goal you’re working towards/ What do you want to accomplish someday?

i’m working on my bachelor’s degree right now, and i think i’m pre-med?? idk man it’s either med school or grad school but either way i’m really interested in neurobiology and i wanna work on helping people with mental illnesses!!! (tbh my own depression is what made me first start looking into neurobio as a career, haha.)

Makkachin: Do you have any pets?

i used to have a dog named crystal who passed away seven years ago, and right now i have a cat named sir meowsalot who i love very dearly and who i cannot WAIT to see when i get home :D

Phichit Chulanont: Selfie? (or) What’s your favorite movie of all time?

I FUCKING LOVE THE LORD OF THE RINGS TRILOGY (extended editions ofc) a rite of friendship with me is marathoning all 12 hours. ive done it several times. gonna do it again this summer

(no selfie bc tumblr’s pornbot problem makes me uncomfortable posting my face, but here’s a pic of me sitting on a fence and dramatically looking at the ocean?)

anonymous asked:

hey Amanda. Im really struggling and am too scared to talk to anyone else about it. Yesterday my therapist figured out that I made up my mind to kill myself. I know how to. Today I wrote a letter to my mother which I am unsure as to if I will use as a suicide note or as a sort of plea for help. If I give it to her, I she will take me to the hospital. Ive already been hospitalized 4 times in the past year, the most recent one about a month ago. I hate that I still feel like this. Idk what to do.

You need to keep yourself safe and remind yourself that suicide is not going to achieve what you really want. Leaving behind your family and friends is going to destroy the ones that love and care about you and believe in you. I know how hard it is but you need to try your very best and give it everything you have. Write a list of everything and anything you want to accomplish or see in your life. Write a list of all the things that make you smile, even if its just for a moment. Write a list of all the people you love and would be upset to leave behind. There is life beyond these hard moments; there is life beyond the way you’re feeling. You’re worth life and you’re worth saving. Please, either call 911, take yourself to the hospital, or tell your mom that you’re unsafe. Don’t choose a permanent, heartbreaking solution for temporary problems. My therapist told me today: “You didn’t choose what happened to you. You didn’t choose to endure all of the traumas you have. You didn’t get a choice for being depressed or suicidal. BUT, every day, you get to wake up and choose if and how you’re going to fight your demons. You get to choose how to take things day by day and find some happiness. You have choices.” 

And you have choice too, anon. Choose to fight with me. Choose to conquer your demons and be able to look back one day and say, “I didn’t think I could do it but dammit, I’m so fucking glad I did.”