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bisexual female/nonbinary/genderqueer/who knows tbh (she/her)

anonymous asked:

i have too many au ideas in my head, and i want them gone. SO I'LL GIVE THEM TO YOU! C: inukag modern au where kagome gets attacked one night and decides to take self defense classes, with out favorite hanyou inu being the instructor OR kagome rushing a dog she witnessed getting hit to the local vet/shelter only for inu to be the one working there and fighting because "maybe you shouldn't hit dogs" and kag has to defend that she didn't hit the dog but trying to save it. URGH take them away pls

I like the idea of them training together I am so so so always for that. I like the reverse too where she’s his trainer. 

I’m so weak to the pet shop stuff. IDK there’s something about my OTP being surrounded by puppies that really gets my squeal on. 

I wasn’t sure what to do with this ask. I am so grateful for the head canons so thank you for tolerating my this. 

anonymous asked:

hey johnlaurensprotectionsquad is putting your ass on blast jsyk

Yeah yeah i saw idk what to do about it???? I mean like i HOPE thats not the way im presenting myself to the world and i hope thats not the message im putting out there bc those kinds of people are nauseating and i hate racists and homophobes
Im really unsure what to do or say bc if i try to defend myself im gonna get blasted and if i say i dont care im gonna get blasted so
Idk it just really hurts my heart and im not sure what to say
I mean i guess if you see me that way there isnt much i can do
Im still a person and im gonna make mistakes and im always going to apologize when you call me out
So im very sorry if I’ve offended or hurt someone so deeply
It makes me so sad
And i hope i dont come off as a whiny little girl trying to defend her bullshit. There isnt really a way to have someone feel that your apology is real on tumblr but im gonna try any way and hope that you know its NEVER my intention to hurt or attack anyone
I suppose thats all i can say and you can look at me as a person and they way ive presented myself to the world and make that judgement for yourself.

anonymous asked:

Do you think Jimin is okay? He posted something in the fancafe about feeling weird and confused about the BBMAs. I know he was nervous and probably felt uncomfortable because of not knowing what anyone was saying but I'm really worried about him. :/

probably weird like surreal? i’m sure that he’s okay and that it’s just an overwhelming experience. they all seemed really happy and then he went on to say how it’s a pity they didnt perform lol

Anonymous said:JIMIN WITH DARK HAIR AGAIN IM SO AAAAHHHH! And look at him, he is gleaming, he looks so handsome *Q* also he shoots sparkels with his eyes and his smile is extra fine today, i caaaannnttt! *sorrytobother*

fklsjdf you arent bothering me! and YESSS the color and cut right now reminds me of how it was cut for the butterfly exhibit, I LOVE IT. 

anonymous asked:

No offense but what is the Point of your blog? why do you get so many notes? what do you even do or make? I'm not trying to hate or anything i'm just confused

lmao why are ppl so salty this evening????? hahaha this made me laugh for like ten mins bc honestly,,, too real

here’s a protip for understanding this blog and also life: there is no Point. im just posting what i feel like, idk!!!!! there’s nothing i really “do” or “make” bc i am not an artist or a writer rly, but i like talking about the things that dnp do and make so. idk. why am i even answering this lmaoo

anonymous asked:

I feel really really bad for what's going on in my social life rn; tw suicide (not abt me tho), self-harm, etc.: I've recently met someone new--just a friend--and they've... Been draining me for awhile. I come from a place of self-harm and everything else and I got better. Everything's still rough but I managed to move past that. They talk only abt self-harm and suicide; I try to talk them out of it, but idk what to do. I can't call police bc idk their legal name / location, and they 1/2

say they intend to kill themselves soon. I’ve had a lot of panic attacks over the past few days of talking to them because they keep bringing up cutting and like I said–I came from that. I’m scared of relapsing after abt seven years. I’m not leaving them, I’d rather try to avoid leaving them esp since ppl keep leaving them anyway, but idk what to do since it’s taxing on my mental / emotional health.

I suggest letting them know that you can’t keep helping them like this. You’re still on your recovery, and helping them is beyond your skill. Link them to a suicide prevention resource, like crisis text or another organization that you like your trust. Tell them that they need a professionals help, someone that knows more than you do about how to help them heal.

After that, you’re going to have to stop the talks if they won’t respect your need to avoid the topics. I know it’ll be hard, for both of you, but you can’t go backwards for their sake.

Be careful.

-Lou the Lobster

anonymous asked:

Hi! I saw you posted something about star vs the forces of evil and I was wondering why do you think Star has devil horns? I love this show but I'm worried it has so satanic influence idk?? And the impact of these devil horns on little girls who want to be Star?? Idk I might be going crazy but I'm worried, what do you think?

Hi Anon! Thanks for asking; this is a good question!
I do want to preface this by saying that I’m a relatively new fan to Star Vs The Forces of Evil, and I haven’t really interacted much with the fandom or seen much svtfoe-related content outside of the actual show, so it’s possible that the creators have said something about this that I haven’t heard about. That being said, I’m just going to give my personal opinion about this, and anyone can feel free to chime in!

So. This is Star.

This is also Star.

I love Star Butterfly because she’s this really wonderful combination of traditionally “girly” and goofy and fierce. She likes pink and dresses but she also likes fighting and freedom and just kind of generally being a kid. I think her design is supposed to reflect that–dresses in loud colors and pink and heart cheeks and also dinosaur boots and the devil horn headband in question. Sparkles and unicorns and things that maybe don’t usually go together.

I do want to kind of talk about devils/demons and the way they’re portrayed in media/svtfoe, because the Catholic/Christian view on things is obviously that demons are EVIL and really should not be something that we joke about. I agree with that entirely, but I think that before we make judgements on the content, we should consider the context, because mainstream media doesn’t really seem to view demons the same way religious people do. I think the main difference is that here, they’re seen more as mythical creatures than anything else. 

Star Butterfly (mild spoiler alert i guess?) in the show has this demon ex-boyfriend who shows up in a few episodes and who is actually possibly my favorite character in the show, but like. He’s just a guy. He’s somewhat goth and a little creepy sometimes, but he’s a guy. The multi-dimensional story world of svtfoe is full of monsters of all kinds, and unicorns and floating unicorn heads and talking animals and all sorts of magic, but I never got the impression of anything dark behind all of that. What I did find was a surprisingly well-written show that actually occasionally addresses the ingrained bias against monsters as a class, (something i’m hoping they’ll delve further into in the future). It’s about friendship and different kinds of love, about responsibility and trust, all blended up and infused into a lighthearted cartoon with adorable art, witty plotlines, wonderfully timed humor, and substantial sub plots. I was surprised at how much i loved this show, and I was surprised at how GOOD it was.

This has meandered extensively off-topic, but what I’m trying to say is that I don’t see anything darkly influential in Star’s devil horn headband. I think it’s supposed to represent a mischievous streak and to let the audience know that this isn’t their usual kind of princess, but honestly? I think that’s all. I think little girls that dress up as Star would do so because she’s brave and funny and cool, and she shows them that they don’t have to choose between combat boots and tutus, that they can kick butt in a sparkly tiara, that they can be the goofball they’ve always wanted to be. 

I think it’s really good to be cautious about the media you consume, so I’m really glad you asked, Anon. I hope this helps a little bit! <3

anonymous asked:

i need advice... so i've been going out with this guy from my class for like two months now, we took each other's virginity and we had sex a few times, but he's very bipolar with me. sometimes he treats me like a girlfriend and sometimes he ignores me all day long. he admitted that he likes another girl but he also told me that me wants to start liking me. he's so complicated and idk if i give up and move on or i accept the challenge of winning him over. i am so confused and idk what to do

wait so he likes you but told you he likes another girl ??????? tbh that doesn’t make any type of sense. and you shouldn’t try “accept the challenge” bc relationships aren’t a game in which you win or lose. if i were you, i’d move on. it may not be easy, but you shouldn’t be w someone who treats you like an object.


anonymous asked:

I follow this guy on ig, he followd back & liked all my pics. 1 hr later he messaged me on fb saying "sorry for the spam on ig" & I said "it's okay don't worry about it" and he said "no problem! You go to (my school) right?"; I said yeah. Then he said "thought so. Anyway take care" and I said "you too 😊". 2 hours after he messaged me "hello, not trying to bother you! Just keen to talk 😃". That was 15hrs ago & I haven't replied. He has a gf & idk what hes doing, I don't like him. What to reply?

Ask him if his girlfriend is comfortable with him talking to you! Maybe send him a very passive aggressive meme along with it! 👏🏽

anonymous asked:

Is it an autism thing to have issues focusing? Like idk what it is but i'll be in chemistry/physics/maths and i wont be able to understand something so i'll get upset and zone out or draw but when i try to focus again i get upset that i can't understand it and then i'll zone out and then the cycle will start again. Is this an autism thing and if it is how do I stop it

This could be an autism thing, yes, but the way you describe it the first place I would look is ADHD, which is exceptionally common in autistics (at least one in three of us are ADHD, probably more in my opinion). 

Inattentiveness like this is specifically a trait of ADHD, and while it can be a trait of autism, it is not diagnostic - that is, it’s not something that is typically looked for as a thing specific to autism.

Check out ADHD Primary Inattentive type and see if that resonates with you. If it does, keep going down that rabbit hole. If it doesn’t, come back to autism and see if it might fit in with your autistic traits somehow.

- Sam

I really do believe that at least part of the problem of people distrusting science has to do with how we as scientists portray ourselves.

We have actively created a system where we derive authority from being seen as better/smarter/more competent than everyone else and then when people ask why they should trust us we respond with a very condescending version of ‘because SCIENCE IS FACT’ or something along those lines.

Like, consider how that would feel from the outside? Here are a small group of people who you have never met/interacted with who sequester themselves in impenetrable ~elite institutions that you can’t access and don’t feel party to who then tell you that what they say is fact because they’re smarter and better educated than you. And if you ever try to question them (no matter how reasonable your objections may be/seem to you) they condescendingly pat you on the head and say something like ‘don’t worry we know better. you can’t possibly understand what we do.’

Why the hell would you trust them? 

No one likes being told that they’re not smart enough to understand something, and no one likes feeling excluded from something they’ve essentially been asked to accept sight unseen. 

I don’t really have a solution to this, except some vague notion about working harder to portray scientists as people working a job, rather than geniuses who are above it all. 

And like trying harder to understand where people are coming from when they question science. And remembering that being better educated than most doesn’t make us smarter than most. It just makes us better trained in certain types of thinking.

I just think we need to keep in mind what we are asking of people. Which is to put a whole hell of a lot of faith in us.

Fantasy Iwaoi



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