“I know who you are.”
“I’m talking to a bar of soap.”
“Just close your eyes and hold out your hands.”
“Well, it’s not TECHNICALLY illegal!”
“Are you gonna want this back or can I keep it?”
“Stop focusing on the bad things, it’s the good things that keep us going.”
“Wait, you’re not dead.”
“Yeah? Well one day these tears are gonna punch you in the face!!!”
“What are you in for?”
“I FREAKING LOVE SPACE!”
hi im iona and this is my stomach. i am a lazy piece of shit who does not work out at all, eats and sleeps all day does not take care of my body what so ever, eats when im bored which is literally always, drink like crazy, basically live of nothing other than junkfood and my stomach kills me after eating anything healthy, but still i look like this, not sucked in or edited or anything this even is after i ate.. its a true miracle
but dont live like me, im extremely unhealthy and will probably become fat some day if i keep living like this, but at least im living my life and having fun.
im sitting here drinking a bottle of wine and i dont really know what im trying to say here other than that i really need to be more healthy and could loose a few pounds but i guess this is about me looking at my body after hating it and now im starting to love it and just embracing and thanking my body for not backfiring at me for being so unhealthy and i will actually start taking care of myself because i deserve to actually be healthy…
thank you for whoever read this whole rant about nothing and did not just look at my body, love yourself, you are beautiful no matter what you might think and you deserve to be taken care of so go do that, i will too.
and dont stop living your life and stop having fun just because you want to be skinny btw, you do you.
fun fact: sometimes when i’m feeling down i remember that one morning i was looking at myself in the mirror before my shower and i just thought “i’m wearing captain america underwear, i have a legend of zelda tattoo, and i’m wearing an ed sheeran shirt…. i have to be someone’s dream girl”
and then i feel a bit better about myself
basically: even a seemingly minuscule moment of feeling good about yourself can be and is helpful
tweezers hover an inch away from skin, steady in michael’s hands.
“ stay STILL. ” the command is not unkind, firm but devoid of any shred of annoyance. “ if you move too much the it’ll go deeper and hurt more when i pull it out. ”