idk this just gives me a lot of feels

there’s something about the style of DAO that i love

it’s just so… it’s very drab.  all rogue armor looks exactly the same.  like, helmet upgrade?  yep it’s the same thing but in a slightly different tint.  mages get those ridiculous hats and the dingy robes.  grey wardens don’t have that flashy blue and silver armor yet they just wear whatever the hell drops off of darkspawn.  ferelden is brown and muddy.  as it should be.  denerim is the crown jewel of the country but it’s just dogs barking and dirt and flies.

when your warden suddenly decides that they’re no longer an archer or mage and grabs a random ass sword to shove through the archdemon’s skull, they’ve marched their way up and down this maker-forsaken land and they’ve got mud and dog shit all over their boots and no part of this journey was even remotely glamorous, because it was about spending days in the deep roads, covered in blood and bile and ichor, so of course you’re gonna make your final blow look at least vaguely fancy, because you deserve that much

and i just.  i love it.

i feel like a lot of us rly Needed just hold on in our lives rn

Me: And it’s just..idk. I feel like a lot of people see that Junhui can be witty or they see that he fits a lot of beauty standards and they just sort of forget that he’s an extremely kind and thoughtful guy, y’know? A lot of people recognize how mischievous he is but I feel like not a lot of people give him credit for also being a really soft and genuine man who cares about everybody - not just his friends.

The cashier at the Supermarket who only asked me if I wanted a bag or not: ?????? Who’s Junhui?????

lucas looking @ riley pt. 1

alright so y’all wanting this, so i’m giving it to you. i have a folder on my computer that has 179 caps in it, so this will probably be split into like 3 posts so they aren’t too long. they’re gonna be in order, so this post will be s1 and the first half of s2. i’m gonna put it under a cut so it doesn’t clog up anyone’s dash, so have fun, enjoy the suffering !!!

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“It’s weird, because I’ve known him in ways a lot longer than some of the oth­er guys I played with for two weeks, and during the sea­son we play for the ul­ti­mate goal to win the Stanley Cup,” Weber said. “I dream of winning Stanley Cups with him and winning champion­ships with him.

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One day earli­er, the two Predators players took part in one of the most viewed games in hockey history. An es­ti­mated 54.1 million Americans and Cana­dians watched Weber’s Team Canada defeat Suter’s Team USA in the hockey gold medal game at the Winter Olympics.

And despite all the nerves and pal­pi­tations that Weber had expe­ri­enced the pre­vi­ous two weeks, noth­ing could pre­pare him for see­ing Suter, his team­mate and defense partner, wait­ing for a plane back to Nashville.

As they walked to­ward each oth­er, Suter im­me­diately broke the ten­sion.

"Just act the same, I don’t care. You won a gold. I’m happy for you. Just act normal. Don’t hide it,” Suter told him. “If people talk about it, talk about it with them. You should be proud of it.”

With those words, Weber felt at ease.

“He was awesome,” Weber said re­cently. “I didn’t know what to say, but he made it easy and acted like he would any oth­er time, and things were back to normal.”

this shot of Wakatoshi is really pretty. but now after the end of this season it feels kinda lonely. idk it’s giving me lots of feelings. he’s such a good character and captain (i’m quite salty they cut that scene out) i really hope we get to see him lots of times in the future.

official ranking of every espeon sprite on bulbapedia

a very nice sprite!! she looks so regal and beautiful! what a lovely start 

this one is so cute!! look at that head tilt!! so adorable!! i just want to give her lots of pets. 10/10 this one is the best 

she is the correct color now which is nice!! all in all the same as the gold sprite but a little better  

idk why but this one makes me feel like she is sad. but other then that it is pretty quality. maybe a little weird looking but still a decent sprite 

so cute!! she looks like a curious little cat i love it!! very hugable very cute 9/10

also very cute!! the leg sticking out makes it even cuter. she looks like a nice friend in this one

a tad boring but still decent. it looks like its trying to recapture the charm and cuteness of the silver sprite but it just isnt working out

the same as the platinum sprite but just a lighter color. disappointing that they didnt make a different sprite. still cute tho 

very regal and refined. a good look for espeon!! somewhat boring but i still think its good. 5/10 

I hovered over the delete button.

And I decided that I couldn’t get rid of this blog. I’ve had an incredibly horrid year and a half when it comes to steady work and securing a full time job. As a consequence, I felt like this blog and all the things I do, Blackout included, were giving tangible, long lasting benefits to everyone but me. I’m waaaay over my head in bills and exhausted emotionally a lot of the time. I wasn’t even feeling like anything I did mattered since I found myself putting in so many hours of work in so many facets of my life with very little to show for it. I’m searching for some sort of stability after facing multiple hurdles and I just…idk.

I can’t delete though. Haven’t even reached 20k yet. This blog will run on a queue for a few more days while I’m gone.

Korrasami/Fullmetal Alchemist crossover

(or: maybe just an elaborate excuse to draw abs)

I SAID I WAS GONNA DRAW IT tumblr this crossover is giving me a lot of feels~

concept: me and a/sahina getting a manicure together

I love pro-choice people. Like active non-apologetic proudly and loudly pro-choice people. Going through their blogs gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside, I love how much they actually care about people’s reproductive rights. Idk I’m just feeling a lot of love for the pro-choice kids tonight!!! Love to you all!!!

I get a lot of questions asking for advice on how to lose weight. But honestly, I’ve been eating a ton of shit lately. So I don’t feel like I have the right to give you advice. Also I take medication (for a mental illness) that supposedly makes me lose weight anyway. I just haven’t been doing good lately (emotionally and physically) and I just don’t really feel like talking to anyone. 

anonymous asked:

Harry Potter bonding with Remus Lupin fic recs? Not slash, just paternal/cute idk

you and me both, man. i feel like i should have a million recs for this but i don’t??

there’s a series i read back in the day called here be monsters which mainly focuses on the relationship between harry and dumbledore but the middle part ‘psalm of the wolf’ switches to remus and harry

harry potter and the battle of wills. i remember harry forging a much closer relationship with remus and the story was epic but beware there’s lots of…twists and it fucked me up so i only read it once forever ago lmao

i have two series (a home at last and prongslet) bookmarked at the moment but i haven’t read them yet & they both involve sirius and remus taking care of harry together

also i will never miss an opportunity to recommend @stagnacht‘s fic it’s a hollow play because it’s awesome. this one also involves sirius and other characters.

i wish i knew of/remembered more fics where they bond one-on-one because i love them & they deserve it anyway don’t get me started - if anyone knows any non-slash harry x remus recs please add!

ooc;

i just feel a need to say how grateful i am that cheritz keeps making great new updates for mystic messenger. they make me so excited, and give me more to look forward to as i’m plowing through this rough last semester of college. idk, i’ve had a lot of anxiety lately and being able to take little breaks to see what zen and all of the other characters are up to makes me really happy~

I see a lot of posts about Wonho relating to sex and him being kinky and what not and I feel like I’m the only one who sees him as a really passionate, caring guy? Apart from his obvious sexiness that no doubt reeks dominance, I find him so incredibly cute. I can barely picture him into bdsm and whatever. To me, he looks like he’s into soft, romantic sex you know? Some sweet, gentle love making. The most I can imagine him being into is dirty talk and a lil hair pulling. Idk. To me he’s just a sweet little sugarplum and just wanna wrap him up in a blanket and feed him ramen and pinch his cheeks and give him lots of kisses. Am I crazy? I told my cousin this and she thinks I’m crazy. And just incase people misinterpret what I’m saying, I’m not attacking anyone or kink shaming. I’m just stating my view of him :^)

anonymous asked:

Man I feel really weird being a traditional artist on tumblr. Double whammy, I also don't add a lot of color to it because it makes me nervous and the most I have at my disposal is a fuck ton of colored sharpies. Idk I just feel incredibly out of place.

Traditional media is super fun tho. One of these days, I want to pick up acrylic painting again, and perhaps I could give watercolors a chance. 

Rambling aside, don’t let anyone invalidate your work because it’s traditional. ♥ Same for those who invalidate digital art. In the end, we’re all just expressing ourselves through ways we’re comfortable with.

I bet your art looks super cool, anon~

anonymous asked:

Hi. I've been going to therapy for 4 months and idk if I'm benefitting from it? I mean i look forward to each session and like her but I have major trust issues with opening up (she already knows this and pushes me on this). I guess I'm just confused... how is therapy supposed to work? Is it necessary for me to open up a lot? And how does opening up even help? She asks me if the sessions are helping but idk how to gauge helpfulness... Also i hope you're having a fab day :)


(Sorry! I don’t know where/who else to ask) I’m questioning everything! Including as to whether my therapist is the right fit for me. I feel like I’m teaching myself how to hold things in from my therapist so I can give a certain view, not give her a complete prospective of me, so that I can get only certain things across. I feel like I’m doing therapy “wrong” and I’m not advocating for myself enough. What do I do?


1// I’ve been with a T off and on for the past 4-5 years but some things she does gets to me. It seems like she has trouble letting go of things. At a certain point I give up and accept that something (that I want) clearly isn’t going to happen or is not feasible. But sometimes she keeps pushing the idea and offering ways to workaround whatever is getting in the way. Maybe I give up too easily? But at times I just want to say “I don’t care anymore it isn’t worth the effort, give it up!”

2// Is it bad that I’ve stayed with a therapist who I don’t completely love because we have a history and familiarity? I didn’t realize there was any different until I moved and had a different therapist for a bit. I am no longer actively in therapy but I wonder if it was a good idea for me to stay with her and if I could have made more progress with someone else. If I were to return to T I would prob. go to her bc she is what I know but what if that isn’t best?


Hello there, these three asks seem rather similar so I’ve compiled them into one (:

It can be difficult to know whether or not therapy is actually helpful because it’s such a bizarre concept. And it’s really confusing when you’re not sure if T is right for you because they’re the one person you’re supposed to be able to talk to about anything - well I suppose you could tell T that you’re not sure things are working out between you, but that’s just incredibly awkward :p It’s a good sign to look forward to sessions, and it’s good to be curious about the efficacy as well. Healthy acceptance always comes with a bit of questioning.

The goal of therapy is to make the therapist redundant. As in, you can ‘do’ therapy on yourself because you’ve become an expert on you. You should be able to recognise negative thoughts and behaviours, and then identify what you need to do to stabilise yourself. Alas, life isn’t going to be - nor is it supposed to be - 100% rainbows and unicorns, but the idea is that you are confident in your abilities to keep yourself functioning, safe, and cared for. And you won’t be doing this all alone; during therapy you should have created a support system of friends and family - don’t be afraid to reach out to them!

Making a list of therapy goals is an excellent way to monitor progress. Think about what you hope to accomplish and what you want things to look like beyond the therapy office. Imagine the (realistically) ideal you living your (realistically) ideal life - how can the therapist help you get there? You are in control of your own recovery, which means that you have the power to continue, stop, or switch therapists at any time.

I’ve found that seeing a new therapist can be beneficial because it brings a fresh perspective to treatment, as not everyone comes from the same school of thought. Different therapists gravitate towards different theories, methods, and ideas. There’s comfort in familiarity, but as Dumbledore reminds us: ‘we must chose between what is easy and what is right.’ I think his context was more of a moral debacle, but I tend to quote Harry Potter in any circumstance (: 

A common theme in asking for help is needing to advocate for yourself. But what does that actually look like? It means that if you feel the care you’re receiving is inadequate, you ask for what you need - without feeling guilty or greedy. You know yourself best, so you’ve got to speak up if things aren’t going well. If you need to see a therapist that specialises in X, request a list of referrals. If you need more frequent sessions, call and schedule more. If T is doing something that bothers you, let them know because there’s a good chance they haven’t a clue - otherwise they wouldn’t be doing it.

Alternatively, sometimes what you need is a break from therapy. Talking about deeply personal subjects can be exhausting work; when you try things on your own for a bit, you’re given the opportunity to discover different things about yourself and what you really want. Of course there’s no shame is returning to therapy after terminating either!

Although it’s not necessary to divulge your deepest, darkest secrets, the more you can share, the better. You’re never required to disclose anything, but you’ll get out of it what you put into it. Trite, I know, but unlike most medical treatments, you’ve got to meet the professional partway. You’re an active participant in therapy, which means you have a say in how much and how fast things move along. You’ve got the power.

Best wishes, you three xoxoxo