idk personal i guess

But on the other hand, as I leave Naruto franchise behind, I realize how “better” I become…

I’m more filled by love, appreciation, less dark thoughts in my head, all those things…

For me this series was a great passion, yeah. A wasted passion since we’re at it.

But then I found out what to do with this passion… I just put it back in the things that made me happy: my website, my photography project, my story…

Oh, my dear story. My story brings me joy, because I know what I wanna do with it and the things I wanna leave behind. I can only hope I’ll be able to manage it.

But I know I will, I trust myself. There was a time when I lost that trust in myself but now it’s back and it’s like never again, oh, it is! I learned why I lost it in the first place, what I let myself bring me down, learned my lesson, raised my head, held it strong there despite maybe fearful and took life head on! And in a matter of few days, me, myself and I was back. And more powerful than ever! Ready to conquer the world!

I know that one day I’ll look up at the skies, smile serenely and say like all the other things I’ve proposed myself in life: I did it!

This is one more of them. 

I know what I wanna do in life and the things I want to leave behind and what kind of person I wanna be and I know there’s no one that will be able to stop me.

Sure, things might come along the way, but that’s the beauty of life: as harder as it gets, as beautiful it turns out. When you’re at the top of the mountain there, although breathing heavily, there’s no greater feeling than the feeling of self-achievement. Ok, I lied, there’s one greater feeling and that’s love but getting past that, ahah.

I know that in this lifetime I want to put smiles on people’s faces one way or another. And this is what I’ll do / try my best to. The ways in which I do it might differ because I’m so in love with many things at once (and apparently no wonder, according to my natal chart - YES I PUT THAT HERE! :P) and I’d like to know how to do everything and just spread joy around but oh well, until then, I’ll limit myself to the things I know.

But yeah, I rambled enough and I don’t think that was the point, idk what’s in my head but yeah…

As I raise my eyes up to the sky, there I see my dreams. I know I want to touch them and I know one day I will.

In the meantime, back on working hard to get it.

87 truths.

answer and tag 3 people

1. Last Beverage: water
2. Last Phone Call: my mummy
3. Last Text: ‘DEMÀ SUSHIII FHEHGFJS’- to Laia xd  
4. Last Song: I’m feeling myself- nicki minaj ft beyoncé (Super fruit cover)
5. Last Time I cried: like three weeks ago? idk..
6. Dated Someone Twice: mmm like second chance to that person? I guess yes then
7. Been Cheated On: SO MANY FUCKING TIMES 
8. Kissed Anyone and Regretted it: yes
9. Lost Someone Special: yes…
10. Been Depressed: yes… although i’ve learned to put myself up
11. Been Drunk and Thrown up: yes… (and really ashamed for it, also i don’t recommend it to anyone)
List your three favourite colours (ONLY THREE)
12. green or lima green or turquoise
13. BLACK
14. any pastel colour
In the last year have you…
15. Made a new friend: yeah
16. Fallen out of Love: yes… 
17. Laughed until you cried: obviously!
18. Met someone who has changed you: mmm three years ago
19. Found out who your true friends are: yes, mostly 
20. Found out someone was talking about you: not a surprise tbh 
21. Kissed anyone on your FB list: wth is a FB list
22. How many People do you Know on Your FB List: ^^^
23. Do you have any pets: an idiot turtle that is missing right now, she buried herself this winter in the garden and she hasn’t show up yet…
24. Do you want to change your name: not really
25. What did you do for your last birthday party: I CAN’T REMEMBER HOW SAD IS THIS
26. What time did you wake up today: 8:00 (didn’t have uni yay!)
27: What were you doing at midnight last night: trying to sleep and failing because an owl didn’t shut up
28. Something you cannot wait for: finish this degree 
29. Last time you saw your mother: literally 5 minutes ago
30. One thing you wish you could change about your life: less drama, and i would love to be studying in CalArts instead of Fine arts in Barcelona… 
31. What are you listening to right now: Just Saying- 5sos (because i’m sad and i won’t be able to see them live EVER)
32. Have you ever talked to a Tom: ?????
33. What’s getting on your nerves right now: EVERYTHING *welcome to the drama queen life*
34. Most viewed webpage: tumblr
35. Nickname: ju, jud or juju (oh i know, they are pretty original… *sarcasm*), my girl best friend calls me fat sometimes (she’s just joking tho) and my best boy friend calls me carrot (like????!!!)
36. Relationship status: recently single
37. Zodiac sign: LEO
38. Elementary: done
39. High school: done (THANK GOD)
40. College: 3rth year of Fine Arts in Barcelona and i feel like i wanna die
41. Hair Colour: blooonde 
42. Long or Short: in the middle of these two?¿
43. Height: less than 1,70 cm but idk exactly
44. Do you have a crush on someone: too many ppl
45. What do you like about yourself: my eyes? idk tbh
46. Tattoos: i really want two that i have in mind
47. Right or left handed: riiiight
48. First Piercings: do earrings count? xd
49. First Best Friend: a girl named julia and another one named alicia, we don’t talk a lot recently because we are both busy, but we’re still closeeeee
50. First Sport Joined: figure skating
51. First Vacation: mmm i think Mallorca or Italy
52. First pair of trainers: victoriaaaas 
53. Eating: nothing (i’m craving a kebab tho) 
54. Drinking: waterrrrr
55. About to: ii should do animation but i’m gonna go to bed
56. Watching: the amount of work i need to finish… (someone save me)
57. Listening to: look up, already answered
58. Waiting for: tomorrow sushi with my babeee
59. Want Kids: i guess?
60. Get Married: why not, i don’t care, as long as i’m happy
61. Career: i wanna work in Disney or DreamWorks as a concept artist
62. Lips or Eyes: eyes
63. Hugs or Kisses: hugs ☺
64. Shorter or Taller: taller
65. Older or younger: idc
66. Romantic or Spontaneous: why not both
67. Nice stomach or arms: mmm both? idc
68. Loud or sensitive: mmm BOTH AGAIN I CAN’t CHOOSE
69. Hook - up or relationship: relationship
70. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant
71. Kissed a stranger: i think yes…
72. Drank hard liquor: where’s my tequila????!
73. Lost glasses/contacts: …. yeah
74. Had sex on a first date: nopeee
75. Broken someone’s heart: yes (not proud of it, i don’t recommend it to anyone)
76. Been arrested: no wth
77. Turned someone down: yes
78. Cried when someone died: yes
79. Fallen for a friend: mmm kinda did? not anymore tho
80. Yourself: that’s difficult
81. Miracles: they happen for a reason
82. Love at first sight: mmm kinda think that love grows when you learn more about each other
83. Heaven: I like thinking about the idea of it but I don’t know if it exists
84. Santa Claus: I wish, although i celebrate another thing
85. Kisses on first dates: yeah
86. Angels: Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Luke Hemmings, Ashton Irwin… the list can go on for ages

87. Reincarnation: that would be really cool

I tag: anmnesias, waytoomanyfavestomakeupagreaturl , fayestardust

idk man like? what is the POINT of an AU if your character isn’t still the same character?

 like yes, the different circumstances might make some changes in terms of world view, situation and experience, but the ESSENCE of the character should still be the same, and their general life should still somehow parallel their original upbringing or should create the same character, overall

because otherwise you’re not playing an AU!____. you’re playing an OC with that character’s name and face.

OOC - still away

I start my new job today, which will take up a lot of time. That said, I really miss you guys and I really miss RPing. What I may do is go on semi-hiatus for a while, using this blog as an ask blog instead of an RP blog, and then evaluate my threads when things calm down. I’ll probably drop a good number of them and set a cap. That way, I won’t feel pressured to reply to threads where the other person has since gone inactive, I guess? IDK. That’s still a ways out, anyway. 

:’( 

Need to write more Hakuba… 

:-(

Seeing people criticize one of my favorite furry blogs, clean-furry-fuzzbutts, for making a personal post on their blog is just legitimately upsetting.
It doesn’t matter if it’s not a personal blog guys, its THEIR blog and THEY choose what to post there. One or even a few personal posts doesn’t change the fact that they consistently bring wonderful clean furry art to our dashboards and quite frankly, all blogs are personal blogs, we just choose which part of ourselves to show sometimes.

Also, LOOK AT ME MAKING A PERSONAL POST ON MY FURRY BLOG DOES THIS BOTHER YOU? HUH? HUH?