But on the other hand, as I leave Naruto franchise behind, I realize how “better” I become…
I’m more filled by love, appreciation, less dark thoughts in my head, all those things…
For me this series was a great passion, yeah. A wasted passion since we’re at it.
But then I found out what to do with this passion… I just put it back in the things that made me happy: my website, my photography project, my story…
Oh, my dear story. My story brings me joy, because I know what I wanna do with it and the things I wanna leave behind. I can only hope I’ll be able to manage it.
But I know I will, I trust myself. There was a time when I lost that trust in myself but now it’s back and it’s like never again, oh, it is! I learned why I lost it in the first place, what I let myself bring me down, learned my lesson, raised my head, held it strong there despite maybe fearful and took life head on! And in a matter of few days, me, myself and I was back. And more powerful than ever! Ready to conquer the world!
I know that one day I’ll look up at the skies, smile serenely and say like all the other things I’ve proposed myself in life: I did it!
This is one more of them.
I know what I wanna do in life and the things I want to leave behind and what kind of person I wanna be and I know there’s no one that will be able to stop me.
Sure, things might come along the way, but that’s the beauty of life: as harder as it gets, as beautiful it turns out. When you’re at the top of the mountain there, although breathing heavily, there’s no greater feeling than the feeling of self-achievement. Ok, I lied, there’s one greater feeling and that’s love but getting past that, ahah.
I know that in this lifetime I want to put smiles on people’s faces one way or another. And this is what I’ll do / try my best to. The ways in which I do it might differ because I’m so in love with many things at once (and apparently no wonder, according to my natal chart - YES I PUT THAT HERE! :P) and I’d like to know how to do everything and just spread joy around but oh well, until then, I’ll limit myself to the things I know.
But yeah, I rambled enough and I don’t think that was the point, idk what’s in my head but yeah…
As I raise my eyes up to the sky, there I see my dreams. I know I want to touch them and I know one day I will.
In the meantime, back on working hard to get it.