idk man i really liked it

anonymous asked:

I was honestly feeling really bad and suicidal and then I saw that video you reblogged of Mark during the livestream and now I'm crying so hard bc it feels like he actually cares about me and idk man just... thank you. It's so silly but thank you

Anything that makes you feel better is not silly, even if you think it is. It all matters! Remember that okay? <3

anonymous asked:

but dont u think the way moonlight won kinda sucks cause i'm sure the cast and crew are all rly humble and sweet ppl and i would bet that no matter how deservedly proud they are, winning like that also probably felt super awkward 4 them and took away from that victory feeling :/ also in the publics eyes i think this puts LLL in a kind of victim & underdog position which is doesnt deserve so idk i wish they had just called the right name :/// idk man but anyway moonlight invented cinema

yeah i totally agree its really easy to get sucked into the moment (im 100% guily of it) bc it was so dramatic and super exciting but they totally deserved to have their name announced properly and properly accept the award but this happening IS better than la la land just straight up winning and im just excited and thankful and im a messy bitch who lives for drama so 


just had a mental breakdown bc my bf had a pic of him & his ex on his phone and lied and told me he deleted everything etc but didn’t. now, granted i have bpd and abusive past manipulative relationships so it really set me over the edge. i’m sad as fuck now && i had such a good day with my girl today. ugh. xanax, newport && no sleep for me cause i’m gonna overthink every single thing in my pathetic life.

…..on the bright side i got a nice pair of jordans and clothes today. that’s it. bye. nobody will read this or care anwya

I GOT THE APARTMENT I WAS LOOKING AT THEY MESSAGED ME TODAY oh man i’m really excited it’s a bit more than i’d like to spend on rent but i can’t deal with living here with someone who has no respect for me so i’m more than happy to move out honestly. they’re definitely a much better fit with me on every level and it helps a lot that they’re also lgbt and also that it’s so close to work idk i’m just really happy 

anonymous asked:

(1)ok so there are a billion rumors about andrew and emma getting back together and i'm freaking out but also i have no one to talk to about this so i hope it's ok to clear my head with you:) as much as i hope for them to be together i don't think this is the case because: 1. andrew is talking about emma very openly recently, which he never did when they were going out, it's like he's talking about her as a close friend. 2. they do not attend events together and as discreet as they used to be...

yeah, but like idk… andrew talking about emma doesn’t really surprise me because what was the spiderman promo if not andrew garfield praising emma stone every chance he got? so this is not new. that man loves and admires her so much it’s ridiculous. the event thing makes me think they are keeping a low profile bc they KNOW the media will focus on the relationship and not their work if they are seen together again, you know? so it makes so much sense that they are keeping it cool. but i don’t know if they are together. god, i hope they are. but i don’t know.

marquee-marquis  asked:

I decided that it's time for me to request something haha, so: Freewood, any AU, Ryan being the love and Gavin being the stuff in Team Love 'n' Stuff (I think that would be role-reversal but idk) thank you!!

10 sentences? i dont know her….. anyway i kinda went wild w this and i really like this lil au so…. aaaaaaa



Groggy, you sit up. You know Ryan’s somewhere around, probably scouring for some herbs. Well, scientifically, Ryan should also have been out cold, but the man was like a bird, unable to be kept down at any moment.


Ryan is oftimes extremely belligerent, although you know his true intelligence lies outside the realm of spells and magic. You never expected him to be as agile as he is, and he weighs like that of a feather when he climbs on you. He likes your dark humour, though. He likes to make fun of you for it.


“Gavin, wake up, Gavin,” Ryan’s voice is in your ear, shaking your shoulder. You wake, blinking blearily. You’d fallen asleep on your scrolls as you studied the repetitiveness of alchemy.  

“You better have a good reason for wakin’ me up, Ryan,” you say, sitting up. The older man is sitting next to you, eyes bright as his soft blonde hair falls from it’s attempt at a ponytail.

“I do,” he nods. You groan, hoping this won’t be another one of his inane ‘million coins but’ questions that not even the laws of magic could accomplish.

“You better be able to pay me in food,” you tell him, and he laughs softly. His laugh always sounds so sweet to you. You’ve never really understood why.

“Even better,” Ryan grins now, producing a piece of parchment. “I’ve got your spell conclusion!”


As you eat together, you listen to Ryan’s reasoning for how he believes the spell should have been completed.

“I know I can absolutely be an idiot,” he says, swirling his spoon slowly.

“You are,” you reply, but you’re smiling at him. You like smiling at him.

Ryan flushes, and clears his throat. “I really think we’ve gotta kiss before you finish the incantation. Our combined magic or something like that.”

“I think we should complete the spell then, eh?” You don’t mention the thrill you feel when Ryan tells you that he thinks you should kiss. It’s just for the spell.


Ryan cups your face in his hands as you mutter the ancient language of magic, causing you to look at him, into those eyes you only wish you could recreate the colour of to continue to stare as long as you liked.

“You’re sure you’re okay with this?” he asks, voice soft and so unlike his normal abrasive self.

“I do value your insight on my spells,” you answer truthfully, and Ryan smiles. He closes the space between the both of you, and the flow of magic you feel erupt from between the both of you makes your eyes water.


Your eyes flutter open, and Ryan drops his hands from your face. You laugh softly at first, and then it turns a little breathless and giggly and Ryan mutters a ‘holy shit I was right’.

“We swapped our consciousness,” you breathe, reaching out and touching his face. “Bloody hell, it was weird being you but not being you.”

Ryan half-laughs, leaning into your touch. “I can’t believe I got it right…”

“It took us swapping fuckin’ bodies to let ourselves fall in love? ‘Course you got it right, you big romantic.”

Ryan kisses you again, and neither of you can stop the smiles.

10 sentence prompts?

anonymous asked:

Im in need of some advice. my long time male friend has said he likes and wants a relationship with me but he's known me before i was out. He says he's bisexual now but idk I'm just scared that he's actually straight and sees me as a woman still, even if it's subconscious. He said that he only became attracted to me when i started hormones and started really passing. Im just scared that he doesn't actually see me as a man. Do you have any advice for this or how to overcome this thought?


I have a few tips for you. First, be mindful of your thinking that he’s actually straight. Your worries are valid, but it’s not your place to try and analyze and decide his sexuality. If he says he’s bi, believe him. 

Secondly, I think the best thing would be to just talk to him, if you wanna try out a relationship or dating. Express your worries, and you can talk about it. It doesn’t have to be this Big Serious Thing, it can be casual. It sounds to me like your worries are more rooted in your own insecurities than in this guy’s perception of you, but talking to him could help you get over that fear, or at least start to, by acknowledging it out loud. :)

- Emil

i just really wanna be held!!! and kissed!!! and told that im gonna be alright!! i wanna feel like someone loves me and wants me to be happy,, i rlly want someone to care about me. i wanna stay up late in someone’s arms playing with their hair,, i wanna talk about how the world is so fascinating and life is so amazing,, like the fact that we exist and can breathe and live and grow is so so wonderful??? we don’t even realize it but there’s always so much going on inside of us and that is so fuckign cool. i wanna hold hands with someone who gets what I mean by life is so fuckign cool.

omg thank you @lord-seapancake for tagging me!! ily 💙

1: Are you named after someone? 

If I remember correctly my middle name Lynne is named after my mom’s friend’s child who died at some point (or something like that)

2: When was the last time you cried?  

I teared up today when I was watching star vs (it was the evaluation episode when she almost got sent back to mewni)

3: Do you like your handwriting?

Yeah it’s pretty cool owo

4: What is your favorite lunch meat?

Ehhh I don’t really like lunch meat a whole lot

5: Do you have kids?


6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you?

Maybe? I seem like a pretty cool person hopefully lmfao

7: Do you use sarcasm?


8: Do you still have your tonsils?


9: Would you bungee jump?

Omg no…well maybe? Idk

10: What is your favorite kind of cereal?

Idek man cinnamon toast crunch is p cool

11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?


12: Do you think you’re a strong person?

Emotionally kind of, physically kind of?

13: What is your favourite ice cream? Ever, ever?

Panda paws!!

14: What is the first thing you notice about people?

Their hair and how they act

15: What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? 

Ehh well I’d like to lose some more weight ;w; i’ve made a ton of progress tho!!

16: What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?

Black leggings, no shoes

17: What are you listening to right now?

Home - Madeon ^u^

18: If you were a crayon, what color would you be?

Light blue!!

19: Favorite smell?

I dunno uhh lemony and fruity things are nice??

20: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?

Jeez idk, I video chatted with a really good online friend, does that count? 

21: Favorite sport to watch?

I don’t really like watching sports, that’s not really my thing but I guess it’d be soccer (football) bc my dad is obsessed with the european league

22: Hair color?

Blonde owo

23: Eye color?


24: Do you wear contacts?


25: Favorite food to eat?

I’m really picky so I don’t even know but pizza is always good lmao

26: Scary movies or comedy?


27: Last movie you watched?

Moana I think o:

28: What color of shirt are you wearing?

White, it’s my madeon adventure hoodie owo

29: Summer or winter?

Summer probably

30: Hugs or kisses?

Why not both?

31: What book are you currently reading?

A book for economics talking about how drinks like wine and beer and soda and stuff affect the world or whatever. I have to write a book report on it eventually ugghh

32: Who do you miss right now?

A good friend 💙

33: What is on your mouse pad?

I don’t have one lmao

34: What is the last TV program you watched?

Star vs the forces of evil

35: What is the best sound?


36: Rolling stones or The Beatles

Ehh neither

37: What is the furthest you have ever traveled?

I went to africa to visit some family that are missionaries over there owo I was like 10 tho so I think i was too young to really appreciate it

38: Do you have a special talent?

I can make plushies but I feel like that doesn’t really count bc I haven’t made one in so long

I mean like now I just have a bunch of fabric and a sewing and embroidery machine that I never use and it’s really sad but oh well

I tag @ubelkeit @thepapermage @coffeerise @kawaiimau5 @tiffnyaa @zephyrnonsense and @icarushugo! But you don’t have to if you don’t want to c:

okay but what if:

 hunk and lance are on a mission one day and there’s not much going except some hardcore girl talk™ and lance is all like “idk man i don’t think I can ever tell Keith how much I like him” then it just cuts to keith and shiro on their mission side eyeing the speakers on their helmets because oh my god did that really just happen?? and a little while later there’s this crackle on lance’s end and just a quiet Keith voice out of nowhere like “I like you too?”


nine in the afternoon // panic! at the disco

You ever have one of those days when you just..need somebody shoulder to lean on for a few becuz too many words and too many emotions?

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