idk man i just love them a lot

tom holland in england: adorable cozy boy who wears soft clothes, walks his dog, drinks tea and hangs out with his mom. practices lines in the morning, goes out to pubs and gets a lazy happy kind of drunk. is asleep by 10 pm everynight without fail. probably cries while watching titanic and likes the smell of grass

tom holland in new york: This Bitch™ who wears tight clothes that are all dark like his soul. titties are Hard and tattoo gun is Out. goes boxing every day and probably is always in the mood to make out with somebody. lowkey sleepy all the time. he’ll kick your ass he’ll kick my ass he’ll kick his own ass

tom holland in california: a fuckboy with a heart of gold. never wears a shirt, probably doesn’t even own shirts anymore bc he burned them all then lit a joint on the flames. eats raw fruit a lot and drinks only ice cold water. smells like sea salt and always has some sand in his hair. he loves life he loves himself and he loves his friends. good vibes man

The six of crows duology is honestly one of the best series in ya. You have all this crazy heist shit going on, the con men are being conned, and so on. But then, Leigh also deals with problems like human trafficking, racism and racial prejudices, positive self-image, disabilities, lgbtq+. And that’s not even all.

One of my favourite aspects is kaz and inej’s relationship. Kaz is a broken boy who needs fixing before he can be in a healthy relationship, and throughout the two books, he’s gone through a lot of character development and he’s getting closer to being better. He is not, however, an entirely changed man. And inej knows that and she’s not settling for that shit. Yes, she’s willing to try and help him heal. But she won’t let herself be dragged under with him. She knows when to put herself first and not give him everything of her. She knows she can try to help fix him but at the end of the day it’s kaz who needs to make the final decision to really try to heal himself and become a better man. Not just for inej but for himself. And it’s makes me so glad to see a heroine who doesn’t blindly want to give everything of themselves for the boy they love even if it may hurt them in the process. It makes me happy that inej is willing to wait for a healthy relationship. And it makes me happy that kaz knows this too and is trying to move forward.

Idk. I just have a lot of feels about my little crow children. Plz feel free to add on your thoughts

shout out to musicians bc a lot of them are super nice and extremely talented but also have a great sense of humor and aren’t afraid to have fun and mess around and they do so much to bring us and the entire world entertainment and the joy of music and are so passionate in what they do and dedicate so much of their time to learning and practicing music and idk man i just love all musicians they deserve more respect

Jae as your boyfriend

-Constantly receiving memes.

-He even makes his own memes and sends them to you.

-A lot of them are made with super embarassing pictures of you that you didn’t even know he had. 

-Probably snap chats you all the time.

-Random texts all the time everything from funny things that happened, to riddles, and random facts.

-Basically I think he would just share whatever is on his mind and honestly most of the time it’s pretty funny/entertaining (I’m thinking like when he had his twitter RIP jaes twitter).

-He loves when you come to his concerts or to watch him live on ASC.

-Always has you listen to the new music he has found or that he’s writing.

-Loves hearing your opinions on it.

-A+ listener but probably makes a lot of jokes during the deep conversations to make the conversation more comfortable.

-Sarcastic comments all the time.

-Loves to make you laugh so he’s always trying to find new ways to make you laugh.

-Sometimes Brian/Youngk tags along when you guys go out and you aren’t sure if you are 3rd wheeling or if Brian is.

-ice cream dates, arcade dates, park dates, quirky cafe dates, sitting on the couch and playing video game/wathcing movie dates, etc. Just chill, fun dates.

-Fights don’t happen often since he’s so chill so that’s great but when they do I see him to be the type to be really quiet and swallow his words. He will eventually get to the point of saying something he will regret later if pushed too hard.

-When the fights over he will probably take you to get ice cream. 

-Not super into PDA unless he’s around people he’s comfortable with.

-Low key loves cuddling.

-The type to slouch down just to put his head on your shoulder even though he’s super toll. 

-A lot of hand holding. 

-Probably loves when you play with his hair.

-Says he doesn’t like rom coms but gets more invested in them than you do (Probably has yelled “Gosh just kiss already!” at the TV before).

-Idk why I picture him as such a nice soft boyfriend but I do.

-Also savage and an A+ hype man at the same time.

-Like you tell him you aren’t sure about your hair he will tell you how great you look with it.

-Or he might tease you about it and say something like “the blonde with the tight curls are making me hungry for some reason…maybe it’s because it looks like ramen” if it’s 1 an easy fix or 2 he knows you can take it. 

-No matter what he will assure you that it looks fine and it’s just hair so it will grow back. 

-basically the most chill and soft boyfriend

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curiosity-loves-the-kitten  asked:

I wanted to ask!!! What makes Anthony Stark, Iron Man. So appealing to you? I love him too, but why do you think hes great?

  • he cares sooooooooooo much. idk how he does it, he cares too much even to people he doesn’t even know very well. he’s affectionate and caring in the ways you can’t even begin to imagine (it’s a big bunny, relax about it) and he remembers everything important (and unimportant) details no one thought to take the time to notice. HE CARES A LOT IT IS A FACT
  • HE’S A BIG DORK AND THERE’S NO DENYING IT. he’s just the cutest bitch from the block ok :’)
  • he is a dynamic character. not a vanilla cliche problematique rich white boi. he has deep rooted emotional scars that makes him even more lovable to my eyes and while what h*ward was a shitty father and never deserved tony, thank god for maria’s never wavering love for our son anthony nedward edward stark
  • i aspire to be as sarcastic as him tbh
  • he is so strong. he’s endured so much and to this day, i don’t know how he stayed. he could’ve left, but he decided to help people. he stayed in an environment that didn’t deserve him. he sheltered, provided for those who hurt him. when will your fave ever?
  • now this ask did also say why i find him appealing, so uhhhh, i guess his ass is great

ok but I need more fics where

  • it’s not obvious that it’s mutual
  • they’re not attached by the hip
  • none of their friends expected it honestly
  • one of them has a really rough day and for some reason all they want to do is cuddle the other person but they haven’t done that before?? but it feels like a thing they should be doing. 
  • one of them tries to cross a line they haven’t crossed before, like just something small. Hugging for a long time, a touch that lingers, a cute nickname. and it’s weird, right? and a little awkward? but it also feels really nice pls keep doing it. 
  • eventually they start acting more cuddly and close in private and it’s not that weird anymore. it’s actually really nice. but hey? does this mean I get to kiss you too or is that a line we don’t cross idk man. 
  • one of them calls the other one ‘babe’ in front of their friends and everyone’s like ???? what ????? 
  • and they eventually have to dicuss it bc this last month has not been like the last couple of years and we really need to talk. 
  • they have a really nice talk about it but now what? do we just kiss? do we go on a date? how do you do this? 
  • their first kiss is so awkward because they don’t know how to do this.
  • and at first their friends are very worried because what if it doesn’t work out? everything has changed? and of course they’re happy for them but it’s also so risky. 
  • and even though it’s a little awkward at first it does work out, because they actually fit pretty perfectly once they get the hang of it. 

can we just talk about christian borle’s versatility for a minute? he can go from playing emmett forrest, the Purest Man Alive, to punk rocker william shakespeare!!! from the eccentric and complex willy wonka to the even more complicated and dynamic marvin from falsettos!! he does all of these roles (and more) so well!! wow idk about you guys but i love christian borle!!!!!!!!!

anonymous asked:

Figs aren't vegan!

It’s a personal decision to eat figs as a vegan, but in my eyes they’re fine. because wasps pollinate them? or because sometimes there is buggy parts inside? Idk man, It’s a natural part of life and there’s literally bugs on and sometimes inside a lot of fruit and you probably have eaten a live bug in your sleep within the past month. I don’t even ever eat figs but I would? Wasps will pollinate and die in them with or without us eating them, it’s just how nature goes. That kinda mentality flies when you’re newly vegan or vegetarian but after a while you kinda just like accept that you do your best, that’s the point. If you love figs and it doesn’t gross you out- don’t sweat it if you can help it, they’re also good for calcium. Anyway ~ good article on it here, if you’re interested. 

Okay so we know that Jack is extremely competitive but I’d bet that he’d pamper the heck out of his bf because just, imagine him and Johnny at a carnival and Johnny sees a ring toss game and he’s like ooh mama you’re gonna love this- Jack pushes him aside very gently and proceeds to land three perfect shots and win a stuffed toy for Johnny.

Or just imagine them in a carnival in general. Johnny sees that mallet game and he can’t resist and he gets a pretty good score and looks very smug about it and is flexing so that he can impress Jack, but then Jack gets a turn, raises the mallet above his head and just straight up breaks the machine.

I mean Johnny loves his bf but Christ Jack, let the man live. You can’t be perfect at everything. Jack has to console Johnny after the carnival and buy him lots of cotton candy and also tell him he’s still very manly and handsome.

anonymous asked:

Okay so I got this sudden idea. What if one time Lance actually cries in front of his team and y'know they all comfort him and that's all nice and good. But Lance starts letting his guard down when it comes to his emotions more often and ends up talking about his insecurities with his team more. But what if a couple times into getting comforted he starts feeling like he's just repeating the same stuff to them over and over again? What if he fears that the team no longer believes him? ((1/??))

What if he starts thinking they no longer care about this silly emotions? After all he is really just talking about the same stuff but those things really do bother him and he’s not pretending. But does the team know that? What if Lance starts hiding his negative emotions again simply so that he doesn’t bother anyone? Would the team realize? Would they ask him if he’s holding up okay? I need answers???? I’m sorry for rambling ahhh ((2/2))

Okay, so

 A) I love this idea a lot 

B) I think they would immediately notice because he had been open with them and that was one of his things. Like they’ve dealt with mental illness before (Shiro has PTSD, I think Kieth has Social Anxiety, I think that Pidge has OCD, etc.) so they would take care to notice it. And I think they would actually address it with him when they get a chance.

IM A SUCKER FOR THE TEAM NOTICING AND VALIDATING LANCE’S PROBLEMS AND NOT BEING THE CAUSE OF IT AND STUFF IDK MAN THEY JUST CARE ABOUT HIM SO MUCH 

anonymous asked:

Sooooo if you feel like it, would you wanna maybe write something where peter is just insanely swamped with homework and working with tony/being Spider-Man and ends up with a cold and it's not that big of a deal except that he's *exhausted* and can't take a break and it all just makes him feel really emotional and gross?? Also idk if Ned would fit in here somehow but I love him, so. 🏫

Tony can handle the sniffling and sneezing. He can handle the occasional complaints that seem to carry a lot more bite to them than usual, but he cannot handle crying in any capacity. So the second he sees Peter swipe the back of a hand across tired, welling eyes, he steps out of the conference room with his phone gripped tightly in his hand. 

He scrolls through his past calls, stopping on an unfamiliar number and pressing the call button. Maybe it’s nothing, Tony thinks as he listens to the phone ring in his ear, but maybe it’s something- something big, something more than he’s capable of handling, something-

“Holy crap! Tony Stark is calling me! Mom! Tony Stark is-”

“Ted,” Tony interrupts, voice firm, forward, and prompting a nervous laugh from the other line. 

“It’s Ned actually.” 

“I don’t care,” Tony mutters, sparing a weary glance toward the conference room as the faint sounds of coughing slip from the underneath the door. “What I do care about is the reason behind Peter’s crying.” 

“He’s crying?”

For the first time since answering the phone, Ned sounds alert, concerned, and an uneasy pit twists within Tony’s stomach. “Yes. He seems sick I suppose. He keeps coughing and sneezing on his textbook, and he’s mentioned more than once that he has a million assignments due. Hell, he even fell asleep on the drive to the tower. What’s wrong with him?” 

“Can I come over?”

The abrupt urgency coating Ned’s tone has Tony gripping his phone until his knuckles fade to a pale white. “Why? What’s wrong with him?” 

“It’s just- look. I’m coming over. I’ll call an Uber and be there as fast as I can.” 

Before Tony can object, the line goes dead. He drops his hand to his side and glances back toward the conference room with a frown plastered across his lips. He takes a moment to inform FRIDAY of Ned’s impending arrival before he reenters the conference room, noting with furrowed brows that Peter is silently crying while hunched over his textbook and scribbling away on a piece of paper. 

Tony opens his mouth, but his mind can’t bring forth helpful words. A biting tone burns on his lips, his natural reaction when addressing touchy situations, so he clamps his mouth shut, lips pulling into a hard line, and takes a seat across from Peter. 

He studies the younger boy, frown deepening all the while as Peter seems to grow increasingly upset with each growing second, but in just a short twenty minutes, the conference room door is slowly opening, and both Tony and Peter look to see Ned slip in quietly. 

“Ned?” Peter asks, voice holding a hint of a rasp. The pencil in his hand shakes along sudden, fearful tremors shooting across his limbs. “What are you doing here? Are you okay?” 

“Yeah, man,” Ned says, moving around the table until he’s pulling out a chair beside Peter. “But you’re not.” 

Peter shifts his gaze down as more tears burn against his eyes. His shoulders slump forward, and he lets out a cracking sigh that has tears slipping down his cheeks. 

“I can’t do this,” he whispers, and Ned waits, silent and patient, for Peter to elaborate. 

“It’s too much,” Peter starts, voice soft yet wavering. “I’ve been up all night the last three nights trying to stay caught up on homework, but I’m still not done. I’m so tired, but Mr. Stark and I have this robbery mission with Steve later, and I want to be there, but-” A gripping cough cuts Peter off; he turns away to cough into the crook of his arm before turning back to lock bleary eyes with Ned’s worried ones. 

“I just can’t do this. I can’t be a model student and a superhero.” 

From his spot across the two, Tony watches the scene unfold with crossed arms, fingers digging into his arms with each word from Peter’s mouth. The want to comfort the boy burns hot along his chest, but the roaming letters bouncing around his mind fail to form into sentences. Luckily for him, Ned seems to have this under control. 

“Come on, man. You know you can do this,” Ned says, lips curling up into a smile and serving as a clear contrast to Peter’s drooping frown. “You’re the only person I know who can do this.” 

“But, I-” Peter tries, voice catching against a sneeze that has him once again turning away from his friend. Four sharp sneezes later, and he turns back to Ned with a soft sniffle that Ned nods at. 

“You’re sick, dude. No one can do much when sick, not even superheroes. All you need is some rest and some help from your best friend on that homework, and you’re solid.” 

“I can’t rest,” Peter groans, shifting a slow gaze toward Tony. “Mr. Stark and I-” 

“Stop.” Words finally find their way to Tony’s lips. “Clint and Sam can help Steve tonight. You are going to rest.” 

“But-”

“Peter,” Tony interrupts for the second time. “Enough. You can’t do everything. You’re clearly sick, and you are going to rest.” 

“I’d listen to him,” Ned mutters, nudging Peter with a light smile. “He seems serious.” 

With a quiet grumble, Peter gets to his feet and starts out the door, too exhausted to even gather his belongings. Ned and Tony follow behind but lag just enough to keep their voices from reaching Peter’s ears. 

“You know something, kid,” Tony says, glancing toward Ned before dragging a slow gaze back toward Peter’s retreating back. “You’re alright.” Nodding, he quickens his pace until he’s striding along side Peter. 

Ned, however, hangs back, steps slowly coming to a halt as his jaw practically plummets to the floor. 

“Holy shit.”

anonymous asked:

consider: the foxes take on a HoH recruit a couple years post canon. they have hearing aids and are oral, but the aids they have aren't that good because their parents couldn't/wouldn't pay for better, and sometimes they cut out. neil starts learning asl to be able to translate for/communicate with them at those times bc at this point it's pretty easy for him to pick up, and it's a new challenge (1/2)

(2/2) (the rest of the team tries too ofc because they don’t want this kid to be stuck in the dark and renee and dan are pretty good, but it’s not as easy for most of them, they didn’t have to grow up learning foreign languages just to survive). andrew mostly learns from proximity to neil, watching him practice and learning from context, and they discover it’s useful for them as well in the ways you were talking about in your first post -minyardjostenrivalry

oh man oh man oh man I love this you have no idea (also this got little longer than I originally meant it to be wowza)

  • so I’m making said recruit a dealer idk just roll with me on this
  • when they play they’re always usually in the middle(ish) of the court
  • kind of in the thick of it
  • even with hearing aids that work great it’s hard to keep up when there is a lot going on around you
  • and neil is oblivious to a lot of things but not exy
  • he notices and realizes all the other times he’s seen said recruit kind of lost in conversations/big groups
  • he doesn’t make a comment on it bc why point out the kid’s struggles?
  • he just immediately goes back to Fox Tower after that game/practice and starts learning asl basics 
  • andrew sees and watches but doesn’t say anything about it
  • after a few nights it peaks his interest enough to ask
  • neil explains and andrew decides to learn 
  • he doesn’t tell neil or anyone really
  • mostly he starts learning in case it becomes useful/necessary down the line
  • spoiler alert: it does
  • anyway neil learns a lot very quickly, especially one handed signs he can use quickly while holding his raquet on court 
  • this works great and kinda catches on with the foxes
  • most of them know at least numbers up to 30 in asl, so they can reference players 
  • no one can quite pick up languages like neil can though, so he’s the go to if the recruit needs something interpreted 
  • mostly though the recruit can get by on their own but they really appreciate all the foxes trying to accommodate them
  • also i think it would be hilarious if when asl became another andreil™ thing if the foxes (nicky) would constantly ask the recruit what the two were saying
  • recruit is loyal to their new bro™ neil though
  • no snitching even though they may be a little bit traumatized after witnessing some questionable conversations
  • also i would like you all to consider neil and this new recruit shit talking people in asl right in front of them 
  • imagine them both on press duty together
  • josten part 2: the sass you love this time with considerable less angst

nazastylinson  asked:

Top 5 best Senpais. the floor is yours

YES! TOP 5 SENPAIS LETS DO THIS!

1. Tanaka

TANAKA SENPAIIII. I think Tanaka is the best of the best. He’s played a huge role in shaping the Hinata/Kageyama duo from the very start, helping them practice when they needed to, Hinata puked on his LAP AND HE DIDN’T EVEN CARE HE WAS JUST LIKE “YOU OKAY LITTLE BUDDY?”, he begged his sister to take them to tokyo, he’s constantly initiating high-fives, reminding the first years (coughKageyamacough) that it’s okay to celebrate after a good play, idk man he’s just a good role model and i love him a lot

2. Suga

There are a lot of things that make Suga a good senpai. He went out of his way to help Hinata with his basics, he offered sound advice about being part of a team, he’s constantly the voice of reason when the first years have their little squabbles. I think one of the most important things this boi did, as a senpai, was “stepping back” so to say as the official setter to make sure Kageyama’s talent could bloom. Sugawara makes me want to CRY IN THE BEST WAY HE’S PERFECT

3. Iwaizumi

IWA-CHAN! Wellp first things first, he’s definitely a better senpai than Oikawa heh. Back in his Kitagawa Daiichi days he was the mediator between Oiks and Tobes and was at least providing SOOOME guidance to poor Kageyama. Iwa’s a pretty supportive senpai overall, he provides a lot of advice for Kindaichi, he’s the only one who can placate Kyoutani (besides Yahaba lol) ALSO KIND OF UNRELATED BUT I FIRMLY BELIEVE THAT ALL HIS KOUHAIS HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM HE’S JUST THAT GREAT

4. Yaku

Not only does he apparently carry around tissues he’s always trying to whip his kouhais into shape. He has a no-nonsense attitude, especially when it comes to Lev lol. Kuroo called him “demon-senpai” and i’ll never get over it because he’s a smol BUT what he lacks in stature he makes up for in senpai-ness that doesn’t even make sense but YOU GET IT, HE’S GOOD

5. Moniwa
Any time I get to scream about Moniwa I WILL OKAY. He deserves the world. Not only was he a great captain, he’s a great senpai too. He wants his iron wall sons to succeed, he even showed up at the spring tournament to cheer them on and then make sure they knew they did a great job afterwards when he didn’t even have to do that? He tries so hard to make sure Futakuchi isn’t being a little shit all the time what a good senpai i miss moniwa ಥ‿ಥ

I hope I made a little sense with this one??? I’m not the best at explaining why I feel a certain way about a character but I’m good at providing examples I think. Thanks for asking!! :)

hey, guys! so as you all (hopefully) know, it’s valentine’s day!!!
so firstly, happy valentine’s day <3
secondly, i do feel quiet bad that i’ve been pretty MIA this past few days, and i’m so grateful to all of you guys for sticking with me. thirdly, i hit 1.5k yesterday, which i cannot believe! thank you so much, all of you!
along with this, i just really, really want to convey how deeply i care for all of you guys. i’m not very well-liked irl, and it’s really tough to have lost so many friends in such a short span of time, hence, i’m so so so SO grateful for all of you, even if we’ve never interacted, because you’re the ones that get me through the days. :)
so i figured, why get three (love)birds with one stone, and celebrate with some mutuals appreciation? let’s go!

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quick platonic/romantic test that I did with my friend which is kind of eye opening

it’s called “would it be weird if he did it to Sam”

it’s super simple, you just take action or dialogue that Dean says to Cas and you think, “would it be weird if he said or did the exact same thing to Sam?”

try it with me

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ELEVEN LITTLE ROOSTERS : SENTENCE STARTERS.

dialogue taken straight from the show / feel free to change any wording, punctuation, or pronouns as you see fit!

  • Oooh, that’s gonna leave a mark, sorry!
  • You tasty little scrumpet, oh my goodness, I couldn’t stay mad at you.
  • Look at the three, it’s clearly tits.
  • I hope you get ear cancer!
  • I was going to sell this on Ebay…
  • You ever hear that expression, ‘who shit in your cereal?’ Well for me, it was (insert name).
  • We were on the brink of World War Three…. Point five.
  • This is worse than the war of 1812!
  • I haven’t killed in ten years. Not counting the hundreds of women and children.
  • I couldn’t do anything to save him - to save the man who taught me everything I know.
  • Only children could be this evil.
  • When the doctor tells you you’ve got diabetes, you don’t NOT eat three bowls of ice cream, right?
  • I’m sorry, I can’t tell if you’re predicting something really specific, or just waxing poetic.
  • The only thing that matters? Ooh-la-la, sex appeal.
  • They were merMEN!
  • One of these days, that libido of yours is going to get you into serious trouble.
  • This is your shrink ray. Unfortunately, it only enlarges things.
  • They don’t remember a time before Youtube.
  • You know what would be really cool? If you shot this guy.
  • You moron, that’s not mist, that’s knock-out gas!
  • It’s all over MTV, get in the fucking now.
  • I told them we’re taking messages exclusively by vine now.
  • Someone is trying to kill us and we need to stick together!
  • My God, even math has turned against us!
  • My name is (insert name) and I’m here to save your ass.
  • Those aren’t bullet holes, those are arrow holes.
  • Allies don’t burn down each others White Houses, or their hopes and dreams.
  • Fifty nine dollars for a bleached butthole, that’s a lot!
  • I’m talking… to myself.
  • Sorry not FUCKING sorry!

anonymous asked:

do you have your own style? like how would you describe it?

hmmm… It’s a bit difficult for me to recognize my own style since it’s a bit generic and it changes a lot (though my friends and a few fans can recognize my “style” which is magical because I probably can’t lmao), but I made a meme of the general styles I draw :0

tag yourself

//there’s like a lot more and sometimes i combine them but that’s the general idea;;;; a lot of artists usually stick to their own “default” style and it’s like their signature thing, but I don’t think I have that ahaha;;; it just changes too much depending on my mood OTL but lemme know if you find something that screams “paluumin’s art” because I’d love to know ;O; <3

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I’ve never been good at speaking on my feelings on anything of my past even up to today. coming out as a “lesbian” wasn’t too difficult for me because I came out by changing the way I dressed from 10 or 11 years old I’ve been wearing male clothing. and then uploading pictures of me and my first girlfriend at 15 years old and each one after. of course many people thought it was a phase (because I was somewhat feminine) but now going on 24 years old I have news for my family and friends that I’m not sure they are ready for.

transitioning for me have
always been on the far side of the side of my brain that isn’t often used. but one day recently I woke up w it heavy in my thoughts, day in and day out. I’ve been researching my ass off and watching ftm videos literally all day everyday. the more I watch these videos, and research and find more FTMs on social media, the more I become sure that this is something I want to do. I need to do.

lately I have been extremely depressed w what I see when I look in the mirror. I have tried to explain this to my girlfriend and friends but I’m not sure that they truly understand that it’s not about whether your body looks nice or not. it’s about what you see when you picture yourself. and for people like me, the mirror is all wrong. the body is nice, yes. but it isn’t mine. it isn’t how I feel inside.

it’ll be hard enough to tell them that I want to transition. but I don’t know how to explain how I fall under the non-binary umbrella. in the physical sense I am transmasculin. which is obvious because of how I’ve dressed all of this time and the “role” i play in relationships. it’s in my likes and dislikes. I’ve never played w female toys as a kid, I’ve hated wearing feminine clothing, never had any interest in makeup or anything cis women speak about w other ciswomen.

I love to get my hands dirty, I fix things, I love sports, I played w my brothers toys as a kid, I kill the bugs for my girlfriend, I give daps/hand shakes, not hugs, I cut off all of my hair, wtf is a panty or thong, boxer briefs over here, the list goes on.

but I may be feminine because of how I talk w my hands, how emotional I can be, the sound of my voice is super high pitched I hate it! it’s the #1 reason of why I’ve been antisocial all of my life and only spoke to people through social media in writing because I hate hearing such a pitch coming from my man body. I may tear up at the end of very sad movies, I may sometimes stand w my hand on my hip, my friend base is 95% cis women, dancing to single ladies is my shit!, I love musicals (is this a feminine/masculine thing), I have such a gentle heart, I’m not a fighter, I don’t get into arguments, I just feel like I’m complicated.

maybe I’m just over thinking (which is something I do A LOT). anxiety. idk how to get them to understand. I wish there was a documentary that explains all of this in detail for me. I doubt any of them would take the time out to research this themselves to even try to understand me and be in tuned w what I want to do.
but the first step is coming out to yourself, and now I am trying to come out socially.