idk is it ok

i am ten.

all of my friends are also girls, so they’re automatically crossed off the list of people i can have a crush on. that’s just not how these things work.

my friends ask me who i like. for a while, i have nothing to tell them, but, as i quickly learn, that’s not the correct answer. i sit next to trevor in class. he’s a boy and he’s kind of cute and he’s nice to me. “trevor,” i tell my friends, after much evasion. “trevor is cute. i like trevor.”

i am twelve.

when my friends ask me who i have a crush on, i have a ready answer. (i sit next to jeff in class. he’s a boy and he’s kind of cute and he’s nice to me.)

i am fourteen.

i sit behind nathan in my very first high school class. he’s a boy and he’s kind of cute and he’s nice to me. i have a crush on nathan this year.

i am seventeen.

trevor’s gotten mean. i haven’t talked to jeff in two years. last i heard of nathan, he’d been dealing on school grounds. it’s been three years since i last had a crush. (i blush whenever hayley looks at me. i can’t figure out why.) when my friends ask me who i like, the answer is “no one.” i’ve been saying it since the tenth grade. i’m not sure any one of them believes me.

(from a note i wrote at age 22 after realizing i’m a lesbian)

Mae is Mentally Ill and (a) God is (Probably) Real

ok a thing I keep seeing on Steam discussion boards and in general is people saying Mae isn’t a) mentally ill and/or b) experiencing supernatural phenomena. so let’s fucking break it down

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i am not even sorry just take this