idk im probably gonna delete this

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im sorry im really salty right now but i have to go on a gd rant bc im????

  • this fandom is so violently against thinking outside the lovesquare it’s crazy. go through every ship you can think of, count the amount of content in the tags for each, and then come back to me if you don’t believe me
  • like first off let’s start with the f/f ships
    • by far the most popular two are julerose and chlolya, a.k.a. ships that don’t include mari and don’t mess with the lovesquare
    • and before you pull the whole “oh but their dynamic is better”
    • chlonette and chlolya are both rivals to lovers ships in their simplest form. so why is chlolya more popular?
    • alyanette and julerose are both friends to lovers ships in their simplest form. so why is julerose more popular?
    • it takes clawing through alyanette, chlonette, lilanette, etc. tags to find content, meanwhile chlolya and julerose are everywhere bc they’re “safe ships”
  • m/m ships! 
    • this one’s even funnier bc mlm ships in this fandom are practically nonexistent
    • the most “popular” ones are adrinino and adrinath, but guess why you barely see content for them?
    • the only reason they’re more popular than kim/max is bc they either involve the main characters, or they involve nath (the only background character that people seem to give a shit about for reasons unknown????)
  • oh and it gets better bc let’s talk about het ships that don’t get any love
    • i’ve seen marinath used so damn often as a means to an end for lovesquare shippers. like if i had a dollar for every time i saw marinath used as a way for adrien to be jealous/confess his feelings, i could buy a fucking condo
    • nino x marinette? alya x adrien? no?
    • yeah. figured. kinda makes the lovesquare impossible, right?
  • the best part about this is that when you check which pairings get useless comments tagged on about ‘oh are you guys serious?’ ‘yeah but they’re just friends?’ ‘this pairing would never work’ and ‘x person loves y so they can’t possibly like z,’ do you know which ones you’ll see more often than not?
    • pairings that include adrien or marinette

im tired of seeing people be dismissive of alyanette, adrinino, and ninette. i’m tired of having to literally claw through the tags for chlonette or lilanette. im tired of seeing artists and writers get tens of thousands of notes on their lovesquare art and struggle to get 200 notes on art with pairings that disrupt the lovesquare. 

it’s disheartening. it’s annoying. it’s isolating. and it feels like a lot of people don’t even care so i guess im done

I used to think that you had to color your drawing dark colors in the first place for it to seem like it was a nighttime scene but nOPE haha, idk have this crappy tutorial about the fastest way I found to darken your drawings without losing the color intensity. 

its pride month but i havent been able to celebrate being gay because someone is too busy fighting with steam to send me a nice message back

im rlly unhappy w my art rn

i cant tell if its a mixture of just my boyfriend’s general presence or the fact that im age regressing about… 24/7
but imlike a lot happier than i think ive ever been
i havent had a panic attack in… a while (at least that I can remember) even when I was getting surgery done and i was super triggered and anxious and nervous and just in a rlly bad state, i didnt break down? i was just… okay. and thats so weird to me because ive never been this okay or happy before.
idk.
ignore this.
im probably gonna delete it soon.

anonymous asked:

Your comfort characters link leads to a to a youtube video about BPD and I know it's probably an accident but it's honestly very funny

IDK HOW TO FIX THAT IVE TRIED SO MANY TIMES IM GONNA HAVE TO DELETE THR PAGE