idk if this looks like me anymore

Unfun Fact:
well over 50% of my art goes unfinished, unseen, and never posted.

this has actually been kind of kiling me lately. more than it usually has over the last decade tbh. and i guess i feel like i need to post this hoping someone will relate, or assure me that its fine to share my art as-is rather than struggling to make it look “perfect” or whatever before people see it… please keep reading if you might understand

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distorts are nice

YUURI IS A MAKEUP GURU AU DOING THE "MY FIANCÉ DOES MY VOICEOVER CHALLENGE"

“And now Yuuri is moisturizing because he’s a succulent pork cutlet bowl and must be soft at all times.”

“Here’s the concealer now. He must conceal, don’t feel, don’t let the undereye bags show. Not that they’re terrible, he’s adorable when he looks tired, but apparently he doesn’t like them.”

“Oh, he’s putting on eyeliner OH GOD DON’T STAB YOUR EYE oh that’s the waterline. It’s all safe now.”

“He’s putting on blush! I like his natural blush, especially after we…well anyway I think this shade is named Orgasm.”

“And now my Yuuri is spraying water all over his face to get rid of the makeup that took him thirty minutes to put on.”

“Never mind that’s setting spray.”

“Phichit instructed me to say that Yuuri’s look is slaying me, but I’m not dead yet.”

“Oh he’s waving goodbye, so goodbye!”

look im happy that tracer is canonically into girls and all but if u thought that her having a gf would make me stop shipping these two…..boi

Not saying that you have to or anything, but when you’re reading a fanfic, especially a semi or really good one, maybe think about leaving a kudos or comment or just.. something? I know from experience that, when I see my hits but see nothing else, it’s kind of disheartening. Like. Do you like my fics? Do you hate it? I don’t know, and it puts me off from wanting to write anymore because I don’t know if people are even reading it. Every time I post something and see new hits my mind automatically says ‘they only took a look and exited the page’. I know many people who think the same about their own works, so please maybe think about voicing your enjoyment over our stuff or something idk you do you, it’s obviously not important but it’s like, a world of amazing for us writers and we work hard to come up with stuff and like. yeah.

Hey-o everybody ❤️ 💙

I was looking at my past art recently, and for some reason it just really got me down. I feel like half of my art is really on the low-quality end, and it’s been making me really insecure about all of my art.

I sorta did a redraw of a cotton candy garnet piece I made a year ago… except more like, melancholy - to match my mood I guess. This is my way of showing myself that I’m not all bad, and I am improving. But idk, it’s still hard to be happy with any of my drawings anymore :/

all reblogs/likes/commentary is very much appreciated  💖

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Sooo ive been watching the ace attorney anime recently (considering i am a baby to this franchise and have much to learn with all of the games and such-) and what episode stood out to me in it was the 13th episode. In all honesty I wanted to redraw some of it, and so this came about. The first picture was when Edge said he’d take the dog (missile I believe ?) as his own or something and the second picture was when Edge ran back to get his signal samurai key chain (?) since the karma dude just kinda threw it on the garbage saying he didnt rlly need it or something like that. Okay, the hug didn’t happen but damn was I hoping that they would hug. Nope, they shook hands, and why I was expecting them to hug is because one Phoenix stood out there waiting for Edge until he came back because he believed that his friend would come back (and it was night time when Edgeyboy came back mind you); contrary to what Larry said, as he stated something like “he left us/doesnt care anymore”. Secondly, the moment was far more emotional than a freaking handshake I mean, really? Idk if this was just me but with Edge crying and Phoenix standing there saying that’d they would be friends forever– it was too much and a hug would’ve made it a lot more intimate and emotional. IDK, just me probably. But, I think the handshake was sufficient enough to say the very least. sorry for the rant and crap art haha. thank you.

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anyways why make steven visibly have legitimate problems with connecting his human and his gem side only to have the first human he expresses that to be the goddamn racist uncle instead of idk maybe greg or connie

yeah maybe he wants to “know more about his family” but greg is clearly his family, not to mention that it seems like a flimsy excuse since steven’s never mentioned wanting to know more about his family before??

Super rough tloz sketch that I probably won’t finish or maybe I will idk. I like to imagine Link and Zelda just hanging out (and restoring hyrule) after defeating Ganon. And since there’s no castle anymore she gets to live with me Link in my his house in Hateno haha hah ha. I love botw. Every memory of Zelda is sO DAMN CUTE. I look up to her.

still looking for new blogs to follow :)

my dash has been really slow bc i unfollowed a lot of people so yeah

  • like or reblog this post so I can check your blog
  • it would be nice if you were following me but i’m not picky lmao

what am I looking for?

  • honestly idk 
  • if you post star wars then we’re cool 
  • harry potter? marvel? books? pretty things? 
  • what do i like? i don’t even know anymore 
  • but a tagging system is a must 
  • idk what else to say 
  • yikes this is lame 
  • i just need to follow more people 

if we’re mutuals i’ll love you forever if you reblog this <333 btw if you have any recommendations or want me to check your favorite blog, send me an ask :)

Unopened voicemail- 12:34AM

Dean… I-I’m sorry it has to be like this. Me leaving a dumb message on your phone like a coward. You’re probably going to wanna’ kill me, at the least, ’m sure. I just- We both know that I couldn’t stick around any longer, I had to get out of there. Have to get away from you. I’m so goddamn- I am so in love and- fuck- I can’t bear the thought of not having you anymore. I’ll miss you but don’t think too much about it. Please be safe. Don’t let Dad get to you. Don’t come looking for me.“

anonymous asked:

ooooo ok. so a scenario where terushima tells his gf he loves her for the first time?

I’m proud of this one, idk why - enjoy.


“I don’t care anymore, you always say the same thing. It’s getting boring already, Yuuji.” You said with a voice full of disappointment, but he instantly felt like you expected him to do something like this. Well, it wasn’t that hard, because it was not the first time he forgot about your date, however he started feeling even worse.

“I’m really sorry! I forgot, but I promise that next tim–”

“There won’t be a next time.” He raised his eyebrow at you, not believing the words he was hearing. “Don’t look at me like that, I’m serious.” Your statement made him speechless, he couldn’t let you go. If you leave now, you will never come back - he knew that much.

“I feel bad, I know it’s all my fault, but don’t throw everything away just like that, I will try harder!” The real promise was there, he was honest, but somehow it still wasn’t enough. You weren’t moved that time and the desperation was getting to him. He cared, he was just totally bad at showing it and now it kicked his ass. Oh God, why had he taken you for granted all that time?

“Stop being such a selfish asshole! How can you get all these second chances and I can’t even get an hour of your day?! If you aren’t interested, just say so and find someone else, I can’t take it anymore.” You huffed, it seemed like he hit the nerve.

“Bu–”

“No!” Even though you screamed, it sounded like a pathetic attempt to hide the desire to burst into tears right there and even though Terushima was as clueless as a baby, he caught it. “Leave me alone, stop giving me a false hope, alright?! I’m tired of your idiotic, little game. God, I was so stupid.” Your eyes lingered on him for a brief second as if to see his reaction, but upon noticing nothing, you turned on your heels ready to leave.

“But I love you! I really do! Please, stay..” He rubbed the back of his head, ignoring the painful throbbing of his heart.

You instantly stopped walking and the five-minute lasting silence welcomed both of you.

“Oh my God, you can’t just do something like that, I was so ready to leave your stupid ass!” You finally spoke and he laughed quietly, coming up to you and embracing your fuming form. Of course, you tried to push him away, but without success. “I hate you.” He smiled into your hair.

“You love me too.”

“This is your last chance, you know that? Next time some ‘I love you’ won’t save our relationship.” He knew and he hoped that he will never upset you like that again.

“I know.”

“Good. Now let me go, you are suffocating me.’’ Terushima laughed again after hearing your groan and stole a kiss or two.

’'I love you, [f/n].” He said even more confident than the first time making you blush, but also sign. What a confusing girlfriend he found himself.

“I do, too.” His body felt immediately warmer. “But you still suck.” And here you were again. (but he still wouldn’t give you up for anything and anyone)

Originally posted by dizzysuga