idk if i like the quote i chose

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“Are you going to confess to me now?”

I looked at you as our song played. My eyes twinkled and colour rose to my lips as I remembered how we would hold hands and I softly swayed to it in your passenger seat. I remember how the setting sun shone through your eyes as you mouthed the words with one hand lazily gripping the steering wheel. You would look at me every so often, like I was the most beautiful girl you had ever witnessed. In that moment, maybe I was. But like you say, nothing ever lasts and people always hurt.

I looked at you as our song played and I watch your eyes settle on her. Her eyes are twinkling and colour is rising to her lips. Slowly, she begins to mouth the lyrics, as if it is a prayer too sacred to say out loud. Your eyes are glowing with the fire she set in you and your fingers interlace with hers. You do not realize I am in the room. You pull her closer. I am trembling like the night you told me you were not falling in love with me after all. I was shaking so furiously I could hardly stand. Did you know that? Of course not- you never asked. She is all you see and you are all I feel. And as I watch you fall for somebody else, I try to remember- nothing ever lasts and people always hurt.

—  ap (12.21.16)

anonymous asked:

Wait why are you called incorrect zodiac quotes? What makes them incorrect? (Sorry I don't know the personalities yet)

a lot of fandoms have an “incorrect ____ quotes” blog(s) on tumblr, and when I created this blog  decided to hop onto that bandwagon, but with astrology rather than a fandom like Supernatural or Harry Potter. it’d probably make more sense if it was just “zodiac quotes” but it’s too late to change it now lol. I think I chose to make it “incorrect” because they aren’t actual characters, they’re constellations and literally can’t speak…. thus they’re incorrect? idk sometimes I even confuse myself so I don’t blame you if you don’t find any of this makes sense. hopefully it does though

anonymous asked:

🍦💫🐵😌

🍦- what is one treasured childhood memory?
lmao it may not sound that great but when i was 7 my mom hit my thumb nail with a badminton racquet and the nail fell off but then my sister bought me a slushie to make me feel better and idk why i chose this story
💫- who inspires you?
phil lester folks
🐵- which quotes changed you?
“fight me you ceramic bitch” and “hawk, more like dork”
😌- what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?
usually when i’m sad i just think about how i’m not alone and i listen to music because it calms me

send me emoji asks!

Tagged by @kidzbopdeathmetal !!! thanks mika ily

Nickname: I don’t really have one actually :0c feel free to give me one!

Zodiac: Aries sun, Scorpio moon, Leo rising

Height: 5'6"ish

Last thing I googled: who killed Carolus Rex

Favorite Music Artist: Ghost and Sabaton

Song Stuck in my head right now: Long Live the King by Sabaton lol

What am I wear rn?: The Used tour shirt and briefs

Last Movie I saw: Napoleon Dynamite I think??

Why I chose my URL?: i love Dead Soul

Do you have other blogs?: yeah my photography blog @ephemeral-landscapes

What did your last relationship teach you?: that i am apparently not worth loving

Favorite Color: United Nations blue

Average number of sleep: like idk five hours at best

Favorite Characters: Papa Emeritus II, Papa Emeritus III, Napoleon Dynamite, Wallace Wells, Scott Pilgrim, Zacharie from OFF, my own OCs

How many blankets do you sleep with: One in summer two in winter

Dream Job: Graphic novelist/cartoonist

i tag @ghoulstars @jjolyne @drake-n-willard @spoonriverrat

anonymous asked:

What time is where you're at & what are you thinking about now?

it’s 10:20 i’m thinking about …. i wonder if anyone has like in depth analyzed the physicality of the character tammy on the new twin peaks. how she always looks like she’s a bad model posing for a picture or something… she looks hyperaware and deliberate of her body and movements but in a way that’s just really sort of uncomfortable to watch.. like it makes me think of that john berger quote… it might just be how that actress like Is idk but even if that’s the case like i’m sure lynch chose that intentionally it’s really interesting

The 100 prediction game: pre trailer

I was tagged by the lovely and most insightful @mego42 in this, and I am probably going to sound a little bit like an echo, but let me just say WHERE THE FUCK IS THE TRAILER?

that is all…

Romance:

1. Bellarke kiss (How it happens is irrelevant) - yes/maybe So I think we either get a heavy implication of a kiss about to happen, or we get a full on kiss. But here’s my thing, I don’t think the aftermath of the kiss (their first kiss, not their last) is going to go over all that well. More on that later. 

2. Octavia love interest in season 4: No I… really don’t think so. I have some faith in Jason still, (come on man, don’t let me down) and the girl who lived under the floor for 16 years deserves to do a little independent soul searching. Let her fall in love later, when she’s older, and good and ready.

3. Ice Mechanic romance: Maaaaybe. To be fair, I don’t have strong feelings either way on this ship. I look forward to their banter? I could probably get behind a sassy Raven and Roan romance in which they end up hooking up because they’re mocking Bellamy and Clarke behind their backs but…. I also would just enjoy their friendships.

4. Rasper romance: Maybe Here is where I get in trouble with my friends, because I’m actually fine with Rasper? I see the tropey downsides of it for sure, geeky guy gets with the amazing, beautiful girl, but I think Jasper is a long way from where he used to be. He’s grown a lot, he’s been through relationships, and loss and scene the ways he’s been a dick, chosen death, chosen not to give up even when it all feels hopeless, and I think he can come out the otherside in s4 stronger. S1 showed he could at least support Raven in her genius, even if he can’t match her, and I think the whole s1 quote about “not how I want to be loved” is important for Raven too. She’s had to forcibly give up a lot in the last year, I think the symbolism of her choosing someone who understands her pain but in a different form, also chose to alleviate their suffering and came back from it… Idk guys, I’m just saying. I think it could work.

5. Kabby get married/proposal in some form: No Boning? Hell yes. But marriage? I just don’t think anyone is going to be like “ok we’re defining ourselves as x or y or z. I don’t think it fits in their universe right now. I think instead we will see support, love, loyalty and sacrifice. 

6. Clarke will fall in love with one of the new characters: lol come on. I won’t necessarily rule out hooking up. But no.

7. Monty/Harper will stay together for the season: Yes, give them both some love please @ god and the writers

8. Miller/Bryan will stay together for the season: Unless Brian dies of his leg wound, I don’t think they’ll break up. They’re going to raise chickens guys. Chickens.

9. John/Emori will stay together for the season: If anyone touches a hair on Emori’s beautiful head and effects my rights to see her beautiful smile I will personally be coming for them, along with Murphy. So in a word, yes.

10. Minty romance will come up like Cinderella to take the prize: There were some interesting hints a Minty in 3a so….. maybe? but like….. I don’t know how?

11. Other: I also will get flack from @storyskein for this but like…. I can potentially see Bellamy and Echo having a sex thing, but not an emotional thing. I don’t think it’ll last, but I see it as possibility and not as something that would make bellarke impossible. Bellamy and Clarke could honestly both of a ton of casual sex and at the end of the day still be each others.

Deaths:

1. Kane dies:  …yes
2. Abby dies: please no
3. Echo dies: Yes
4. Bryan dies: No
5. Jaha dies: No (with his contract? lol no)
6. Luna dies: Maybe
7. Indra dies: Don’t make me watch this
8. Other: Write down names who haven’t been mentioned in 1-6. Meg mentioned Monty. Please don’t take him away. Roan too, maybe

Plot - Who is initially on Team “Fight” / “Give Up”?

1. Clarke: Fight
2. Bellamy: Fight
3. Raven: Fight
4. Jasper: Fight
5. Monty: Give Up
6. Kane: Give Up
7: Abby: Fight
8: Roan: Fight
9: Luna: Not Applicable
10. Jackson: Fight 
11. Octavia: Doing her own thang, screw the world, screw your teams
12. Murphy: Fight
13: Harper: Fight
14: Miller: Fight
15, Other: Name another character, not yet mentioned, who will have a strong stance one way or the other critical to the plot.
Emori: Fight
Bryan: Fight
Indra: Fight

Plot - Miscellaneous:

1. Roan becomes the new leader of the grounders: No, Not a nightblood, not an universal ground ruler

2. Luna becomes the new leader of the grounders: No, too prettily put together. I think she’ll have a say in things, and an opinion tho.

3. Bellamy will be willing to give up his spot of the “lifeboats” for someone more “worthy”: Yes, but in true Bellamy fashion

4. They will either: Find/given the boats or build their own?  Listen…. when @storyskein gets around to posting her thoughts, then you’ll know what I think.

5. One of the missions is to shut down a nuclear plant and they manage to do so? Maybe for the sake of drama and tension and bellarke worrying about each other and their friends, possibly.

6. Are we going to see any historical landmarks? (bonus for guessing which ones) Please.  Remnants of the White House would be dope.

7. Other: Write down a plot scenario not mentioned which you think will happen.  

  • WONDER AT THE NATURAL (RADIATION TWISTED) WORLD. PLEASE. THIS IS THE NUMBER ONE WAY TO MAKE ME CRY.
  • Octavia forming new relationships outside of skaikru and trikru before she comes back to her people
  • Contradicting my last point, a major break down of us vs them to become “all of us” (especially interested in this with Bellamy)
  • Another station from the Ark? Maybe?
  • Nicholas Cage, if we can trust the writers instagram, is actually immortal and the true leader of the Grounders.

Plot - Bellarke:

1. Will Bellamy cut Clarke’s hair? Lol I wish. But not actually. I don’t think it works for where they are right now. 

2. Will Bellarke share another hug? Sorry, have you been watching this show? Unless one of them dies in 401, then yes. Even then, there would be a hug.

3. Will Bellamy say “I need you” in some form to Clarke? see above

4. Will we get a shirtless Bellamy and Clarke staring at him? Absolutely not. At most, maybe a sneaky glance, but full on staring, nah. I do think we will see a reestablishment of bellarke being snarky and flirty together, coming back to that initial attraction we saw in 108 and 109, as they have more time together, but not in this way. Mouth staring? Hell yes.

5. Will both either get on the lifeboats or stay behind? @storyskein WHERE YOU AT. (at the end of the day, with the lifeboats)

6. Will either of them open up about their feelings to someone else? If Yes, to whom?  Someone is getting called out. My money has for a long time been on Monty, coming from behind, as the one to do it. No, he doesn’t have Murphey’s snark, or Roan’s sideeye, but he knows Bellamy and Clarke in ways others don’t. He was Clarke’s guy in s1, he was there at the MW control room, he saw bellarke say goodbye and he was Bellamy’s guy in s3. Monty’s gonna spit some truth and I am going to love it.

7. Other: Write down a Bellarke scenario not mentioned which you think will happen.

Ok ok ok, so I just want to put this out there. I really do think we are going to see bellarke have a moment that’s going to devastate us. I think we’re going to see Clarke reach out for physical comfort, not in a demanding way, but in a way she thinks they both want. I think at most we’re going to get a kiss out of it (maybe) and then we’re going to hear a very painful, very final sounding conversation where they agree they just can’t. 

And this could be for any number of reasons: “There’s not enough time.” “I/we still have to heal.” “I can’t think about you like thati(read: I can’t physical and not have it be more)”. Even: “This isn’t us.”

And they’re going to agree and I promise you, we will all panic and think that bellarke is dead, that Jason has ruined our ship and we are over. But then, guys. But then, from that sidelined, given up potential, from their teamwork and the ways the get each other when no one else does they’re going to come back. That physical attraction I talked about earlier? That’s going to come back in their quieter moments around the fire at night, when they have time to be together after a trek to a power plant. When they convince each other to join a party after working to hard. 

I think they’ll be a mid season something that makes them question that reasoning that they can’t be more in a big way, and by that point, they’re going to have reestablished their friendship and their banter and their trust and their attraction and everything that makes them them. 

As Bob said, their relationship needs to be “addressed and readdressed”. 

I’m tagging @storyskein (because PLEASE), @thelovelylights @velvet-tread @nataliecrown and @raincityruckus. And anyone else who wants to get in on this.