Ok but like is there any kind of overwatch au where McCree and Hanzo switch personality roles?? Like Hanzo is more unkempt and flirty while McCree is more tidy and distant??? and like the reason Hanzo is like the opposite is maybe because he also had more of Genji’s role in the clan? So Genji was trained and was to be like the heir I guess and Hanzo got to fool around????? idk if there’s an au like this somewhere so someone please direct me towards it otherwise I’d like to keep elaborating on it cause hoNESTLY just think of the possibilities
ALSO I KIND OF MADE EYE CONTACT WITH TAEHYUNG. KINDA BC HE LOOKED AT ME AT A VRY INCONVENIENT TIME
I THINK TAEHYUNG WAS ALMOST CRYING AT THE END? ?? IDK HE JUST HAD THIS LOOK ON HIS FACE AND HE KEPT LOOKING AROUND AT LIKE THE ROOF AND THE LIGHTS IDK
J U N G K O O K KEPT PLAYING WITH MY HEART LIKE HE FOOLED AROUND WITH THE BALL ONS A LOT?? AND IT WAS THE CUTEST THING E VER, I ALMOST CRIED IT WAS SO ADORABLE.
ONCE THE CONCERT WAS FINISHED HOBI GRABBED THIS BIG,FAKE ARMY BOMB AND HE KEPT RUNNING AROUND WITH IT, IT WARMED MY POOR HEART HE COMPLETELY OWNED EVERYONE TBQH
ALSO DURING THE LALALALA PART IN OUTRO: WINGS HE DID LIKE THE CUTEST THING EVER BUT I CANT EXPLAIN IT FOR SHIT.
THEY SPOKE BOTH SPANISH AND ENGLISH AND HOLYSVIT THEY ALL SOUNDED SO GOOD I’M GONNA CRY TAE KEPT REPEATING I LOVE U ALL AND I DON’T WANT THIS CONCERT TO END IN SPANISH DAMMIT YAEHYJNG DON’T DO THIS TO ME. AND NAMJOON SAID I WANT TO HEAR uR VOICES IMMMM ,,,,, MY POOR HEART
I COULDN’T SEE JIN THAT WELL AND I’M WEEPING BC HE KEPT GOING TO THE SIDES AND NOT TO THE MIDDLE WHERE I WAS BUT WHEN HE CAME HE WAS SO CLOSE ……..
I YELLED MIN HOLLY AND JUNGKOOK OPPA TO SEE IF THAT WOULD GIVE ME SOME SORT OF REACTION BUT IT DIDN’T I’M SAD.
WVERYONE WENT FUCKING MAD WHENEVER JHOPE EVEN LIKE BREATHED IT WAS GLORIOUS ???? LIKE THERE ARE LITERALLY NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW JHOPE WAS ON STAGE, EVEN THO THERE WERE TIMES I COULDN’T SEE HIM THERE’S JUST SOMETHING ABOUT HIM? ??? IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT, HE IS OUT OF THIS WORLD HON ESTLY
ALSO THE WAY EVERYONE STARTED SCREAMING “KIM NAMJON” AND “JHOPE” JUST BEFORE REFLECTION AND MAMA (which was the best thing in the world tbh, that song cured my depression watered my children and fed my crops) STARTED MADE ME ALMOST CRY I REALLY HOPE (hAH) THAT HIM AND HOBI HEARD ALL OF IT AND ARE FEELING EXTREMELY LOVED RN BC THEY DESEREVE ONLY THE BEST
I DIDN’T HEAR MANY PEOPLE SCREAMING FOR JIN THO AND I’M MAD AS HELL ABOUT THAT WTF (i didnt really see jin much at all tho so maybe the other sectors were cheering for him?? Idk)
NAMJOON IS THE KING OF LANGUAGES I’M WEEPING HE’S RHE BEST AND T A EHYUNG HE’S SO GOOD AT SPANISH? ?????? FROM WHAT I HEARD HE WAS ALMOST FLAWLESS OMGG. KOOKIE AND SUGA WERE GREAT TOO BUT I COULDN’T REALLY HEAR THEM OR JIMIN ND JIN WHICH IS A LIL BIT UPSETTING
THE VIP WAS FUCKING NUTS IM DESTROYED BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY; PHYSICALLY BC U WOULDBT BELIEVE THE THINGS I HAD TO DO TO GET A DECENT ENOUGH SPOT AT THE FRONT MENTALLY BC T HEY WERE SO CLOSE
Idk wtf im doing with my life and that really gets me down constantly. I feel ive fooled everyone around me into thinking I have some worth and potential but I feel no one ever takes me seriously really. Idk.. I just dont fucking know and I have no clue as to how to figure it out. ):
i’m back home for spring break and i’m high and i’m getting really reminiscent and nostalgic over high school and all the cool shit my friends got me into………. like these dumbass experiences fucking shaped by stupid ass self now lmao and it’s like damn damn, those fools had a realy significant and positive impact in someone’s life, and that someone is me! i love my friends so much and i would die for all of them!!!!!
i just keep thinking abt when i started to really value the people around me and since tht one fucking day whcih launched my cycle into depression,the way i’ve perceived relationships and my role in that dynamic has completely changed and has also helped establish my insecurities, worries, etc. in a relationship, whichis pretty fucked up, i think. idk why i’m like this and get really self-aware an analytical for no reason i’m sorry for forcing all of this onto u
Just fooling around on the piano with some of the chords from SPN’s beloved theme song and other stuff. I kinda just randomly played around on the fly so don’t expect any real rhyme or reason to it. And sorry the quality isn’t so great; I don’t have professional recording equipment and my parents’ piano is old.
YO it’s so crazy how some people find “the one” so young like wtf it’s good and all but scary like you can mess it up so quickly cause we’re young like idk life is weird man. If I find “the one” at my age then I hope I just play it cool and don’t fuck things up because nobody wants to lose a good thing in their life. And you may not see that person ever again.
Hey since April Fools’ Day is coming up I just wanna let my followers know that I won’t be posting
Any sort of screamer or scary images
Things that might make you dissociate or worry that the world around you isn’t real or you yourself aren’t real
Basically anything that might fuck you up or cause an episode or panic attack
I might goof around a bit, idk, but I won’t do anything that could hurt anyone!! And if I do reblog or post something that effects you negatively like that let me know and I’ll delete or tag the post. Stay safe!
Ugh today honestly was the worst day of my life. I was in science and this guy was fooling around and throws this stirophome ball at me, and it bounced off my glasses and I go “glasses come in handy haha” and then he was just like “no it’s your unstylish hair ahaha” and starts laughing hysterically and I was just sitting there like… my hair is natural, and it was up and i had my bangs out and it honestly just made me salty all day. It’s like no matter what I do to my hair it’s never “good enough” towards white people, or it’s “unfashionable” and ugh idk how I’m gonna get around in this society.