idk i wanted to make something but i didn't know what to do lol

i was asked to do a tutorial on how i make my icons by anonymous, so here’s my super easy way of doing it. there’s no major editing or backgrounds simply because i’m super lazy and i prefer the look of clean, bright icons. i’ve only ever used this method on cartoons (voltron. i’ve only ever made voltron icons lol), so i can’t say for sure whether this method would work well with real people. just keep that in mind!

for some examples of what you can make, here’s my icons page.

please like/reblog if you try it out, and feel free to ask me any questions.

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Joora(ish) Drabble-- Prompt: Eva

Eva was going on four minutes late.

Really it shouldn’t be all that much of a surprise because, like, Noora knew how Eva was. Sometimes she got so caught up in the moment that meeting will escape her mind. And honestly she wouldn’t be surprised if Eva ended up being fifteen minutes later, or twenty minutes, or maybe she completely forgot and Noora should call her to maybe reschedule-

And then there was a flash of dark hair and a grin and Noora was torn in between oh thank god and shit fuck why.

“I’m here!” Eva swept into KB with all of the grace of an excited puppy. Noora smiled tightly at her, sipping her already lukewarm coffee and taking deep breaths; deep enough to maybe calm the erratic heartbeats threatening to beat right out of her chest.

“Hi,” Eva said, sitting down and pulling a deep sip of coffee, “Thank god. Today has been weird. While I was walking here, I was stopped by this man who was looking for his dog, but I was like, hmmmmm stranger-danger, you know? But he looked like Magnus if Magnus was like 30 years older and-” Eva paused and took another sip, waving off her story, “Anyway. Hi Noora.”

“Hey,” Noora pulled a strand of hair behind her ears, “Umm- what kind of coffee did you get?”

What kind of coffee did you get? Fucking hell.

Eva’s eyes sharpened, “Oh no. What is it? Is everyone okay? Eskild? Oh god- is William back in town?”

Which, snort. If he was, Noora would be the last to know about it, and the last to care.

“No, no nothing like that. I just-” And fuck this was much harder than she thought it would be. “I just wanted to talk to you about something.”

“Okay…” When Noora couldn’t quite open her mouth to respond, Eva gave her an exasperated look, “Nooooorraaaaaa, hallo? What’s going on?”

And she should just rip it off like a band aid right? That was the easiest way to go about things.

“I like someone.”

Okay maybe baby steps would be better.

Eva lights up, “No way! Who? Do I know him?”

“Ummm.” Noora bit at her lip, and looked down to study her chipping nail polish, “Well…”

“Noora.”

“It’s Jonas.”

Silence. She could barely risk a glance up. But when she did, Eva just blinked at her. Her lips were parted just the tiniest bit and then she smoothed them out with a quick shake of her head, “Jonas? Like my Jonas? I mean, not like my Jonas but like- Jonas, Jonas?”

Noora let out a careful breath, “Yeah. It’s not- I didn’t mean for- We just have a couple of classes together and he’s- he’s really cool and we grabbed lunch the other day and then dinner- and then. Fuck, Eva, I don’t know what to say.”

“You and Jonas?” Eva took another careful sip of her coffee, eyes wide like she couldn’t quite believe what she was hearing. And Noora’s stomach was so tied up that it actually hurt, because fuck, why was she like this? Always falling for the guys that could bring her best friend’s the most pain?

“Holy shit, you guys would make such hot babies.”

Noora blinked, “Wait, what?”

“Holy shit, Noora! Yes! It took me a second but I am seeing this now. You and Jonas, taking no shit. Discussing capitalism and like- feminism and taking down The Man. Wow- Noora Vasquez, huh?”

“Whoa whoa whoa,” Nooa put the brakes on that one real fast, “Noora Nothing. We’ve just been hanging out a bit- wait you’re okay with this?”

Eva snorted, “Jonas and I- we were never going to work out. He’s too smart for me-”

No, he’s not!”

“Whatever, but you two could literally run Norway. This is like couple goals. I just pictured you guys in like- sitting in a private jet drinking champagne and in expensive designer clothes-”

Noora laid her forehead down on the table and groaned, “Oh my god. I literally love you so much. Eva, really.”

“Pshh,” Eva flicks Noora’s head, “Wait so does Jonas know you like him? I’m going to need the full story on this.”

Noora groaned a bit louder.

anonymous asked:

Thoughts on Shingen as a romance option? He's my favorite but even I didn't like the love that much between Shingen/MC :(

Like some people might come out here and Kill Me for this but I really don’t think Shingen needed to be a romance option in the first place lmao

I really don’t think he’s at a place in his life where love is ever going to take precedence over war for him. Shingen is a dying man and he’s really just trying to see if he can make sure his clan gets out of all of this in one piece. He knows he’s old and withering away. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again–his relationship with the MC is really contrived and feels very one-sided. 

I think Shingen would’ve had a stronger story as a father-figure. I know it’s his Big Trait to be like Smut Lord #1 but like… I feel like I don’t see nearly enough stuff about Shingen in regards to family. It’s honestly been written as such a big part of his life within his narrative–his clan is literally what comes first and foremost for him, always–and I feel like we just don’t get enough of it? He goes so far out of his way to take care of everyone under his roof and like… I want to see more of that? Why can’t we? LMFAO

(If we’re going all out… like really, all of the lords probably could be married already, but I feel like Shingen definitely would’ve been married for a long ass time now–he’d have had plenty of kids already, likely just a bit younger than Yukimura (and lmao if we’re going by history he’s got a lot of bastards, too). Or even if he doesn’t have an official wife (concubines, anyone?)… Why don’t we get Kiku as his daughter, since she was in real life? In Saizo’s story you’re told that they’re really very close despite only being an uncle and niece, and Shingen overlooked her education himself. LIKE HE’S IMPLIED TO HAVE PRACTICALLY RAISED THIS GIRL! Fuck the whole uncle/niece bullshit, give me father-daughter scenes with Shingen and Kiku. Fuck.)

Anyway, ramblings aside, I don’t feel like he’s going to get any satisfactory development in exploring emotional intimacy or learning to love someone in a romantic capacity at the point MC comes into his life–like damn, if I’m in my late 30s-40s who gives a fuck??? LMFAO–and if we want to have seen any of it, it should’ve been done in his younger years. I really hate how they write Shingen out to be kind of immature in some senses (implied to have had plenty of sex but never kissed a woman, never held a baby, doesn’t understand physical boundaries) while also still trying to make him seem like a mature, experienced character, so I really think he would’ve needed that development when he was still growing up. They’re so wishy-washy with his character and I can’t stand it lmfao.

I also think it would’ve made for a stronger narrative if we got to explore the family dynamics he would’ve had with say, a wife/wives and children, because he would ultimately not be struggling through his illness alone (besides just Kansuke, anyway). I feel like it would’ve been way more satisfying to see how that took a toll on people he’s already close to and trusts (and could you imagine? Being married for years and knowing your husband is inevitably going to die? And all you can do is watch? BRUH), and more importantly, it’s not something he’d be able to hide from any of them. And listen, if they’re already trying to make Shingen adopt MC (TIRED OF THIS PSEUDO-INCEST SHIT VOLTAGE!!!) then why not just make him do it? Let her learn to be a noble, let her find a close and fulfilling familial relationship with the man who decided to take her under his wing. I would’ve loved that? God. But I also know this is an otome, so like… I’m not getting this any time soon LOL.

tl;dr I don’t think MC can really do anything for Shingen at the point she comes into his life within the story and that kind of makes the romance option for him a bit pointless. 

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with every step and jump, with every twist and dip, and with every sway and swirl, you’ve expressed yourself without uttering even a single word and to be honest, i don’t think words are enough for you to let everyone know how much you want it, how no one wants it more than you do and that’s what makes your dance the most beautiful of them all. you’ve waltzed into everyone’s hearts with your powerful moves and graceful twirls but you’ve snugged yourself in when you showed how genuine you are. your laughs that are distinctively louder than everyone else, your smiles that are brighter than the sun, even your tears that tug at every heartstrings and then you turn and spin everyone on their axis by curving your lips into a sinful smirk, moving your body in an almost illegal way, and looking like you know something that nobody else does. but that’s what makes you so endearing and special. you’re always so grateful to every one but the only one you should be the most grateful to is yourself. 

never stop standing on stage like you were meant to be there and continue the dream you have been longing for since the start. it’s only right for you to claim everything you deserve because you’ve earned it and there’s only more for you in this world and nothing less. I love you so much, my two left feet could almost dance. happy birthday to the one and only dancing machine, our precious Kim Jongin. #HappyJonginDay #종인아생일축하해

anonymous asked:

Could you do one of y/n doing "heavy" drugs and one day Eric (close friend) comes in your house without telling you and finds you smoking or snorting something and he gets super mad cause he didn't know about it? maybe because he has a little crush on you idk he's a cutie lol

This is all over the place i’m sorry


You crushed the small white pills into powder inside the plastic bag before carefully pouring the substance onto the bathroom counter and creating thin white lines with a plastic membership card from your wallet. Your heart pounded in your throat as you observed your work. You hadn’t been doing this very long. Things were getting really rough for you lately and when a girl in your drama class mentioned the effects of the drug… well, you figured it was worth a shot. You typically avoided looking in the mirror these days but when you looked up at your reflection in the medicine cabinet it was hard to look away. You hardly recognized yourself. Your hair was tangled and knotted on top of your head in a banana clip. Your eyes were bloodshot and your skin was dull and lacked color. You wore just a pair of underwear and your best friend’s shirt he had left over at your house a week ago. It smelled like him and offered a kind of comfort. You hadn’t seen him in several days since you’d been skipping school. It was easy to get away with, with your mom being out of town this week. You shook your head, disgusted with yourself, as you bent over the counter and snorted the first line of white powder. You sat on the lid of the toilet seat and let your head fall back against the wall as the calm started to set in. The world slowed down and you glanced down at your hands. They seemed detached from your body. All four of them, you noted. Everything around you was doubled and out of focus. You waited a few minutes before sitting up to snort the second line. You thought you heard a voice from downstairs but discredited it. You’d experienced hallucinations before. You had only gotten halfway done with the line when the bathroom door flew open. You snapped your head up, terrified. Before you stood your best friend, a confused and angry look on his face as he observed the scene. “What the fuck, y/n?!” he shouted, causing you to shrink back.

“What the fuck are you doing in here?!”

“Reb, calm down I’m just–” He slammed a hand down onto the countertop.

“You’re just what? You’re just what, y/n?”

“I’m trying to tell you–” He  swiped two fingers through the white powder and rubbed his thumb over it.

“What the fuck is this? Are you doing fucking cocaine in here? Is that why you’ve been gone all week? Because you’ve been holed up in your bathroom fucking snorting coke?”

“It’s not coke, Jesus Christ!” you swatted his hands away from it. “What is it then?” he demanded.

“Special K,” you told him indignantly, offended that he thought you’d ever even consider doing coke. “Special– what?” He was glaring daggers at you. “Ketamine.” He shook his head at you. You could tell he had no idea what that meant. “Whatever, I don’t care what the fuck it is. You’re not doing this anymore.” He swiped the rest of the powder into the sink and turned on the faucet. You stood up quickly and gripped the edge of the counter, watching as your stash went down the drain. “What the fuck, Eric!” you screamed at him, hands flying towards him. He grabbed your wrists and yanked them down, moving his face just inches away from yours. You could feel the heat radiating from his reddened skin. He lowered his voice to a growl. “Y/n,” he stared into your eyes without blinking. “You’re going to sit down, and you’re going to tell me what the fuck is going on.” you glared at him and he tightened his grip on your wrists. “Do you understand?” he asked. You snatched yourself free and backed up, stumbling a bit. You were still high and disoriented. Your back hit the wall and let yourself slide down onto the floor. He sat down beside you and rested his head in his hands. You watched as he tried to even out his breathing, his entire body shaking. You would probably be shaking too if you weren’t currently sedated. He looked back up at you and shook his head slightly, “What’s going on, y/n?” you shrugged. “It helps.” “Helps what?” you sighed heavily. “Helps me not want to kill myself.” you saw a flash of fear in his eyes. “Don’t say that. You don’t mean that.” You rolled your eyes and looked away. “Okay,” you muttered. “Okay? Okay what? What does that mean? Y/n–” “Just okay! That’s what you want me to say, right? ‘Okay Reb, you’re right I’m not depressed, I’m not falling apart, I’m not struggling every day to just exist.’ Is that what you what to hear?” It came out sounding more harsh than you’d intended. “Why didn’t you tell me?” he seemed genuinely hurt. You shrugged. “Doesn’t matter.” He grabbed your face and turned it towards him. “Why do you think I don’t care about you?” his voice was tight. “I don’t know… I don’t deserve it.” He blinked hard, trying to will away the tears in his eyes. “That’s not true. You deserve more than this. You deserve everything. You deserve to be happy.” You wanted to argue back but lacked the energy to do so. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. “I would do anything to make you happy,” He whispered. You looked down. He moved in front of you, resting on his knees, and leaned forward, pressing his forehead against yours and placing his hands on either side of your face. “Anything.” he repeated. You reached up and gently squeezed his forearms. He had a look in his eyes you’d never seen before. He bit his lip nervously and gazed at you. His lips parted slightly and your stomach fluttered and you prepared yourself for what was about to happen. He backed away and stood up, pulling you up after him. “Wh-” you began but he cut you off. “You should get some sleep. You look exhausted.” Your heart sank as you followed him into your bedroom. You sat down on the bed and when he looked down at you, you identified the glint in his eye. Desire. He walked towards the door and turned the light off on the way out. “Wait. Reb?” he turned back around. “Don’t leave. Stay with me. Please.” He came back and took off his shoes before laying down next to you. The want and pain in his eyes was almost too much to bear. You pressed yourself as close as you could to him. You heard his heart beating rapidly in his chest. He wrapped a hesitant arm around you and you closed your eyes. “Don’t go anywhere.” you said quietly. He buried his nose in your hair and murmured, “I’m right here. I’m staying right here.”

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ship: ten/rose
length: 2.5k~
Hi guys!! It has been forever since I’ve written, so please go easy on me! I really hope you enjoy this though :D I got the prompt idea from this list

Dried tears on her cheeks, tissues scattered across the floor, and puffy red eyes.

Rose Tyler was in absolutely no state to answer the knocking at her door.

Whoever they were, they’d knocked once, twice, three times now. She finally picked herself up off the couch and dragged herself to the door, brushing her hand through her hair to make herself look somewhat more presentable.

She thought it could be a neighbor complaining about the noise (she’d been sobbing for hours, but she’d kept it pretty quiet, at least) or maybe Mickey or her mum checking on her (she honestly would prefer the first over the latter).

But when she finally looked through the peephole, it was not at all what she’d expected.

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anonymous asked:

Eddy! Holy ahit!! I just woke up and saw my ask!! I didn't even think about Clarke being the Brittana child!! So fucking brilliant, man! This is why you're my Fav blogger. God, Idk how to feel about this. We're playing with the unholy trinity of Lesbian power couples here and it's glorious, beat headcanon ever.

Thank you ! I’ve always mentioned how my head goes back to Glee ships everytime, but this a delicious mix that is far beyond my silly Glee whims. So today, while I was in therapy, I thought about this ‘universe’ and I came up with some headcanons.

If other people are looking for the origin, this is the Faberrittana / Clexa discussion anon and I came up with!

Okay, so, ahead:

Faberritana / Clexa Verse Headcanons

Originally posted by forgottencat

BRITTANA

  • Brittana were on the Ark, they met there and fell in love. Now picture this: Brittana running in the hallways of the Ark when no one is around, hand in hand, singing silly songs. Because you know, Hallways™ is their thing.
  • Their first and older child is Sugar Motta, obvi.
  • When Clarke was born, the man who donated semen was obviously executed and she was sent to juvie being she a second child (like Octavia kinda) until … her final journey to the ground. Until this very day, besides being Clarke Lopez-Pierce, Clarke also likes to remember her ‘dad’, Jake Griffin.
  • Brittana are amongst the people who fight hard to Skaikru to get to Earth and eventually they make it and meet their daughter again.
  • Brittany had a lot of crayons on the Ark. She was an artist, but when Clarke was sent to juvie, she gave them all to her so that she had something to do while being down there. When she comes back to Earth, she is heartbroken to find Clarke too occupied with being a leader and saving everyone’s ass to draw anymore.
  • Bonus: When they come to Earth, Clarke is dating Finn, and Santana dislikes him so much, she constantly makes joke about his hair and his fuck-boy attitude; Brittany is more understanding, but also, partly shading, you know how she is. Santana makes Finn uncomfortable with sex jokes, let’s get real, she wants him to fuck off. Sugar approves, but she also kinda likes Finn, because she likes fuck-boys a bit.

Originally posted by bechloeaf

FABERRY

  • Okay, so Faberry are Grounders (Rakel and Kuinn). Rachel is from the Ice Nation. Her mom, Shelbi, is the Ice Queen and there is a lot of controversy because Rakel joined Trikru so that she could be with Kuinn. Shelbi did not approve because ya know, no coalition back then. (Optional, because I need to plot this better: Kuinn is a nightblood but THERE IS A REASON why she is alive still, but I gotta come up with that, ‘cause I’m tired now)
  • Or (Alternative Route) maybe Kuinn is the Commander and Lexa is just her daughter. For some reason I need to invent, Kuinn can’t be the commander anymore, so they take the chip off her without having her die because the Commander can be removed with an unanimous vote. Kuinn introduced this rule but in reality it was her little daughter that suggested it when she was a kid.
  • Kitty (Her real name is not Kitty, but they call her that because she is agile like a cat) and Marley (I gotta come up with a Grounder name, Kara maybe - lol) are Rakel and Kuinn’s seconds. 
  • Bonus: When she becomes the Commander Lexa joins the coalition to get the clans of her moms together. She even introduces the chance for members of different clans to have their union ceremony.

Originally posted by adcspirit

CLEXA

  • Okay, so generally, the Clexa storyline is the same as canon, only with the moms added and lol no Lexa dying. 
  • What changes is that Santana gets really pissed when the betrayal and she wants to go all Sector 6 on Lexa’s ass because she hurt her daughter, but then she figures her daughter is a badass and can handle it but oh, Clarke leaves and becomes Wanheda and Santana regrets not dragging Lexa. She and Brittany don’t see her for months and Sugar goes looking for her (Bonus: Sugar/Bellamy are endgame).
  • OBVIOUSLY Rakel is the one that sings the Grounder anthem when Clarke bows to Lexa. Like, this is obvious, I shouldn’t even have to write it because 1) imagine Lea’s voice on that 2) Rakel would never let someone sing at her daughter’s wedding. Bonus: Santana gets really emotional in this scene over Clexa, but also because Rakel’s voice, although she’ll never admit it. This is the Pezberry duets-challenge origin. 
  • Lexa has so many candles because Rakel found old albums of the Phantom of the Opera and it kinda went this way. Musical inspiration.
  • Lexa took her whipped from Kuinn.
  • Clarke took her sass and lack of chill from both her moms.
  • Kuinn hates Titus and she yells at him all the time, also she knows he is the one that taught her that love is weakness and she’s like, fuck no, my love for Rakel made me the strongest bitch in this joint.

Okay, this is it for now. @fearwanheda contributed to some of those, we’re talking about this meme right now haha. Definitely gonna come up with more and eventually some fic if I managed. (PS. sorry for eventual typos)

May we meet again.

The best hour of my life (aka Suwabe Junichi's Panel @ Anime Expo 2016)

Warning: I’m on mobile and have no formatting, also I will probably be screaming nonsense the whole time. XDDDDDD

Alright, so in the room where his panel was, there was a screen on the right side, and the table was in the middle. Suwabe-san came out from behind the screen and we could see his shadow XDDDDDDD He introduced himself mostly in English!!! His English is actually really good XPPP
He told us to call him “Be-san” XDDDDD and as a joke, he said it was only for the Ladies, but the guys did it as well. Sadly I missed it ;-; and idek why I just did… T^T

The MC proceeded to ask him questions.
One of them was about if he ever came to the US before, and he said that this was his second time, his first in LA specifically and his first time in general was in Atlanta. Then he was asked if he got to do like sightseeing and other things to do, and he said that he went to Santa Monica and took a picture with the Hollywood sign which, “I will post it on Twitter later” XDDDDD
He got asked about being a seiyuu, and he said that it wasn’t something he had wanted to do since childhood. His first role was a random Soldier 1 and the only line he had was *cue scream* *cue fan’s scream as well*

Then they talked about Gangsta (and when we walked in they handed us a gangsta paper/thing) They showed the preview and he said that Worick, his character, was really sexy XPPPPP and that all of them were really sexy. He said that the director asked him to make Worick’s voice higher than the other guy’s (who was voiced by Tsuda Kenjiro!) *cue random high pitched scream* XDDDDDDDDDD

EDIT: THEY ALSO TALKED ABOUT AIRING ANIME AND MENTIONED SHOKGEKI NO SOUMA AND AHHHH HAYAMA AKIRAAAAAAAAA!!! He also said that he’s glad we still enjoy his older works because the anime season ends in three months in Japan!

They also talked about Space Dandy and showed a clip of I think episode 20, where Be-san’s character Dandy was singing
AND HE ACTUALLY SANG!! I WAS SO SURPRISED BUT AOSKMCOSKWKDNCNIEJDKCKOWKDMCO it was like on of those joke-type songs BUT STILL IT WAS BEAUTIFUL XDDDDDD
They also showed the Live Action trailer in English, and Suwabe’s voiceover! He said that one day he would like to see the live action with him in it XDDDDDDDD
The Bones president Masahiko Minami also came for a little bit!!! He said that he likes having the girls scream at him like they scream at Suwabe-san 😂 Be-san said they were “best friends (in English)” and put his arm around him >o<
Minami-san also said that he thought the English voice of Dandy was really similar and he was like “don’t you think so too?” And someone shouted NO! XDDDDDDD
Sadly he had to leave early :( because he had more work to do, and someone shouted “Ganbare!” XDDDDDDD
During the Space Dandy stuff the little Nyan mascot thing (sorry, haven’t watched it yet ;-;) came out! They said that he couldn’t talk to us though XDDDDDDDDD

After that there was a short little Q&A. (Out of order probably!!) The first person talked about how he does a lot of Otome drama CDs and asked what the challenges were with using a dummy head mic versus a normal mic. Be-san explained what the mic was and how it worked, and he said that it looked like a gorilla 😂😂😂 He said that it was hard to imagine it as a “jousei (what even is spelling)” as he hugged you and “I LOVE YOU” (whisper) EVERYONE SCREAMING AND AUWKKDJVNDKWODCKMCHDHSJD I CANNOT I STILL GET LIKE THIS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT 😍😭😍😍😍❤️❤️
Some Japanese person asked him to do Aomine’s “the only one who can beat me is me” (I’m 90% sure, I mean what else does Aomine say that’s famous? XP) *CUE MORE DYING AGHHHHH SOWICNNVJENENF*
Someone else asked who, in the industry, he thought was the most attractive, and Be-san said that everyone was all so attractive, it was too hard to pick just one. (AWWWWWW <3333)
Then someone asked what he likes to do on his free time, and he said “driving” and “taking his dog for walks” (AWWWWWWWWWWW <333)
The last person asked about this drama cd series with Jeffrey and asked him who his favorite character was besides his own. Suwabe said that his favorites were always the one he voiced, so it would be Jeffrey XDDDDD

AND THEN IT WAS THE GOODBYE COMMENT 😭
He said that he was really happy to be here and to meet his international fans! He also said that he’s glad we enjoy his works in Japanese, his natural language.
WE ALL WAVED GOODBYE AND PEOPLE STARTED GETTING UP SO I HAD TO STAND UP TO SEE AND LIKE I FORGOT WHAT HE SAID BUT HE SAID SOMETHING AND UGHHHH 😭😭😭 I CRIED

Also in the middle somewhere someone yelled “I love you” and he said “I love you too” AND WKEMCMSOSJNVNDNWNCQLKWKA

Ahh, anyways, his signature is like the most beautiful thing ever. And his LAUGH AND SMILE SO PRECIOUS ❤️❤️❤️ >o<
Suwabe-san is so adorably shy and humble and kind <3 And he knows how to make the fans scream XDDDDDDDD
But really, in all seriousness, he is really nice!!!
He did all the standby autographs (idk bout day 1) and also random info he used “watashi” which I mean i dunno if you wanted to know that but yeah XPPPPP
Excuse me while I go die of feels again…

keenveins  asked:

FUCK ME UP WITH YOUR RUBBERDOOP IDEA

(AH JEEZ OK HERE WE GO I JUDT HAD A DIFFERENT THOUGHT BUT I HOPE YOU STILL LIKE IT, ITS UP THE SAME ALLEY)

Lilac Petals - rubberdoop

Barry walks into the Grump Space, rubbing his hands together. It’s a little colder than usual today, which gave him an excuse to wear one of his particularly thick flannels. He loves the feeling of the fabric on his chest, his arms.

Unfortunately, the heat is on and he starts to feel the precursors of sweat. He sighs, wishing he could keep it on but reluctantly takes it off, leaving him only in his white undershirt. He untucks it from his jeans, wishing he had done laundry so he could have worn a Starbomb or at least something besides a plain white shirt.

“Hey Bear, can you help me with something real quick?”

Barry looks up in surprise, finding Ross standing there in the kitchen area of the Space, back turned to him, reaching into the freezer. He’s wearing a black hoodie with the sleeves rolled up. Barry walks over to him, standing a few feet back.

“What’s the problem, buddy? Problem with the ice maker or something?”

Ross hums a response, not turning around. Barry walks closer, trying to see what the problem is. He leans in, trying to look past Ross to see the ice maker. Ross turns around suddenly, his mouth open, obviously about to say something, and their faces are less than an inch apart. Barry blinks, taking a moment to look at Ross’ face. He must be flustered, because his face is fairly red. Upon further examination, he realized that Ross is wearing a hoodie, even though the heat is on.

“Hey, Ross. What’s up with the hoodie? It’s like a hundred degrees in here.”

Ross stutters, trying to squeeze passed Barry without answering. As he does so, he grazes up against him, and Barry feels something peculiar, something familiar. Before jumping to conclusions, he turns around and grabs Ross by the arm. He pulls him back to him, meeting Ross’ piercing blue gaze with his own. He puts a strong hand on Ross’ back, running his hand along the tell-tale strap that he finds there. Barry cocks an eyebrow and smirks knowingly.

“Hey Ross, buddy…are you wearing a bra?”

Ross’ face turns an even deeper shade of red and he stutters again. Barry brushes a few stray strands of hair out of Ross’ face, an look of interest on his face. Ross takes a few breath before finally responding, his voice meek.

“I just…I like the way it looks on me. It makes me look pretty. I didn’t know we were gonna turn the heat on today so I thought I’d be able to wear it under my hoodie without anyone noticing but Vernon turned on the heat and I -”

Barry raises his hand, motioning for Ross to stop rambling. He sighs, trying to stop himself from imagining Ross this morning, standing in front of a mirror, putting on a cute little bra, struggling to get all the tiny clasps in place, adjusting it so that it’s straight. Maybe he poses in front of the mirror for a bit, trying to find an angle that gives even the slightest impression of cleavage.

Before he realizes what he’s doing, he puts his hands on Ross’ hips, closing the small amount of space that remained between them. He slides his hands up, the fabric of Ross’ hoodie riding up with them. His fingertips graze the bottom of the bra and he runs the pad of his thumb over the soft fabric. Barry hears Ross catch his breath in his throat, and he suppresses a moan. His heartbeat quickens. He’s never gotten this worked up over something so trivial as touching a bra. But there’s something about the fact that it’s Ross that just drives him up the wall.

Barry spins Ross around, backing him up to the fridge. He pushes him against the door, leaning in close, hesitating for a moment before leaning in and kissing him, his hands still wandering. He pulls back, pulling the hoodie up and over Ross’ head, leaving him shirtless in only the bra and his jeans.

The bra is lilac, the top made of silk and the bottom decorated with lace petals. Ross’ arms shoot up to his chest, trying desperately to cover himself up. He tries to protest, but Barry won’t hear any of it. He grabs his wrists, pulling them down to his side. He takes a step back, taking in the gorgeous view in front of him.

“You’re right, Ross. You look so beautiful.”

anonymous asked:

hi i'm sorry, i didn't see an faq anywhere, but i was wondering if you had any tips for a beginner artist!

hello there! ^u^ it’s ok, I don’t have a faq, just an about page so don’t worry about that! I’m flattered you’d ask me for advice but honestly I still feel like I’ve got such a long way to go so I don’t know if I’m the right person to ask, haha OTL I guess I can give some very general advice, though, at least stuff that helped me!

  • first of all DON’T!!! COMPARE YOURSELF TO OTHER ARTISTS!! DON’T DO IT. unless you’re able to use it as motivation only, this is just a really bad idea. it’s the best way to crush your spirits, because you’ll always end up looking at other people and feeling dissatisfied that your own work isn’t at that level yet, and no matter how good you are there will always be someone out there who surpasses you in skill. that’s just life, don’t feel bad, remember that everyone’s progress is individual and anyone who’s great at art has worked hard for that for years!!
  • do not trace other artist’s works or imitate their styles to a T. it’s alright to take inspiration, of course, but rather than emulating someone’s style it’s far better to look at what you find appealing about their work and trying to incorporate that into your own style. look for inspiration in different places - if you take all your inspiration from one artist you’ll just end up copying them, which sucks both for the original artist and you! it’s no fun being labeled a copycat and it’ll also feel much better having something you can call your own. people go on about “you can’t copyright a style” and so on, but people WILL notice and it’ll only hinder your own progress
  • on the topic of style, don’t worry too much about it! it’ll come with time, and inconsistency is perfectly normal, especially when you’re just starting out. when you’re just beginning, it’s smart to focus more on basics, like anatomy and the technical aspects of drawing. try to look to real life references as much as possible rather than already stylized drawings - other people’s finished works should not be your go-to reference! also using references is not cheating, I encourage it and I should be lots better at using them myself lol…..
  • lastly, do your best to have fun with drawing! as much as I can understand wanting to be great right away and getting attention for your stuff, that will all come with time. it can be super hard to be patient but just remember that the more you draw, the more you will improve! it comes naturally with time, so try not to rush it, just take your time and enjoy drawing! art can be a real pain but ultimately there’s no point doing it if it’s not rewarding or fun, so don’t be too hard on yourself - even if you hate the things you make at first you WILL get better and it’ll feel so rewarding to look back on your older stuff and see how much you’ve improved! so try your best to just enjoy it and don’t hold yourself to some unreasonable standard - you’ll get better as long as you just keep drawing!!
All the times Karma Ashcroft was gay as fuck for Amy Raudenfeld and didn't even realize it
  • 1x01: "If the price of that is losing you, then it's not worth it. You're the Fey to my Poehler. The Rihanna to my Katy Perry. The Lucy to my Ethel."
  • 1x02: Looking at Amy like she is the single pure thing left on this planet after she came out to her mom.
  • 1x03: Sings a song she thinks she wrote about Liam but all the lyrics were about Amy.
  • 1x04: "I can't stand not talking. I'm in physical pain."
  • 1x05: "We'll grow old together." "Who cares what your mom thinks? I'm your family."
  • 1x06: The way she looked at Amy after they kissed like she finally woke up from her bisexual slumber and her soulmate was standing right in front of her.
  • 1x07: Pushes Amy away after the threesome kiss™ because she's scared to acknowledge her feelings.
  • 1x08: Literally cries herself to sleep because she hurt Amy and goes to her the next morning completely forgetting Liam even exists until she runs into him at a drugstore.
  • 2x01: WRITES AMY A VERY HIGHKEY ROMANTIC SONG (again)
  • 2x02: Asks to sleep in the same bed with Amy even after Amy admitted she's in love with Karma. "How do you feel about back rubs?"
  • 2x03: Karma subconsciously sabotaging Amy's dates and also her face after she sees Amy kissing another girl.
  • 2x04: The way she looks at Amy after Amy tells her how special she is.
  • 2x05: After she finally starts dating Liam after weeks of not talking, she ditches him after like 5 minutes to go spend the rest of her birthday with Amy.
  • 2x06: Calls Amy every 10 minutes on her date with Liam bc she will literally die if doesn't talk to her that often.
  • 2x07: The entire episode is just her marking her territory on Amy. I'm pretty sure she asked to go to the bathroom with her so she could pee on her.
  • 2x08: The way she was sitting like a sad puppy at the beginning bc Amy was mad at her and immediately looked happier when Amy sat down next to her.
  • 2x09: She literally???? Blamed Liam for the whole thing??? Amy had to throw HERSELF under the bus before Karma even thought about acknowledging the fact that *her* Amy had done something to hurt her. And she was relatively fine the whole day with Liam betraying her but she COULD NOT deal with AMY the love of her life betraying her.
  • 2x10: The fact that Karma finally forgave Amy only after Amy gave a big romantic speech bc she is in love. Also, lol the dream where she fingers Amy. so str8
  • 2x11: The way Karma looks at Amy after she gives Karma her half of the friendship necklace, like her princess sarcasm in shining armor came through for her again.
  • 2x12: literally the only episode where Karma didn't do something gay af for Amy. maybe that's why it was so boring
  • 2x13: "But you know, maybe someday soon, you'll be in that place and she'll be in that place and it'll finally be right." the script actually said "who is karma talking about? she isn't sure." lol gay
  • 2x14: ... the face ... she makes... right before she wakes up spooning with amy. That couldn't... possibly be another rated R dream... not possibly... not for heterosexual Karma Ashcroft...
  • 2x15: Karma taking care of Amy when she's carsick oh my fckuckingg god idk if that's really gay or not but it's cute as fuck when will they date
  • 2x16: "We're not only best friends, we're soulmates" and her face after she says it oh my god. "I wish it could always be like this" as she's slow dancing with Amy. ok
  • 2x17: Karma REALLY wanting to go to prom with Amy DESPITE KARMA ALWAYS HAVING A PRINCE CHARMING FANTASY OF PROM. SHE'S GIVING THAT UP JUST TO SPEND TIME WITH AMY. and getting v sad and offended when Amy doesn't want to go with her. obviously. bc she loves her.
  • 2x18: getting SO JEALOUS that Amy kisses Felix that she goes to try to have a threesome to forget about it... because that always works.
  • 2x19: Kissing Amy in the pool bc Amy tells Karma how great she is. Karma could not resist. Her guard was down bc alcohol and the love of her life is saying nice things to her. How could she not??
  • 2x20: Crying v hard because Amy is leaving her for an entire summer. I think she was crying harder than Amy even.
  • nah but karma ashcroft is 100% heterosexual

anonymous asked:

Tbh idk why but i like these fics where rans n hols like each other and they both think that the other's not into them bc they are hetero right? And then they Discover that the other's bi and they're like bro u didn't know? Bc they assumed he knew

Yessssss. It’s like you read my mind, honestly.

So like I love Ransom and Holster’s dynamic so much (lol in case you didn’t know), and this is so them? Because they know everything about each other right? And Holster’s never been subtle about his appreciation of the male form - although he usually talks about girls with Ransom, because Ransom’s straight, and they can both apprecaite the hot brunette in front of them in the queue at Annie’s - but he just assumed Ransom knew. Not to mention the bi jokes Holster makes on a daily basis, come on.

Ransom’s not been obvious about it, exactly? His bisexuality’s never been something at the forefront of his mind, more like an afterthought of ‘Oh, that’s dude’s got a great ass’. It’s just another part of him, and really no one knows him better than Holster, so of course Holster knows. He’d always assumed that was why Holster made those jokes (Holster seriously can’t resist a pun. Ransom despairs.).

And then something - idk Tater @ Hausgiving - and Ransom’s bisexuality careens from the sidelines to the forefront of his brain at Tater’s height and face and shoulders and hands and smile and height, and seriously he can’t be blamed for wanting to climb Tater like a tree, or for saying that, a little drunkenly, to his best bro and Holster’s like ‘What.’

‘But…but you don’t like dudes?’

‘Um, yes I do?’

And they both kind of blink at each other, hazy and slow.

Then, ‘Dude-’

And, ‘Do you mean we could have been making out the past three years!’

Ransom grins, reeling Holster into him with a hand in the collar of his shirt. Holster goes, easy. They catch up on lost time.

trilllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa  asked:

So I've been talking to this guy that I met on IG since November. We had sex like maybe a few weeks after meeting. I thought we were going somewhere but after I noticed he would only hit me up once a week to "chill" I realized he didn't really give af about me. For the past few months he would block me from texting him and lie about it saying his phone was messed up. I would still forgive him for it and have sex with him. One day I found out he had a gf and I was so devastated, *next post*

I really wanted to get revenge and fuck his car up but I didn’t. Of course I forgave him when he came back BUT he asked me “is there a way we could be cool without feelings being attached” I know, I know. I should’ve been cut him off when he asked me that shit but I agreed to it bc… Idk I really did like him but obviously he only liked my ass/sex. This morning I decided I can’t do it anymore, so I sent him a text and told that I was done but now I’m feeling like shit about it *next post*You give really great advice, do you have any tips on how to get over someone who doesn’t want you

I just want to say that I’m sorry that you’re going through this. it sounds like this guy was a jerk. i hope that you know you deserve better than this.

i get a lot of questions about how to “get over” something. and in all honesty, i don’t like that phrase. instead, sometimes we need to focus on getting through it, rather than getting over it. in this instance, you’re going to have to go through it. you’re going to have to take some time to think about the lessons you can learn from this situation so that it never happens again.

so, here come some of the lessons.

first, you cannot be in a relationship by your self. you may have liked this guy, but he made it very clear that he did not care about you. you didn’t say that you guys ever dated or went out, just that there was sex after a few weeks of talking. then you said he hit you up only when he wanted sex. then you said he lied to you and would block you from messaging him. over and over again he showed you that he did not want anything more than sex with you. so to get through it, you have to ask yourself, why did you stay? why, when this man was so disrespectful to you, did you still like him? why weren’t you turned off by him playing games? why when he didn’t show any signs that he wanted to treat you right did you not think that this situation was not where you wanted to be?

second, it’s really important not to date from a point of desperation. i think in this situation, you were desperate to be with this man. i’m not quite sure why. he sounds like a jerk. maybe the sex was good, maybe you thought you could change his mind about not wanting to be with you. this is the danger of being desperate in dating. because you put up with things you know aren’t good for you. think about if you had a friend that came to you and told you about your situation. wouldn’t you think that she deserves better? that it sounds desperate to chase after a man that isn’t interested in you? to get through it, you have to think about why you were so desperate. what is missing in your life that you were trying to fill with this guy? why did you chase a man that did not want to be caught? 

third, you have to date with your eyes wide open. i tend to be suspicious of any man that wants my time, energy, or body. because i don’t want to just know what they want from me, i want to know what they can give me in return. so when you’re talking to guys, if your intention is to date them, then you have to make sure you’re on the same page. you have to. and of course men can lie about it. but that’s why it’s important to take your time and see if you can trust a person. if you’re intention is to date a man, then date him. before having sex with him. if your intention is to just have sex, then have sex without the expectation that it will turn into anything. to get through it, you have to ask yourself, what do you want? what are you looking for? what do you want a man to give you so that he isn’t just taking from you? are you ready to date? are you ok separating dating from sex? what are your standards in dealing with men? and how do you plan on holding them to that standard.

a long answer to your long question, i know lol. but i really want you to know that what happened sucks, but you will bounce back. it’s hard to deal with a person when you’re being 100% genuine, and all they are doing is lying. so i want you to know that you didn’t deserve to be disrespected and manipulated. you can learn from this. and i know you felt devastated, but don’t rush to just get over it. allow yourself to work through it. 

and final piece of advice, you need to block that man on your phone and on social media. because he has a lot of nerve being disrespectful and then asking if y’all can be “cool.”

must be outta his gahtdamn mind…..

anonymous asked:

Tbh I think that if dan and phil came out as a couple or whatever, they might lose a lot. Like, the phandom's entire life is just analyzing them and trying to find out if they are together, and if we didn't need to do that anymore, things would be a lot less interesting. People might get bored (or at least not as excited idk). I feel like phan's one of the most intriguing ships because there's a large possibility that it's real. And if that was proven, by dan and phil, that they would lose a (1)

(cont) lot of their interestingness and stuff…. Idk. thoughts? btw I love you"


I can definitely agree with that. The mystery keeps a lot of people intrigued…I know it does for me at least. There is something to be said for not giving too much of yourself away. I think they have always been incredibly smart about that. Not necessarily for phan (though you could also argue that point if you wanted to) but for their YouTube channels in general. They are masters of giving just enough while still being careful to not over-saturate us with content. Think of pinof and all of their other video traditions like baking and day in the life. They’re usually either annual or at least spaced pretty far apart. Even their dinof & ap content is far less frequent than many other youtubers. It keeps it special for the viewers and insures that there will always be some amount of hype surrounding their uploads. Whereas people like dailyvloggers who show everything and have nothing off limits tend to make me lose interest much more quickly. It just becomes the same old thing after a while and creates the impression that you won’t miss much by skipping a video. I’ve always thought Dan and Phil’s quality > quantity motto was pretty genius. Even though we do get more joint content with the gaming channel and their collabs recently, they’ve always been wise in the way they keep it a bit more infrequent. 

The same idea could certainly apply to “phan.” Would it be as huge of a ship if they gave us everything we wanted? Would we be as invested if they were that sickeningly lovey-dovey couple on facebook who never shuts up about their relationship? lol not that Dan and Phil would ever be like that but just to compare from one extreme to another. I don’t think so. It would be adorable but it could possibly lose it’s charm after a while. Not that I’d ever go anywhere (I’m too far in this for that) but I don’t know if they would have the same affect over me. It’s so much more special because they keep it that way. I definitely think that has added to their longevity on youtube.

The mystery of it all is a powerful thing. For me, it’s almost like a complicated puzzle that I can’t wait to see the end result of. Some of the pieces are here…many scattered in the strong evidence we have from old social media, some in their current interactions and videos…but the rest of the pieces? Dan and Phil have a tight hold on those. We can guess what we think the picture most likely is and speculate all we want, but until we fill in the missing parts there’s no way to know for certain. But goddammit I want to find out. So you better believe that I will eagerly watch and pay close attention in case they decide to hand over another piece. They might NEVER do so….I honestly don’t think they’ll ever “come out” but rather just make it so obvious that no one even questions it. But there’s still the chance, right? So of course we’re going to keep waiting. You also make a good point about their ship being so intriguing since there is actually a large possibility that it’s real. I very much agree. Unlike some of the more random ships people on youtube come up with for fun, there’s SO much evidence in our favor. It’s so different because there is a strong chance (in my opinion at least) that they’re together. There’s an excess of things to talk about and analyze because everything they do is viewed from the concept of “phan.” It keeps people interested and excited to solve the puzzle. (cont)

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