idk i wanted to do something creative

Prompt # 146

“Don’t look at me like that! Say something, please!”

“I just found out my best friend and love of my life isn’t human and you’re criticizing me for being shocked?! What do you want me to say; ‘That’s nice honey, what do you want for dinner, pizza or tacos?”


hey guys!

so, I’m going to meet loo and andrew next week on a comic con. now, since loo has gotten so much shit over the past months, me and some of my friends decided to make a small project, where we’d write letters, maybe even put some creative stuff in there we did, and I’d give it to her at the comic con.

sounds good, doesn’t it?

yeah, well, problem is, so many of the people who wanted to take part are now bailing on me and I don’t want to give loo a book with only idk.. less than 10 pages. that just looks shitty.

so here’s the thing.

if you want to write loo something, or show her something you did (fanart, graphic, gifset, meta, video. ANYTHING creative) and can send it to me in 5 days (because they all decided to bail on me now, I know, I’m fucked :’) then just send me a message and you’re in!

you don’t have to pay for anything, I’m doing everything in photoshop and I’m going to give her the book personally so she’s for sure going to get it. my bestie is going to record everything so if you want to see her reaction to it, you can as well.

if you want to be part of this, just shoot me a message so we can talk about the details and I’ll give you my email adress so you can send me the stuff there.

so to sum up, here’s what you gotta do, if you want to be a part of this project:

- Send me a letter for loo. put everything you want in there. there’s no limit as to how long it’s supposed to be. just write what you always wanted to say to her.
- write your first name on white paper and make a photo of it, then send me that photo (going to include all of the signatures on the last page. kinda like a birthday card)
- if you have any creative stuff you want to show off, I’ll gladly put it in there as well, but if you don’t it’s fine too.
- you can also send me a picture of yourself, but again, if you’re not comfortable with that, it’s okay. I’d include the picture on your page with the letter so she’d have a face to go with the letter

and that’s basically it.

if you’d like to be a part of this, again, just send me an ask or a message on here and I’d be forever grateful haha.


Doodle request time!~

I’m gonna start drawing some of your guys requests that are in my asks. So if you want me to draw something like video game character, tv shows, celebrities, cartoons, even dumb memes I’m up for drawing them. I don’t just draw youtubers anything is fine.

(But if you wanna request youtubers then go ahead just make it interesting, like something with Google or make anti and dark or Sam and Tim do things idk)

Want me to draw link and his shark friend from the breath of the wild or melanie martinez I’ll totally be down for anything. Thank you to all who does request things you keep my creative and joy of drawing up, hope your all having a wonderful day ^^

I was playing around with the idea of maybe doing a podcast. I wanted something that I could work on alone or that needed little help.

Of course, my first thought was to do something with birds but… idk I’ve always sorta shied away from doing anything too informational. I don’t like answering health/care questions or being a go-to source for bird info because I am not an expert and I don’t want to feel responsible should anything happen to someone’s birds.

Then I thought about something like me and my roommates just sorta shooting the shit, but gotdamn how many podcasts exist like that?

Plus something like that doesn’t scratch the itch I’m looking to sooth here. I wanted to work on something more creative that I’d be excited to share. Something with storytelling.

So then I figured maybe a more narrative driven podcast. But what? I knew anything I’d want to do would probably have some sorta fantastical or supernatural element to it.

But when you think about that plus podcast, there’s always the worry that it’s too similar to Welcome to Night Vale.

So it’s gotta be something different enough from that. Plus since, well, I’d be the one voicing it, now it’s gotta be something that I can sorta relate to, you know? Something that I would conceivably voice? If that makes sense.

And what I came to was asking myself if I can take some things about my situation and some of the things I deal with and displace them to somewhere more outlandish.

One of the ideas I was kicking around was maybe the podcast being the day-to-day happenings of an intergalactic gas station and the customers who come in, both regulars and those just there to fuel up. I’d voice a worker there who’s one of the few humans and wound up there by happenstance. Maybe she’s kinda bored by what she feels is a menial job (despite customers literally being aliens) and wants to move on to bigger and better things, but she can’t figure out how. Oh and her degree is useless. So she’s trying to figure out what being a successful adult really means against the backdrop of something mundane yet completely out there.

Hey, they say write what you know, right? :V And I think there’s a lot of opportunities for humor and hahahaha to project my own millennial-ish issues that I know a lot of people post-college deal with.

Ehhh I shouldn’t be coming up with more ideas for stuff considering I don’t follow through with a lot. But I thought maybe a podcast would be less of an undertaking then trying to go back to doing YouTube videos or something. It’s really when I try to do things beyond my scope I sorta just flounder and fail. But maybe this is doable? And hey, it means writing, which I’ve been trying to get myself to keep consistently doing.

Title: burn me, love me
Summary: how can i summary a smut galore
Disclaimer: I don’t own Naruto. 
Prompts: apron, a game of cat and mouse, travels, celebration, welcome home, eyes, cowgirl, virgin, wedding night, hot springs, dirty little secret, lotr, tied up, take it slow, phone calls, in the office, no shame, dominance, anata (dear), jutsu creativity, early mornings, glowing, making a salad.
Warning(s): Heavy smut ahead, though it isn’t always explicit. Some of it is just implied, though not a whole lot.
Comments: Idk I really wanted to do every prompt for this month but I didn’t have the inspiration or time to make a complete story for all of the ones left, so I decided why not pull off tiny drabbles about each of them where I just can start right in the thick of it if I want to?


The warmth on her back isn’t something she expects when she turns around, shoulders slumped in defeat. He had seemed so oblivious, so sleepy in her attempts to get him to notice her lack of attire, but with his hard length digging into the small of her back, she knows now that he had only played pretend. Her breath catches in her throat when his hand runs roughly over her stomach, the burn of desire buzzing through her veins with enough force to have her pushing back against him.


“Did you really think I wouldn’t notice, Sakura?” he whispers hotly, lips brushing against her ear as he trails his fingers heatedly along the apex of her thighs, and into a thatch of soft curls. He cups her heat, and she stiffens, arching against him with the softest moan.

“You wouldn’t react,” she gasps, biting onto her lip. “No matter what I did, you never seemed to realize I was only wearing—”

“I did,” he growls, pushing his arousal against her naked warmth. Hand leaving the space between her thighs, he vehemently coaxes her into bending over the smooth surface of their kitchen counter. She feels him fumbling with the opening of his pants, and shudders in anticipation, burying her face in her arms as he wetly kisses the back of her neck and murmurs gruffly, “I just wanted to see how far you’d go.”

She doesn’t have the breath to say anything more, as she feels him push inside her with insistent force, his lone hand grasping on the material of her thin apron as he bucked harshly against her ass, building up a quick, ruthless rhythm.


a game of cat and mouse

“All day…” she mumbled, burying thin fingers in his hair as she rolled her hips onto his hard, biting onto her lip. “All day you’ve been teasing me…” She gripped him tighter, rising and falling against him a little faster, trembling. “Finding me everywhere. Touching me… Kissing me… Working me up…” Sakura kissed him, raking her nails over his scalp with enough force to have him groaning. “And still,” she panted, picking up the pace of her thrusts and riding him harder, quicker. “Still, you make me do all the work…”

A wicked smirk twitched at his lips, and she felt her heart stutter, throat growing tight as he squeezed the flesh of her ass and gave a rough upward thrust, sending a sharp cry tumbling out of her lips. Her face fell in the crook of his neck when he sharply drove into her again, fingers twisting in his dark locks as he hummed against her ear and whispered huskily, “You’re right. I guess it would only be fair to help you out, then…”


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Ways to Cheer Yourself Up (When wanting to be alone) - 50 top things to do
  • 1. Go ON Tumblr, believe it or not, we don't care where you're from, what you do, how you're being you, as long as you are being you, you're pretty much welcomed on here. That's why i love it. Unless of course you are homophobic or judgemental or ignorant - then the people will speak for themselves, we look out for each other here.
  • 2. Read Books; escapism is a wonderful thing
  • 3. Listen to music; and no - not the sad, 'ALL BY MYSELF' type music, but the kickass songs like 'I will Survive' or 'Loser Like Me' just celebrate yourself for being awesome, because we know you are; even if others don't; especially then actually.
  • 4. Become your own superhero. Every single one of you have a talent or a dream. Follow up on that talent/dream. YOU ARE WORTH IT, and you can be whoever you want to be.
  • 5. DISNEY MOVIES. Unless you absolutely hate bursting out into song - better cut of highschool musical and glee while were at this, then Disney is the best pick me up ever.
  • 6. Watch your favourite TV shows. Remind yourself why life can be awesome. Watching your fav characters usually means you can relate to them.
  • 7. Go on walks - it's very pretty outside, and sometimes our heads can be overloaded with information or stress, I advise calming music and a nice walk outside in comfortable clothes.
  • 8. Have a diary. A friend of mine recently bought me one, and it's a godsend because all the anger, or emotions I feel, I try to put in the diary rather than putting it out on others. It also calms you down. I feel better when I write.
  • 9. Speaking of writing...if you enjoy it- WRITE. Writing is a wonderful way to escape. You can put all your emotions into your characters and they just come to life. I tend to do that when I'm stressed.
  • 10. If writing is not your thing then bake. I've actually ironically read in a fan fiction where a character would bake when stressed and try out new recipes, this character tried making butterbeer; maybe be adventurous; have a food blog or something to keep you occupied.
  • 11. Be With Your Pets - Pets are loyal creatures, and they love you, even when you're being a pain in the ass, and I hear they're very good listeners.
  • 12. Now I don't know about you, but I LOVE Musicals. If you are a musical fanatic like me and you're feeling a little down, my dears; listen to those awesome voices, because sometimes we just - need - a break (Also, if you haven't watched RENT, watch it - NODAYBUT TODAY...or Starkid...Starkid make the most funniest musical parodies, even if you don't like musicals I suggest it, and if you're not enjoying their YouTube Channel, then I'll eat my own hat).
  • 13. ASK ME ANYTHING. If you really want to talk to somebody but you don't want to talk to people you know and you just want to get things out, my ASK box is always open.
  • 14. Find a hobby. If you don't really want to talk to anybody, that's okay, sometimes we need to just have some 'me time'. In my me times, I usually deactivate from Facebook, and just focus on things that make me happy. Like; Puzzles, Sudoku, Games, writing, cooking, singing, whatever it is...travelling even. Enjoy yourself.
  • 15. Travel. Maybe being stuck in the same place is the problem, maybe you're head wants to be in a place where it can ACTUALLY THINK.
  • 16. Go Hiking. I suppose Hiking is similar to walking but if you're an outdoor person, this is a great way to clear your head and to feel fresh.
  • 17. Hit The Gym. Or even do your own exercises. I like to walk - do crunches, and I love Zumba. I love dancing. If you love being active, this is also another way to clear your mind from negative things.
  • 18. GO SEE A MOVIE!!! When was the last time you had fun? Even if it's just by yourself. You're allowed to treat yourself. Go, enjoy, be surrounded by people, even if they're strangers.
  • 19. If you like coffee, treat yourself for one at a local cafe. Who knows, you might meet your coffee soulmate in a cafe one day.
  • 20. STOP thinking Negative. Have a Pros/Cons List. Try not to outweight the Pros list with the Cons. Please?
  • You are good enough.
  • 21. Write down a bucket List, and start ticking them off. Having goals and dreams is healthy. If you have dreams, then you have a direction of where you're going.
  • 22. Get help. It's okay, if you're head is in a really bad place to reach out to people. It really is okay.
  • 23. Help others. If you're not sure what to do with yourself at all, be useful to other people less fortunate than you. Volunteer! Work with Charity, Feed the homeless, help the guide dogs association.
  • 24. Smile more. It looks good on you, believe me. Spend time with your guilty pleasures, my guilty pleasure is binge watching glee
  • 25. Please DO NOT go to a pub to drink to ease your mind, if you are going to do that, do it with a friend, or somebody close.
  • 26. Eat Chocolate. Okay yes while society says NO DON'T EAT THE FATTY FOOD. Hey; screw them. If you feel better eating a bit of junk go for it. There's nothing wrong with eating a whole pizza or tub of ben and jerry ice cream when feeling upset - just try not to make TOO much of a habit : p
  • 27. REBLOG YOUR FOLLOWERS POSTS, you might be surprised that you aren't the only one feeling the way you're feeling, you might be surprised by how much you're forgetting that hey - it's gonna be alright.
  • 28. Do something nice for your neighbour. Ah who knows, have you ever actually talked to them? Maybe they might be lonely too.
  • 29. Have a GAMES Night. A very good friend of mine loves Games. If You LOVE Games, then hell have a marathon of them. Play the sims, be in control.
  • 30. Speaking of marathons...dun dun dun - MOVIE MARATHON, I Don't Know About You Guys, But Having A Harry Potter Movie Marathon always cheers me Up. WITH FOOD Of course, and good company, but this is about cheering yourself up, so if you don't want company, that's okay.
  • 31. Draw. I love drawing too. I suppose I'm more of the creative person. There are a lot of different types of people out there, maybe you like solving things - do those fancy cube things Idk what they're called. If you are like my brother and you love Maths, then maybe you can tutor someone. On one hand you're helping someone, and doing something you like doing, just like I'm drawing because I like drawing.
  • 32.Be with kids. believe it or not, kids are the most innocent little munchkins, and they honestly don't care what you look like, if you play hide and seek with them they'll be thrilled, so long as you're nice to them, they're generally nice to you... but be warned, they tell it how it is too. I talk a bit different. The most popular thing they've said to me was "Is that why you talk funny, because of the things in your teeth?" (They've also never really seen braces before) I even had one kid determined to get me to sing 'Everything is awesome' I'll never forget that because this kid clearly didn't care how I sounded, and just wanted me to sing with her. I felt great.
  • 33. If you're into Fairy Tales, Please Please Read Chris Colfer's The Land Of Stories series 1-4. It's an amazing series, and you almost forget what world you're in once you start reading. Plus, there's more coming (I'm a little excited)
  • 34. Watch Pixar Movies. You can't go wrong.
  • 35. GO TO HOGWARTS. Harry Potter Fan? Visit - Platform 9 3/4s in London, or go to the Harry Potter World, or if you can't actually visit these sites, go on Pottermore.
  • 36. Read Fan Fiction, you might not be a harry potter fan, but whatever fandom you are in, believe me sometimes Fan Fictfion Cheer me up. I adore Glee *Don't Judge Me* and Dalton is the best thing ever. Or Little Numbers...or Both. They cheer me up big time.
  • 37. Role play. If you like superheroes or characters, go be with the crowd. I believe they have events like Comic Con, and on Facebook they even have Events for such things, go be with strangers! So long as it's safe of course.
  • 38. Write a letter to the person who inspires you most and send it. You might be surprised by an answer.
  • 39. Pick up your instrument. Don't ignore your musical talent if you do have a musical talent. Remember, you're worth it. I don't care what you've done. Pick, It Up.
  • 40. Maybe go visit your family? I know this is about 'quality me time' but if you haven't seen your family in such a long time or are at a distance. Maybe being surrounded by something familiar is what you need.
  • 41. Change Careers. If you're not enjoying what you're doing or studying, change it. I remember in highschool a teacher said you might change your job 10 - 12 times before getting it right. It'okay, you just haven't found where you're meant to be yet.
  • 42. Enter a competition - Who knows what will come from it, take risks.
  • 43. If you're a risk-taker, challenge yourself. IDK how you're going to do that, but google has some pretty good answers. Even ask your tumblr followers, they follow you for a reason after all.
  • 44. Go on a boat. Go Fishing! I don't know, it's not my thing, but if you like fishing, then hell - go out there and fish.
  • 45. Find time for yourself, are you working too much? Maybe you are working too much. You know life doesn't stop for nobody, and if you keep pushing yourself so hard, time will go so fast and you won't realise how much of that time you could have spent on your own self.
  • The world is not going to end if you treat yourself.
  • 46. You ARE Good Enough. Listen to my words. Sometimes encouragement is all we need, when people feel hopeless, or like everything's gone wrong. It's gonna be okay. I promise, just hang in there.
  • 47. Write Down Quotes that Inspire You. I have a wall of these, and of people that inspire me too, and it reminds me of the good things in life when I'm in a crappy mood.
  • 48. Find something to do. If you're not doing anything, go take up a course, research things that interest you, you might be surprised by what comes from it. Join a community that enjoys doing things you do.
  • 49. Go To The Beach - If you live in Australia like me, visiting the beach is actually really calming and me and my best friend always would go on a random drive, and drive up to a beach or a look out, and it was always calming. Enchanting too sometimes. Maybe we forget about the place we live in, and what's exciting about the place. If you're in New York, visit Broadway or The Statue Of Liberty, or if you're in London, go to the London Bridge, or the Eye, visit the Eiffel Tower if you're in Paris...just go Anywhere.
  • 50. Take a random journey. Go on a train to somewhere new, go on a road trip. You never know what's around the corner.

anonymous asked:

i'm not good at math. i'm okay with like. basic high school algebra, but i really struggle with anything beside that. i am however really good at a lot of creative/musical things. i have both autism and ADHD but i guess. if autistic people are generally characterized as "good at math" would the ADHD make me less math oriented. or more creative? (i was told i have an issue processing linear data at one point by some teacher)

(2/2)this the autistic ADHD anon again. but something i wanted to add was that, my mom always said that i was just a really global thinker and not linear. but that i always could skip/change steps in basic (long) math problems and get the answer faster. but i remember I that it took me 3 times longer to learn all the info in my math classes and idk why.

Hi friend! Let me make this clear: you do not have to be some sort of a savant that’s good at math or music to be autistic! It just happens to be more common for autistic people to be really good at this sort of stuff than allistics. I’m not exactly sure how ADHD impacts creativity, but I have autism and ADHD and dyscalculia and I’m a 16-year-old in college calculus. So you don’t have to be anything based on your disabilities, and don’t let stereotypes make you view yourself in a less positive or valid way! (you could possibly also be good at math, just bad at the school system- because it sucks)

-mod Spence

anonymous asked:

I have no idea what to draw and I'm creatively drained. Any suggestions how to fix that? Also love your art; keep at it :)

Thanks so much! i have no idea either. maybe draw something interesting that happened today? or draw your faves doing something you’d want to see. idk bro. It would help if you have me some suggestions too! lmao. thanks again <3

positivity tag game :)

hi hi all! i’ve been watching 13 reasons why and i had a quick 5 minutes to spare so i popped on over to tumblr to share a quick lovely little tag game! (hopefully this hasn’t been an idea already)

rules: tag a couple people and list 13 reasons why you love yourself!

1. i have a lot of potential
2. if i want to achieve something, i will put all my power and strive to aim for it
3. i have a great sense of fashion
4. i find my humor rather amusing
5. i’m very witty and quick to think of jokes on the spot
6. i like how my hair is cut (longer in the front so it slants upwards)
7. i am amazing at giving hugs
8. i can make anyone laugh
9. i’m extremely creative and like to think outside of the box
10. i’m smart
11. i run as a sport (idk why but i do)
12. for some reason, i’m very good at picking up languages
13. i’m really good at dance + piano

tagging: @fleurdelacvur @tcrtarus @bimber-dews @potthr + anyone else!


can you imagine if we started something like a giant Drarry squad scrapbook filled with short fics, fan art, little doodles, poems, clippings from magazines or prints that remind us of Drarry stuff… and we kinda pass it around? i mean, i doubt people would be up for sharing addresses to ship the book to each other, but it was just a fun thought. like everywhere the book travels, at least one page is completely filled by someone from the Drarry squad until its finally filled to the brim by creative buddies all around the world who share at least one common interest. i’ve always wanted to do something like that, idk. it’s mainly just hypothetical, but i felt the need to share.

Hello and Thank you! Keeping in mind these are my personal experience and views, it’s not something that may align with everyone as well. Everyone has their own values, priorities, way of thinking that shape their own decisions so I hope that what I will write will help you in making your decision.

I currently work fulltime in game illustrations (gambling games) and for here, it is one of the more common full time illustration jobs with decent income.
Pretty decent pay! There are other jobs in the illustration industry that have good pay as well, though you have to really find it.
It is not my most ideal (no such thing as ideal jobs when you start out of course!)  and I also accept freelance jobs, do other projects, some fantrading / artist alleying and still look around for other jobs to something more ideal as I take my time to continue to develop my art and career.
In actual fact, things change around in jobs and I’ve barely drawn much this year at my job even though that’s my job title (This year my projects has been mostly UI graphics, aftereffects animating and repackaging / file tracking and managing etc)

Even though accounting and other common jobs are “stable”, many also think the same so I feel that in the end whether it’s a common stable job everyone applies for or a rarer creative job, the difficulty works out the same. There is no such thing as “safe” or “stability” in life, but just an illusion of it.

Speaking through my own experiences because I wasn’t a talented person, I never spoke out about my path of wanting to become an illustrator etc until I got jobs related to it after my Uni studies (even though my family knew I drew a lot). From an Asian family, I’m sure they wouldn’t be 100% supportive and suggest I have a safety blanket (such as doing 3d animation first or something idk ).

I understand their worry as well. If they saw my art then and they also knew nothing about the creative industry, it is understandable. People often fear what they do no know about and prefer the stable and easier way out.
If I were to speak out about it seriously, I know it wouldn’t be taken so greatly so I instead of speaking about it, I  brushed off my high school and uni days saying I’m studying towards digital/media related stuff and possibly 3d (when in actual fact I was focusing more on illustration 90% of the time, my major work was illustrations at Uni and I went to weekend classes outside of uni to improve my art ). It’s ironic now my family is really proud of me  and relatives talk about me because it’s amazing etc but I doubt that would of been the case if I said I wanted to back then.  It’s only because I have the results now.

Illustration path is not easy so for someone that isn’t talented like me, I have to constantly draw,  learn, apply and pay for courses and tutorials, hustle etc. It’s something you really need to put a lot of time, money and effort.
Through all honesty rather suffering and doing something I don’t like, I’d rather suffer and do something I’d enjoy doing more.

For peoples’ curiosity, this is my art at 17 years old LOL… There are so much more  talented people at that age than me at this day and age now.

If I can make it, there is no reason someone else couldn’t too.

True Story, my family laughed and made fun of my drawings when I was 15 or so when I showed them what I drew. I got so angry secretly I swore in my heart I would never stop drawing for life and see how far I can take my art  to make my family eat their words and one day praise it. I actually got serious into drawing because of this revenge plot and here i am today…

I know how hard it may be to make ends meet, especially drawing and art career it takes time, effort, investing, reaching out and perseverance. It can cause a lot of uncertainty especially starting out. I hope what I wrote will give you more insight towards to realistic expectations of it!

Never doubt in what you want to do, If you have perseverance and whole heartedly want to do something, you can do it.  It make take time, it may be round about, but it’s not impossible.

anonymous asked:

Do you have some advice for beginner artists to draw hair and poses?

(EDIT: for some reason tumblr broke and now the read more wont show on mobile so like idk what ???? to do???? )


Disclaimer, I am in no way a professional, I am a young learning artist myself, so please don’t take this as gospel!

There’s usually three stages of my creative process when I draw poses/hair:

1) Establishing the purpose of the piece. What’s the mood that I want to convey? Do I want to draw something calm, shippy, energetic, angsty, comedic, etc. In most cases the pose will reflect the mood of the piece. I usually think about all of this before I pick up the pen.

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Okay hi sorry. One moment of angry ranting and then I’m back to Miss Fucking Bloody Sunshine, good? Good.

SHUT THE FUCK UP about this “Larrie Privilege” bullshit because fan projects originating from Larries get recognized by the boys and people around them. LITERALLY SHUT THE FUCK UP. 

First of all, “privilege” indicates systematic oppression and THIS IS A BLOODY WEBSITE FOR FUCKS SAKE GET OVER YOURSELVES. This is like the time y’all compared us to a “cult” when IT IS LITERALLY THE WORLDWIDE WEB. And you have the audacity to call us dramatic. PLEASE. “Privilege” is when my straight friends never have to have one concern about holding hands or kissing their partner in public. “Privilege” is when white people can get terse with the police or hell, even encounter a fuckening cop without being afraid. PRIVILEGE IS NOT A GODDAMN FANDOM SHIP LITERALLY SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU SOUND RIDICULOUS.

Oh, and another thing. Do you want to know the REAL reason why our fan projects get noticed and recognized? BECAUSE WE WORK OUR ASSES OFF. We are literally making posts and sending out tweets and creating and spreading art and approaching perfect strangers to try to get ALL OF THE BOYS (not just Harry and Louis WHATTTTT) PROMOTED ON WORLD WIDE RADIO STATIONS BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE IS DOING THAT FOR THEM. 

If you want your fan projects recognized, YOU DO SOMETHING. You create social media accounts for a project and drum up support from the ground up, you work tirelessly to get people interested, you come up with fun and creative ways to engage people, you send out literally THOUSANDS OF TWEETS and ask others to do the same. YOU DO ALL OF THAT. OH WAIT I FORGOT YOU CAN’T YOU DON’T HAVE TIME YOU’RE TOO BUSY SHOVING YOUR OWN HEADS UP OUR COLLECTIVE ASSES.

Literally fuck off. I’m tired and I’ve had enough.

obsidianstudy’s 2k follower celebration!!

yooooo ok so I just hit 2k followers (wtf guys you’re all amazing thank you so much)! and after some input from you guys, i’m gonna be doing a blog awards / game thing! idk how this will pan out, so fingers crossed? this’ll be in two parts btw! you don’t have to participate in the game / challenge to enter the blog awards!

pt. II - Games & Challenges

alright, lets play.

  • if you decide to join, and you don’t have to, but if you do, here’s the game!
  • i’m going to post a series of challenges / games and you guys are going to play.
  • i’ll put out categories and you’ll answer the prompts to the best of your abilities
    • for example, if I say the prompt is
      • “photos: i want two photos. one of something study related (stationery, paper, anything tbh) and one of anything you want. go wild, be creative.”
    • then you’re going to post two photos of whatever! old submissions are okay too, btw! there will be specific hashtags or something idk i’ll think of something for you to submit to!!
  • i’ll be reblogging all submissions and stuff!!
  • so each category that i post will have a few winners. each winner(s) of the categories will be featured in my blog awards (part i of this thing)!

okay, so here are the categories

  1. take a picture, it lasts longer: i want two photos. one of something study related (stationery, paper, anything tbh) and one of anything you want. go wild, be creative! here’s the catch. you can write whatever in the captions, but no explanations allowed. your photos should speak for themselves.
    1. tag entry with: #obsidianpictures
  2. hit me with your best shot work: show me a picture of one of your best paper work (notes, bujo spreads, etc)! and say in your caption why it’s your best (i.e. handwriting, the doodles etc.)! it can be from your bullet journal, notes, textbook, artwork, journal, notebook, anything!!!
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  3. i have no words to describe this: write me something amazing and motivational or give me some useful tips on whatever (school, sleep, what time is best for eating, etc.) in no more than five sentences.
    1. tag entry with: #obsidiansentences
  4. your lovely neighborhood friend: you guys have people in the community that you admire, yes? well, go ahead and do something for them to show your appreciation! letter their url, draw them a picture, write something about them. show how much you appreciate or admire them, etc!
    1. tag entry with: #obsidianappreciations
  5. whatever title i can’t be bothered: you! tell me about you! do something, write or draw or sing or whatever, that describes or introduces you! make a graphic on your age and where you live and your hobbies or show your talents or answer a list of quirky questions! this is your chance to go wild and do whatever, just as long as it connects to you somehow!
    1. tag entry with: #obsidianintros

    & yes, there are prizes for this too

  • so the prizes above are included (featured on my blog, compliment or aesthetic, follow back, friendship)!!
  • i’ll also make you a customized graphic or a masterpost / guide / tips of something of your choice!

rules for the game / challenge

  • can only submit 3 entries per category
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  • must reblog this post (likes count as bookmarks only)
  • must say if you are a new blog or must mention your main if you’re a side blog
  • this ends june 31, 2016 (midnight GMT+8)

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Runaway Love - Jack Gilinsky Imagine

To be honest I don’t even know what specific person this would considered to be an imagine about but I put Jack because he seemed to play the biggest role in the scenario the anonymous cutie sent to me when requesting this even though he’s like not the one being dated idk whatever I do what I want man ok. Let me know what you guys think because I was actually really excited about this because I felt like I could do so much with it and get creative and just yes. (Also shoutout to the Bieber fans because I mean the title hello gotta represent somehow)
I shuffled through my closet for something to wear as I got ready to go to my boyfriend’s house. A knock sounded from my door. “Come in.”
My brother’s head peeped from around the door as he peered in at me. “Where are you going?”
“To Kenny’s. Why?”
Jack shrugged and came fully into my room. “I’m just nosy. There’s no way you’re wearing this.” He picked up a tank top I threw on my bed for my outfit. It had a deep v cut in the back of it.
I rolled my eyes, not in the mood to argue. “Fine.” I hung it back on the hanger and grabbed a floral too with sleeves. “Better?” He nodded with a cheesy smile. “Now get out of here so I can get dressed you dweeb.” Jack stuck his tongue out as he left my room. Even though he was the older one he was not the more mature one, that’s for sure.
I got dressed and drove myself to Kenny’s, happily humming to myself with the radio along the way. He didn’t know I was coming over, but we typically did show up randomly at each other’s houses. I parked the car and let myself into the house since his parents’ car wasn’t in the driveway. When I climbed the stairs and opened the door to his room I gasped, my car keys falling out of my hand.
Kenny and the girl on his lap immediately pulled apart. She reached for her shirt on the bed behind him when she noticed me. I wanted to gasp again when I saw my best friend but I was frozen in shock. “Holy shit,” Kenny said as he rushed over to me. Instantly I sprinted down the stairs as he called and chased after me. I made it out the house and to my car before he grabbed my arm and spun me around.
“Andrea!” I finally managed to yell. “You cheated on me with Andrea!” My chest felt like it was going to cave in and water formed in my eyes.
“I know,” he fumbled with his words. “I’m sorry I-”
“No!” I cut him off as I shook my head. Before I could process my reflexes my fists hit against his bare chest. “You’re not sorry. You wouldn’t have done it to begin with if you gave a fuck about me or my feelings.” He grabbed my shoulders to stop me from hitting him. I pushed him off of me and unlocked my car, climbing inside. “Don’t ever fucking talk to me again, neither of you.” I slammed the door shut and reversed out of the driveway.
The tears I had fought to hold back finally overcame me. You give someone your all for nine months and they throw it away like it was nothing special. All the plans you made disappear instantly into a hole of nothing. Complete disregard for the other person.
My parents had left by the time I got home, most likely for shopping. I silently gave thanks for them not having to see me in this state. I ran upstairs to my room. I had decided on the drive home I had to get away. From everything.
My door slammed shut as I stuffed randomly clothes into a duffle bag. A knock came from my door. “Go away, Jack.” I wiped my eyes fiercly, knowing he would come in anyways.
I was right; he didn’t go away. The door opened and he looked at me in utter confusion as I hectically grabbed only the necessities. “What’s wrong? What are you doing? Are you going somewhere?”
I shook my head, not daring to talk for fear of crying once again. He grabbed my arm and I yanked it away from him. “I have to get out of here. I don’t want to see his face.” I pushed past my brother and ran down the stairs.
“Who? Kenny? What did he do?”
“He cheated on me, alright Jack? He fucking cheated on me with Andrea. Are you happy now?” I screamed at him. Hearing the reality of the situation made it real and feel so much worse. My cheeks were wet with tears as they came down again.
“Are you fucking serious? I’m calling the boys,” he said angrily as he pulled his phone out of his pocket.
I have him a sarcastic laugh. “What is that going to do?” I asked bitterly. “You won’t kick his ass. You won’t ruin his life. You’ll just yell at him for breaking your little sister’s heart. You think that’s going to stop them from fucking?” He looked at me in surprise and hurt. Jack and I had always been close. We weren’t the stereotypical brother and sister that fought constantly and hated each other. We always had each other’s backs so even I was shocked at how I was talking to him. “I have to get out of here.”
I swung open the house door and went to the car, throwing my stuff in the backseat before climbing in. “Where do you think you’re going exactly?” Jack asked through the window.
“I’m going to Aunt Judy’s.”
“You’re going to New York?” He yelled this time and his hands pulled at the car door repeatedly as he tried to pry it open but I had already locked them. “Open the fucking door! You’re not leaving here!”
I stopped looking at him as I started the car. It made the pain worse. “I’m sorry, Jack,” I whispered, knowing he couldn’t hear me. He continued to yell as I pulled out of the driveway and down the street towards the airport.

I’ve always enjoyed the concept of characters interacting with alternate versions of themselves. I’ve been thinking about the Outsider a lot and was wondering what it would be like if there was a version of him that never merged with the Void and was left as an outcast human that grew up and continued to live as a vagabond wandering on the fringes of society. And then I thought about what would happen if that alternate downtrodden human version of himself somehow managed to interact with his Void self from another universe or timeline. Like maybe finding a way to reach out to the Void through his desperation and suffering, and I felt like drawing something based on that. If he was born over 4000 years ago why is he wearing clothes contemporary to Dishonored’s time period? I don’t know, but just pretend he’s like a ‘modern’ day vagabond concurrent with Dishonored’s setting in another timeline or something to that effect. Or I could just be honest and say I wanted to do a scenario with a human version of the Outsider that’s basically wearing a tattered and worn version of the exact same outfit but minus the outer jacket because my mind is a wellspring of limitless creativity. (Side note: I’m positive that other people have played with notions of human!Outsider (Humansider? Idk) before me so in no way and I claiming to invent the idea or anything but I mainly just felt like experimenting slightly with my own version).

i want to do a mural or something on my unpainted wall but idk what to do. i need creative inspiration. submit me some things. if you wanna know what i like, here’s a link to my art blog  and a link to my ask (art blog ask link here) if you have questions on what i like. please help! i have horrible artists block constantly. thanks <3 if you help/boost me i’ll do blog rates or selfie reblogs or something, just message me, idc, i’m just in desperate need of help! i’ve even included a space llama gif for your blog. 

thanks, love you <3

anonymous asked:

hey! i've been feeling a little down lately and you seem to be a really nice person + a rly good artist so i figured i'd ask: how do you manage to draw constantly?? i dont mean like fitting art into your schedule but rather how do you manage to always get new ideas and stuff?? bc even tho i love drawing and i have the technical skills i have no creativity... and its kinda sad really bc creativity its like the one thing people expect of artists...

I have no creativity either I think. I’m only inspired when it comes to my otp, which kind of sucks if you want to create a portfolio or if you want a more serious career in art.. 

But personally looking at other people’s art pumps me up! I end of experimenting with something “cool” they do - the way they color, use specific imagery, etc. Umm also think about what you’re interested in, for example if you like a band maybe draw inspiration from their lyrics? Maybe don’t try to force yourself to be creative, draw what you want to (be it a cat, or a plant, idk) and your style might evolve into something more distinct if you carry on for a long time. (Lol but please understand I have 0 creativity so take this advice with a grain of salt)