idk i think it's pretty good

god its funny i was (and still kinda am lol) such a sensitive kid like srsly super minor things that happened were psychologically damaging its ridiculous

idk How i survived thiz far in my life considering how stuff like finding a picture on google images of pikachu with ms paint blood and a black eye with the caption “die you pikachu” actually made me have an intense emotional breakdown at age 8

i always think im a wimp but i mean its good to know im stronger than little kid me was! i got sent pictures of actual mutilated bodies a couple months ago and it was uh pretty scarring but i was just kinda like “yikes :/ real mature” where that pikachu image is still in my brain as the most cruel disturbing thing ive ever seen. how did i make it this far xD

idk man the thing that sucks about not being really pretty is that no matter what you tell yourself and what your friends might say, you sort of always know that you’re just not. and i’m not talking about being stubborn and fishing for compliments, it’s just knowing that you’re not conventionally attractive, that people on the street won’t double-take when you pass by them, that people won’t be flustered trying to talk to you. and i know looks aren’t everything but damn it sure feels like it when you aren’t absolutely gorgeous

Welcome to the deep end, kid

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Oh look, a soma drawing that’s transparent, wooooo-

No but seriously this took me like two hours and editing the speedpaint took another hour so I’ve spent like three hours on this and-

I’m dead. But it was worth it.

Speedpaint: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ByOBjzGQDo&feature=youtu.be

Class on BBC America

ok so if youre following me and haven’t watched class already, i wouldn’t blame you if you just looked away from the title lmao, i am quite forceful when it comes to this

ANYWAY, as most of you probably know already, the new series of doctor who premieres on bbc america tonight at 9/8c (if you’re in the small minority who doesn’t just download it illegally when it comes out in the uk), and that’s awesome!! but before you’re tempted to switch off your tv immediately and scream on social media - there is a new show starting straight after, and you should really watch it

class is a spin-off of doctor who set at coal hill school, with a torchwood-like premise in that there is a tear in space and time which attracts a bunch of aliens. the cast is HUGELY diverse - there’s a black girl who is super intelligent and skipped two school years, but is still vulnerable and cares deeply about her family (and calls out another character on his alien racist attitudes); a sikh boy who talks about his religion, and loses a leg in the first episode and has to get used to using a prosthetic, and a gay polish character who deals with homophobia, but that isn’t his entire character. the only two white males are in a gay relationship, and there are two interracial relationships as well.
THERE’S NOT A SINGLE STRAIGHT WHITE MALE IN THE MAIN CAST!!

also it’s not written by moffat if that helps - its written by YA author patrick ness who’s written stuff like a monster calls, more than this, the rest of us just live here, etc.

HOWEVER, at the moment, due to lack of advertising from the bbc, only being shown online and being given a shitty time slot when it actually was shown on bbc one, it is very low on viewing figures, and in danger of not being renewed for a second season. at the moment, the bbc haven’t made a decision, and it entirely depends on how well it does in america - so it’s crucial that you watch it!! even if you don’t want to actually watch the show, at least leave your tv on after dw, to boost the viewing figures. posting about in online, specifically twitter and instagram since those are the only ones the bbc care about, would also help a lot, and signing the petition for season two (that i can’t link right now as im on mobile)

(the characters i didn’t mention are brilliant as well - there’s a girl who seems like a typical hufflepuff at the start but then becomes probably the second most badass character in the show, gay alien prince who’s socially awkward and adorable but also super morally grey and pretty much a slave owner, and although he doesn’t think so he gets called out on it a lot, and an alien freedom-fighter physics teacher who has hilarious lines but also a really complex personality and backstory and gets a shit ton of character development. she’s my fave. i love her a lot.)

tl;dr: class is on bbc america tonight at 10/9c (after dw), its really good, watch it or it won’t get a second season and i’ll cry

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another simple lil star dump, cause i dunno svtfoe is just,, rlly fun to draw for some reason? like im just in a star mood i guess. it was also rlly nice to work on these, there a lot simpler then i usually do stuff but it was actually kinda relaxing,

anonymous asked:

What do you think hanji would wear to a formal event, besides her uniform? I personally couldn't imagine her wearing a dress or heels, but I wonder what you think because idk lol

As much as I love the idea of Hanji absolutely killing it in a gorgeous dress, I have a hard time imagining her wearing a dress in canon. To me, at least, wearing a formal-style dress doesn’t really fit with her character. I feel like she would want something a little more comfortable, something with more flexibility of movement. When I was deciding on her outfit for the formal event in License to Science (And Kill), I opted for a sort of elegant jumper. Something like this:

It’s sleek, elegant, and it (at least) appears to be comfortable. It worked perfectly for a modern spy AU. However, I can’t imagine anyone in the canonical snk universe wearing a jumper like this. 

When the characters aren’t in uniform, both men and women seem to wear some form of button-up shirt. For the male characters it is paired with pants, while female characters seem to primarily wear long skirts. From what I can tell, the style of clothing seems to be a blend of early 1900′s-1940′s ish fashion (though i’m certainly no expert). Using this (admittedly large) time period as a basis, I’d reason that female formal fashion in the snk universe would consist of a stylized dress, and male formal fashion would consist of some manner of suit. 

But I, like you, have a hard time imagining Hanji happily wearing a dress or heels. 

Instead, I think she’d wear something like this:

or maybe: 

Both are examples of early 20th century formal fashion that incorporates pants in the place of dresses or skirts. I could see Hanji wearing either of the above outfits in a formal setting.

Or heck, maybe she’d take after Marlene Dietrich and rock a straight up suit.

Need You.

In which Spence has a tough day and just needs some comfort.

Originally posted by sensualkisses

A/N: wanted to write this and I thought it was cute, idk. I listened to Work Song by Hozier while writing and its such a pretty song i recommend it. Also the song Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran. hope u guys like this (: good thing to read if you’re tired, upset, have your period, or just want some cuddly reid.


Doctor Spencer Reid was a very strong person. He was so brilliant and clever, often thinking of and about things other people wouldn’t. He solved crimes you couldn’t even think about without feeling disturbed. But although Spencer was strong, sometimes work was too much for him to deal with by himself. Sometimes he needed you to help him fall asleep.

Tonight was one of those nights. He’d dealt with a particularly difficult and sickening case, and all he could think about was you all day. He missed you. He needed your gentle touch and sweet kisses to comfort him.

And so, he drove home in a hurry and sulked into the bedroom where you laid over the covers, your glasses on your face and a book in your hands. 

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anoptimisticdevil  asked:

for your last spiderman drawing, i was wondering how you got that beautiful lighting? it looks so warm and soft, i adore it! just, do you have any tips to achieve that Look? idk pointers. sorry if this has been asked before! :) i adore your art!! its so good!!!

thank you i’m glad you like it!

Lighting is still pretty hard for me and i’m not super good at it still but I made a reeeally quick reference to help explain my process when it comes to lighting. I hope it helps a little! This is definitely not professional advice, but just things i think about when i colour.

The base colours are the diffuse colours of the materials (aka the “true colour”, what we see when the subject is placed under pure white light).

When it comes to lighting, I think about ambient light as well as the colour and sharpness of my lightsource(s). I recommend experimenting with swatches to make sure these colours harmonize. Some colour theory comes in handy here. Also if it helps, use lower opacity brushes to make sure that the integrity of your base colours are not completely lost (however careful not to abuse this!).

Another tip is to play with the levels and hue/saturation until you feel satisfied with what you have. But most importantly!!!! observe the world around you and use photographs for reference! I need to do a lot more of this lol

I hope this wasn’t completely useless! Thanks for the question!

anonymous asked:

You know, for the first time I kind of feel like 1D really isn't gonna get back together. I really kinda just came to terms that it's done. I think it might have been the way Harry talked about it in the past tense? Like "after one direction blah blah blah". Idk. I'm kinda sad? I still hope they get back together but I don't know anymore.

I’m kinda just where I’ve been with it I think. My original expectations when the band first went on Hiatus changed a while ago, over a year ago now, and I think since then they’ve stayed pretty much the same. 

Like, the band as we /knew/ it is over I think. And I think that’s a good thing? The more time goes on, the more tidbits we get here and there, the more we realise how /bad/ it was, and how unhealthy it maybe was. We were all, us and them, in this crazy cycle and i don’t think any of us realised how fucking crazy it was until it stopped? 

I honestly do see them getting back together, but it won’t be in the 18 months they said, I don’t think that number was ever real? I think it was just because they were pressed so much. I think that’s why it was never certain. I think them having the chance to really, genuinely explore their solo endeavours is the only way the band gets back together, and the only way its a good thing. They need to do what they want, and not be rushed through it.

I think if and when they come back, it will be smaller, it won’t be as crazy, it’ll be smaller venues and less terrible managing. I think it’ll be more authentic? I think they’ll be able to really make what they want to, we’ll be able to see all of them in it. I think the way they’ll come back is when they can all be there, and be /them/. And when that happens I’m gonna be so excited. But in the mean time, I’m also enjoying this.

Best thing about coming home after a long convention day:

That first cup of tea out of your own mug! 

That, and a hot shower.

(thanks again @elidoo for the #bornperfect project :D)

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I was just doodling and listening to music when I realized that this song makes me think of Portal Stories: Mel? Idk what do you guys think

i see a lot of posts going around about how the process of making art is essentially just tears and experiencing The Struggle™ and while those are ALL TRUE i would also like to point out the GOOD THINGS about making art!!!!!! 

  • when u finally find that ONE PERFECT SHADE OF COLOR
  • experimenting with different art styles 
  • those tiny mindless doodles u make on the corner of the page
  • flipping ur canvas and seeing that ur drawing isnt TOO asymmetrical 
  • [picks brush u dont often use] why the HECK dont i use this more often??? 
  • putting ur music on shuffle and a song that fits the scene of what ure drawing comes on 
  • turning off ur lineart layer and having a good laugh over how ur color layer looks like a melting ice cream
  • drawing something u’ve never tried and realizing that u LIKE IT 
  • when ur friend does the compliment thing. thank u friend 
  • drawing a curvy line and GETTING IT RIGHT THE FIRST TRY
  • overlay. thats it 
  • blushies!!!
  • spacing out in the middle of sketching/lining/coloring and 5 mins later going like o HEY COOL i can draw
  • that tiny pop when u stretch ur back after hours of arting 
  • seeing the final result and thinking goddamn!!!!!!
  • I Did That!!!!
  • wow!!!!!!
  • i really love art!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Les Cactus [Jacques Dutronc Cover]
The Last Shadow Puppets
Les Cactus [Jacques Dutronc Cover]

Les Cactus | Rock en Seine

THIS TOOK A FEW HOURS OR SO but i think they turned out pretty decent!!!
except maybe teddy he looks a lil funky-

just some good ol pals!!! 

Why did i put the most effort into giegue? i dont know

original size:

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get to know me meme : favorite relationships [1/5] sterek
“Oh, I don’t know, Derek. I think you two make a pretty good p a i r.”

sheridandwyer  asked:

May I please request headcanons for the RFA + V + Saeran finding out MC is both very ticklish and has a tickle kink/gets turned on when they tickle them? They'd probably try to hide the fact that they're turned on/pretend they aren't ticklish so their s/o wouldn't find out, becuase they're embarrassed and feel like a freak because of it? Sorry I made this really descriptive it's just something I personally have been struggling with lately. Thank you so much!

There’s definitely nothing to be ashamed of with a tickle kink! I actually think it’s pretty cute and I feel like the RFA would think so too. Idk why but I find kinks a really fascinating thing because everyone’s are different and individual yet some are really common. 

I think I mentioned in a previous one about implied NSFW so the same is with this- it’s implied but there’s not any of the good stuff! Anyway, I hope these scenarios are ok! ~H x

RFA and MC with a tickle kink

Yoosung:

-You thought that Yoosung was the kind of person who would probably be very ticklish
-So you thought it would be fine if neither of you tickled the other
-A foolproof plan
-Not
-You were playing LOLOL and Yoosung was beating you effortlessly so you decided he needed distracting
-And you kissed him quite passionately whilst he was trying to defeat the monster
-“That’s cheating!” Yoosung declared after you pulled away, his face bright red from the sudden affection.
-You giggled and sat back down, thinking you’d won
-But Yoosung wanted revenge
-He came behind you and tickled you
-You immediately squealed before covering your mouth
-But Yoosung had figured that you were ticklish and was not about to show mercy
-So he continued to tickle you until
-“Mmm, Yoosung,” you accidentally moaned.
-He stopped and looked at you for a second
-Both of your faces were bright red
-“I really like it when you tickle me,” you whispered seductively, too turned on to care now.
-Yoosung captured your lips hungrily
-And you happily complied, kissing him back
-LOLOL was long forgotten by the time you’d finished

Zen:

-You knew Zen was always giving you hugs and occasionally catching your ticklish spots
-But it was ok because he was always happy to kiss you if you suddenly decided to make out with him
-Still, you didn’t want him to know how turned on proper tickling made you
-And you intended it to stay that way
-Until one time, Zen was massaging your feet whilst ranting about his coworkers
-And he decided to gently tickle your foot
-Luckily, your foot wasn’t a place where you necessarily got turned on
-But you still laughed
-“Aww, babe are you ticklish?” Zen smirked.
-“No,” you lied, trying to make sure he didn’t go any further than your foot
-Never mind his beast, you were about to become a beast
-“I think I’ll have to test that theory,” Zen hummed, obviously not believing you
-No no no no no
-That was the only thought going through your mind as he started to tickle you
-Very quickly, the laughing turned into soft moans
-Before you knew it, Zen was pinned under you and your noses were touching, both of you breathing heavily
-“Sorry, Zen. Tickling does things to me. Especially if it’s you,” you explained as briefly as possible.
-“I definitely wouldn’t apologise if I was you, babe.” Zen looked you up and down with a smile.
-You quickly kissed him deeply, roaming his mouth with your tongue
-Zen’s arms trailed down to your waist and he tickled you slowly again
-With a sharp groan, you grinded down against him
-It took a matter of seconds for both of your clothes to be scattered across the floor
-Zen definitely loved tickling you

Jaehee:

-She always seems so proper that you never thought she’d be one to tickle you
-Boy were you wrong
-You were making the two of you a cup of coffee when Jaehee came up behind you
-You thought she was just giving you a hug
-But then she tickled you
-With a squeal, you quickly put the coffee down and turn around
-“Jaehee- I- you shouldn’t-“ you tried to warn but you were already out of breath and feeling aroused.
-“Oh. Sorry- I won’t tickle you if you don’t like it,” she apologised.
-That was good. Then she wouldn’t know
-But you really wanted her now
-“It’s not that I don’t like it. It’s just..” you paused for a bit, “I kind of have a tickle kink.”
-Jaehee blushed and giggled
-Giggled
-“Don’t be embarrassed about it,” she said when she noticed that you went red.
-“It’s weird,” you argued, but Jaehee shook her head.
-“Am I allowed to tickle you, then?” she asked.
-“Only if you’re prepared for the consequences,” you breathed.
-Jaehee was definitely tickling you now
-Which turned into making out
-And before you knew it, you were underneath her as her hands tickled a different part of your body, making you squirm in delight
-Yep, Jaehee was definitely allowed to tickle you

Jumin:

-He wasn’t really a fan of tickling
-Much to your relief
-But he was having a bad day and wanted to curl up with you on the sofa
-You were happy to listen to his complaining about the annoying people he worked with
-Often they made you laugh
-Which made Jumin laugh
-Because he wants you to be happy
-But then he slowly starts tracing patterns on your side
-Right on your ticklish spot
-It’s slow enough at first, but then you shift slightly and giggle
-“MC, are you ticklish?” Jumin asked.
-“Oh, not really. You just… made me laugh,” you lied, hoping that he wouldn’t find out.
-Your evasion only made him more curious, so he decided to tickle you further
-The little squeals you made were so cute to him
-Until you moaned and he realised why you’d tried to hide it
-As a man of many kinks, he knew immediately
-Please never make me write that sentence again- it just sounded weird
-“So you really are ticklish,” Jumin mused in his deep, seductive voice, tilting your chin up to look him in the eyes.
-Boy are his eyes mesmerising
-And his voice
-What was once an innocent cuddling session certainly doesn’t feel like that now
-“Yeah,” you breathed out in defeat.
-“Good, because I know all the good spots to hit,” Jumin smirked.
-You didn’t miss the innuendo
-He connected his lips with yours, starting a deep kiss
-And then you were making out
-And then you were removing each others’ clothes
-And now you were ready to put Jumin’s statement to the test
-Cover your eyes, Elizabeth the 3rd

Seven:

-You were lying to yourself if you thought you’d last a day in this boy’s presence without being tickled
-He is the tickle master
-And he is merciless
-The first time you were over at his house, he cleared his throat
-So you looked up in surprise
-“I must declare,” Seven said in a mock serious tone, “that it’s time for a tickle war!”
-“No, Saeyoung!” you screeched.
-But he tickled you anyway
-You bit your lip hard to stop any… sounds… coming out
-But obviously not hard enough
-The second you moaned, Seven laughed
-“Ohohoho, I have uncovered MC’s fatal weakness,” he grinned.
-“Saeyoung, please!” you groaned, covering your face with your hands
-It was still way too early into the relationship for you two to be opening up about kinks
-“Don’t worry, your secret’s safe with me,” he winked.
-Warning: If Seven promises something and then winks
-He won’t keep that promise
-“Does that mean you won’t tickle me, then?” you asked.
-Ha
-The answer was no, obviously
-So you decided to shut Seven up by kissing him
-You needed to relieve yourself somehow, if only slightly
-And it certainly shut him up

Saeran:

-Saeran wasn’t really one for tickling
-So you thought you were pretty safe
-But he lives in the same house as Seven, remember?
-You were over at the Choi residence when Seven decided to declare a tickle war
-You immediately directed it to Saeran to avoid you getting tickled
-He let out very cute giggles
-But when Saeran realised you were ganging up on him too
-He attac
-He decided to ambush you with tickles
-To which you ended up squirming and squealing
-Seven quickly realised and left
-Thanks, Seven
-“Saeran, please, stop,” you begged.
-He can tell that you secretly like it
-But it’s not until you moan that he realises
-“So it’s like that, huh?” he whispered in your ear after pausing his tickling, straddling your waist.
-“Sorry. Tickling is just- really-“ you tried to explain.
-“Got it,” he winked before kissing you hungrily.
-He’s not going to forget about that fact
-Guys, please move to the bedroom. Seven could walk in any second

V:

-He wouldn’t really be a ticklish person
-But he’s the type to laugh anyway because he doesn’t want to disappoint anyone
-That doesn’t mean that he doesn’t love to give tickles
-Because he does
-V had wanted to take some pictures of you at the park
-You had tried to disagree but he was having none of it
-But for some reason, you weren’t quite smiling like your usual self today
-V asked you to stay on the bench and guard his camera whilst he bought some hot drinks from the hut in the park
-But he actually had a secret plan
-He bought the drinks, but after placing them down on the bench, staying out of sight, he tickled you
-You immediately squealed before feeling your core heat up
-Oh dear
-“Sorry, love, I didn’t realise you were so ticklish,” he smiled as he came into view.
-“Oh, it’s not just that, actually,” you blushed, hoping that you wouldn’t have to expand.
-But V was curious now
-“If it’s not just being ticklish, then what is it?” he asked, deciding to tickle you again.
-You end up panting when he finally relents
-And look up at him with passion in your eyes
-You grab the front of his jacket and connect his lips to yours
-That’s better
-When you pull back, V looks at you with even more confusion
-“Tickling… turns me on,” you admitted embarrassedly.
-“Aah,” V finally understood, “In that case I’ll make sure to be a bit more careful with my tickling i.e. not in a public park.”
-“Jihyun!” you scolded.
-Before kissing him again

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