idk i think i failed

kageyama bros fight!

Please imagine that after Leonard McCoy euthanizes his father the medical board discovers his actions and he loses his license.

Two days later, they discover the cure for his father’s illness.

He thought he would be able to handle losing his license. He thought he would at least be able to look back on it and know that he did the right thing. That he did what his father would have wanted. But as he sits there with the news of the cure heavy in his hands, he panics. He throws himself into a bottle and doesn’t come out for a long, long time.

By the time he rears his head again the losses have piled up. First, his mother cuts him out of her life. Then his wife. Then his daughter. And finally, he loses Earth. He has nothing left and so he leaves.

He’s always hated space. It’s too big and too dangerous and too damn unpredictable. But, he’s also always had the backup plan of joining Starfleet. They’re always on the lookout for good doctors–problem is, he’s no longer a good doctor.

But he needs to be.

Doctoring is in his blood. He looks at broken bodies and sees the ways he can heal them. When others hurt he hurts as well. His fingers itch to help. And so, after bouncing from planet to planet for a few years he finally finds one that won’t ask too many questions. This planet is newly colonized and lightyears away from any place half-ways civilized. It’s small and dark and the people can barely keep the lights on and the water running. They need a doctor, badly. 

They’re even willing to take on a doctor with a shady-looking license. 

He digs in and starts to do some real good work. He fixes broken bones and torn flesh and brings new people into the world and ushers out a few who didn’t make it. He’s fearful when he loses a patient: both for them and for himself. It sends him back to the bad place. The place of drinking and long stretches of lost time. He doesn’t like that place. 

He prefers people alive. For many reasons.

He’s just about gotten complacent with his new life when Starfleet’s flagship rolls up to check out the place. Make sure the colonists are getting along just fine. They beam down a small complement with the Captain strutting all around the place and the first officer, Spock, watching him far too closely for his liking. Kirk doesn’t seem to find anything wrong, but McCoy doesn’t miss the way Spock studies him.

(Nor does he miss the fact that Spock has never once called him “Doctor.”)

He catches Spock digging through his old medical records, with his forged license in one hand and a datapadd of all the evidence against him in the other. It’s obvious Spock knows him for the fraud he is. 

The question is, what is he going to do about it?

i wish i could read fanfiction like i used to but now it A: inspires me to write something myself B: reminds me how bad my own writing is in comparison or C: is ooc and i cant finish it


The Lockwood & Co. Series by Jonathan Stroud

“Well, I make that one murder victim, one police interrogation and one conversation with a ghost…to think some people just watch television.”

Scattered Words for all with Sundry

Basically, I’ve just decided to make this word dedication thingy because I literally have no idea what to do (besides the follower forever) once I hit 1k. No but really I didn’t even expect to hit 1k wtf.

So here are some pretty words for some pretty people that I know of~ (jfc everyone is pretty this was so hard)


phanbeans :

Pith  ➳  the important or essential part; essence; core; heart: the pith of a friendship. (noun) 

lesterotic :

Verdure  ➳  freshness in general; flourishing condition; vigor. (noun)

blossomphan :

Pulchritudinous ➳ physically beautiful; comely.  (adj)

kokorofranta :

Winsome ➳ sweetly or innocently charming; winning; engaging:a winsome smile. (adj)

avidhowell :

Frabjous ➳ wonderful, elegant, superb. (adj)

thornsword :

Aegis ➳   protection; support:under the imperial aegis. (noun)

huggley :  

Veracious  ➳  habitually speaking the truth; truthful; honest. (adj)

danscrotch :

Lambent  ➳  dealing lightly and gracefully with a subject; brilliantly playful:lambent wit. (adj)

dogedan :

Newfangled ➳  of a new kind or fashion:newfangled ideas. (adj)

obyidiot :  

Compatriot  ➳  a native or inhabitant of one’s own country; fellow countryman or countrywoman. (noun)

phangirlingforphan :

Adroit  ➳  cleverly skillful, resourceful, or ingenious: an adroit debater. (adj)

constipatedhowell :

Jocose  ➳  given to or characterized by joking; jesting; humorous; playful:a jocose and amusing manner. (adj)

todanhowell :

Sapient ➳  having or showing great wisdom or sound judgment. (adj)

starlighthowell :

Benign ➳  showing or expressive of gentleness or kindness:a benign smile. (adj)

phansbumsex :

Diuturnal ➳  of long continuance :  lasting, strength . (adj)

adorablehowell :

Ardent  ➳ intensely devoted, eager, or enthusiastic; zealous: an ardent student of French history. (adj)

dauntlester :

Trenchant  ➳ vigorous or incisive in expression or style: trenchant wit. (adj)

callmeshinsenpai :  

Tutelage  ➳  the act of guarding, protecting, or guiding. (noun)

sarcasticphan :  

Blithesome  ➳ lighthearted; merry; cheerful. (adj)

thorlester :  

Suave ➳  (of persons or their manner, speech, etc.) smoothly agreeable or polite. (adj)

yeezydan :

Métier  ➳  a field of work or other activity in which one has a special ability ; forte. (noun)

londonhowell :

Ethereal  ➳  extremely delicate or refined:ethereal beauty. (adj)

fireworksphan :

Convivial ➳  friendly; agreeable: a convivial atmosphere. (adj)

dropthebones : 

Tony ➳  high-toned; stylish. (adj)


I’m so sorry if you weren’t in here. I ran out of nice sounding words halfway through & I didn’t want to put a word against your username if I don’t know you that well (or don’t stalk you blog oops).

Once again, thank you guys for 1k!~


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