idk i just wanna go to sleep but i wont for some reason

Have a reply post.  :D  I think that’s all?  And I hope I replied to everyone WITHIN the post.  I end up doing replies in weird broken ways and there’ve been occasions where I’ve put the reply but haven’t actually said anything about it… >_>;  xD

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anonymous asked:

I hope I'm not being rude when I say this or that I don't think your criticism doesn't have value (bc i think victor should have retired), but I think that some themes and things in YOI are focused more in an Eastern perspective rather than a Westerner one?? Yuri himself has stated that his theme on love is abstract... idk

this isnt rude! however, i wholeheartedly disagree

(ive also seen this come up a lot as a reason for no “i love you” scenes, for why the kiss wasnt shown directly, & sorta thrown around as a general “ppl dont understand yoi for REAL!!!” so im happy to have a reason to address it.)

ive mentioned this a few times, but i study sociology & psychology! so i def get the idea of where ppl are coming from in regards to cultural norms/POVs, and japan is def super different from the USA (which is where im from) or other western cultures

however, before “cultural differences” is tossed around as a blanket justification, its important to understand the culture in question, the background cultures of the characters, and put yoi into context of not just japan, but of japanese anime. &, honestly, in context of yoi itself (more on that later)!

so lemme address the cultures in general, and then apply it to yuri on ice.

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Hockey Luke (Chapter Twelve)

oh god okay this is short and bad im so sorry

chapter one | chapter two | chapter three | chapter four | chapter five | chapter six | chapter seven |chapter eight | chapter nine | chapter ten |chapter eleven

chapter thirteen


Everybody had packed and were ready to go. Even the trophy that the team had one got its own bag. I had packed, more like shoved clothes into my bag, everything this morning. Leaving it to the last minute, there was no surprise there.

Most people were pretty tired today; they were all up partying last night. Me, on the other hand felt pretty tired too right now.

I hadn’t gotten a lot of sleep, for some reason I kept thinking about when Luke and I kissed. I didn’t want to admit it to myself before, I was stubborn like that. But yeah, I think I liked him. I couldn’t get the feeling of his lips on mine off of me, it kept replaying in my mind.

“Hey,” I turned around to see Cal, looking as tired as ever. The coach had told us to all meet in the lobby of the hotel this morning at 9am. So far there were very few people here. I was one of the firsts to arrive.

I smiled and greeted him, as he walked over to stand next to me and dump his hockey bag at his feet. He was about to say something else, when another voice interrupted him. “Hey Calum, were we supposed to give in our room keys to the front or to the coach?”

Luke came to stand next to us, dragging his own hockey bag behind him. His eyes flicked over to me, offering me a smile before turning back to Calum. “Shit.” Cal muttered, reaching into his pocket to pull out his own keycard. “I actually forgot to give it back.”

“What’d you do with yours?” I had zoned out for a bit, so I didn’t realize that Luke’s question had been directed towards me. “Hm?” I said, when both boys were looking at me, waiting for an answer. “I gave in and the front desk.”

The both of them nodded. Luke offered to take all the keys back so it was back to being just Calum and I. “Are you okay?” Calum asked after a few seconds, watching me.

I nodded. “Yeah, I’m just tired. I didn’t get a lot of sleep last night.” I mean, it wasn’t a lie. I had not been able to sleep very much, my mind was racing all night. The sentence, “you’re driving me crazy,” kept running through my mind.

Cal nodded, he looked tired as well. “Same here, the party went late.”

“Oh yeah, how was that?” I asked, still glad that I didn’t go. H shrugged. “Nothing special. You didn’t miss much.”

Luke came back, making small talk with Calum as we waited for the coach to arrive. Eventually, we ended up all seated on the bus, ready to head home. This time Calum wanted the window seat. As we sat down, he immediately leaned against it and shut his eyes.

“Hey,” Over half an hour of the ride home had gone by, and it was certain that Calum was asleep. I turned around to where I Heard Luke’s voice coming from, a few seats back. “Is he asleep?” He asked, and I nodded.

“Are you bored?” He asked another question, and I nodded once again. “You wanna come sit with me?” He asked, and I thought it over for a second. I didn’t want anything to be awkward, I hated situations like that. Still, I nodded again. I waited for the bus to come to stop at a red light before getting up and walking a few steps back to sit with Luke.

“Hey,” He whispered, when I sat down next to him. “Hi.” He whispered as well, smile lining his lips. “Why are we whispering?” He asked, after a few seconds.

I laughed, “I don’t know.” I said, voice still at a whisper. “The bus is really quiet.” It was true, I’m pretty sure most people were actually asleep.

The both of us fell silent again. “Can we talk,” I said at the same time he said. “Look,”

We both stopped talking, laughing slightly. “You go.” I nodded my head at head. He hesitated for a second. “I just wanted to say that, after last night, I don’t want to put you in any uncomfortable positions. Like,” He kept going, clearly having troubles saying what he wanted to be said. “I don’t want to feel obligated by anything.”

I nodded, knowing what he meant. “You don’t have to say anything if you don’t want to. I just wanted to tell you that.” I nodded again. I wanted to say something, I don’t know what though.

“What were you going to say?” He asked me after I never spoke up. “Uh,” I didn’t actually know what I was going to say, I just wanted to talk about last night because it was the only thing on my mind. “It’s not important now.” I smiled, trying to brush it off.

He gave me a look, but nodded his head anyway. “So,” He breathed out, grin coming back on his lips. “Tell me, Y/N, what do you really think of Calum.”

So just like basically everyone else, I had fallen asleep as well. I woke up to find my head leaning against Luke’s shoulder, and a pair of arms wrapped tightly around me. So I guess a lot of people were actually sleeping, because so was Luke. I didn’t make any effort, or any move to try and get out of his grasp. I felt comfortable.

I knew that I probably wasn’t going to be falling asleep again, I didn’t feel as tired as I was before. Maybe being this close to Luke wasn’t the best thing for me at the moment. I think I did like him, I really did. But I was so shit with my emotions, or with voicing those emotions and now I didn’t know what to do.

But I was so confused. Did that mean that he liked me as well? He did say “you’re driving me crazy” after kissing me. And today, when we were talking about it, it was as if he liked me and he didn’t want to put any pressure on me to return those feelings.

I don’t know I was probably over analysing everything, as I usually do.

Day in Disney

Bucky x Reader

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Requested by anon: I was wondering if you could do a buckyxreader where reader wants to go to idk, disney world or something, but Bucky doesn’t want to and somehow reader convinces Bucky and they have an amazing day and at the end Bucky thanks her and stuff  

A/N: special thanks to @avengersandchill, @justareader, @fanaticfangirl001, @fineartandfairytales (im trying so haRD to tag you but it wont let me :() and all my anons who helped me come up with disney ride, you guys are the best (◕‿◕✿) sorry if i didnt use your reasoning/ride, as i didnt go to in depth into the rides bc im not an expert and i didnt want to mess them up lol

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“So, Scottie,” You began, walking around the back of a table and ruffling your older brother’s hair before taking a seat next to Bucky, “Got any plans for us today?”

“Actually,” Scott smiled, throwing an arm around Hope’s shoulder, “We’ve got some Ant-Man and the Wasp training to do.”

“Seriously?” You asked, “I came all the way out here, and dragged Bucky along so he could meet you, and you can’t even hang out with us?”

“Sorry sis,” Scott shrugged, “Duty calls.”

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anonymous asked:

tell me bout soulless sam

okkkKk oh go do ok

i have waite dmy whole life for this moment … final ly

these !!! are just some headcanons, idk what u want, i mean i have a meta in process but ,,,, headcanons are fine y es ok

  • sam enjoys placing people in dangerous or unsafe predicaments just to see what happens. he likes observing how people deal with horrible things, especially if he’s the one who caused it. 
  • extremist.
    he made a devils trap by cutting his wrist with just his teeth – human teeth are not sharp enough to slice through skin easily, imagine how much work that must have taken and how much pain. yet he grins at the demons insanely lbr and leaves them there all happily with no thought whatsoever with what he just did. so yeah, extremist to the max.
  • doesn’t care about you or your problems. most likely you’re just something to pass the time with him. “that sucks man” – how he comforts someone. don’t expect much help from him. the only reason he’d keep someone around for a while is if he needs their help (aka 6x08, he told dean “i dont even really care about you, except for the fact i need your help”) or they offer … entertainment.
  • that being said, he’s not a horndog, omfg. i see so many fics wheres he like" sleEP WITH ALL THE PEOPLE" and yeah, while he wouldn’t hesitate to hook up, he’d get his job done first (6x09, even though he began to sleep with sparrow, it was only because he had concluded he’d done enough for the night, ergo he could take the time off)
  • once he’s focused upon something, he won’t give up until he reaches that goal. he doesn’t care who gets in his way. he’ll kill someone if they offer the slightest hindrance (6x10) also !! he’ll use anyone as bait. (6x07, i think, live free or twi hard)
  • look at tah t fukcing self righteous msirk. fuck him. (**can also be used for point one :0**)
  • better hunter than dean now. doesn’t feel anything so no hesitation, just wants to get the job done.
  • higher pain tolerance than regular humans & higher alcohol tolerance.
  • w/ the higher pain tolerance ,,,, he likes it. he likes being hurt, bloodied, bruised, all of that. because he actually feels while it’s happening. (6x09, like he let the guy beat him up before he pulled out the salt so ….. com e on) example –
  • like ok who looks like that after being beaten up. like i was watching w/ my dad and i muttered “why didnt he just dump the salt first” and my dad says all seriously “because he gets off on being beaten up” thanks
  • sadomasochist. he enjoys inflicting pain upon others (but !!! he won’t just go up and stab them , wtf the fuck, he’ll only do that if he intends to get smth out of them smh), and he enjoys being hurt. woo.
  • omg do not call him sammy that is seriously the only thing that actually gets to him. like joke about his dead mother & father. kill his friends. but call him sammy? nah bro youre dead meat. he doesnt have his priorities sorted.
  • extremely !! ex trem el y apathetic. bUT NOT A FUCKIGN ROBO T JESUS CHRIS T
  • he pretended to be normal sammy for a long time, even stating that it was hard (6x08, i think ,, ,, ,i havent seen spn in a while excuse), because he didn’t want dean to be upset (granted, it could also be taken that he did it for selfish reasons b u t)
  • he can feel anger, rage, annoyance, pain (physical, not emotional, but putting it here jic), frustration – all the bad qualities, basically. he remembers what its like to love, be happy, all that happy unicorn fluff, but he simply can’t feel it. he tries, sometimes, but nahhh he’d rather not.
  • doesn’t consider himself a monster or human. he thinks he kinda just … exists. he’s there. he knows how sociopathic his behaviour is, how inhumane he can seem, but he still doesn’t consider himself a monster.
  • i dont rlly wanna delve into the whole “sociopath vs. psychopath” issue, b/c i’m definitely not qualified to label sam as one or the other. i do have my own opinion as to what he is, but i’ve heard so many compelling arguments as to the other one so !!! i wont get into that.
  • very charming & intelligent. he’s emotionally abusive manipulative. long story short: dont let him fool u. he’ll flatter and bat his eyelashes at someone and as soon as they show a hint of weakness he’ll stab them in the back.

ok im rambling idk what exactly u wanna hear ???? like i have so many opinions/thoughts/headcanons about him so ask me anYTHING PLEASE i love soulless sam. p l e a se.

he was the most complex and interesting chara on the show. rip.