i think one of the reasons i’m so salty about nicky is that he and i have similar thoughts/issues with stuff like the internet and technology and the art of today, but at some point we diverge and i think i can see some of the reasons those things are dysfunctional or whatever and he doesn’t or isn’t looking at the same things or something so we’re coming to different conclusions or hitting very different walls within the same issues idk i love nicky but his thoughts give me so much weird anxiety because it’s almost what i think but ont quite and yet there is no solution or conclusion or whatever from either of us it’s just complaining and idk what i’m trying to say except that nicky gives me anxiety and i love him and i want to figure out how to solve this problem but it’s definitely bigger and more systemic than he or i could ever imagine and i think that’s one of the things that rings us both anxiety is that we’re both looking at things from a smaller angle than we both know they really are? idk this is nonsensical rambling nnow
LMAO some ppl calling YOU accepting of double standards???? do they even follow your blog like! Sorry you have to deal with this, yikes. Keep doing you Ev!