look, I know I’m really fortunate to have a really loving family n idk if its because I’m suddenly having a rebellious phase @ the age of 22 but my mom lately has been really pissing me off. just some of the things she’s been saying I don’t fucking like n that sounds really childish but to be honest @ this point in time I wish I lived alone. I probably wouldn’t be saying that if I actually lived alone, but part of me just wants to fucking leave to a foreign country for a bit so I can just be fucking alone. she’s been questioning my life n my future n its like I don’t fucking know ??? I don’t know how to give you an answer because I am just as confused as you are like I just wished she stopped asking me shit n let me sit in silence. I don’t want to become distant, but thats really all I want to be right now. I wish she stopped caring so much about my life n that sounds really stupid because some parents don’t give a CRAP n a lot of people wish the opposite, but its this constant sheltering n enabling that has made me a person that depends on my family too much…. n I don’t want that. I need a period of time where I really am just alone n I’d probably hate it but I need to experience it.
hey wanna share that list of all the bullshit the fandom did in those early days?