idk i havent made one in like a year

anyway i had,, a dream last night, but there were several dreams within that dream and it was a whole big mess

so the first dream, within the dream, was that i had to go to church for some school thing. i dont know why. i havent gone to church in two years. the school thing made me be one of the alter kids (idk what theyre called rip) and like, ive never done that, even when i did go to church. for some reason i couldnt fucking see, it was like i didnt have my glasses on even though i knew i had them on like i could see the rim around my eyes but i still couldnt SEE everything was so blurry. this girl, shes somewhat my friend idk, shes involved in a lot of extracurricular things, she came up to me and gave me the BELL, the bell the altar kid is supposed to ring at some point in the mass so i was like yo i cant ring the bell i have no idea when im supposed to fuckin ring it, and she was like dont worry i’ll motion to you, but it was a big responsibility that i didnt want and also i couldnt SEE so i wouldnt even see her motion to me it was just a got damn mess. then we had to kneel and pray or whatever but the stool thing i had to use wasnt even a stool it was like a fuckin bicycle pedal so i was scrambling to somehow kneel like everyone else who all had stools and i couldnt SEE it was all so overwhelming. also the mass was held in the school’s band room for some fucking reason

ok so i leave the mass and i was like “well that was a big fuckin mess” to the point where it didnt even feel real to me like, i left the mass and i went to chem then and like, all my classmates were there, from all my general classes not even just my chem class. i saw some adults in there too?? i went up to shannen all confused and i was like “well i just went to mass???” and shan was like “wtf thats not real” and i was like “well it was for some school thing..??” and the feeling that it wasnt real just got Worse and then some man who happened to be standing next to us was like “yeah they used to hold mass in the school like 10 years ago but they stopped” and i was, so confused. how the fuck did i go to mass if the school didnt do it anymore. why the fuck would the school do it in the first place when theres a church like right down the fucking street, 5 minutes walking distance

so i think the church thing was a dream, within a dream, and that Dream Man helped me realize it was a dream but it wasnt a lucid dream bc i only realized it was a dream within a dream, not that i was still currently dreaming, idk it was a fucking mess

then suddenly i find myself on tumblr ok, this is probably another dream within the dream because i never woke up in between the two and for some reason i just knew that this took place at night from the time i was in chem. im scrolling through my dash, i’ve had several dreams of me on tumblr just doing my normal thing but this Wasnt Normal. i follow someone who posts a Lot of tags on most of their posts so i like to look through them, i was doing that but it was like midnight and i kept skimming on accident and not understanding it so i tried to go back to the beginning of the tags. my screen is slowing down in responsiveness. the tags are darkening. i cant read the text. its a thick brown line with red and orange edges, the orange is spreading up my screen. im trying to scroll but it wont work. i double click to get to other apps and its fine but when i go back to tumblr its fucked, this shit’s only happening on there. all the sudden flames are at the bottom of the screen spreading upwards but theyre MINECRAFT FLAMES. i can no longer get to other apps. i wake up in a cold sweat

your favorite suho stan back at it with yet another FF,, honestly,, i thought nobody did this anymore but I’ve seen many around so I was like,, why not,
I was gonna make another edit instead of recycling last and last last year one but honestly,, who has the time, and I havent used photoshop in like 10 years so idk if i could even make something pretty,
But thank you all for making my days a bit funnier and pissing me off sometimes, those who praise Bayern or CLAIM suho is not the best thing about Exo,,but i still aprecciate every single one of you! sp. the ones who I’ve been following since,, 2014? that i made this blog, thanks for sticking with me i love u deearly,,,

Also this is not in alphabet order because thats too much organization for me..

First of all i wanna thank you, for not unfollowing me evenn though i went from 100% football to 10% you’re the real MVPs!

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i love u all mutuals or not

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um. hi.♥

I kinda just wanted to thank everyone who has followed me over the year and a half I’ve had this blog. Its been real, bruh. Through this blog i’ve made some seriously awesome friendships and met so many unique and enthusiastic footie fans. I don’t know how i would have made it through transfer windows or crappy seasons without you all going through it with me! I just wanted to seriously thank you and hope that you all will be here next season too! Just know i’m always here to talk about your football feels or you can snapchat me, I don’t mind♥ I love you all so much! thanks.

So… three people who put up with my crap on a regular basis who deserve so much happiness are raulgonzalezblanco7 rafikivarane and ladethima  yeah i love you girls.

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if you actually read the paragraph you deserve a cookie♥

anonymous asked:

as a 16 year old thats starting to really get into serious art, it made me extremely happy to know you also started around this time, do you have any progression posts? (like art from a year ago and art from now idk if I'm making sense rip)

Hmm I havent but this was one of the first digital drawings I’ve ever did (of Ruby Rose for Summer Rose Court) which said posted 1 year ago (give or take a few months)

Versus one of my more current pieces for Tenacity:

I made myself do a drawing a day, even ifit was a small doodle! Practice really helps!!