idk i got emotional

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봄날 / spring day - bts (lyrics)

Some Place Away

WS!Bucky x Reader

Summary: Roughly based on Ariana Grande’s Dangerous Woman

Word Count: +3k | Rating: R

Warnings: Angst, SMUT. UNPROTECTED SEX (wrap your wang, before you bang!)

A/N: alright, this was hard to write, and my head hurts but i was determined to write my first song fic and this is for KUMI!!! (@mellifluous-melodramas​) my wifey! OMG I’M NERVOUS HOE

(also, i’ve added ‘///’ where the smut starts and ends)

y’all, enjoy and do drop a comment in my ask box or anywhere

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Somewhere in London, January 28, 1992; 12.47am.

You lean on the lamp post, far from them on the empty street, your gaze never leaving his form as you watch your soldier talking to another woman, who was rather getting a little too handsy with him. Her delicate fingers brushing up over his prosthetic arm, treating it like a delicate, poor little flower.

It disgusts you to no end and your violent mind thinks of all the scenarios where you’d do anything to keep her away from him. Keep everything, everyone away from him. But you know he’s only doing his job, the one that HYDRA forced him to do.

But there are so many other ways of gathering information. You could have taken matters in your own hand, but since the Soldier was granted the liberty for this mission, he thought it could be done without any sort of destruction, which you would never hesitate to cause.

It has been half an hour since they’re talking and as much as you wanted to ignore the sting in your heart, your brain overtakes your feelings and reminds you once again that you’re nothing but the protector; you’re here just to keep an eye on the asset. Any other sort of attachment would cost you both your lives.

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you know for a fact that lucas and maya would be that couple that just bicker over everything and tease each other to hell and back and at first their classmates were all like ‘omg all they do is argue why are they even together’ BUT THEN they all saw the way lucas looks at maya even when they’re 'arguing’ and they all saw how maya smiles when he’s teasing her and just realized that they really do love each other underneath all the bickering and from then on lucas and maya have the strong, loving, teasing relationship everybody wishes they had and they win favourite/cutest couple every year okay thIS IS A FACT

okay I think chuck may honestly be my favorite show ever and it’s a shame that not more people know about it because it’s got the best combination of comedy and actual continuing plot and it’s such an original idea and the music is so good and the actors are amazing and chuck and sarah may be one of the purest couples on tv and why are people not watching this show more

Before You Judge Bran… 

I have seen a lot of criticism of 7x03 in regards to Bran and how he was written and his seeming callousness towards Sansa. One of the main things I am seeing is peoples’ disappointment over how “Bran isn’t Bran anymore.” And while I do understand peoples’ confusion and issues with Bran (especially regarding the scene in the Godswood with Sansa), I feel like maybe disappointment is making it hard to see the bigger picture. 

Because it is true: Bran is not Bran anymore. “He’s the Three Eyed Raven now.” I think it’s very likely that what we are seeing from Bran are pretty classic signs of compartmentalization and dissociation. I mean, think about Bran’s recent plot from his perspective, especially in regards to what he has seen. 

Just a few examples:

  • Hodor breaking down as his body and mind are being invaded and taken over. 
  • Edd and the Night’s Watch fighting an army of Ice Zombies. 
  • Ned holding his dying sister Lyanna in his arms. 
  • Sansa being brutally raped by one of the men who helped kill her family and take over her home on their wedding night. 

Not only are these most likely the absolute worst moments of peoples’ lives, but they are also moments of pure terror. And 16 year old Bran is getting a up close and personal front row seat for every heartbreaking, horrifying detail. Indirectly experiencing moments of trauma can in itself be traumatic… Bran has to be the Three Eyed Raven because he wouldn’t be able to handle everything he has seen, and will have to see, as Bran. Without a psychological defense mechanism it would be too much, it would be unbearable. 

noct loves prompto so much you guys

(So I was going to attach this to this post but everything spun wildly out of control. I have too many feelings about this okay.)

Noctis has spent his whole life surrounded by people who have simultaneously babied him and pushed him to the limits of his abilities. Just look at Gladio and Ignis–always there to support him in his daily life at the same time that their job is, literally, to mold him into a flawless leader above any reproach.

And more than that, Noctis is never around anyone openly vulnerable. He grows up around war heroes and politicians and people whose response to failure or trauma of any kind is to shrug it off or grin and bear it. Even his own father has to be stoic despite pain and strife; he’s so endearingly awkward when he bids farewell to his son at the start of the game, unable to offer any comfort or show any grief beyond a small plea for Noct to remain strong in the face of adversity.

You can see how Noctis has internalized all of this; how he becomes emotionally remote whenever catastrophe occurs. When his father dies, when Luna dies, when Prompto is captured, he doesn’t allow himself to cry or seek comfort from anyone. He distances himself, puts up a front. Turns inward.

But then there’s Prompto.

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Not to be dramatic but the looks Mako and Korra give each other in the series finale are and forever will be the most loving and heartfelt expressions in any fiction universe and nothing will convince me otherwise

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things from hamilton that haunt me
  • Burr’s horrified “no” when Madison and Jefferson agree to meet with hamilton in the room where it happens
  • eliza’s “stay” from that would be enough mirroring maria’s from say no to this
  • let me be a part of the narrative/I’m erasing myself from the narrative
  • eliza and maria both saying they are helpless
  • Jefferson, Madison, and Burr all sounding hurt/pathetic when they say “to have Washington on your side” at the end of washington on our side
  • washington saying he needs hamilton alive and hamilton not hearing him bc he’s shouting in meet me inside
  • Eliza and Washington both saying they want hamilton to stay alive for them in let it go (off-broadway)
  • the pause in the Laurens interlude
  • angelica’s satisfied’s get a different meaning as the show goes on
  • the ending of the original alexander hamilton
  • “he aims his pistol at the sky!” “wait!”
  • “I feel a sense of calm fill me. It’s not in his political interest to kill me” from ten things one thing (off-broadway/original)
  • the rewind in ten things one thing
  • basically all of ten things one thing
  • eliza’s scream after stay alive reprise/her gasp at the end of the show
  • hamiltons part in the world was wide enough, specifically “he’s with my mother on the other side” and “teach me how to say goodbye, rise up, rise up”
  • fucking all of who lives, who dies, who tells your story
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“On June 12, 2016, 49 people were killed & 53 others were wounded at Pulse in Orlando. The attack is the deadliest mass shooting in United States history & the deadliest incident of violence against LGBT people in U.S. history. One year later, we sing for Pulse. We sing for Orlando. We sing for you. We sing as one. We will not be silenced. - Michael Korte”

just wanted to make this post saying thank you! i passed 9k followers last night and i was going to post something, but i was too distracted by a certain pink haired murder bean (and his friends), so i’m taking the time to write this now!

i want to keep this short and sweet so i don’t get too emotional, but thank you from the bottom of my heart for allowing me to be part of this community along with you guys. you have no idea how much it means to be to be accepted by such a wide and wonderful group of people such as you all. thank you for being a place that i can turn to when college life gets a bit too rough for me.

you guys keep me motivated in wanting to make gifs and edits and i constantly get inspired all the time. plus! i fucking love geeking out over theories and headcanons and all that with you all. i’ve made some really great friends in this community and i’m thankful for that. but even if we don’t talk all the time, i still appreciate you very very much!

just, thank you for letting me be a fan along with you all and thank you for following my silly little blog. 💖

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first/last

I’m immediately struck by his youth. He can’t be much older than me. It’s obvious he’s in charge of something, though I have no idea what. His skin is flawless, unblemished, his jawline sharp and strong. His eyes are the palest shade of emerald I’ve ever seen.

I’m scanning the thousands of people scattered around this icy, icy ground and I don’t see him, not anywhere, and the terror of this moment kicks me in the gut until I’m out of breath and out of hope, blinking fast and trying to hold myself together. The metal roof under my feet is shaking. I turn toward the sound, heart pounding, and see a hand reach over the top.

so i’ve been staring at bruce in the new promo (as you do) and i cant help wondering where the hell those headphones came from or why he has them, because fugitive bruce banner does not have the money to throw away on those expensive headphones bro

but then i thought about his quote from the first movie: “i’m exposed. like a nerve. it’s a nightmare.” and he doesn’t just mean that emotionally or mentally - his skin literally shifts and his body expands and probably has to reorganize itself every time he transforms. when he becomes the hulk, while he’s running on adrenaline and rage and a nearly invincible body, the pain that comes with that kind of transformation means nothing, but when he transforms back, imagine how much pain he must be in.

not only that, imagine how sensitive he would be to the world around him. with adrenaline, your senses sharpen and your world “narrows” to whatever you target is, and that’s how the hulk thrives, but it’s bruce who crashes at the end of that adrenaline rush. because of it, he’s over-sensitized to everything - he can hear every little noise and see every flash of light, and it leaves him disoriented and with migraine after migraine. he can’t even stand rough textures on his skin, every little thing feeling like an assault to his freshly-exposed body.

bruce tries to hide it, of course. and of course the rest of the avengers notice. seemingly unhurtable bruce is always the one to patch their wounds up at the end of a battle, no matter how he’s feeling. they all agree it’s about the time they do the same for him.

nat asks him his favorite color one morning, and after one very confused answer and a task given to bruce to distract him for a couple hours, the rest of them go shopping for the softest pillows and blankets they can find, most of them in shades of yellow (plus one hulk pillow pet). nat and clint litter them around the central living room, where they usually go when they land after a mission, and thor prides himself in making a small, mostly private cubby in the quinjet for the exhausting rides back. steve starts keeping a spare sweatshirt in the plane at all times - he noticed the way bruce curled into it after he lent him it after one post-transformation. and, of course, tony designs and makes the best noise-canceling headphones and sleeping masks in the world (he tried to make the mask massage your face, but luckily pepper talked him out of it).

they dont offer them to bruce, but they are all there waiting for him after their next mission. when they walk onto the quinjet, steve hands him the sweatshirt without a word before going to the cockpit, and clint practically pushes him into the most colorful blanket fort he has seen on a military aircraft.

they dont say anything, just go about their usual business. bruce sits, stunned into silence himself. he watches them carefully, a war of emotions on his face that isn’t hidden well, until he grabs the stuffed hulk next him and lets a smile slip through. everyone tries to be nonchalant, but the tension in the air dissipates all the same and is replaced with something warm.

they didn’t offer to take care of him because they know he would never accept. not because he’s too proud, but because he thinks he doesn’t deserve it. they’ve made their disagreements on that point clear, but words sometimes aren’t the best weapons. sometimes, it’s a few blankets, some headphones, and a hulk pillow pet.

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the children and wards of caesar augustus

over the course of his life, emperor augustus took many children into his care. some were slaves or the children of defeated monarchs while others were members of his own family, as he failed to produce a male heir to succeed him. many of them stayed with his sister octavia, and among them were queen cleopatra selene and her future husband king juba, as well as the future emperor tiberius.

i say it a lot but i really don’t know how to describe hayley and taylor’s friendship…. like it’s so much deeper than a friendship, like out of everyone they just like don’t seem to break??? they’ve probs had moments where they’ve disagreed but it’s like they literally have some unbreakable bond which isn’t usually something you have with someone who is just a casual friend/best friend.

basically it’s a platonic relationship. a relationship without the romance/sexual thoughts and actions. i mean it’s not hard to notice how intimate they are with each other, and how they’ll literally gush about each other to no end, and that time taylor kissed her cheek, how they’re like always hugging or being playful and many other things. it’s platonic intimacy (well it can just be labelled as intimacy since it’s not reserved just for romance) and it’s real nice to see tbh, and how they aren’t afraid to show it either considering how the media and society will judge it.

their relationship is just really nice and refreshing and such a healthy thing and i love it more than anything