idk how to make this good

anonymous asked:

whaddya think about how the peeps at marvel keep treating the whole stucky ship? like I know they won't make it canon and I've accepted that, but to me it seems very obvious that they're aware that it's popular it is and they try to market their stuff in order to sell it to the shippers and get money off it. it just seems gaybait-y to me but idk if I'm overreacting

nah it’s super queerbaited, they know full well, they’re totally aware of it, they’re aware of how underrepresented we in the lgbt community are, they know we’ll show up for any characters we can connect to whether they make them canon or not, and so they string us along and make jokes about the pairing to keep us interested but will never ever follow through on the pairing so like, their jokes and comments aren’t funny or relatable, they’re insulting. we’re good enough for them to laugh about in interviews and as a marketing technique but we’re not good enough to actually be represented in their movies? either follow through and give us representation or shut up about the pairings we see ourselves in.

Here's the biggest dilemma of my life atm:

How to live when Bughead/Sprousehart is happening? I mean, they are so perfect and beautiful and pure and committed. All this make me feel so amazingly happy but also small and idk, just weird. Is there someone who understands me a little? 😅 ETA: I am also not very good at expressing my thoughts in words, so yeah, sorry.

anonymous asked:

Out all of your stories, which one is the most heartbreaking to you and why?

hmmm, for the longest time it was kalopsia for obvious reasons. other than the ending, it’s just the way I portrayed jungkook as a person in the story and idk I think he has a lot of admirable traits. I wrote him as being someone who was able to see the goodness in the little things in life and how he was able to see the beauty in the world and I try to do the same but sometimes it’s so hard to keep that up. it’s hard to explain why it’s so heartbreaking to me but idk there are just some people in life that I see, whether that be famous people or just people in my every day life, who make life seem so fun and exciting and beautiful and it makes me less sad about constantly being stuck in one place in the world ever since I was born. 

lately tho, small bump is a recent piece that I find equally, if not even more, devastating and heartbreaking. I’ve never had to go through the experience that I wrote about (so that’s why I wrote it mainly in jungkook’s pov) but I’ve heard plenty of stories about it. maybe it’s just like ??? the caring tendency in me and the potential motherhood in my future that makes me feel so gutted about losing a child idk. small bump was based on the song by ed sheeran and it’s so genuinely raw and intimate and real that it can’t not be heartbreaking. 

anonymous asked:

I really love my boyfriend but after all the sexual things (assault) he's done to me makes me want to leave but because I love him so much I don't know how. He's apologized and said he would change I'm trying to take a break from him but I can't it's like we end up together it's good for a few months then he just starts to be idk he says he knows better but if he did he wouldn't of done the things he's done. I want to leave him but I just feel like I will have such a bad withdrawal if I do..


It will hurt, but it will be better for you in the long run. How happy and in love can you be with someone who can’t even not assault you? What would you tell a friend? You deserve better anon

anonymous asked:

Why not unfollow the person and put in your rules that you don't mess with people who don't do any of that stuff? Like, I understand that you don't want to Interact with them, but why vague about it when you can either remedy the situation or straight tell them how to make their blog a friendlier place?

??????????????? idk what u think my post was about? I wouldn’t follow someone to begin with who was like that. Straight up. I also see no reason to go and invite myself to critique someone’s blog when they’re happy and having a good time, y’know. I just do NOT care enough. Let them do them, and me do me. And most of my rules (idr if it is on this blog yet) DO state I will unfollow for not trimming posts. Believe it or not a person can have an opinion and discuss it without it being a vague blog — u will learn this when u get much older, friend. I appreciate ur concern, but I am a big, grown ass adult who can handle their shit. 

alot of people in my art class say how i do human anatomy looks really good and that how i draw is the best then have seen by 10-12 year old kid, my class said i was 1 of the best 1 drawing in the class. i dont fined my art to be good at all really. there is alot of stuff in my art that i need to work on, i dont get why people who know how to draw 100x better then me say im 1 of the best then have seen, but it makes me so happy to at the same time, at my art class i talk about what im dealing with to(bc my art class is for art and to help u deal with crap) the guy runing the class got mad at me being i let a “friend” put me down. he told me if u like drawing what u like to draw then do it, dont let people hurt u bc of what u draw, he gave me a idae for TV but i told him i did that and that “friend” i was talking about befor told me it was just a copy, my the guy runing the art class was so nice to me, he helped me alot with my art, my class is cloes for 2 months now, i cant wait to go back to be real, that class really helped me feel better about my art.

well since PWR BTTM is cancelled. time to break out the good ol’ list of “”LGBT bands and artists you might have heard of but if you haven’t, definitely need to be listening to them””**  my favs are gonna be bolded

The Cliks - if you haven’t heard Lucas cover ‘take me to church’ then go the fuck home. also, dirty king is a jam

LEIF - AMAZING gay rapper. 

Angel Haze - they’re perfect

Ladyhawke - funky autistic lesbian synthpop 

Eli Lieb - i honestly only listen to his lana covers BUT he does have some good original music lol

SÄLEN  - gay as fuck synthpop 

Spoonboy - Linus and Me is good. anything that’s punk w/ trumpets is A+ to me

Beth O’Reiley - gay as fuck and acoustic. does a lot of covers but her original songs are pretty great. 

Radical Face - gay man, makes rly chill music. gives me death cab vibes. but gay

Dodie Clark - bi and a beautiful voice. her ‘teenage dream’ cover with tessa violet is v gay

Years And Years - funky gay beats and rly good vocals

Wasi - Gay synthpop and its fucking amazing

Mykki Blanco - Hip Hop/R&B and rly fucking good

MIKA - theatrical shit. a little too campy for me. but some ppl rly like him

Neon Trees - “songs i can’t listen to” is my favorite by them

Passion Pit - didn’t know the lead singer was gay until recently bc im lame. but i love their music

WoodKid - tbh idk how to describe woodkid. but he’s gay and makes good music

PVRIS - reminds me of troye sivan but lesbian and way more rock

Beatrice Eli - “girls” is the gayest song ive heard in a long time 

Ria Mae - “clothes off” comes as a close second to the gayest song ive heard in a long time

Adore Delano - was on americna idol, became a drag queen, katy perry meets ke$ha but also gay

Courtney Act - was on australian idol as a drag queen, is actually genderqueer and a pretty good singer

Shura - chill vibe, late night car rides, kinda sad, kinda not. very lesbian

Pansy Division - gay greenday 

Perfume Genius - my sad gay husband tbh

Tom Goss - a little bit country a little bit rock n’ roll. all gay

Mr. Twin Sister - ‘Blush’ makes me wanna kiss a boy in a smokey bar 

Rostam - used to be apart of vampire weekend and his music had a lot of the same sound. (also check out vampire weekend lol)

the XX - a gay man and a lesbian make some sad tunes my dudes. the song “angels” took on a whole new meaning when i found out they were gay

Superfruit - The two gays from pentatonix have some good disco-style jams

**honourable mentions bc you’ve probably already heard of them: Sia, Debbia Harry/Blondie, Elton John, Freddie Mercury, Mary Lambert, Sam Smith, Troye Sivan, Frank Ocean, Hayley Kiyoko, Tegan and Sara, Todrick Hall, Willow Smith, Adam Lambert, The B-52s, 

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Listen to me. I’ve seen ‘em all, and I’m telling you - and this is the honest-to-Zeus truth - you got somethin’ I’ve never seen before. I feel it right down to these stubby bowlegs of mine. There is nothing you can’t do, kid.


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