idk how to describe myself right now

coming from a small company who barely had anything to becoming this big and successful. from having fansigns with 200 fans to having sold out concerts here in the us. from wearing fake brands to wearing real designed expensive clothing/accessories. from working their fucking asses off sacrificing part of their physical/mental health day and night to reach where they are now . it’s just so fucking amazing and impressive like they really did that it’s literally crazy. coming from a stan that watched them grow since debut like i can really see it, they really grew A LOT. i remember when the fandom was really that small and when i look at bts now and its just wow… i dont even know how to describe it myself imagine how they themselves are feeling right now. their hard work truly paid off im literally so so proud of them idk how to put it in any other words. 

  • Mina: [1 Missed Call from Tzuyu]
  • Mina: [Texts Tzuyu] ???????
  • Tzuyu: IM FUCJING LOCKED OUT AND I WANTED A FRIEND
  • Tzuyu: IDK WHAT TO DO I REALLY NEED TO PEE
  • Mina: ISN'T THERE A SPARE KEY UNDER A ROCK OR SOMETHING
  • Tzuyu: NO APPRENTKY NOT
  • Mina: YIKES
  • Mina: WHEN DOES EVERYONE ELSE GET HOME
  • Tzuyu: IDK THEY'RE AT WORK
  • {Five Minutes Later}
  • Tzuyu: I PULLED THE FLY SCREEN OFF
  • Mina: HOLY FUCK JESUS
  • Mina: A+ FOR RESOURCEFULLNESS
  • Tzuyu: I JUST BROKE INTO MY OWN HOUSE
  • Mina: ITS NOT ILLEGAL IF YOU LIVE THERE
  • Tzuyu: Jihyo's getting an amusing txt message
  • Tzuyu: She's like "did you try all the doors?" LIKE NO UNNIE I JUST REALLY WANTED TO THROW MYSELF THROUGH THE FUCKING WINDOW
  • Mina: WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH IM LAUGHING RIGHT NOW
  • Tzuyu: JESUS CHRIST THE WINDOW IS LOW OUTSIDE BUT ITS REALLY HIGH UP INSIDE AND ITS NOT FUCKIN EASY TO GET IN BUT GEE I WISH I THOUGHT OF USING A FUCKING DOOR

anonymous asked:

Words cannot describe how I feel about His Throne right now. I'm in love with your writing and all the heartbreak that it put me through. I mean I had to clutch my heart through part two. Fhdjshs What am I going to do with myself until the next part comes out oh dear

:’) thank you so much for reading!!! Idk how long it’ll take me to write another part, hopefully not too long~

Idk if I’m delusional because I’m feeling pretty aware of these weird thoughts, but idk if that matters. My initial thoughts and reactions right now are always…idk how to describe them…ridiculous? And it’s followed up with “yo wait stop. just chill man, it’s cool…right?” idk. Idk is it cool? No, maybe, I’m not making it cool.

bye bye

okay, so this may be my last post because i’ll be quitting tumblr for god knows how long. i may come back someday but i doubt that it’ll be soon.

this is going to be short so it may lack emotion but trust me, deep in my heart i’ll miss all of you. being in this fandom has made me happy enough to move on to my other interests (don’t worry i’m still a 101% troye fanatic, but i’ll have to keep all of my fangirling to myself.)

like holy shit typing this is v v difficult because idk what else to type. sometimes you just can’t find the right words to describe the extent of your true emotions. but okay srsly now, i love love love the ppl in this fandom, you guys are the kindest and most sincere people in the whole whole world (i may be exaggerating but you get the point)

troyesivan duuuuude thank you for following me, you’re just really really amazing. tumblr was my only medium and my only chance to get a notice from you. thank you for occasionally liking my posts and reblogging. trust me, every time you do that, i scream my heart out and i nearly die. i’ll still keep supporting you like 101% here in the outside world (what ok). don’t worry i’ll still keep on stalking your accounts just like i always do lmao. but honestly, keep up the amazing work. i can’t wait for your career to skyrocket again with flying colors. in the future, i hope i’ll see you performing with the big artists in the industry, seeing you on billboards and etc. i’ll miss you the most, thanks for everything bud :)

i know 99% of you won’t even care at all since i’m not a very memorable person haha (but pls)

ok so for now, i bid you all farewell :)
love love love from cana <3