idk guys this is really pointless

anonymous asked:

Do you at this point think a selfie would do anything for you? You obviously still care since you wanted a selfie, but what emotion do you think you would feel? At this point it's probably easier to get something from Cait, so maybe we should ask her when she's online. How did you feel about the group pic from the rugby game?

1) Not really but it would still be nice to see.

2) I’m just kind of in a weird funk where I miss them and want to feel shippery again so I’m trying to force myself to get over the bullshit, but it’s not really working.

3) Sam is way more likely to respond to shippery tweets than Cait, although as we know he hasn’t been interested in about 6 months soo tweeting him is pretty pointless. Idk why I bothered.

4) It definitely made me happy for a short time but that was replaced by frustration when there was more fuckery a few days later. It never ends.

5) I think you guys are just going to have to put up with my sporadic mood swings and my feelings changing on the hour. Like I said, I’m a damn mess 💁🏻

6) Idk why I answered this message with numbers instead of paragraphs.

anonymous asked:

ahh so i think i maybe might be a lesbian (still trying to figure some stuff out, especially regarding past abuse from guys ahaaaa) but i’m not really attracted to the very old school butch ladies and i feel really bad about it??? like i’m high femm so it feels like i should be attracted to very masculine presenting women but i’m not and ugh idk i just feel really gross and like i’m a bad person for it. sorry this is kind of pointless to send but idk!!! thanks for listening! your blog is great💗

everyone has different preferences, some butches are into other butches only and some femmes are only into other femmes. some butches are exclusively into femmes and some femmes exclusively into butches

and some people are into all kinds of women, but it’s not an universal experience

this week is really good my guys. i ate super healthy, got off of birth control (it was adding to my depression), cut all my hair, and my brother @clarkesquad is coming to gay it up with me in two days.

what a fantastic week off 10/10