Yep, that’s my twitter name. And my question.
Have you ever fangirled so hard in your own room that you felt embarrassed?
It’s not even my real name, both the first and the last name are made up, but I’m still freaking out? Why, because that’s the closest I’ve come (yet) to my fave(s) acknowledging my existence? Kinda ridiculous but I’ll own that :D Someone please figure out a way to play this on my gravestone, please XD
P.S. In the end of the day I’m kinda glad it isn’t my real name because if it was, they’d mispronounce it horribly and I’d be mad :D
HIS HUMILITY DESTROYS ME I WANT TO PUT HIM IN MY POCKET AND TELL HIM HE’S GOOD :( :( :(
there’s just sO MUCH going on in ~500 words, i can’t believe it? his humility and on the flip side of it, his profound estimations of the others. niall’s fearless, zayn’s got that voice, harry and liam and their stage presence…you know how when the band was going, we’d sort of stop occasionally to ask ourselves, do you think they really get it? liam, i think, talks about the bubble of the band in this is us, but i remember wondering if they’d ever REALLY understand the scope of their fortune or the way people truly did find something extraordinary and meaningful in them, and the way louis talks about the band (with the reverence of a sinner waiting for a church service to start, i think) is so telling. i’m still not convinced any of the others do but louis absolutely, totally does, and isn’t that extraordinary?
i just figured i’m 2 types of rpers in 1. like… when i’m on here, writing for the elf just feels natural & like i never did anything else in my life, i’ve grown confident with a portrayal i’m developing since nearly 2 years ago. then i switch to the other muse who is very different character-wise + modern setting, speech pattern & profession & i get freaking nervous over every single post i type. i have fun, am excited to walk that new path, but i’m also lowkey afraid to fail? then i come back here & it’s like coming home. i like this challenge & how every rper can become all nervous when entering a new field. it shows that we never stop growing as writers :)