idek i just miss this show

i need a famous ship where they’re both insanely busy with album recordings & red carpets & tours & they’re trying to make this whole long distance relationship work but with the time differences & going months without seeing each other it’s difficult, not to mention all the rumors & shit. but then there’s all the cute things like showing up on tour to surprise each other & going to award shows together & just finally seeing each other again after going so long with only facetime dates, missed calls, & late night texts to get them by. honestly idek where i’m going with this i just know that i really want it ??? but like this or message me & we can figure everything out k cool

so since in this show people can turn their memories into dogs and also no one cares about children and goes looking for them when they’re missing or they just disappear because some people can’t write for shit i’m now inclined to think that baby watson is not a human but a dog and so I hereby declare that in series 5 sherlock and john are the happy owners of a super cute mastiff who they call rosetta for whatever reason

Lana reading the script for the deleted scene in 5x02:

Lana: give me something else to work on here. What kind of sadness is she showing? Guilt? Does she miss Emma?

Director: Well, I would say a mix of the two.

Lana: Okay, got it!

Director: No, no. It’s more like… she is sad for her friend.

Lana: uh-hu.


Director: Great!

Director: *leaves*

Lana:

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Psych 101. We all have something we want, but can’t have. So, tomorrow let’s start with what that is for you. And one more thing… If you think of stabbing me with whatever’s in your pocket, you better hope you don’t miss… Because if you do, I will kick your nuts up through your mouth and show you how we do it in Canarsie.

8

How do I take off a mask when it stops being a mask? When it’s as much a part of me as I am? We keep fighting. Like the world we unmasked. We will find our true selves again. Maybe after wiping away the thick grimy film of facebook friend requests and vine stars we can all see the light of day. I know we haven’t talked in a while. Maybe you only trust me about as much as I trust you right now. But I’m gonna ask you to have hope for me anyway. Just, please, have hope.

but just think about delphine’s “i miss you”

like wow i can be wrong ofc i can be

but to me it was so intense tbh

she was looking at the pictures later on so it is entirely possible that she’d only gotten them after the confession OR maybe she was well aware of the situation for at least few days by then (which is more likely considering the fact that she had people to take the pictures and report to her in the first place - cue sarah’s absence and a legit reason for delphine’s return although i honestly doubt she would’ve wasted time looking for excuses if something came up with cosima’s personal safety etc.)

now i believe having cosima followed/observed could possibly come from a higher source of power but rather delphine herself because let’s be real she’s the leda nanny right now. cosima had no actual, legit, functioning monitor and the girl is on the brink of death pls?

okay so think about this

we can assume that delphine knows of shaysima and she knew it when she questioned cosima at the elevator and she knew it when she said those words to cosima (when cosima was just about to leave - another thing you can first think of is that after work people go home and/or to the people the love so i suppose at that point delphine was well aware that her confession would be followed by cosima leaving and going to shay)

so, was it tactical? “i miss you”

trying to be civil? “i miss you”

or

maybe

only maybe

she’s being the incredibly human person she is. like, she’s so strong, she’s so complex, she’s so flawed and she’s so human.

and the person she gave up on (FOR SAID PERSON’S OWN GROWTH AND BENEFIT) was the person who made her happiness… happen. 

and she’s moving on and delphine is probably well aware that it’s for the best and she’d rather have cosima happy above all even if it’s not with her but in that moment she’s so fragile and defeated and she’s doing more harm than good but she says it

because she doesn’t want to let go. because she doesn’t feel like it’s fair? maybe. because it’s NOT fair that her life has such conflicting areas that it’s either giving up her heart or her power to keep her heart safe, that’s a cruel choice to ask to be made.

but she’s not completely fucking stupid, either. i mean, personally i’d be so annoyed for all the sacrifices i’m making without anyone noticing those efforts?

and cosima thinks she’s just this insensitive heartless bitch “the new rachel” etc. and so i think, in that sense, it could be delphine’s way to show that she’s still “the puppy” who will follow the explorer. like… she kept silent enough, she took the beating for her questionable actions but now that cosima’s actually finding a rebound she’s like SHIT NO

because cosima HAS to know, because it’s not FAIR for delphine to let go of her LOVE without at least having the right to show SOME emotions. cosima’s about to let go of her completely and take the jump and it’s like delphine’s reaching out another hand trying to pull her back

“i miss you” more like “please don’t give up on this” 

i just have a lot of feelings and tbh cosima can rub against shay all she wants bc i’ll gladly date delphine cormier ok thank i’ll take 53245346

Don’t mess with the classics.

Seriously, I started watching The Muppets, and the show started with Kermit and Miss Piggy breaking up. Then I talked to my sister, and she said even Barbie and Ken have broken up and I need to get over it. But I don’t want to get over it; I don’t get why TV and movies and stuff have to mess with good things just to mess with the viewers. What’ve they got against happiness? 


American Horror Story: Season 4 (concept maybe??)

I’ve been doing research and stuff as a huge AHS fan. When the directors mentioned Jessica Lange would have a German accent and with the confirmation of the setting to be in the 1950s, I looked into what really happened during that time period. You could say that the main topic most people came up with was the nuclear idea. So I looked more into “weapons of mass destruction”. Now, I don’t know anything about the whole “Balenciaga” situation and this is completely different from that.

I read that during WWII, German scientists had been researching nuclear weapons (in particular, mustard gas), which had been used in human experimentation. Now I believe this would be a very interesting concept for the show based on the fact of viewing images of the idea that were pretty disturbing. It would definitely be a great kind of horror for AHS that will keep people interested. They could manipulate this idea with mutation and stuff like that.

This was just an idea I had. I may missed some other clues but that’s okay because it’s just an idea.

fuckery. just fuckery. idek.

(…just skip to the italics if you don’t wanna waste your time k bye)

OMG IM SO GLAD I STOPPED WATCHING REIGN THE RAPE WAS THE LAST STRAW FOR ME SO I STOPPED WATCHING

 BUT BECAUSE I KEPT SEEING UPDATES ABOUT THE SHOW ON TWITTER AND FROM HEARING IT FROM MY FRIENDS I JUST COULDN’T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE. 

I KEPT QUIET AND KEPT MY SMALL RANTS ON TWITTER TO A MINIMUM BUT I CANT DO IT ANYMORE 

TODAY MY FRIEND MESSAGED ME SAYING HOW GOOD THE RECENT EPISODE WAS AND OMG THAT WAS MY LAST STRAW I FUKING CANT KEEP IT IN OK

*deep breath* lol

first of all- the rape scene

that scene is pretty self explanatory on how ridiculous that scene was. I feel like I don’t need to talk about this because I’m pretty sure everyone covered it . for me. 

Its not even about the rape though- the bottom line is rape is a sensitive topic, and yes I completely agree that it should not be ignored and can be a topic of discussion, but its just the way they portrayed the assault was disturbing. the fact that they used it as a plot device to advance francis’s plot is absurd

“feminist show” my ass.

 basically laurie was on crack or something when she planned out that episode. I cannot express my feelings enough on how badly I feel that she needs to be fired. 

ever since season 2 the show has been goin downhill. ever since from the beginning the show has been getting bad 

it’s not just the rape scene that ticked me off- in fact like i said the rape scene was the last straw.

so anyway

I haven’t seen a single reign episode since 2x09 until my friends wanted me to watch it with them and jfc I’m so glad I haven’t caught up with it.

Mary’s character development has reached an all time low people omg 

I’m assuming from the gifsets and shit that last episode she let him “be free” although I’m not sure why bc I haven’t actually seen what was going on these past months (so happy I haven’t) 

but anyway 2x14 was the first and last episode I have and will have ever seen since 2x09 because OMG 

what the actual fuck

I don’t get how a woman who has been through something as horrific and disgusting can be so freaking open to this nigga conde who she barely knows and completely shuts off her husband and “true love" 

LIKE WHAT 

I haven’t seen her "recovering” episodes but still

the mary that I knew- the mary that was in love with francis- ‘I want you to be free"

and then here comes francis walking in like


talking to the woman that WAS WITH HIS BROTHER AT ONE POINT

francis’s love for mary amazes me

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME LAURIE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE HATE MARY BECAUSE IT SURE IS FUCKING WORKING

like ok i get it she was raped and by no means am i saying that doesn’t matter ( i am still infuriated by the portrayal of the rape btw) but the fact that she runs off to conde and just last episode she says she loves her husband doesn’t make any sense.

jfc after the episode I have seen, I still can’t believe people are watching it.

I still can’t believe people are watching this after 2x09 TBH HOW

i’m so glad people have stopped putting themselves through watching this shit but It annoys me that it took monde to shut people down.

whateVER

speaking of monde -why is marry always the object of all the dudes affections in the show i mean really ????

and why is mary always infatuated with someone of francis’s family?? 

and always breaking up with francis???

i don’t remember the last time francis broke it off with mary actually..(maybe in season 1? i think? idk)

AND DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED WITH THE LOVE TRIANGLE OMG

……..WELL THIS IS AWKWARD ISN’T IT 

claps 4 u laurie AMAZING WRITING 

and then back to monde-AKA MASH 2.0 

i don’t even know.

and the “you will be the death me” thing UHM WHAT 

i thought…mary loved francis????? ??????????????

i didn’t watch the last episode like I said before but from what I heard that’s what she said ??? was she lying??? laurie where are you I need you to explain this because that makes no sense

I guess I understand why people are leaving reign now after this episode but I still don’t get how you stayed in the first place? #sorrynotsorry

But then again frary is hard to let go? but still ?? …idk i just don’t know what to say anymore

then I saw the promo for 2x15 and OH MY GOD 

mary jumping into bed with francis just for the purpose of securing her country lol what

I thought after what she has suffered- and her love for her husband - i mean - I thought-but francis?-oh wait she loves conde

–the mary I knew- that loved francis - is not this at all

and I don’t ever forget all of the times mary fought for francis, but that mary is not this mary right now 

idek what i just said 

*deep breath*

All of that being said (if any of that made any sense lol) I miss reign honestly and truthfully- Yes I miss it not reign right now but the show I fell in love with. I miss mary. The only character that seems to have had me-through the bad and the good - is Francis. It’s not just because I am irrevocably in love with Toby. All biases aside though, Francis has changed as well, but he has never lost that same aura from season 1. The only thing I am afraid of for him is if Laurie will continue to write him off as some helpless husband pining for his wife the entire season, but I probably won’t care anymore because (I hope) after this post I will remove reign season 2 from my life. And I love Mary okay. I do. It just seems that the writers have made Mary too fickle and made her fall too fast and too hard too soon- like her feelings seem meaningless now. For every man that has shown any interest to her she loses herself. Her character development is horrible to say the least. I hope that I can just pretend that reign ended with season one and was a good show. Not because of monde or the random love triangles but because ever since season 2 started  the plot lines got boring, they got recycled from season 1 and a lot of things don’t make sense to me. I kept saying I was done since 2x09, when the writers pulled that painful rape scene, and I REALLY wish I was but from exhausting myself to reading things online and watching promos of the show to see how bad it was doing- I realize I wasn’t done. As a former passionate watcher of the show, I cared about it too much. And even now I realize I care as I write this ( I realize how long this is already lol) but I really hope I can put this behind me. Reign season two doesn’t exist. Laurie ruined my show lol k bye 

yeh .

dale

idek what i said ok I can’t speak english people bye