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Silk Robe (Johnny!!!)

My fav anons requested:

 - Hiiiii! Could you possibly do a Johnny smut??? Like idc what it’s about as long as he is dominant af because have you met him? Tysm in advance!
 - Can you please make one for johnny.
 - Could you please do a Johnny smut but something that has to do with Trey Songz- Love Faces lol please and thank you

- Can we get some lovely Johnny smut to celebrate his debut?^^

author: ADMIN NI, MAN

genre: smut

word count: 1,953

a/n: HIIIIIIIIII. It’s been forever, guys… Thank you guys for requesting so much of my bias, my baby, my Johnny… there’s still so much more I get to do for him!!! I hope y’all like it(;;;;;;;;;;;; seriously love you all so much, you request such good stuff.  btw I didn’t proof read so there is bound to be some errors

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No Pain-No Gain

Request:  I’m not sure if you do like one shots or stuff but I had an idea for a soulmate au where someone’s soulmate can feel there pain. Like a a person breaks their foot, their soulmate will feel it to, just not have a broken foot. Image how Clarks soulmate would react with all that stuff. I think it would be cute, but could be kinda angsty. Just an idea. Idc if you do it or not, just thought it was cool. Have a nice day.
Word Count: 9636.
Pairings: Clark Kent/Superman x Reader
WARNINGS: Lots of swearing. Mentions of: low self-esteem issues, traumas, bullying, weakness complex. Angst (personally, I don’t consider this very angsty but, you need to be warned). Also, I’m sorry for any typos since this was not edited and english is my second language.
Author’s Note: Hope this isn’t to cheesy and that you will be able to enjoy it. Also… NINE THOUSAND WORDS IN LESS THAN A WEEK?! That’s a record for me! Anyway, hope you enjoy this and that the anon who requested it isn’t disappointed.

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Originally posted by amancanfly

Yes, I totally needed three gifs of Henry Cavill. You did too, don’t deny it.


I hate my soulmate, that’s for fucking sure. I totally hate him (or her, you never knew) and I don’t give a single fuck if I haven’t met him. Also, no, I’m not exaggerating in the slightest and yes, you can hate someone you haven’t met, thank you very much (and yes, even if it’s your fucking soulmate, especially mine).

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the thing that gets me most abt mcu’s Lie is that,,,, there is 100% a way they could have had steve lie to tony and have it play out in a way that was 12049354859x more impactful and devastating and relevant to their actual character development. bc the way mcu chooses to go abt it, it just makes steve come off as a dick as far as tony is concerned ?? we get no insight into his thought process or his motivations re: tony, all we get is a ‘i’m sorry you were hurt’ letter and Fuck That tbh. if ur going to go this far to hurt someone i want to see actual emotional repercussions and the Guilt play out in real time. 

bc it’s not like steve didn’t have His Reasons to lie to tony, i’m never going to deny that, i sympathise w/ his motives. tonys across the multiverse have lied to their steves, or committed sins of omission for a greater purpose, but we always saw how those emotional ramifications fucked them up. we saw the motivation + the aftermath of the Lie, the actual remorse they felt. they chose to do the bad thing and lie, knowing they’d hurt steve, but we always saw them struggling with the choice and Suffering for it. when these two lie to each other, the outcomes of not telling that person in the first place always manifest in much worse, much more volatile and destructive ways.

apart from a less shitty apology letter, mcu’s format doesn’t allow them to pull a ‘confession’ extra where the whole truth comes out and we see how badly steve was effected by What He Did. instead, knowing that they were building up to cw in the first place, mcu should’ve given us a friendship worth breaking apart in the 1st place. like my god, actual screentime or cinematic cues through the screenwriting/blocking/execution of scenes that showed us steve making this choice between honesty + keeping tony in the dark, steve being aware of, for starters, the huge impact the starks’ death had on tony. bc for fuckin real, you can straight-up lie to someone u consider nothing more than a coworker but u can’t then turn around and say ‘u know what i was trying to spare you’ like ???? spare them from what? if you barely knew that person in the first place how can you Possibly claim that you were trying, partly, to protect them too? what the fuq does steve know abt tony stark + his relationship with his parents anyway? was it not in the file he read that SHIELD first gave him in the avengers (2012) that his parents died in a car crash when he was 21;;;;;; is he not aware that tony is literally building and rolling out a multi million dollar technology based on dealing w/ the ptsd + trauma associated w/ that event?????????

tldr this is just me trying to @ myself to be less hypocritical bc the truth + telling the truth when it comes at the cost of huge sacrifice has been a problem for a lot of stevetony iterations and many of those times tony has been the guilty party. but i just fuckin wish mcu had given us a dynamic worth giving a shit abt instead of forcing this ‘i thought i was sparing you even tho we’re barely even friends outside of work’ bullshit at the expense of making their mcu steve rogers come off as completely insensitive, heartless and oblivious to someone he’s supposed to consider a friend + teammate

im still not Officially Back Yet or anything, i just wanted to drop in and say: day 2 of ramadan and honestly…i love ramadan i love being muslim i love allah i love muhammad so much!!!!! i feel really good and really peaceful, i could cry about it!!!! i’ve been so stressed out and ramadan always feels like coming home; i hope everyone is doing well, and i hope my muslim mutuals and followers are having a really good ramadan! <3 <3 <3

anonymous asked:

some random hcs for my favourite bamf? ._. can be anything, fluff, angst, just straight up comedy, idc. i just wanna read some more about that cowboy tbh. love you guys T-T (i totally understand admin macaree, that flirting is not pitiful at all :p)

Awww, we love you too, Anon! We went with some domestic headcanons for this one because Admin Macaree has been wanting to do these for a long time! We hope you enjoy these. Have a great day everyone! :D

Also, I’d like to apologize for the lack of updates real quick. My old friends depression and anxiety have decided to pay me a visit again and they don’t really get along with my other friend motivation. I hope I’ll be able to write more the next days! 
~ Admin Moronison


  • The two of you never really worked out a proper plan for the chores. No one does them regularly but every now and then you realize something has to be done. When that happens, you usually take care of these tasks together. However, the cowboy gets distracted easily, either by your presence or by various things you find while cleaning up.
    You know that moment when you find some old toys or other objects filled with memories and you end up occupied with these for at least an hour? Exactly.
    Thanks to the low attention span of both of you, chores tend to take hours to finish, also taking many different turns. Cuddling, tickle fights, or even make-out session. There are no limits to your imagination.
  • Jesse always brings home some kind of present from his missions, mostly food. You rarely have to go grocery shopping because the fridge is filled with so many different snacks from so many different countries.
    When he hasn’t had any missions in a while you are usually the one who does the grocery shopping, simply because McCree often is too tired of busy with other tasks.
    Always remember to buy his favorite chocolate; it will put the sweetest smile on his face! 
  • Since he brings home various ingredients from foreign countries, you use these to try to prepare some exotic meals together. As mentioned before, distractions are not uncommon, cooking is no exception. You might randomly start dancing to your favorite song on the radio and completely forget about the food until you recognize a strange, burnt smell coming from the stove.
  • McCree isn’t really a good cook but surprisingly talented at baking, though only when using a recipe. There’s almost nothing he can’t bake as long as he’s got some instructions. The only thing he knows how to prepare without a recipe is apple pie, his mom taught him ages ago.
    He’s also extremely good at making pancakes. 
  • The cowboy sleeps like a log, there’s absolutely nothing that could wake him up (not even an angry Gabriel Reyes). He also tends to sleep a lot and for quite a long time due to his exhausting missions.
    When sleeping in the same bed, the two of you often end up in a tangle of limbs; he might even roll on top of you in his sleep, making it hard for you to get up in the morning. Just throw him off; he definitely won’t wake up anyway. 
  • He snores, though his snoring is not too loud or weird, luckily. You could call it cute but slightly annoying.
  • He usually wakes up when you are getting ready in the bathroom. He’ll join you in whatever you are doing without bothering to even knock. While you are already awake and busy, he hasn’t even woken up properly; it usually takes him about an hour to completely find his way into reality.
    He’s also extremely clingy in the morning, so prepare to be hugged from behind by your boyfriend who’s almost falling asleep with his head resting on your shoulder. It’s a desperate attempt to get you to snuggle back into the bed again with him, you`ll have to remind him that he has to get ready again which will earn you a sad pout. 
  • When the two of you ever get a day off, you always plan everything weeks beforehand. You organize a trip to the museum, reserve a table at your favorite restaurant, and even get tickets for a movie in the evening. However, you tend to cancel everything and just stay in bed the whole day instead.

anonymous asked:

Do you have any tips for like self care or anything related?

  • COCONUT OIL
  • if u shave use coconut oil/coconut oil & brown sugar scrub
  • if u dont shave COCONUT OIL it makes ur pubes/body hair soft
  • use oatmeal & lavender in a bath!! its soothing and relieves dry/itchy skin
  • get a bar of natural soap and wash your face w/ it regularly, do a coconut oil face routine every other day!! (apply coco oil on face, leave 10 min, wipe off with warm to hot washcloth)
  • google diy face masks
  • set ME DAYS and dedicate it to taking care of urself
  • use baking soda as a mouth wash
  • DRINK A LOT OF WATER
  • eat what makes you happy AND healthy!! balance that shit out
  • write down ur feelings, idc where, anon me ur feelings, write in a cute ass journal, toilet paper, leaves IT DOESNT MATTER just write shit out, you dont even have to be poetic or creative or anything, be cheesy, be angry, get all that toxic shit out and let it go
  • CRY dont be afraid to
  • embrace ur feelings, all of them. but dont let them stay longer then necessary
  • watch tutorials about things u wish u were better at!!!
  • try something new every week
  • STOP gossiping/judging in negative forms/being rude for NO reason
  • embrace your “flaws”, think/talk about how much you love them until u do!!
  • print (or buy) adult coloring pages (or kids, whatever you prefer)
  • write urself sticky notes and leave them places, write stuff u tend to forget
  • try breathing exercises
  • stretch a lot!!
  • meditate
  • make ur bed
  • build a fort
  • re-arrange ur room/living spaces

anonymous asked:

In what order would you put the chocobros as your favourite (1-4)? I'd ask for younger or older but you already answered that ( you can do it again if you want).

#1 - Ignis (Extra) Scientia.

JUST LOOK AT HIM.


LOOK.

AT.

HIM.

*breathes, changes panties, calms down*

I’m only slightly obsessed with him. Whether he’s 20 or 30, idc, give me all the Ignis. I’m UTTER IGNIS T R A S H forevermore.

#2 - older!Gladiolus Amicitia

Hnnngggg, I slept on Gladio for like the entire game until time skip happened and my ovaries were suddenly very interested in him. It’s the ponytail. Or it’s just him at this point; if he and Ignis were standing together, I’d have no choice but to jump right in between them and promptly die due to trying to behold the full glory of God with my mere mortal frame (Gladnis is fatal).

WORTH IT THO

#3 - older!Noctis Lucis Caelum

With a beard, without a beard, TRUST I’M STILL SITTIN ON DAT FACE. Ugh, I’d let him wreck me. Or I’d wreck him. Either or. I just…

Did I mention I’m trash?

#4 - Prompto Argentum

This lil chocobo sunshine boy just…

LOOK AT THOSE ARMS. LOOKIT THOSE CHEEKS. I could just hug him and cuddle him and squeeze him and screw him and what

This post has made me entirely too thirsty, I’m gonna just… go… and

Muse: write smut.

Yes. YES.

Sexual Paradise (Doyoung)

anon asked: Could you do one with rough Doyoung? I’m such trash for Dom!Doyoung 

anon asked:Doyoung smut? You can come up with the plot? idc as long as it’s steamy lol

author: admin niiii

word count: 1,344

genre: smut duh

a/n:rlly hope it’s not over sauna steamy, got pretty hot in the room when I was writing it, but also hope it’s not under steamy for ya wildcats. When reading “sex” it means ya nasty parts. THIS IS 2 REQUESTS IN ONE

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anonymous asked:

For the ship thing: sashea

there were two anons asking for sashea, so here u both are! thank you!! i might jump back into my cis girl au bubble for this because i just love MAP sashea so much (am i allowed to say that? idc i do love them a lot)

Who worries about how they will look when they’re older

Shea. Sasha has accepted that everyone ages and she’s able to appreciate the beauty in everyone. She is forever simultaneously confused and terrified by Shea’s bathroom and the hundreds of creams, foams, face masks and serums that litter the sink, floor and shower, and will forever question why a black girl in her 20s would ever need to use anti-ageing cream.

Who makes the mix tapes/cd’s

Shea. They’re normally full of happy, energetic dance tracks or 80s hits. Sasha absolutely loves them and will blast them on her drive to work in the morning.

Clings to the other during scary movies

Sasha. She gets pretty terrified of them, while Shea usually sits nonplussed and feeds herself popcorn while commenting on how dumb the scary movie narrative is. 

“Don’t run back into the house, don’t run back into the fucking- ugh, these stupid fucking white girls I swear to God.”

“Are you still mad that the black girl died first?”

“YOU’RE DAMN RIGHT I’M MAD”

(That evening ended with an angry discussion about how fucking racist the movie industry is, and culminated in Sasha driving them both to the bottle bank so they could take their anger on society out on some empty wine bottles together. )

Gets into the shower with the other randomly

Shea. Sasha never complains.

Flashes the other when they walk by after taking a shower alone

Shea, purely because she loves the fact it always winds Sasha up.

“We’ve been together six months, how come you still blush at this?!”

“You’re both wet and naked, how the hell do you expect me not to get flustered!!”

Initiates hand holding while the other is driving

Shea. She’s always grateful that Sasha drives her into work, even if Sasha’s old car got a few snooty looks on Shea’s first day. The looks were all met by a swift middle finger, ensuring that Sasha’s car never got any comments or looks again.

Secretly tries to touch the other in naughty places during public/family events

Shea. Sasha will give her about two warning looks before she finally gives in and they sneak off together for a suspiciously long length of time.

Asks weird questions in the middle of the night

Sasha. She’ll sometimes lie awake for long periods of time thinking about whatever’s on her mind at that moment. Shea will usually take none of it. 

“What Hogwarts house would Jeremy Corbyn be sorted into?”

“Sasha it’s three o-fucking-clock. Please for the love of Christ try to get some sleep.”

“Hufflepuff, Sasha. He’d be a fucking Hufflepuff. Obviously.”

Asks “what are you thinking about?”

Shea, mainly because she never knows what’s going on inside Sasha’s mind and she’s usually quiet for long periods of time. Shea can get worried that she’s thinking twice about their relationship. Sasha never is.

Always has to be touching the other, (if either of them do)

Shea, but Sasha will always lean into her touch like a cat. 

((i loved doing this one, tysm!!))

anonymous asked:

If I were dating you, you would find yourself in every poem I wrote, and I write too many. You would see through words and blurry pictures how your smile is like light and your laugh is the moon. If I were dating you kisses would be butterflies and hugs would be daily medicine. If I were dating you I would show you every day what love means. If I were dating you I swear neither of us would ever feel alone again.

i actually want to cry this,,,, is freaking beautiful,,,, thank you

anonymous asked:

Ayyyeee, What about a scenario where Iwaizumi, Tendou, Daishou, and Oikawa's (separate) fem S/O gets kidnapped but the police find her (dead or alive idc you can make it either angsty or happy whatever you want)

I watched CSI: Miami as I wrote this. Lol, granted, I don’t think it’s really up to par with other kidnapping stories. But I hope you enjoy, Anon!

Also, I kept the details of the kidnapping sparse and the reader can imagine whatever they feel would’ve happened. While I’ve seen many films and TV shows that have such in it, there’s no way I can really relate to someone who has gone through that trauma of being held hostage by someone who intends to do you harm. That would be terrifying and surely it must create some serious psychological issues. I’m sorry to anyone who has gone through that or loves someone who has gone through that. There’s a hardship to bear on both sides of that line.


When he first heard the news, he thought his heart was going to fall right out of his chest. Trembling hands struggled to keep the phone pressed to his ear as a sweeping nauseous came over him. “That can’t be right,” Iwaizumi’s voice sounded far away, even to himself, “I was just with her.” Merely an hour before - was it even that long? - he had held her against him, lips brushing hers in a small goodbye. And now they were telling him that she had been taken?

It didn’t make any sense. His mind raced at a million miles a minute, desperately trying to take in the words of her mother on the other side of the line while attempting to keep his sanity. Something about a ransom for money they didn’t really have but needed to get. Police weren’t allowed to be involved unless they wished harm upon her. And, oh god, why hadn’t he stayed? If he had only been there then he would’ve been able to protect her and now…

And now he had to hope that they could get her back quickly and safely.


Tendou spent more time outside the police department than he should’ve been considering the circumstances. The kidnapper made it very clear about what could happen to her if they went to the authorities, but… isn’t this exactly what they should be doing in a situation like this? There was no way they were going to be able to come up with the amount that was being demanded and the longer they waited… who knew what they were doing to her with every day that passed.

The mere thought made him want to be sick, his hands tightening on the steering wheel until his knuckles turned white, his jaw tightening. What kind of protector was he to let something like this happen the moment he turned his back? A curse sprouted from his lips as he brought a fist down hard against the dashboard of his car. His breath came hard as the debate continued on in his head.

A knock on his window caused him to jump, gaze darting wide to see an officer gesturing for him to roll down his window. As they commanded, Tendou did so, becoming conscious of the way they placed their hand over the their gun in their holster. “You okay over here, son?”

“I need your help,” the decision was made before he allowed himself to think about it more. He needed to get her back safe in his arms.


“Look, man, I already told you everything I know!” Daishou’s voice rose at the repeated questioning of the officer. The more time they spent in there talking, the longer it was taking them to find her. He had gone to them because this was something that he couldn’t do on his own, but he was almost regretting doing so, especially when he was told to calm down for the umptenth time.

“Son,” their voice was calm yet stern, forcing his glare to drop away from them and down to where his fists clenched atop his knees, “we want to find her as much as you do. But to do that, we need as much information as possible.”

Heat rose to his face instantly as his vision began to blur, his lip trembled as he attempted to speak again, “I know, I just…” What? He just wanted her safe and home. He just wanted to apologize for not being there for her when she needed him. He just wished he had told her that he loved her before they had parted that night. He just hoped she was alive.

“I know,” the officer leaned forward to press their hand against his shoulder, “now, please, just one more time, tell us as much as you can remember.”


It felt like years: those few days it took them to track down the kidnapper and find her. It felt like a century: the process of booking the maniacs behind the stunt. And it felt like a millennia: the time it took for her to be wrapped up within his arms again. Her head pressed tightly into his shoulder, his hand tangled deep into her hair as he inhaled her scent. Oikawa couldn’t hold her close enough, tight enough, to make sure that she wasn’t going to be taken from him again.

Later he’d listen with endless tears of how terrifying it was. How they roughed her up and the constant moving from one disgusting motel to another in order to stay hidden. How they rarely fed her in the near mouth of keeping her hostage. How she survived being so ill treated. He would hear all of it and make promises there were no guarantee he could keep until he couldn’t speak anymore.

That was there for them to do later, but right now Oikawa pressed his mouth hard against hers, desperate to feel and know that she was there with him again.

anonymous asked:

Yeah sick of her bullshit! I get she is pissed at Liam for his comments about Zayn. So fine, become a Zayn blog. Ziam blogs should support both. It is finally Liam's time. Support him now, or leave him alone.

Hiiiiii, 

Me @ you rn:

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Because, honestly? You nailed it. Like a gazillion blogs have already pointed out, why did she feel the need to go on a PSA at the peak time of when she is aware people are trying to boost Liam’s single? I’d not be so infuriated if it wasn’t an obvious attempt at discouraging an already feeble number of streams to what should have been a global hit of a dance number. There’s that token Niall mention, yeah okay, you got us. -_- 

It’s not just this though, the person has taken an obvious dislike towards Liam, and like, you do you but 

1. Stop propagating false information when you too at the end of the day are conjecturing and nothing more, come on
2. Stop it with Liam. No need to mention him at all. Someone go ask her to fall into her friend’s footsteps.

Support him now, or leave him alone.” GOLDEN WORDS, MY FRIEND. PREACH..

Also the bit where these people say that policing the blogs is wrong, blah blah? GUESS WHAT, MISS? You don’t sit here passively disseminating material and pushing an agenda with little to no backing, just because you have grown angsty towards my boy. This isn’t policing, this is factual questioning and pointing out the fallacies at what you’re running with, and also the bias concealed beneath an urge to be benevolent or woke, bye.

Dating Eugene Roe Would Include

Originally posted by hbowar-babes

Anon: Could you please do a dating Eugene Roe or how he would act in a relationship sort of thing?

@gener0e :  EUGENE ROE AS A BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND/LOVER IDC????? I was going through your master list reading literally everything while smiling the whole time and I think I said “awww” out loud about 20 times

  • This boy would be the actual sweetest boyfriend on the planet.
  • When he first asks you out, he’s so nervous
  • Like hands shaking, palms sweaty, near blackout nervous
  • And you just kiss him on the cheek and say yes of course
  • And he nearly melts into a puddle.
  • He takes you out to a small diner for your first date
  • Some little Cajun place out in the middle of nowhere
  • And he’s speaking French to the cook and the waiters
  • And you’re sitting there not knowing what to do
  • He notices your awkwardness and offers to teach you some French
  • So the two of you end up staying way past closing time speaking French to each other
  • And none of the staff mind
  • Because you two are so freaking cute.
  • He kisses you sweetly and gently
  • Asking permission first not with his voice, but with his eyes
  • And slowly he’ll gain more confidence
  • So sometimes he’ll dance with you a little bit
  • Like, twirl you and then pull you back in to give you a kiss before twirling you back out again.
  • You two have an silent language where the two of you talk with your eyes
  • So if one of you is uncomfortable, the other will be able to swoop in and save them without saying a word to each other.
  • You guys have maybe had one big fight
  • That was when he got really sick/hurt after helping out someone else over himself
  • And you got extremely pissed off
  • And you told him that he needs to take care of himself
  • And he just replies by telling you
  • “The only one I need to take care of is you, ma fleur”
  • That was also when the two of you admitted that you love each other.
  • Also, nicknames
  • Gene would be calling you all of this fancy French stuff that makes girls swoon
  • Ma fleur = My flower
  • Mon amour = My love
  • Soleil et étoiles = sun and stars (If any of these translations are wrong, please let me know. I’m doing this with three years of crappy public school French lessons in my head, so I’m probably wrong)
  • That kind of stuff.
  • You would call him the usual
  • Babe
  • Honey
  • Sweetheart
  • And you’d always get kind of embarrased that he’d call you all these pretty names and you only had that, but he adores it when you give him nicknames.
  • He adores you in general, and while he is quiet around most of the guys
  • He talks about you more than anything else
  • Because you are his sun and stars.

BONUS (The word husband was used in a request, and I’m a sucker for the sappy romance stuff, so here’s a little engagement headcannon): 

  • The ring he had for you was actually his Grandma’s
  • So he kept it very safe.
  • He always had it in his jacket pocket or somewhere on him.
  • But he didn’t have a plan for the actual engagement
  • So he enlisted Babe to help him with the plans
  • And Babe planned out an entire event for it
  • Literally, there was a carnival and an elephant involved
  • Don’t ask.
  • Anyway, Gene sees this and he’s like “hELL NO”
  • So that night, he drags you outside
  • Under the moonlit sky
  • And he starts whispering to you in French
  • By this point you know enough to understand him
  • And he gets down on one knee and pops the question, plain and simple
  • And you say yes, of course
  • And the two of you kiss
  • But while you’re kissing, Babe pokes his head out of one of the windows and starts playing “Kiss The Girl”
  • And he announces it to the rest of the guys that night, by calling every single one of them before you all even go to sleep.

(I could literally write forever on Roe, I love this boy so much.)

anonymous asked:

Can u please write a fic where natasha romanoff proposes to the reader on like a national interview on tv with all of the avengers (reader is the pr boss or whatever and went with them but is standing off the stage or whatever) and she (natasha) comes out on tv when the interviewer asks about it and then proposes to the reader super fluffily?❤

okay so I’m going to do this after the avengers (2012) since rn everything is sort of fucked so here we goo..

The Avengers had slowly but very surely become Y/N’s life. Being their Public Relations director and babysitter all in one led to a hell hole of public disasters that Y/N and a select few had to clean up but it never went unnoticed by a Russian spy that had fallen love with Y/N. It didn’t take long for Natasha’s charm and beauty won over a very smitten Y/N and soon, they were the tower’s power couple. Natasha and Y/N shared a room decorated in Y/F/C and Natasha’s memorabilia from over her years as an agent for S.H.I.E.L.D. They shared the same music taste, film taste, food taste and were a perfect match.  

With the recent events of ‘The Incident’ or the very public show of The Battle of New York, everything had gone awry for Y/N. Her team became a mess under the pressure and she had to hire more… advanced members to help her. The Battle of New York was a spectacular show especially to all those who had front row seats but it was one of the scariest moments of Y/N’s life as Natasha Romanoff was dead center of everything, even riding a stupid, flying thingy or whatever it was called. Y/N was distracted, worrying for her lover’s life and if she’d make it out okay.

Y/N was bunkered in Stark’s tower, a place to live until “Tasha Bear put a nice, chucky ring on it” according to Tony and she watched everything live, something that they would deal with later, Y/N being PR after all but she could never take her eyes off the screen trying to even catch a glimpse of Natasha. As soon as the camera cut to some 60 year old man with more than on than that should be legal, Y/N stood up and got herself the bottle of whiskey from Tony’s bar after the damage done by Bruce and sat and cried and cried a little more and drunk a lot more than what was intended.

~~~

It was over. The Battle. The Incident had finished and ended with the borrowed Chitauri army fallen and Loki and the cube being put away in a safe and secure location. Y/N was awake, slightly drunk but awake none the less meaning it was time to check on Natasha and make sure she didn’t die in the Battle.  

After a tireless amount of stairs to even try to sober up, Y/N ran outside and straight into her woman’s arms and kissed her with everything in her body. It took a while to readjust her eyes to Natasha’s scuffed face but Y/N was home again and Natasha held her for what seemed like a lifetime. After a while of soft whispers coming from Natasha and Y/N, Tony perked up with a, “Have you ever tried shawarma? There’s a shawarma joint about two blocks from here. I don’t know what it is, but I wanna try it. “ and the rest was history.

~~~ Present Day

After the aftermath of The Incident, everyone finally knew about the existence of other life forces and no one could deny it. No matter how hard Y/n and her team worked, there was no chance of erasing this from anyone’s memory meaning everyone wanted answer’s…meaning there was a shit ton of interviews, press conferences, paparazzi and camera’s from every angle any of the Avengers looked. Many caught on to Y/N and Natasha’s relationship but no one dared comment on it from the fear of God that Natasha gave everyone.

It was an average April day but a bit chillier. Natasha and some of the boys were in the middle of a press conference and Y/N was standing behind, guiding them in earpieces they had in, the ones that they used on missions because Y/n insisted on Fury letting her use them. About midway in, the inevitable happened. the topic of relationships. Y/N had already guided them before with only using simple answers and keeping it ambiguous, something that Y/N learned Tony could not do. The interviewer had asked all but Natasha and Y/N thought they were about to skip over her as they were possibly afraid of making a wrong move but Y/N was wrong. “ So Black Widow, I know it is none of my business at all so please, ha-ha don’t hurt me but do you have anyone special to you? Maybe a special Y/N Y/L/N?”  

Y/N’s face was bright red. Natasha looked at the interviewer and looked at Y/N and stated, “Yes.” The interviewer looked puzzled as if what he asked was rhetorical and he then moved on but Natasha interrupted and again stated, “ Y/N, come up here.” Y/N blindly obeys, more due to stage fright than anything else. Once Y/N was in the public view, everyone went wild. Y/N heard clapping, screaming and she was pretty sure there was booing somewhere in there. “ This woman has been here through it all,” Natasha started, “ Through thick and thin. Through bad time and even worse times, Y/N has stuck through it but more importantly, with me.” The crowd awed and Y/N was defiantly burning up. Natasha then got down on one knee and lovingly said, “ Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, I’ve loved you since the moment I’ve seen you and I want to keep on seeing you, whether it be in the mornings whilst I’m making breakfast or whether it be in ten years, when we’re collecting the kids from school. I want to live my life with you, Y/N so can you, no, please do me the honors of being my other half?” Y/N and Natasha’s eyes were wet, there was no lie there but Y/N slowly shook her head and let out a welp that sounded like a “Yes”. The crowd erupted, the cameras were flashing and the gang of superheroes behind Natasha and Y/N were laughing and jumping over the table to hug the two newly engaged and Y/N was almost positive Barton shed a single tear with the world’s, biggest shit eating grin.  

Once the conference was over, Y/N seemed incapable of leaving Natasha’s side and called Clint over. “Clint, I know you were happy for us but crying, really?” Y/N teased. “If you must know, Mrs. Y/N Romanoff, I was only crying because I made a $100 bet with Steve so now, I’m going to the bar. You and Tasha wanna tag with me and my girl?” Just as Y/N was about to respond, Natasha did for her with a, “We’d love to.” and gave Y/N a peck on the cheek.

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kay so, i know that Natasha wouldn’t do this, it would put her boo’s life at risk n there would never be a conference like this cause all her assassin buddies would be like “ooo there’s were she went!1!!!!” so please idc dont comment about that part, its a bit a of hypothetical fun okay?

also thank you anon for asking, it was v v good :;)

anonymous asked:

BB DONT LISTEN TO MEAN ANON!!! I LUV U AS MUCH (maybe even more than ;)) ) YOUR ART 💕 post why you want, do you boo

Ehehehhehe its ok babe dw!! I can understand that seeing all the asks can be really annoying but yeah that’s how I like to manage my blog, and I’m happy this way :^DD There’s a navigation to see all my work and they can blacklist ask sarah, but yea garbage was pretty rude BUT AYY ITS OK IDC IM HAPPY and ily too💗💗💗

anonymous asked:

@ last 13rw anon: if they wanted to make a show about a mentally ill person, they should have done the bare minimum to make it accessible to real mentally ill people. 13rw is just sensationalizing our pain for neurotypicals' entertainment, while spreading misinformation about suicide and depression. :/ also i've heard from ppl who i trust that there's homophobia and racism in the show's narrative. idc if you enjoy it or not, but please do not downplay the harmful effects it's having on people.

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