id like to see how bad i look

Adam’s Rib (part 1 of 3)

Pairing: Lin-Manuel x Reader

Summary: Lin is a bartender. You need a drink.

Word Count: a fuck ton (approx 18k)

A/N: it’s problematic and full of plot holes but maybe let it go and try and enjoy it

So, this has been a long time coming, we know. It’s been a whirlwind of a time, and we can’t tell you how much has gone into this. We just wanted to thank all of you for being so patient with us, we know this took so much longer than we anticipated it would. 

Thank you so much for supporting our lack of chill and insanity, it truly means so much to us that we have such an incredible following, and we still can’t believe all of you exist! We love you all so very much!! Both of us are extremely emotional about every single aspect of this universe, and we are legitimately super excited to show you what we’ve been concocting this entire time (so much yelling behind the scenes, y’all, omg). 

Warnings: for now, it’s just alcohol and drinking, but this may or may not get a bit darker in parts two and three.

And now, without further ado, we hearby present part ONE of THREE of Adam’s Rib.

– Team GTNW –

“Hey, Lin, could I get another beer?”

“Stan,” Lin sighed, resting his hands on the bar in between them. “We both know you don’t need another.”

“Come on, you already took my keys so what harm could it do?”

Lin raised his eyebrows at the patron, a middle-aged man with graying hair and a fondness for wearing Hawaiian shirts in winter. As a bartender, Lin technically had the right to cut Stan off, call his slurring ass a cab, and move on to serving the handful of other patrons hanging around the bar at nine p.m. on a Tuesday.

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i posted this on my peach but im posting it here too because i want advisement on it from more people than just the people who have me added on there
i think im going to break up with my boyfriend because i dont think i can function in a doomed relationship. and i think that actually it’s sort of cruel of him to expect me to live inside a rapidly shrinking box. and i think he wants that because he wants to keep this. but i just dont think i can or want to function inside of a structure which i can see collapsing in the near future. and i think the only reason i would be staying would be in order to try and get him to change his mind and thats a bad way to move in a relationship no matter how you look at it. im wondering a little bit if im cheating myself out of a summer that would be very good and magic but would eventually end, like all summers do. but i actually think it probably wouldnt end up feeling like a very good summer. and instead id feel fall coming chokeful like a vise. and i think that isnt something i want.

i think the reason seeing pics of m/f couples on tumblr is more relatable to me than seeing pics of f/f couples is bcs i like butch women and want to be with one… i dont, at all, think butch women are men. but all f/f couples i see are either of girls who are both femme/just non-butch, girls with the same height and both with long hair and they even look like each other and it feels weird to me because they also show a dynamic im usually not interested in? im not sure how to explain this. i just like the femme/butch dynamic and women who are masculine and that could treat me like a princess and id be their wife or something. idk how to explain. its not like… power imbalance like in m/f couples. its something else. im bad at explaining how i feel but i feel alienated when i see f/f couples because of this feeling. i dont rly enjoy watching wlw movies because of this too because i find myself incapable of seeing myself in them most of the time

sorry for spamming selfies im just ugh i want clothes so bad i have like nothing are you seeing this wasted potential here. imagine if i actually had things and just how fuck ugly i wouldnt possibly look. id be able to do more things than i can and maybe not hate myself that much.and doing what i have here with these recent ones im like .wow i look decent. lol. ok.

Id like to know what its like to have clear skin for one day.. Its rare to find people who truly understand how bad it hurts physically and emotionally to have so many scars and imperfections that youre afraid to even be looked at. Im not talking about “everyone has break outs”.. Im talking about the mounting of blood and shame that you can not rid. The ones that cut so deep into your face it takes over your being. People no longer see you. They see it.. They see disgust… I want to know what its like to have beauty seep through your pores instead of embarrassment. I want to know what its like to not worry. I want to know what its like to feel beautiful.

anonymous asked:

can we see the progress for u davekat drawin??

I didn’t save at all from the lineart to the finished thing, so I only have the progress of the sketches but HERE<3

(tbh i actually really didn’t like the lineart, it was way too harsh and i should have colourd it too + karkat didnt look angry enough and daves eyes were too smol)

haleigh91  asked:

CS + 5

Disclaimer: I have never been pregnant nor have I known anyone who has been pregnant so I’m going off of what I’ve seen in movies and tv and the internet

Emma Swan cannot believe a simple one night stand with fellow Boston police officer Killian Jones ended up in a pregnancy (AO3,

Definitely Not a One Time Thing

“Shit” Emma said quietly to herself as she sat on her bathroom floor, the positive pregnancy test still clutched in her hands. She should have known, she had been nauseous and vomiting for days and she had definitely missed her last period. She had tried to chalk it up to the stress of being a cop but there definitely was no denying it now. She was pregnant and it was her stupid coworker, Killian Jones’s baby. It was only meant to be a one time thing, a night of drinks and celebration over cracking a particularly hard case had led to them falling into his bed together and her sneaking out of his apartment before dawn. There had been no hard feelings from either side, they had both known it was just sex and was just a one night stand nothing more. But this? This definitely changed that.

Emma scrolled through her phone until she got to his number and debated whether this was news you call or text someone about. She held her breath as she pressed the call button and listened to the other line ring.

“Why Swan to what do I owe the pleasure?” he had answered jovially. Emma let out a shaky breath trying to figure out what she wanted to say.

“I need to talk to you about something, can um you come to my place so I can tell you?” she asked.

“Emma is everything all right?” Killian asked his voice suddenly full of concern.

“I’m pregnant,” she blurted out and long pause came from his end.

“Would you like me to bring some food for when we talk?” he asked breaking the silence.

“Ice cream would be nice,” she said wiping away a tear that was starting to fall.

“As you wish, I’ll be over there in 20 minutes,” he said before he hung up.

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anonymous asked:

Hey! How do you think Nino/JT would react to someone talking shit about CN? (Or LB but it's less likely to happen i think)

Very publicly very loudly defending them.
“Cat noir busts his ass every day to keep us safe! Id like to see you try half the crap he does, you’d be dead. He does it without expecting thanks and you know what? Hes a fucking person. Hes got his own shit going on. Look at how freaked out you get about homework and daily shit in your lives and hes got ALL OF THAT and saving your stupid life any tine a bad guy shows up, so just shut the hell up cause you dont know shit about him”