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Hello everyone! I have decided to quickly revamp my blog before it gets any older or more popular. I could have just made the teeny tiny changes here but I did not as I thought it would be better to let people choose if they want to follow me or not after this.


As you may have noticed, I have been mainly doing my FFX AU related stuff with this blog and it got me thinking… I realized that all the headcanons and other stuff I wanted to write, I wanted to make somehow related to this AU, leaving my main verse (which is the FFVIII one) with pretty much zero interactions. This is why I revamped my blog! Nothing really changes but the fact that my blog is now FFX Shiva and the FFVIII one is one of my AUs. I know doing this may sound stupid, like really stupid but to be honest: I should not, and I will not, care what you guys think about it. You can make the decision whether you follow me or not anymore! I’m going to be around anyways!

If you decide not to follow my new, revamped blog, then I wish you farewell and I was happy seeing you on my dash!

With love,
    Shiva mun

So after giving it a lot of thought, I figured that this is the best solution

All my RP blogs are now on a (semi-)hiatus until further notice. This is simply because I feel like at the moment I am not able to enjoy rping in the way I used to do. I also feel like I have nothing to give to this community and by this community I mean the people I RP with. I should be here because I enjoy doing this but I do not so it is time for me to go - for now at least.

I might end up deleting some of my muses because either
A) People don’t really seem interested in them
B) I don’t really have the muse for the character anymore

I am terribly sorry that I have been on and off most of the autumn. My old laptop broke down so I was first gone like a month or so. Then school got very busy and I was gone for like two/three weeks and now this… from the bottom of my heart I am sorry. I don’t wanna just be here and spam people with tons of ooc nonsense because that is like one of my pet peeves - I have my personal blog for that kind of stuff.

I might not be gone completely; maybe I do what I did before when I had difficulties writing - create a non-final fantasy blog. I am not saying this community is bad because I love this community but it can be… how to say thisstressful(?) hectic(?) big(?)

I have nothing against anybody and I absolutely love and cherish every single one of my followers and RP partners. I am giving this break thingy a one more chance… to perhaps make me a better writer for you guys and if it does not work, then perhaps it is time for this veteran rper to call it quits and disappear from this community once and for all.

PS: My personal can be found HERE

[ The meaning of this lame edit was to get your attention and also lame because my Photoshop still does not work and I gotta use GIMP ]

So after giving this a lot of thought and also after having a conversation with my waifu I have decided to turn this blog into a single-ship blog. I am doing this because I realized that I want to, and only have been, focus on this one ship and also because I have noticed that I do not have much interest in shipping Shiva with anyone else but Yojimbo. I had some crackships in mind of course but nah… So this basically means that:

  • Shiva will have no other romantic relationships but the one with Yojimbo that is still in development.
  • I would love Shiva to have some more friends, enemies etc. and I am not against those platonic love kinda thingies but Yojiva will be my only romantic ship
  • I will not change my verses or AUs but I am no longer looking for a ship for each of the verses and AUs I have
  • I am sorry for anyone who might have been interested in shipping with me (I highly doubt that though) but this decision is final
  • Go ahead and flirt with Shiva all you want and keep doing what you used to do around her but she just won’t reply to it – to be honest she does not actually change one bit as she has not really flirted with anyone that much

If you still are interested in shipping with me, I have other muses of course who you can check out from HERE. Thank you for reading this and have a nice day!

¡ O P E R A T I O N -- Let's promote some summons !

         ✗ as summons have become more or less popular all of a sudden but most of
             them are not getting even nearly enough attention from other rpers: I decided to
             put together a page for all these blogs. Yes it is part of my blog but the main
             idea of this is not to promo myself. I you think it is… well then I feel sorry for you.

         ✗ by clicking the header image you will get to the promo page and will find all the
             summon blogs I have managed to find by now. Consider this as a masterlist of
             sorts if you want. Just go and give these people the love they need!

         ✗ if you are a summon RP blog and want to be added to the list, just let me know! I
            try my best updating the list as often as possible! 


                    ❋ thefirstsire
                    ≋ draconiseffigiem
                    ❋ ettrescapita
                    ≋ gravitationalxhellion
                    ❋ gurasharaborasu
                    ≋ rivaiasan
                    ❋ ailenifflam
                    ≋ dominaedenix
                    ❋ sonicxwings
                    ≋ xyojimbo
                    ❋ iceybrand & carbunkie (these blogs are mine)

         ✗ Please notice that if you do not wanna be on the list: just let me know and you
             will be deleted! I know that not all people want this kind of an attention.


≍❄OutOfDust❄≍ Shiva mun here with an important announcement!

So it seems that summons/aeons/GFs are slowly becoming a trend in this community; so I decided to give out a helping hand and do a promo page for all these blogs out there as there can’t ever be enough love towards these ass-kicking superstars. (yes excuse me, i slept like 4 hours) So if you like know someone who own a aeon/summon/GF blog: just let me know! I already know these ones:

  • ettrescapita
  • gurasharaborasu
  • ailenifflam
  • sonicxwings
  • gravitationalxhellion
  • draconiseffigiem
  • thefirstsire
  • xyojimbo
  • dominaedenix
  • rivaiasan
  • carbunkie & iceybrand (as both of these are me)

ALSO let me know if you do not want to be promoted because I can totally understand that some people can be overwhelmed and do not even want lots of followers!

I’m only doing this to help out fellow summon blogs out there!


Hᴇʟʟᴏ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡᴇʀs ᴏғ ɪᴄᴇʏʙʀᴀɴᴅsxғᴀɪᴀ

This is the mun with a very important PSA about the future but first of all I would like to thank all of the 147 followers of Shiva and 81 followers of Reina for making my Tumblr summer so good. Both of my main muses have received so much love and I honestly could not be happier about it. I have made some wonderful friends and we have cried and laughed together tons. Thanks guys!

Starting from tomorrow (August 6th) school will start again and those of you who have known me longer know that school always stresses me out A LOT. It means lots and lots of projects, papers and studying studying studying. My typical day is from 8AM till 3PM and the longest ones can be from 8AM till 4PM. Not only that but on the side of that I will also be working. Sometimes I work evening shifts which start at 4PM; yes, just think about it… somedays my school day ends at 4PM and work also starts at 4PM. I have no time to come home first.

This should be enough proof of the fact that I will be very busy. It also naturally means that I will not around nearly as much as I have been so far. Now, please understand that this is not because I don’t want to but because I simply do not have the time for Tumblr. When I have time off, I am more than likely to be with my friends. This being said

I ᴀᴍ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴀɴ ɪɴᴅᴇғɪɴɪᴛᴇ sᴇᴍɪ﹣ʜɪᴀᴛᴜs ᴛɪʟʟ sᴀɪᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀᴡɪsᴇ﹗

I am always logged in on Tumblr with my phone and I am always lurking here but all of this basically means that I will be rping a lot less. Even if I had the time I will most likely be too tired to work with long threads. I am very active on Skype and I simply cannot abandon my computer so you can stay in touch with me, no worries about that!

I know most of you won’t be missing me even though we would be talking on a daily basis at the moment but no worries, I won’t really be mad. I understand that with some of you we don’t really talk about anything else but rping and since I won’t probably be doing much of that we might not really have anything to talk about. IT IS OKAY, REALLY! I just want those of you who’d still like to stay in touch with me that you can always add me on Skype.

If you decide to unfollow me due to inactivity, it is totally understandable. I won’t abandon rping since I have been doing it for so long that I probably wouldn’t be able to live without it but like said many times now: I will do it a lot less.

Enjoy the rest of your summer and I will see you whenever I am around!

PS: In the beginning of the school year I will probably be around a little more but as the time goes on I will become busier and busier all the time. 

With love,
            Anni ♥


≍❄OutOfDust❄≍ This is to sum up this morning’s mun & muse feels about going to London. Shiva is being grumpy and not too happy about it. ❝Nobody asked my opinion…❞ Nobody cares about your opinion!

So I will be gone from today (June 16th) till Friday (June 20th)!!
                           …mun and muse are in London!

I will actually queue this post s couple of times in case someone is not here to notice this and then start to wonder where have I disappeared. Feel free to spam my inbox all you want while I am gone! Would be nice to come back and notice that I have been missed -winkwonk-

With this said: I hope everyone will have a great week and when I return prepare yourselves for possible picture spam. Of course if you happen to live in London or are going there between those stated days and happen to hear some weird-ass voice, speaking a weird-ass language with some blondes (aka my friends) or if you simply think you see my derpy face: it actually might be me and you are allowed to come and harass me.

See you guys on Friday (or Saturday) the soonest!


≍❄OutOfDust❄≍ Hi guys! I still don’t have a computer of my own but my mom is a lamb and borrows hers whenever I need to do some schoolwork or stuff like that and now she was a lamb and borrowed it for the weekend. I might actually get a new one this month, or next month since I bought my mom’s old laptop (well can’t really call it that because it’s only like two years old) but it needed some fixing so dunno how long it will take to fix it but things are starting to look better now guys!

         Shi Shi mun

JUST A HEADS-UP ﹙ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ﹚

≍❄OutOfDust❄≍ So you may or may not know that I have been spending these past two weeks at my sister’s place while she has been in Turkey. She is coming home tomorrow and this naturally means that I am heading home as well. My summer vacation is almost good as over soon. School starts on August 6th and I am seriously kind of sad because I literally feel like I have not been able to do much of anything. I was in London and that was super awesome, beyond words but besides that I have been only like working and since I had to look after these kitties I have not really been able to go anywhere after workdays and it has really affected on me. I am feeling distressed among many other feelings. I actually wanna ENJOY this summer. You should know that in Finland, we live in darkness most of the year. During winter time we are lucky to have even like 5 hours of daylight time so summer is like our time to recharge ourselves and I have been stuck mostly at work or at my sister’s place so yeah…

All of this has driven me into the decision that I might not be around so much once I go home. Not only that but I have not really felt like roleplaying lately. I know I was on a hiatus not so long ago but I would not call this a hiatus; I am just going to show up a little less than usual. I just have not felt very Shiva lately. I have other muses but as they are OCs, I can see why people are not interested in them no matter how much I promo them. I do not blame you but as they are not getting the attention I’d need them to have I probably won’t be doing much of roleplaying. 

I am most likely going to be lurking here most of the time and maybe do some minimum roleplaying but I cannot make any promises to anyone.

I kinda doubt that anyone who already doesn’t have it wants my Skype but in case someone feels like chatting with me: my Skype is available for those who want it. Like always, my personal can be found from here.


There’s a link to my RP blogs page in case someone is curious to know who else I am. That is all, I guess. I am now officially back to lurking mod until said otherwise. 

                   MOVED TO A NEW ACCOUNT!

Hello there friends! After spending weeks, trying to figure out what I should do with this blog I have now decided to move. My URL stays the same but from now on I am slightly more selective with the people I am going to follow. I appreciate every single one of you guys but from now on I am only going to follow people I can see myself rping with. I have all these amazing blogs on my dash but whom I never RP with. I have created these huge, and absolutely unnecessary, demands to myself as a RPer and it is just ridiculous. It should not be like that and I am trying to change that now!

  • I am not going to delete this blog for it is going to be my archive!

To those of you who I won’t see again - goodbye; and to those who I will - see you soon!
Stay awesome guys!

Lᴇᴛ·s ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴᴄɪᴇɴᴛ sᴜʙᴊᴇᴄᴛ ᴏғ ᴀɴᴏɴ ʜᴀᴛᴇ~~

I once made a promise that I would never ever post anon hate again since it is nothing more than feeding the troll but the one I received last night was simply too amusing and I am using it to demonstrate why you should NOT post anon hate nor let it affect on you.

Keep reading

≍❄OutOfDust❄≍ GUYS! I have like literally ZERO active threads going on at the moment so if you feel like plotting with me, now would be the time to let me know because I seriously have nothing to do here and I don’t wanna end up just posting like 20 ooc posts a day and then I will be gone. So the point being that if you feel like rping with me, now would be a great time for that because school ain’t keeping me that busy and due to the baaaad economical situation in my country right now it has affected my job as well and I have to work less hours than I used to work, so I have lots of time right now. So for the third time in this post…



I’m sure all of you are happy that I am finally back, at least I am very happy to be back but unfortunately I am going to be very inactive for the next few weeks due to schoolwork. I promise I will start rping properly on September 25th if not earlier. But before I get extremely busy with schoolwork, I have a SUPER WEEKEND coming up.

  • Tomorrow I’m going to Final Symphony concert with my friend
  • On Saturday I’m going to Tracon (it’s the biggest con in Finland) with
    my friends and my last minute cosplay will be Banba (kuragehime fandom ahoy!)
  • …and Sunday will be another con day

So as you may guess I probably won’t be around much. I may show up every now and then but I most likely won’t be doing much rping. And the following two weeks I’m gonna spend by doing tons of schoolwork… because I plan to pass my courses.

PS: Like every year my holy mission is to spot every single Final Fantasy cosplayer in the con! ( edit: jee what am i writing)

≍❄OutOfDust❄≍ okay babydolls, tomorrow’s going to be the last day I’m around till next Friday since I’m leaving for London pretty early on Monday. Our hotel has a free wifi and I might show up like in the evenings or something but just for a quick check up.
SO if you feel like chitchatting with me, tomorrow is your last chance to do that! I will turn off the computer now but I will be lurking on phone for a while.